Mag-log inElenaHe was going to rape me.I knew it the moment his hands went to his belt. I knew it the way you know a storm is coming by the smell of the air and the weight of it pressing against your skin. There was no question in my mind and no hope that someone would stop him and no prayer that this was some terrible mistake. He was going to tear off the rest of my clothes and he was going to take what he wanted and he was going to call it mine because that was the only word he understood.I had never been so scared in my entire life.Not when my uncle sold me. Not when the Ivano family took me to the room with no windows. Not even when I watched Alessandro cut off a man's head and roll it across the floor like a piece of fruit. Those fears had been sharp and immediate but they had not felt like this. This was slow and deep and it was coming from someone I had started to trust, someone I had hummed for in the dark, someone whose bloody hand I had held and not let go.He pushed me down and I
Alessandro"Entertain me." My voice was dark and ugly.The words hung in the dark room between us, cold and sharp and final. I watched her face change. I watched the confusion become understanding and the understanding become fear. Her hazel eyes went wide and her lips parted and her hands gripped the blanket like it was the only thing keeping her upright."What?" Her voice came out small and weak.I saw the fear in her eyes but I did not care. I was too overwhelmed by rage. It had been building for hours, for maybe longer than I wanted to admit, and now it had filled me completely. There was no room for anything else. No room for reason or restraint or the careful control I had spent twenty years building. There was only her and Lucas and the way her head had rested on his shoulder like it belonged there.I walked toward her in steady steps.She scrambled backward on the bed, her back hitting the headboard, her hands coming up in front of her face like she could shield herself from m
Elena"It is time to go back," Lucas said.The garden had gone fully dark around us. I had not noticed. I had been somewhere else entirely, in that quiet place that crying takes you, where everything is emptied out and still. The world had felt far away. The house had felt far away. Even the memory of Alessandro's bloody face had faded to something soft at the edges, something I could almost bear to think about.I lifted my head from his shoulder.He did not make it awkward. He stood and offered his hand and pulled me up from the bench the way you help someone up after a long sit, simply, without ceremony. His hand was warm and dry and steady.Then he shrugged off his jacket and wrapped it around my shoulders.It was warm. It smelled like something clean and familiar. Something that reminded me of mornings in the garden and afternoons on the bench and the particular safety of sitting beside someone who did not want anything from you except your presence."You do not have to," I starte
AlessandroI was not jealous.I told myself this at seven in the evening when I sat down to review the port contracts.I told myself again at eight when I stood up without finishing them.I told myself a third time at nine when I snapped at Enzo for knocking too loudly on my study door, and he looked at me with the expression of a man who had worked for me for eight years and had never once seen me snap at a knock."Get out," I said.He got out.I sat behind my desk.I was not jealous. I was irritated. There was a difference. Jealousy was an emotion that required a particular prerequisite, caring about someone, and I did not care about Elena Rossi. She was a ward. She was temporary. She was a girl in a borrowed cardigan who reorganised bookshelves and cried in gardens and hummed music she did not know she was humming.She was nothing that should occupy this much of my thinking.Her head on his shoulder.I stood up and walked to the window.The garden was dark. The bench was empty. The
ElenaLucas had been coming to the garden every afternoon.I had not asked him to. He simply appeared at the edge of the path at the same time each day, hands in his jacket pockets, and sat at the other end of the bench without making a production of it. Like it was the most natural thing in the world. Like he had always been there.Today he had found me already on the bench, staring at the empty fountain.I had been thinking about the farmhouse again. About the blood on the walls and the sound the machete had made. About Alessandro's face, wet with blood that was not his, looking at me with those grey eyes that felt nothing and showed nothing and gave nothing. I had been thinking about how he had held me against his chest for exactly three seconds before letting me go. How his heart had been pounding. How mine had been pounding too. How neither of us had said a word about it.About how I had followed him out of that corridor anyway.About how, in the car on the way home, I had wanted
AlessandroI had not spoken to her in four days and I told myself this was necessary.Every instinct I had, every habit built over twenty years of running an empire, told me that proximity was dangerous. That distance was the only language I knew how to speak cleanly. That the farmhouse had cracked something open in me that needed to be sealed before it became a problem.The rage. The blind, animal fury of it. I had not killed like that in years. Not since my father. Not since the night I decided what kind of man I would be and built every wall I had from that decision forward.She had undone something.I did not know what exactly. Only that it had come undone in the corridor of that farmhouse when I saw the back of her head between two men and something inside me stopped calculating. The calculations had always kept me alive. They had built my empire, protected my borders, outmaneuvered every enemy who had ever come for me. And in that corridor, with her small figure disappearing thr







