The marble floor felt chilly beneath Luca, unyielding and harsh against his knees, almost as if it were trying to anchor him down.
Kain was just a breath away in his chair, leaning forward with one arm on his knee and the other casually holding onto Luca’s neck. The grip wasn’t aggressive, just firm enough to be controlling. He would tighten it a bit, then relax, as if testing the pressure, as if he relished the sensation. The bag remained over his head, now sagging a little, one corner crumpling where he must have bumped it. Those eyes behind the fabric were unblinking, steady, and observant. Luca stayed silent, lacking the breath to respond. He could feel his pulse racing beneath Kain’s fingers. Each shift of the grip sent a jolt through his back, as if his body sensed impending doom. Yet, Kain never escalated it, just gentle squeezes, intentional pauses, then more silence. “You’re feeling embarrassed,” Kain finally remarked in a calm tone. “But that doesn’t matter to me.” The words felt blunt, devoid of cruelty, simply a truth. Luca glanced down, his eyes landing on the gun and rosary still sprawled on the floor, everything persistently in place, like Kain wanted him to keep seeing them. “Your shame,” Kain said, tracing his thumb along Luca’s jawline, “means nothing now.” Luca struggled to formulate a response. His mouth parted for a moment and then closed again, the heat radiating from his chest contrasting sharply with the coldness in the rest of him. Though he was sweating, he couldn’t stop shivering. An unfamiliar feeling brewed low in his stomach, uninvited and overwhelming, and he despised it. “You sense it, don’t you?” Kain asked gently, shifting in his seat but still watching. “The confusion, the warmth. There’s a part of you that fights it, yet it reacts anyway.” Luca’s breath hitched. It was happening once more, this thing he had attempted to dismiss earlier. His body kept betraying him, the air feeling thicker under Kain’s touch. Every inch of his being was acutely aware, his spine, stomach, and thighs; even the tightness of his skin across his chest. And he loathed feeling every moment of it. “I’m not doing anything,” Kain replied. “You’re the one doing this to yourself.” His voice wasn’t arrogant, merely a soft explanation. Then came the initial touch. Kain’s hand drifted from Luca’s neck to the space behind his ear. Just a gentle brush, fingertips gliding softly over the skin. It wasn’t rough or punitive, just a delicate connection, barely there. Luca instinctively flinched. Kain persisted, tracing slowly now. From Luca’s ear down to his collarbone, the air suddenly felt louder, and the lights dimmer. His fingers explored the curve of Luca’s back, still gentle, as if handling something delicate or valuable. Kain remained mostly silent for a moment. One hand found its way to Luca’s shoulder while the other rested on the seat of the chair, leaning in closer. Luca could even hear the mask shifting slightly as Kain bent nearer. Then, He didn’t kiss him. He didn’t press his lips to Luca’s; he simply hovered. Luca could feel warm, slow breaths against his neck. Kain's lips didn’t land; they lingered close enough for him to imagine it, but still too far out of reach. Kain peeled back one side of the paper bag. Not all the way, just enough to reveal the lower part of his face. Luca kept his gaze downcast, avoiding Kain's features. He wasn’t sure he had the strength to handle what he might see. But he felt it. Kain’s mouth glided down the side of his neck, tantalizingly close but not quite touching. He parted his lips as if to speak, though he stayed silent. He wanted Luca to lean in, to yearn for it first. Luca remained still. “Mm,” Kain finally murmured, the sound more contemplative than satisfied. “I find beauty in watching delicate things unravel, especially those that still believe they're whole.” The words escaped Luca before he could hold them back. “W, We’re both men. Y—You shouldn’t be—men shouldn’t—” Kain’s quiet chuckle cut through him. It was soft, yet it stung. Before Luca could shy away, Kain moved, an abrupt shift of leather and breath, and in an instant, Luca was lifted off the floor as if he weighed nothing. His knees buckled with the unexpected motion, but Kain remained steady, sitting back with a broad stance, drawing Luca down onto his lap. It was as if he were carefully placing something fragile in its rightful place. Luca squirmed instinctively, trying to escape, but Kain’s arm around his back held him firmly in place. The positioning pressed their bodies together, Kain’s warmth piercing through the fabric separating them. Luca froze in place. Then, A sharp tug