Chapter 59

Lillian

His words kept echoing in my head.

The contract ends here!

The contract ends here!

The contract ends here!

I knew the meaning behind it but I wasn't so sure if I wanted it, yet. Right now, him fucking me so damn hard is what I wanted. I wanted him to make me cum, to wreck my pussy till I was screaming at the top of my voice.

Zayden is good; his sexual abilities are top-notch. He knows where to hit, what angle to hit and how to hit. But he is a greedy man, though. He doesn't want me to be in control, he always wants it his way.

His hands tightened around my hips painfully. I placed my hand on his chest trying to push him away a little.

I wasn't quite comfortable in this position, but knowing Zayden, he is far too gone to think rationally.

" Wait, the couch." He slammed into me immediately, shutting Me up and making my bare back slide on the hardwood.

" AHH!!" My hands flew to his chest again." Let's use the couch!"

He didn't listen, I didn't even think he heard me. He slid in again, so deep I felt it in my throat.

A groan escaped his lips and his fingers dug into my thighs. His eyes found mine, greedy and lust-filled.

He grabbed my neck pulling me up while he thrust slowly into my cunt.

He captured my lips in his, sucking the breath out of me. I held on to his shoulder, savoury him being gentle.

He didn't increase the pace, slowly and dangerously sweet." Argh, fuck! This is torture." He groans.

I managed a chuckle, grinding my hips against him as we found a sweet slow rhythm." It's called being gentle."

Honestly, it does feel like torture. I prefer his rough, uncontrolled invasion that makes me feel like he is going to tear me in half.

" To hell with being gentle!" Grabbing my ass cheeks, he lifted me and walked over to the couch.

I landed on the furniture with a thud." grab your knees."

I did as he said, grabbing my knees to my chest and spreading my pussy so wide for him.

He licked his lips hungrily, grabbing his dick, he gave it a few strokes before positioning himself at my entrance.

I suddenly let go of my knees, sitting up on the couch. He crooked a brow with a questioning gaze.

"Sit," I told him, standing on my feet.

He scoffed."let me be in control, it's...."

Placing my hand on his broad chest, I gave him a push, shutting him up."I said sit!"

He gazed up at me with those lust-filled grey eyes.

" I want you to sit back and chill," I whispered seductively.

His pupils dilated; if I am not mistaken, I think I just saw his dick twitch and increase in size.

Straddling him, I grazed my wet entrance on his tip. Shuddering at the feel of his hard length.

He sucked in a breath, his hands coming around my waist. I started by placing kisses on his lips, a wave of emotions rushing through me.

" You said the contract ends here."

His grey eyes glued to mine." I meant it."

I slide down his shaft slowly, watching in satisfaction as his abs contracted."it's not that simple."

He grunts, his hands tightening on my hips." Tell me what you want me to do."

I bite down on my lips, suppressing a moan as I raised my hips and slammed them back down.

" You want me?" I moaned." You'll have to earn me."

He took my nipple in his mouth, sucking and biting at the same time."So be it. I want your love, I'll earn it."

The butterflies in my stomach did a backflip at once, coupled with a wave of pleasure.

My hands went to his shoulders for support and I began riding, fast at first, then switching between rhythms.

Guess who I made scream?

Who said men don't moan loudly? Well right now, I had my husband at my mercy.

" AHH, god! Faster! " His grunts were becoming deeper, drool slipping down his lips to his neck.

I clenched my cunt, making sure my walls tightened around him as I bopped up and down, forward and backwards. Taking him fully, I increased my pace for a few seconds and then slowed back down.

" Oh, Fuck baby you're so good!" He guided my hips as I rode him widely.

Sweat was pooling down my skin, my breast bouncing with each bop.

I reached down and bit down on his nipple hard, wrapping my tongue around the peak immediately after the assault.

I felt him melt underneath me, The expression on his face was priceless." Fuck! That's it, baby. Ride me, ride me faster."

I did as he said, jerking my hips as fast as they could go. I felt him twitch, his breathing rugged and heavy,and then a roar escaped his lips as his muscles contracted.

His hands tightened on my hips; they moved on their own, forcing me down his shaft and back up in a dangerous rhythm.

I was no longer in control. He was forcing my hips down on him with the speed of lightning and all I could do was hold on to his shoulder and hope his assault doesn't tear me in half.

" Oh my god!" I scream; my eyes are wide as saucers as he hits the spot so sensitively.

We Kept going, moaning, riding, screaming each other's name till I felt like I could taste heaven.

I could feel the pleasure building in tiny bits from the tip of my toes. Slowly, they travelled up my legs and settled on my inner thighs, right where he was thrusting into me.

