Chapter 19

Lillian

My life changed for the worse after we kissed.

  Zayden kissed me. Yes, he kissed me. And this was how it happened. 

  I came to work that day in a good mood, Aiden had dropped me off that morning and zoomed off. We had a nice conversation, and I laughed a lot.

   I came into the office to meet a frowning boss.“He's dropping you off now? ” he had hissed at me as soon as I stepped in.

“umm,  well it was a kind gesture .” I don't even know why I was explaining myself. I don't need to.

He got up and closed the distance between us.“He has  been driving you home every day and dropping you off, is that what you call a kind gesture.”

He seemed irritated, more like jealous.“well, yes.” I shrugged.

He raised a brow, obviously not convinced.

“what's your deal anyway? There's nothing wrong with your brother driving me home.” I furrowed my brows. Maybe if he had been nicer then he would be the one driving me home. 

He placed both hands on the wall behind me, our bodies merely inches apart. My heart was beating like crazy, now, this was something I didn't feel when I was with Aiden. 

My heart didn't accelerate, the heat didn't rise to my face and all over my body just like it was now, and the butterflies in my tummy were always asleep.

  I was just comfortable with Aiden's company but with Zayden, It was a whole different thing.

“Everything is wrong with him taking you home. I hate it.  I fucking hate it !” He yelled in my face.

I finally snapped. “ that's your problem not mine, so deal with it .” I freed myself from his grip, bent on staying as far as possible away from him. 

He grabbed my wrist, pulling me back towards him, and then our lips collided.

My legs turned to jelly, and if his hands weren't on my waist, then I would have kissed the floor.

  The kiss was rough. Almost like he was starved. He tilted my chin, giving himself more access and exploring my mouth with his tongue. He picked me up without breaking the kiss, my legs circling his waist.

  He walked over to his desk and set me down on the table.

My blood thrummed loudly in my ears. A strange feeling growing in my chest. Things were happening so fast.

    I should pull away, right? But I didn't. I kissed him back with the same intensity. 

   Running my fingers through his thick hair and down his broad shoulders.

         I moaned as he squeezed my breasts, massaging them with both hands.

     My inner thighs clenched hard, wetness pooling in between them.

  He pulled away briefly, our foreheads touching.

"Every day I watch you smile at him or watch him hold your hands has been torture . I don't know why, but I hate it.“. he whispered, his voice rugged.

  I swallowed, my whole body trembling with need.“that would have been you if you weren't such a cold jerk.”

  The words just came out, I shouldn't be doing this. We shouldn't be doing this. I didn't like him, I don't have any feelings for him. This was just complete lust. 

Yes, lust.

There was a glint in his eyes, and his lips came crashing down on mine again, this time more softly.

He slides his hands down my thighs, raising my skirt to my waist.

   I shivered from his touch. Anticipation making my eyes water. 

  He spared me a glance, asking for permission;  I gave a brief nod before he slid my underwear down my legs. 

“do you want to know what you did the night you got drunk?” He whispered, his voice dangerously sexy. 

I nodded like an idiot. He suddenly looked more handsome and dark.

I  gasped,  clutching his lapels as his finger grazed my wet entrance.“ you were stubborn.” He whispered in my ears. 

  He slides his finger along my cunt, moving in a steady rhythm.

I moaned loudly, and his free hand came down on my lips.“Be careful; you wouldn't want someone to hear us.”

The thought of someone walking in on us was arousing.

“you took off your clothes in my car, Lily” He inhaled my scent, removing the hand that was covering my mouth and bringing it to my chest.

“you were almost fucking naked.” He growled, squeezing my breast.

  I hummed, spreading my legs, giving him more access as he slid his fingers in and out of me.

  I knew I did something stupid, even if that night was still blurry in my memory.

  

  

He increased his pace. I nearly screamed, the pleasure so blinding that it hurt. I shamelessly rode his hand, arching my back as he bit down on my nipple behind my button-up shirt.

I could no longer see nor feel anything else but the movement of his fingers inside my pussy.

“do you know what I had in mind to do to you that instant?” He spread my thighs some more, they were so wide I'd thought I'd do the splits. 

“ I'm not a gentleman, Lily, and neither am I a saint .” He growled, adding another finger.  

  The sound of his fingers moving in and out of my pussy was mind-blowing. I was now riding his hands like a whore; all my sanity had evaporated into thin air. I could feel the pleasure building from my toes, I knew I was close.

“The only reason you woke up with your hymen still intact was because I gave you some respect !”

  

My eyes rolled to the back of my head. The pleasure took over my body as the orgasm hit me like a tornado.

       He held me close till I came down from the high. Bringing his soaked finger to his lips, he sucked on it,  taking in all my juices. Our eyes were glued together the whole time. 

     My emotions were going haywire. I didn't know how to describe what just happened and the sweet tension building between us.

 A loud bang tore our gazes apart. Zayden immediately covered my naked half with his body.

Someone just walked in!

“what in the world is going on here?.” Helena gasped, her fury eyes particularly trained on me. 

My heart was beating like crazy as my eyes went from him to Helena. Zayden had his back to her while I was sitting at his desk in front of him.

The whole scene was scandalous and knowing Helena, she'll make me a movie star. 

“get out!” Zaydens voice was that of steel. 

Helena flinched, a smirk dancing on her lips as she stormed out of the office. 

  Zayden might not be affected but, I was about to be the hottest topic in New Jersey's headlines.