I follow Liliana home, taking in the house that her foster parents have. It's not bad, nothing close to being delipidated or anything, which is a shame. I was looking forward to giving her shit about it. I'm running out of reasons to talk to my little pauper.
I watch a young boy come toward the house after Liliana has gone in, and I stop him, "Hey, little man, are you Liliana's foster brother?"
Maybe in another world, we would be perfect for one another, but not this one. Liliana Sumner was born on the wrong side of the tracks, and unlike me, when she lost her parents, she was put into the foster system; I was sent to live with my uncle and his wife. Sometimes, I wonder if I would have been better off going into the system, but I'm a Falcon, and Falcons always rise above everything and everyone.
My life has been anything but rainbows and roses. Being from such an influential family keeps me from anyone or anything less than what we are. My uncle's lectures have been ingrained inside every cell in my body, and I'm forced to live a life in the darkness of my family's legacy. A legacy that includes crime families, particularly the Mafia, where secrets are aplenty unless you want an early exit from this world.
Liliana being poor saves her from me. As much as I want nothing more than to have her as my own, my tastes are dark, just like my family's past. I doubt she can handle the things that I would do to her. Others keep trying to talk to her, and she smiles at them; she gives them the smile that is supposed to be mine, so now, I'm going to take her tears because if I can't have Liliana, nobody can have her.
"I'm not little, and yeah. We are both foster kids here; the Mallards don't have kids of their own. Are you a friend of Lily's?"
I don't like how he shortens my pauper's name. I'm the only one who can give her nicknames. I don't care if he isn't in his teens yet; he needs to learn respect. Fortunately for him, I can't be the one to show him the error of his ways.
"Yeah, we go to school together."
"Do you want to come in?"
"Nah, I've got a lot of homework, but thanks for the invite."
The brat shrugs and hurries inside, but I remain here for a little longer, watching the house and hoping for one more glimpse of my little pauper. When my phone pings, I roll my eyes at the caller ID seeing the wicked bitch's name. I ignore it and tuck it back into my pocket before heading to my car and going home.
***
"Jarek, is that you?" I roll my eyes at the sound of my aunt's voice. Carmen is my uncle's second wife and far worse than his first one. Aunt Talia would never have done half the shit that Carmen has done to me.
My uncle's house hides many secrets, past and present, and now, I'm part of those secrets. If I want to keep my inheritance, I must play my role; it's what Carmen reminds me of daily. My uncle never lifted his hand to help me, only to help her because he'd get off on how his wife treated me, and others for that matter. He always liked to see how I would react to her treatment, and I consistently let him down. I was never good enough, but that happens when your uncle is in the Mafia, I guess.
It's not what you think; Carmen isn't a pedophile, but she gets off on some sick shit, just not little kids, thank fuck. As the wife of a mafia member, she holds a lot of weight. If I had disrespected her, then my uncle would have whipped me, yet I disappointed him when I allowed his wife to treat me as she did and still does. It was a never-ending battle.
Physical abuse, check. Emotional abuse, check. Mental abuse, fucking check, check, and check. An adolescent should never see what I've seen her do to others. My uncle wasn't entirely evil, but he was bad enough. He taught me how to take what I wanted and what was owed to us because we owned over half the town. He also taught me that women are only good for being servants to our hunger, but I must always make sure I get their consent first. At least he had some decency. Get their permission and treat them well so that you can do despicable things to them in the bedroom.
My pauper is a special case. Until I know what to do about her, I must ensure she remains close while keeping her at arm's length. Liliana could have it so good if only she's a good little pauper. She should be grateful that I'm showing her attention at all.
"Yes, Carmen, it's me," I finally remember to answer the bitch. She had me stop calling her Aunt Carmen when my uncle died six months ago. I just so happened to have turned eighteen three weeks after his passing, and that's when Carmen started thinking of me as something other than her step-nephew. She keeps me in line by holding my inheritance over my head; otherwise, I'd tell her to go fuck herself.
"Where are your manners, boy?" Her voice is icy, just as sharp as the icicles that form in winter, making them look like lethal weapons.
