The days are longer now that I have my very own warden. The only time I have to myself are my walks home from school. However, the voice that sounds behind me says it all; I'm not going to have a peaceful walk home today.
"Hello, pauper."
"Jarek."
"Are you waiting for anybody in particular?"
I sit outside the school after the last bell every day, waiting for all the students to be gone. For the last few weeks, others have been picking on me after seeing Jarek bully me, and they tend to harass me on my walk home.
The last person I want to be talking to is the bully who started it all. It's bad enough that I have to ride to school with him, but I treasure my peaceful walks home, and now, he's here. I glance up at him from where I sit in the grass. He's blocking the sun from my eyes, and for just a moment, one could mistake him for an angel.
"I'm not waiting for anyone," I respond back.
"You could have fooled me. Nobody just sits by themselves on the grass at school." He studies me briefly then asks, "Do you have a secret boyfriend, pauper?"
"What? No!"
"Then what are you doing here all by yourself?"
I sigh. "Because I'm tired of other students harassing me on my walk home. So, I wait until I know they're gone."
"Now, why would anybody want to harass you?" he asks this with the most serious look on his face.
Is he kidding me right now?
"Ever since you started bullying me, others have as well." I stand up and brush my backside off.
"I don't bully you!" he growls then adds, "You're my assistant."
My jaw drops, and I am rendered speechless. He actually thinks that I'm his assistant. "Uh, I'm sorry, but you're a bully, Jarek." I should keep my mouth shut, but he needs to be slapped with reality if he honestly feels that he doesn't bully me.
"What did you just say?" He steps right up in my face, but I don't back down.
"S-See, this right here," I point to what he's doing, "This is considered bullying."
"Nah, if I was bullying you, then I would do so much more than what I do." He smirks.
"I would never allow you to do anything that you may be insinuating, Jarek."
"Don't jump the gun, Sumner, you're not my type," his eyes sweep over me, and I feel so dirty as they do. "I don't like charity cases, and that's exactly what you are. You will never be anything more than that to anybody."
I feel my eyes prick with tears, but I'll be damned if I let him see them. "You don't have to be an ass, Jarek! I've never done anything to you!" I hurry past him, praying he doesn't follow me, and for once, those prayers are answered.
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I will never know why Jarek has suddenly taken an interest in me, but I need to figure out how to shake him. He needs a new interest, so he can leave me the hell alone. I'm a loner for a reason; I don't trust anybody. Growing up in the foster system teaches you this, amongst other things.
My parents died in a car accident when I was five and since I had no other family, I've been stuck in the system, never truly having a real home. It hasn't been all that bad, but I just never really fit in anywhere, and have never been able to get close enough to anyone. There was one guy that I considered my best friend, another foster kid, but that was three years ago, and then he ran away, never to be seen or heard from again.
I left for school early just so I could walk by myself today and not start me day off with HIM. Unfortunately, even though I wasn't with him, I still thought of him and that's disturbing.
I've just gotten to school and to my locker after the nice quiet walk by myself, when Jarek startles me. His voice gives me shivers as he huddles in close and whispers, "Someone has been a very bad girl."
I knew I would get his wrath when I left for school early so I wouldn't have to ride with him. I just wanted a little peace this morning to enjoy my special day; I deserve that, don't I?
I sigh, "Can you please just give me a day off today? It's my birthday, and I just want to enjoy it."
"Well, all you had to do was ask, pauper. Instead, you acted like a child and ignored my calls. You're lucky that I'm still willing to give you this." He hands me a small square box with pretty birthday wrapping on it.
I haven't received a birthday present since my parents died. This little gesture hits me right in the heart, and I genuinely smile at my bully. "Thank you, Jarek."
"You haven't even opened it. How do you know you will even like it?"
"It's not the gift itself but the thought and the gesture. This is my first gift in twelve years." Before I lose my nerve, I throw my arms around him and give him a quick hug.
It's not quick enough, though, because he shoves me away, causing me to fall back into the lockers. "Don't ever touch me without permission."
"I-I'm sorry, I didn't mean anything—"
He cuts me off, "Just open your gift, will you!"