at his chest, through his shirt. He gasped. Another. His back arched against his will as Kain pinched his nipple, sharp enough to sting yet slow enough to linger. The sensation coursed straight down into his stomach, causing his thighs to tighten. His breath caught as Kain leaned in, his lips grazing Luca’s mouth but not allowing a kiss, not yet. One hand traveled from Luca’s chest to cradle the back of his neck. “Don’t,” Luca managed to whisper, his voice trembling. “Don’t—” Teeth grazed his lower lip, first a light scrape, then a bite. Hard. Deep. Luca whimpered as it broke skin, feeling the warmth of blood seeping between them, mingling with saliva. “That’s it, little lamb,” Kain whispered, not withdrawing. “Let it shatter. Let it out. That’s the first genuine prayer you’ve spoken all night.” Luca's breath caught, then again. Soft sounds escaped him, embarrassing little hiccups and gasps that didn’t even sound like him. And it was spiraling downward. Every movement pulled him harder against Kain’s thigh, and Kain was still moving, grinding into him steadily. The friction lacked rhythm, deliberate, cruel, and patient. “You look so enchanting like this,” Kain murmured, lips brushing against his ear. “Ruined. Desperate. I can already sense that this will become our favorite position.” Luca shook his head in protest, yet it bore no weight. His hands unintentionally grasped Kain’s shirt, his face ablaze as warmth surged through him, faster and deeper. The pressure between his legs was unbearable. Everything down there pulsed, tight and stimulated, feeling trapped. He could sense Kain, hard against him, moving just enough to keep Luca gasping, just enough to prevent him from slipping away. He buried his face in Kain’s neck, avoiding the gaze that felt more daunting. The scent hit him, rich, almost chemical. Cologne, mixed with the metallic tang of blood. Not his. Kain’s mouth found his throat, without request. He parted his lips and sucked eagerly, leaving his mark, holding Luca so tightly that escape was impossible, his voice low and warm, “You belong to me before you become a man,” Kain said. “My possession above all else. This—” He rolled his hips once more, this time slower. “—is ownership, Luca.” The sensation crashed over him suddenly. Luca’s body jolted forward, his stomach tightening as everything faltered, like a snap beneath his skin, as if something unbearably hot had burst forth. He came. He couldn’t resist it. It surged out of him, soaking everything, his pants, Kain’s lap, the layers that separated them. Tremors coursed through his body; his knees pressed into the chair, and he clutched onto whatever he could to remain upright. Shame struck him like lightning, but his mind was already slipping into oblivion. He struggled to breathe, lost in thought. His vision began to fade. Blurry. Warm. Fuzzy around the edges. And in one impossible moment, he truly saw him. The mask was gone. And underneath was something haunting. Something stunning. Beautiful in the way fire is beautiful before it consumes everything. A face that looked at him as if he was the last soft thing on the planet. Then, darkness. Kain caught him before he fell, holding him not as a lover would, gently, but rather protectively, like something prized. Fragile. His. “Rest now, Luca,” Kain whispered near his ear. “You’ll need your strength. My house doesn’t forgive weakness.”The room was still except for the creak of Kain’s chair as he pushed it back, getting up slowly, the fabric rustling softly as he did. He didn’t say anything or gesture or smile. He simply walked toward Luca with that unreadable calm he wore when he wasn’t playing a role. Luca sat there stiffly, uncertain where to look, not knowing if he should move, speak, or just hold his breath until he got a sign.Then, wordlessly, Kain reached for Luca’s hand.The touch wasn’t rough. It wasn’t even firm. It was just there, decisive, direct. Kain didn’t meet Luca’s gaze as he lifted the hand between them, the pads of Luca’s fingers brushing against his shirt first, then against the bare skin as Kain peeled the fabric away slowly.Kain placed Luca’s hand on his chest. Not where the heart beat, but a little off to the left, where the skin was uneven. Lumpy, cold.“Do you feel that?” Kain asked, his voice low.Luca nodded, his fingers twitching instinctively. What he felt wasn’t soft or clean; it wa