The pressure on my pussy was building, and with a force so blinding, my walls clenched violently erupting a scream from my lips.I convulsed my whole body shaking violently .The orgasm was so intense that I thought for a moment that I would lose consciousness.

A minute later, he jerked violently. Thrusting into me so hard as he came. I felt his thick cum shot deep inside me.

I collapsed on his chest, trying to catch my breath.

" That....was...the best sex we've had!" He huffed running his hands through my hair.

My eyes were beginning to fall close." Yeah? Thanks to me."

He chuckled, the sound vibrating in his chest. He then placed a kiss on my cheek." How can I win your heart?"

I raised my head to look him in the eye." You'll have to figure out that yourself. PS, I love money. That's a head start."

He grinned." You're already draining my account?"

I giggled, my chest warm. I felt so free and calm and relaxed in his embrace." That's my duty."

" Hey?"

I hummed.

" Let's go to Paris."

I sat upright immediately." You're kidding!"

The look in his eyes said otherwise." I made a promise that if the deal with Hale Corporation pulls through, then we're going to Paris; after all, it's all thanks to you."

My eyes were as wide as saucers. I'd never stepped on a plane in my entire life. Hell, I'd never gone on vacation, and here I was being offered it on a platter of gold.

My advice to all ladies? Marry a rich husband!

I grinned widely." Can Jade come?"

He rolled his eyes." If that's what you want then sure!"

I squealed, excitement bubbling in my tummy. " Thank you." I placed kisses all over his face.

He stared at me, an emotion I knew too well brimming in his eyes. I don't know what to call it.

Admiration, longing or love.

But among those emotions in his eyes, I sensed something different.

I felt it in the way he held me in his arms as we both intertwined our naked bodies.

It emanated from him amidst all the masks and Facades.

Loneliness.

I had carefully observed him these past few months. He doesn't smile except when I'm around. He is always lost in his thoughts except when I'm around. The tension between his father and him wasn't ordinary. I saw it in his eyes; to some extent, he fears his father, and that's how I knew whatever dispute they had run deep.

" Noah told me you lived alone, why is that? Especially since you had a family." I dared ask, breaking the comfortable silence.

He tensed and then took a deep breath." After my mother died, my dad took me to one of his houses located on Brigantine Island."

He paused, his demeanour changing." He locked me in the mansion, I didn't know where I was until I got out."

I creased my brows, a million questions running through my mind." he locked you up? For how long?"

He locked gazes with me and there I saw it.

The pent-up emotion he had been carrying.

Loneliness, grief and the last depression. I knew them all too well because I had suffered them myself.

" Eight years, from nine till I clocked seventeen. Noah was the only one with me. I had my lessons within the building, no friends, no one till he saw I was old enough to take over the company. " He threw his head back, relaxing on the couch." I had no one until you came."

My heart squeezed from him." That must have been so lonely."

He released a dry laugh." It was, But I had the voices in my head to keep me company."

My eyes brimmed. He didn't have a normal childhood like every other kid. I couldn't imagine being locked up in those walls for barely 24 hours let alone eight fucking years.

He didn't deserve it, no matter what he did." Why would he do that?"

He sighed heavily before speaking." Because I killed my mum."

I dug my fingers in his skin unconsciously. My blood running cold.

" I can barely remember it, but at that time, he needed to get me away from the public. I was ruining this reputation and all that. He said it was for the best especially since Oliver's brother got involved too. I would have spent the rest of my life in prison if he hadn't shut me away from the world."

My senses picked up." What! Oliver's brother?"

He stiffened as if just realising what he just said." Don't bother yourself about that." He suddenly said, panic in his eyes.

I don't plan on giving up that easily, not until I know the full story." No, I want to know everything."

He paused and then slowly shook his end. " Get dressed, someone might knock soon."

I frowned, he was avoiding my question." Are you going to tell me or not."

I watched his Adam's apple bob up and down." I don't want you to see me differently. It's a complicated story besides it's in the past."

I grazed my hands on his chin" It's not in the past if it's still affecting you now. Plus, communication is one step to a good relationship. I'd appreciate it if you start taking that step."

Slowly, a small smile crept on his face, but it didn't reach his eyes." I.....it was an accident. He ....he fell down the balcony. I didn't mean to push me. We were having a fight, and he fell and broke his neck."

I stiffened, and the air got stuck in my throat as my eyes watered. What was I supposed to say?

He chuckled and then brought me to my feet." Get dressed, don't feel pity for me. Sometimes I think I did those things on purpose."

I grabbed my shirt slowly." Just like you killed those men."

He paused, his back to me." That I did on purpose, and I'll do it again."

My legs wobbled. I swallowed whatever words were going to come out of my mouth.

I won't push further, this was enough knowledge for one day.

I'll end the conversation here, for now.