With trembling hands, I rip open the wrapping paper and then open the box and see a small note that says, 'Happy Birthday, Liliana.' Under the piece of paper lies a beautiful silver ID bracelet, but I gasp when I examine it closely. 'Property of Jarek Falcon' is engraved under my name, 'Liliana Sumner.' The underside of the bracelet has an inscription that says, 'To my pauper on her birthday.'
When I glance back at Jarek, he's wearing a knowing smirk, "Now everyone knows that you belong to me, and they will not bully you."
Dropping the piece of jewelry as though it burned me, I slam my locker closed and run. I don't stop until I'm back outside. It's now pouring rain, but I don't care how wet I'm going to get; I just need to get away. I turn when I hear the doors open behind me and see my tormentor following. He calls out my name, but I ignore him and take off again. I hear him calling out to me, but I continue running. The rain is pelting down on me, making it hard to see anything before me.
A hand grabs my arm, and I swing around, slamming into Jarek's chest. He's soaked from head to toe and looks angry as hell, "What are you trying to do. Get yourself sick?"
"I'm nobody's property, Jarek, least of all yours!" I yell over the pouring rain.
"That's where you're wrong, Liliana! As long as you are my assistant, I own you!" he growls.
"Then I quit!" I try yanking my arm away, but he has it in a tight grip.
"Let's talk about this inside; we're getting soaked!" he suggests and tries pulling me back toward the school.
"I'm not going anywhere with you, Jarek!" I yell, pulling back.
"Cut the shit, pauper! We will both get sick, and then you will really be sorry!"
"Stop threatening me and stop being a bully to me; I am a human being!" I slip on the grass and fall, taking Jarek down with me.
"See what you've done now? You haven't even seen me bully you yet, little pauper! You belong to me, Liliana, don't forget that!"
"No, I don't belong to anybody. I'm nobody's slave and never will be!"
Jarek stops suddenly and smiles maliciously at me, "Oh, but you are, little pauper."
"You are completely insane!" I stare wide-eyed at him, and then I bring my knee up, knocking him away from me when it lands right between his legs.
Scrambling to my feet, I slip and slide when I run across the grass, but I keep going because, for some reason, Jarek is still following me. I can hear the traffic up ahead and know I must stop because it's a busy intersection. I'm hoping that Jarek will get tired and turn back, so when I stop to catch my breath, I'm stunned when I see that he's only a few meters away. I don't think; I turn and run right out into the middle of traffic, and the last thing I hear is Jarek screaming, "LILIANA!"
JarekThese past few weeks have been both heaven and hell for me. Being so close to my little pauper puts me on cloud nine, and yet, the ache of not being able to have her the way I want is pure torture.Knowing today was Liliana's birthday had me in a good mood. Well, as much of a good mood as my warped mind could muster, but it all took a turn when I approached her by her locker.Liliana running away from me was the last thing I expected, and it pissed me off, so I went after her.However, I've taken it too far this morning. I never intended to see any actual harm come to my pauper. I only wanted to be here when she opened the birthday gift that I got her. Her reaction to the expensive ID bracelet was not what I had expected, and her running away and getting hit by a car wasn't on my list of her reactions either. So, now I sit and wait for her to wake up, but I keep my presence unknown because I don't want to upset her while she's healing. I need her to get better so she can return
LilianaI wake up to a beeping noise all around me and realize I'm in a hospital bed. My body feels like it's been used as a punching bag repeatedly, and something tickles my nose. I reach up and feel an oxygen tube is the culprit for the itching, so I leave it in place as I glance around the room. I don't know what I expected, but an empty room isn't it.I press the red button, and a speaker crackles above my head, "May I help you?""Y-Yes," my voice cracks, and I have to clear my throat before continuing, "May I please speak with a nurse?""Yes, someone will be there momentarily, dear."The room goes quiet once more, aside from the machines' beeping. A moment later, a kind-looking nurse comes in carrying a tray. "It's so nice to see you awake, Liliana. Are you in any pain?" she asks as she sets the tray down on my side table."Yeah, a little." I try sitting up, but the pain is too much, and I lay back. "Can you tell me how I ended up here?"The nurse pushes a button on the handrail,