The room was uncomfortably quiet again. He stumbled upon the paper by chance. It lay there on a polished desk that looked untouched. The sheets were thick, pristine, definitely not the sort of paper you’d find in a printer, but something more upscale. Next to it, there was a gold-ink pen, a mechanical pencil, and a ruler that felt off in his hand, like it carried memories of things it wasn’t meant for.He was pretty sure he wasn't supposed to mess with any of it. But the door hadn't clicked shut, and he couldn't bring himself to sleep. Lying on the bed made his arms twitch and his body ache for something to do, for something to hold on to.So, he sat cross-legged on the cold floor, placed the paper on the rug, and started to draw.It wasn’t anything special. It wasn’t meant to be. The first thing he sketched was a throat cut open, not because he wanted to, but because that was all his mind could conjure. It didn't ease up; it just forced the image forward, and his hand went along w
Luca’s hands trembled uncontrollably.He couldn’t comprehend the sensation rising within him, something twisted and broken, something his father might have labeled as evil if he had witnessed it.It stirred as if it had been lurking in the shadows, and now it was breaking free, gasping for air.His fingers lifted carefully.Not in defense.Not in fear.They slid gently into Kain’s hair.Luca swallowed hard. The strands were silky, almost too delicate for someone like him. They felt so clean, warm from the heat emanating from Kain’s skin. The man’s chest was still heaving as if he had just sprinted. His pupils remained wide, still high on the intensity of the moment.Perhaps Luca felt the same way.“T-thank you,” he managed to say, surprised by his own voice.Kain’s breath caught for just a moment, but his body grew still, as if the world had suddenly gone quiet.Kain’s hands released their hold on Luca’s arms. One hand hesitantly moved up, gently brushing against Luca’s cheek, once. A
Kain’s shoulder still seeped blood.It flowed down his arm, warm and slow, saturating the fabric clinging to him like damp velvet. It should have slowed him down, but he moved as if it didn’t affect him, as if blood carried no weight, as if pain meant nothing.Then he turned.Luca didn’t notice he was leaning until Kain’s gaze fell on his cheek, his blood.Not Kain’s blood.Kain’s body stilled.In the midst of a chaotic crowd of screaming guests, bullets scattered across the marble, distant calls for backup, Kain reached for Luca’s face with a steady grip, neither rough nor gentle, just firm and unwavering, like he was handling a weapon.Luca dared not flinch, his breath trembling like leaves in the wind.Since rescuing Luca, Kain hadn’t uttered a word, no curses, no shouts, just silent, bloodied breaths.The bullet wound in Kain’s shoulder continued to trickle blood, streaming down his arm like syrup, splattering onto the pale cuff of his shirt. His jacket had already been torn away
At first, the shot didn’t seem real.It cut through the air like a glitch, jarring and unexpected, like the world around them had skipped a beat. The violinist faltered, and a flute squeaked in confusion.Somewhere in the room, glass shattered, but for a moment, no one reacted. They all just blinked, caught in a moment of uncertainty. The wealthy guests, wearing masks, stood rigid, waiting as if someone would break the tension with laughter, claiming it was all a part of the act.Luca instinctively froze, falling a step behind Kain, his hands clenched at his sides like a well-trained pet, striving to remain inconspicuous, to breathe quietly, when that strange, piercing sound sliced through him like a knife. He gasped for air.“Stay close,” Kain said, his voice low and frigid, devoid of panic or fear, just pure calm.Without glancing back at Luca, his arm instinctively reached behind him, fingers wrapping around Luca's wrist like a leash.The music faded away completely, leaving an eer
Kain didn’t speak as he yanked Luca into the dull alcove. Didn’t ask. Didn’t check.He just moved, and Luca, breath stuttering in his throat, followed like instinct. Like muscle memory, like prey dragged by the wrist into a corner too narrow for dignity and far too close to the marble-spined frenzy of the ballroom outside.“What—?” Luca gasped, but the question broke in half as his back hit cold wall. “K–Kain—?”“Shut up.” The words hit first. Then the mouth. Hard.His lips crashed into Luca’s like punishment. No tenderness. No slow, earned hunger. Just claiming. Tongue forcing past lips, hot and aggressive, tasting like wine and danger. Kain bit his bottom lip mid-kiss, made him whimper, then pulled back only long enough to growl against his mouth.“You let him look at you.”“I—I d–didn’t—”“You did,” Kain hissed. His hand had already shoved into Luca’s blouse, fingers sliding up under the silk like knives under skin. “And you liked it.”Luca squirmed, not away. Just… shocked. Overwh