My throat immediately dries up! Two simple words... That's all it takes for my knees to start wobbling! but inside my head, a switch suddenly flips and I take a deep breath. Okay... I can do this. Right? It's just sex, Barbara! People do it every day... Millions of people. Billions, probably. And look at him! He is a drop-dead gorgeous, fiercely hot stranger. If I'm going to throw away my virginity to a random person to spite my family after they sold me off as a virgin bride to a gangster... I could have done a hell lot worse! I mean he's definitely an upgrade from Pierre Moretti and his smelly, sweaty palms...This man is a god compared to him! But still.... knowing that doesn't stop the furious trembling in my limbs. So I swallow hard and force my legs to move. I step forward, my feet shuffling awkwardly across the plush carpet as I make my slow, agonizing approach toward him... Like a nervous deer approaching a lion. It's fine, Barbara! Just... Act like you've been in a red-
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