Hanging my head, I drop my school bag on the floor in the front foyer and count to ten. Then, straightening my spine and hardening my expression, I walk into the sitting room where she awaits my arrival every day. She glares at me as her eyes sweep me from head to toe; I know what her next words will be, and I cringe.
Since I turned of age, I've become Carmen's 'servant.' It's all consensual if you ask her. She even has my signed consent form. Of course, you won't find the threat of not receiving a penny of what is owed to me within it. Carmen gets her way by having me as her servant, and I get my money when I graduate high school.
"I have guests out by the pool, and you knew about them coming, but still, you are insolent and try me at every turn!"
"I'm sorry, ma'am. I had a flat tire and needed to get it fixed," I grit out. "I will make sure it doesn't happen again."
"See that it doesn't! Now, go change into the appropriate attire and get to work. They are all waiting on you."
Fuck my life, I can't wait for graduation, so I can collect my inheritance and boot Carmen's ass out the door! You would think the woman would know better than to get on my bad side, but she believes she is untouchable. Just wait; her day is coming, just like my little pauper. One day, I will have Liliana Sumner at my mercy.
Carmen is making my life hell at home, so I must release the pent-up anger. What better way than to target my prey? Others watch and laugh, too, and even though I don't like it, I don't stop it because then she will know, and Liliana can never know. Until I can find a way to have her, having my pauper as my assistant is the only way to get close enough.
I'm sure she's confused as to why I'm singling her out, making her do my homework, and kissing my feet when there is a lesson to be learned. I've confused her because I never once gave her the time of day in her three years of high school. I'm a senior, and she's only a junior, but I noticed her on the first day of school in my sophomore year.
I spent every day watching from afar, but not anymore. I need her, and if I can't have her as my own, I will do the only thing I can: make her my 'assistant.' It sounds better than prey or victim. It makes no difference to me if she sees me as mean; at least she sees me as something.
***
I come down in the stupid red thong Carmen makes me wear when her friends are here. Strengthening my resolve, I present myself to her. She gets up from her place on her couch, walks over slowly, and examines my state of dress. She has me in the tightest thong, which showcases the bulge in the front. I am very well endowed for my age; all the Falcon men are.
"Hm, seems you're missing something. Oh, yes, the little gift I got you." She walks to a table and opens the drawer.
What she pulls out has me seeing fucking red. She doesn't say anything as she smirks and walks over to me.
"Kneel," she orders.
Glaring right at her, I drop to my knees, and she wraps a fucking leather collar around my neck. There's a leash attached to it, which she yanks on, indicating she wants me to stand once the collar is secure. She calls me her sex servant, but there is never any sex involved, at least not with her. No, she likes getting off by humiliating others, me especially.
"Now, be a good boy and follow me." She turns and heads for the door, pulling on the leash, and all I can do is follow.
"The guests are out by the pool, and you will do well to please the women however they want." Carmen opens the French doors leading to the Olympic-sized pool at the back of the house. That's when I see all of her guests; none are under the age of fifty, and most are divorced or widowed. "Go be a good boy, and I may have a surprise for you later on."