Jarek"What do you mean she's gone?" I ask the nurse at the front desk.I came to the hospital to check in on my little pauper, only to find out she was discharged yesterday. I couldn't come to the hospital over the weekend thanks to fucking Carmen deciding to throw what I call a Weekender and use me to breed her slutty friend. Her parties are usually just guests who come and stay for the weekend, and it's pretty much one big fuck fest. I was literally tied up most of the weekend being used. My cock was so sore I was worried it might fall off."I'm sorry, Mr. Falcon. I thought you had known since you're paying her bill." The young nurse behind the desk bows her head, "Is there anything I can do for you to make up for the miscommunication?"I stare at the woman and notice that she's beautiful. I'm tired of fucking middle-aged women and can use a pretty thing like the woman behind the desk to help make me feel better. Unfortunately, my dick is out of service, but I nod my head anyway, i
Liliana"What do you mean it's only worth three hundred dollars? I can tell you right now that this bracelet was probably at least four figures!" I tell the third and last pawn shop owner."I'll give you four hundred tops for it." The slimy owner states, looking bored.There isn't much I can do about it; this shop is willing to pay the most, but I try again, "How about six hundred?"Looking annoyed now because he's trying to watch a horse race on the old static television that sits in the corner of the counter, he gives me his last offer: "Five hundred. Now, either take it or get the hell out of here!""Okay, I'll take it." I hand him the bracelet and the box, and he gives me five crisp one-hundred-dollar bills.I can't leave the foul-smelling shop any faster than I already am. The whole place has a haze of smoke from the owner's cigar; he must chain smoke daily...sheesh. Tucking the money away in my duffel bag, along with the rest of my savings, I head for the bus station. Even if I
LilianaI stare up at Heath and remember all the times that I wish he had seen me as a woman when we were younger, and now, here we are. He sees me as a woman who he wants to teach, but does this mean that he likes me that way, or is he only trying to be nice? "Do you want to teach me?" I ask my own question. His dimples poke out as he grins that boyish grin that I've always loved. "I would love to teach you this and so much more if you'd let me." He caresses my cheek, and I lean into his hand. "Let's forget the movie for now," he says as he takes my hand and pulls me up from the couch. I know exactly what he's thinking and I don't know if I'm ready for that just yet, and I tell him so. "Heath, I don't know about the rest. At least not yet." "It's okay, Lily. There is no rush for all that. Let's go to the bedroom and get comfortable, and I will teach you the basics while we wait for the food to arrive.""O-okay." I let him pull me into his room.I've been sleeping on his couch the
JarekIt's been a whole fucking week, and Liliana has somehow disappeared. How one simple girl can fall off the radar as she did is beyond me. Yeah, she pawned off the bracelet, but that asshole only gave her a measly five hundred dollars, where I had paid four grand for it. I'd thank him because without the money that she should have gotten for it but didn't, she won't get too far, yet I want to beat the fucker for swindling my pauper.However, even without the money, Liliana has still been able to evade me. She has to have someone helping her—I'd bet my life on it, but who the hell could that be? My pauper has no friends.Scrolling through my email, I come across one from Carl that I never opened. The subject line says, Inheritance. How the fuck did I miss this? I guess having my mind on my pauper all week, had me forgetting all about my other issue. With Carmen gone all week, it's been quiet at the house, so I never thought twice about the inheritance shit.As I scan the email's co