Her words mean nothing to me because if I've learned anything, it's that Carmen's surprises are never a good thing…
EpilogueLilianaLife as a Mafia wife is not what I would have chosen for myself, but everything happens for a reason, or so I've been told. I can't complain much. Jarek has been an amazing husband, father, and protector all of these years. Don't get me wrong, he's still ruthless where it counts, and he runs the business with an iron fist, but the moment he walks through the front door, the Mafia Boss switches to loving father and husband.Eleven incredible years of marriage with the Devil himself, and I fall more in love with him every day. Of course, we have our ups and downs and our disagreements, but the making up is always inevitable—and my favorite part."Mom, I think I should come to this dinner party. I'm old enough to learn, I swear!" Kiernan nags as he follows me around my and Jarek's bedroom.I stop and turn to face my oldest, placing my hand on my protruding belly. "I know you think that honey, but you still have years of being a kid and enjoying life. I don't want you to
JarekI step back and study my handy work. Carlos Greco's charred, lifeless body is still strapped to the metal chair by the metal cuffs. I had Koval extinguish the fire as soon as I knew the fucker was dead.Sixteen years ago, Carlos had my family home set on fire, and my parents got burned alive. It's only fitting that I send him to his grave the same way. Of course, I couldn't let him get away too easily, especially after what he's done—holding my girl and son hostage and threatening their lives.Each of his fingernails and every one of his teeth lay at his feet while smoke billows out from his remains. The stench of burnt flesh permeates the air, and some people may not be able to stomach it, but for me, it's the smell of victory.Threats are a constant in my world. As the Mafia Kingpin, danger is inevitable—but no threat is greater than the one that lurks beneath the guise of friendship. I keep my friends close, but my enemies will always be closer. Their loyalty is an illusion,
JarekJust as we're approaching the entrance to the secret tunnel, my phone buzzes, and I open the message. I wish I hadn't because it's a picture of Lily, her top torn in half, while two motherfuckers hold her down on her knees beside an injured Jackson. At least, I hope he's only injured.Greco fucked up. He's given us their location, so now we know where to go. As much as I don't want anyone to see my pauper in her bra, I show my capos the picture so they know who to go for as soon as we get inside. Greco is mine, and Rossi, well, I'll let Joey handle him.As we near the hidden door to the front sitting room, I veer off to go to the small library just down the hallway. My men know not to show themselves until they hear my voice. I would like to come through the main door to the sitting room, if possible. I hope the only other men Greco and Rossi have inside the house are the two holding Lily.I approach the hidden door of the library and listen to see if I can hear any voices comin
Liliana"He needs a doctor!" I beg Greco as Jackson lays on the floor, bleeding out."Nobody's fucking leaving until Falcon gets back," Carlos replies, still pointing his gun at me."Jarek's out of the country…" I state.I don't dare tell them he went to Italy to kill Rossi, but then, the man himself grins and says, "No, he went hunting for me. Surprise, surprise, I'm not there.""Father," Zita says in English, "Please, don't do this!""Shut up! Mi deludi, figlia." Rossi glares at Zita."I disappoint you? Look at what you're doing to innocent people! I don't want to be a part of a family that brings shame to the Rossi name, and that's exactly what you're doing!" My new friend glares back at her father as she moves to my side. "At least have one of your men get Jackson a towel to help with the bleeding."Rossi's jaw is tight as he stares down his daughter, but then he nods, and I sigh in relief. A few minutes later, a stranger brings in a handful of towels and tosses them at Jackson.
Jarek"What the fuck do you mean Rossi isn't in the country? You told me you had eyes on him!" I snarl at my informant."I thought it was Rossi, I swear! He looked exactly like him—"I end all of his excuses with one single shot to the forehead. This fucker took me away from my family for absolutely nothing. I don't trust people like him. He had one important job, and he fucked it up."Let's go," I tell Joey and Elliot."I don't like this, Jarek. Something isn't right," Joey states.I know he's right. I feel it in my bones, but we're almost four thousand miles away with an ocean between us and home. I don't know if the threat exists at home or somewhere here in Italy. I'm not about to take any chances, though."We're heading home ASAP."As soon as I say the words, Joey is on his phone, calling for the plane to be ready. We don't even stop at the hotel to grab our things; I'll send somebody to grab anything we may have left. We just want to get home.Once we're settled on the plane, I
LilianaI sit in the rocker by the window, rocking Keirnan as I stare at the boulder on my left ring finger. Did I really say yes to marrying the devil? I've fallen in love with my bully, and now I'm going to be his wife. How did I get here?A smile creeps up on my lips as the memory of this morning's lovemaking plays back in my head. When Jarek told me he was leaving yesterday, I was pissed that he wasn't taking me with him. Then he popped the question, and I forgot about him leaving today until he reminded me when I woke up.Jarek made it all better by doing what he does best, making me scream his name. Poor Keirnan woke up screaming—I felt horrible.Now that Jarek is halfway to Italy by now, all I can do is hope that he comes back to me safely. If anything happens to him after everything we've been through, not even hellfire will stop me from killing a motherfucker.Look at that. Even my language is beginning to sound more like Jarek's. I sigh and look down at our son."Your fathe