LilianaI wake up and stretch. I've been sleeping in Heath's bed ever since that first night we were intimate. It's been about two weeks, and I still haven't let him take it all the way; I'm just not comfortable with it yet.It's still early, so I'm surprised that I find it empty when I look over to his side of the bed. Heath never rises so early; he's a late sleeper. Throwing back the covers, I hug myself against the slight chill in the air as I pad my way to the door.I'm dressed only in one of Heath's heavy metal rock band t-shirts, and my feet are bare. When I come down the hallway, I can only hear the muffled sound of Heath's voice. Smiling, I wonder who he could be talking to other than himself, but when I hear him say my name, I slow down until I'm just by the living room doorway."Yeah, I've been working with her. Lily's turning into a real porn star. Her cherry will bring in a shit ton of money when we're ready." There's a long pause, and then his next words clarify any confu
Liliana4 Years LaterI'm sitting outside my makeshift house with two of my neighbors as we play a game of cards. We usually do it when none of us are out trying to earn money. The two of them panhandle all day, whereas I try to stay out of the public's eye.My lack of a birth certificate or proof that I was, in fact, born here makes it hard to get a real job. I get it, I probably could have gone to the courthouse, but the loops I would have needed to go through because Heath had taken my ID just didn't fit into my timeline. I hadn't expected to stay here until I started seeing flyers with my face on them being put up all around town. That's when I knew I needed to burrow deeper into the parts of town that decent people would never venture into.I wouldn't say Heath Richards was decent, but I know he wouldn't have looked in the dilapidated building I hid myself in for that first year of hiding. Thoughts of hitchhiking to the next town had crossed my mind, but then I'd have to be seen
Jarek"Rossi has arrived at his home back in Italy," Lonzo informs me over lunch.My underboss called, asking me to meet him because he had news about our little friend. Joseph Lonzo Sr. may not have had a beef with the Rossi Boss before, but now that he almost took Lonzo's son from him, he wants Rossi to pay dearly."Does he know we have his daughter?" I ask, lifting my glass of whiskey and taking a healthy sip.The restaurant where we meet for these particular meetings is private for the Elite in the city. Anywhere from doctors, lawyers, and corrupt businessmen, dine here when they don't want to be bothered. I have a special table at the back so we can see who enters at all times.There are only a handful of diners here at the moment, so it's pretty quiet. That's how I like it. It makes no difference how corrupt or upstanding the person is; I don't trust anyone. My top-tier men are the only ones I trust with my life.The smile on my underboss's face is all I need to know that he's u
LilianaWhen Jarek left, I was livid. Why wouldn't he take me with him? It happened to me—I should at least be there when he hands out Heath's punishment.A thought sprung to my mind… Jarek's going to kill Heath!I didn't hesitate. I went to Jarek's side of the bed, where I knew he kept one of his guns, and grabbed it. I hated what I was about to do, but I figured I'd just ask Jackson for forgiveness afterward. Thankfully, Fran and Heidi were nowhere around because although Fran would have cheered me on, she would have been pissed that I held Jackson at gunpoint.We all love Jackson; of course, I could never hurt him. I had removed the bullets, making sure the chamber was clear as well before I pointed it at him. I have a lot of makeup to do because I don't blame Jackson one bit for the silent treatment I've received since we left.No matter what Heath had done, I just didn't know if I could allow Jarek to kill him. He was my best friend at one time, and he had gone through some shit.
JarekI had said it. I told Liliana that I loved her. I hadn't expected her to say it back, but it doesn't mean I didn't feel disappointed when she didn't. I did a despicable thing to her, and she's slowly forgiving me. I can't expect her to fall in love with me just because the sex is great. She will in time, as long as she stays and gives me the chance.I've spent the last few days with Lily, giving her my every moment, but I couldn't put off the inevitable any longer. As I walk into The Reformatory, the workers nod as I pass them, and I return their greeting with my own nod.I enter the basement, where we keep our cells, and am greeted by Frankie. He immediately unlocks the door to the hall leading to the cells."Have they given you any issue?"Frankie smirks, "Only when Joey comes and visits Zita Rossi."I narrow my eyes and ask, "Why is that?""Have you never heard those two go at it?" Frankie asks astonishingly."Un-fucking-believable! He knows better than to fuck the prisoners.
LilianaMy prayers were answered—Jarek came for me. I lie here in my bed, where Jarek tucked me in after the shower I took once I finished soaking. Almost three days' worth of filth washed away, and now I can get some much-needed rest, or so I thought.I toss and turn, unable to fall asleep even though I'm exhausted. Sleeping on that cold cement floor had me waking up frequently. But that isn't the worst of it. It was the being down there all by myself. I don't want to be alone right now.Throwing the covers off me, I climb from the bed and go to the dresser to grab one of Jarek's t-shirts. I bring the collar to my nose and inhale the masculine scent that is all Jarek. It smells of sweet tobacco and leather, and it's becoming my favorite scent.Not caring about putting panties on, I pad over to the door and open it. The hallway is quiet, and the sconces on the walls are turned down to dim lighting. Taking the stairs down to the first floor, I turn to go to Jarek's office first; it's w
JarekIt's dark by the time we get to the cabin. There are a few guards, because clearly, Carmen didn't think she would need more. The bitch probably thought she was in the clear. I ensured only my trusted men knew of my plan and who was involved.It's been a long time since I've been part of a raid like this; my men usually take care of the grunt work. However, this involves Liliana, and I will not leave it to anyone else to save her. I need to personally see that she is alive and uninjured."Koval, you take your men and disarm all the guards. Do whatever it takes to keep them from alerting our presence," I order through the earpiece.My men are positioned around the cabin, hidden within the thick forest. The trees are so dense, so unforgiving, that no one can see us—not even her. That's Carmen's second mistake—dragging Lily into the woods, believing she could keep my pauper hidden. She never considered the very shadows she trusted would betray her. She can't see us coming, and that
LilianaI don't know exactly how long I've been here. I think it's been two, maybe three days at most. There are no windows down here, and I'm always in the dark. The only light I ever see is when Heath brings me my two meals.I sit in the dark, I eat in the dark, and I use the bathroom in the dark, which consists of a five-gallon bucket. I'm left alone, and that's okay because my situation could be worse. There are many things Heath could be doing to me, but he isn't, and for that, I am thankful.I'm just finishing my lunch when I jump at the sound of the door opening. Typically, Heath doesn't come back until supper time. He leaves me my food and takes my lunch tray back upstairs, so his presence this soon after he's brought me my food is alarming."You get to stretch your legs, Princess." Heath stalks toward me, causing me to cower.I don't mean to show him this weakness, but I'm tired and sore and in no condition to fight off any unwanted attention. Heath doesn't touch me, though. H
JarekThe whole estate is in an uproar over Liliana's disappearance, but none are as distraught as I am. My office looks as if thieves have come in and ransacked it—broken glass and furniture litter almost every corner.Every time we get a lead that doesn't pan out, another bout of destruction occurs. I don't know how much more of this I can take before I start hurting people. Lily's friends have steered clear of me, not that I care. The old bat doesn't like me as it is, so I really don't want to keep seeing her glare at me the way she did when she heard about what happened."What the fuck do you mean Lily was taken? She was with you!" she squawked. "Leave it to a Falcon to fuck shit up! You better pray my friend and that babe are found safe…"The woman pretty much threatened me, but I can't blame her—I fucked up. It's been two fucking days—Lily can be anywhere. Make no mistake, I will not stop until I find my pauper and heaven help the motherfucker who took her. If there's the littles
LilianaMy head pounds and my mouth is dryer than the Sahara Desert. I'm feeling disoriented, and when I try opening my eyes, they don't seem to want to cooperate with me."Hurry up, she's waking up," a low, raspy voice states.It sounds a little familiar, but the pressure on my neck has me pushing those thoughts away. I try to move, but I can't pull my hands apart. When I try tugging at them, there's a clinking sound.Am I handcuffed?There's cursing and more pressure, but when I move my head, someone holds it in place."Don't fucking move, Lily."No! I do know that voice—it's Heath!I try screaming, and that's when I realize my mouth is taped shut. Even with my head throbbing, I start to struggle, but then I feel the weight of a body as it straddles my waist. My first thought is the baby, and I still, not wanting anything to happen to him."Will you hurry the fuck up already?" Heath barks at whoever he's with.I hear a loud snap, and then my neck feels bare. They took my collar off.
JarekWhat a way to rain on my fucking parade. Someone is going to pay dearly for interfering with this special day. As pissed as I am about being interrupted, I can't help the grin that splays across my lips from hearing the good news. We're having a boy."I'm sorry you were called away, Mr. Falcon. I can go back and pick her up once I drop you off," Jackson offers.I wave him off. "I've already contacted Richards to go pick her up. Hopefully, the damage isn't as bad as Lansky made it sound.""Lansky is the one who called you?" Jackson asks, frowning."Yeah, what of it?""Nothing…" he shakes his head. "I just figured it would be someone higher up the ladder."Although Jackson's statement is true, there would be chaos if there were an explosion. The warehouse manager was probably trying to delegate jobs to everyone. I shrug off his words and pull my phone out.A text from Lily tells me that Richards has picked her up, but before I can respond, Jackson curses. I look up and see the des