LOGINThe crying hit me the moment I walked through the front door of my penthouse.
Not just fussing or whimpering—full-blown, heart-wrenching sobs that made my chest tighten with familiar panic. Aria had been crying more and more lately, especially in the evenings, and nothing Mrs. Ciro or I did seemed to help. "Where is she?" I called out, dropping my blood-stained jacket on the marble foyer table. "Nursery, sir." Mrs. Ciro appeared at the top of the stairs, looking frazzled. Her gray hair had escaped its usual neat bun, and there were dark circles under her eyes. "She won't eat. Won't sleep. I've tried everything." I took the stairs three at a time, my heart pounding in a way that had nothing to do with physical exertion. In the six months since Isabella's death, this was the part of parenthood that terrified me most—the complete helplessness when my daughter was in distress. The nursery was a masterpiece of soft pastels and expensive furniture. Isabella had spent months designing it, choosing every detail with the kind of care that had made me fall in love with her. Now it felt like a beautiful tomb, filled with memories of dreams that would never come true. Aria was in her crib, tiny fists waving as she screamed, her face red and tear-stained. The sound cut through me like a knife. "Hey, principessa," I said softly, reaching down to lift her. "What's wrong?" She felt impossibly small in my arms, so fragile that I was always afraid I might break her. Her crying intensified, and I felt that familiar surge of inadequacy. Isabella would have known what to do. She'd had that natural maternal instinct, that gentle touch that could soothe anyone. I had blood on my hands literally and figuratively and a six-month-old who needed tenderness I wasn't sure I possessed. "Maybe she's sick?" Mrs. Ciro suggested from the doorway. "Should I call Dr. Martinez?" "She's not sick." The pediatrician had seen her just last week. "She's..." I struggled for the words. How did you explain to an elderly housekeeper that your daughter seemed to sense the darkness that surrounded her father? That even at six months old, she somehow knew she was being raised by a monster? My phone rang. Marco's name flashed across the screen. "Not now," I answered, bouncing Aria gently as she continued to cry. "Boss, we have a problem. Someone's been asking questions about the Webb situation. And there's been movement on the docks—looks like the Morettis are making a play for our territory." The Morettis. Our rivals who'd been testing boundaries ever since they heard about Isabella's death, assumed grief had made me weak. They were about to learn how wrong they were. "Handle the docks. Use whatever force necessary." Aria's crying was making it hard to think. "And double security on all our assets." "What about Webb's girlfriend? The interview is scheduled for tomorrow." I looked down at my daughter, her tiny face scrunched up in misery, and made a decision that went against every instinct I'd developed in twenty years of running this family. "Keep the appointment. But have her background checked again. Everything. Bank records, phone calls, and associates. I want to know what color underwear she prefers." "Boss—" "She stays under surveillance from the moment she leaves her house until she gets back. And Marco? If there's even a hint that she's involved in whatever Webb is doing, eliminate the problem before it reaches my door." "Understood." I hung up and looked down at Aria, who had finally quieted to soft hiccups. Her dark eyes so much like Isabella's stared up at me with the kind of trust that made my chest ache. She didn't know that her father was a killer. Didn't know that the hands holding her had taken lives just hours ago. All she knew was that I was supposed to protect her, love her, and give her the world. And I was failing at all of it. "Sir?" Mrs. Ciro's voice was gentle. "Perhaps it would help if she had someone younger. Someone who could give her more attention. The nanny position—" "I know." I pressed a soft kiss to Aria's forehead, breathing in that sweet baby scent that was the only thing that could calm the storm inside me. "Tomorrow." But as I held my daughter in the nursery her mother had designed, I couldn't shake the feeling that bringing a stranger into our world, especially one connected to Marcus Webb was going to change everything. The question was whether it would save us or destroy us. Outside, the city glittered with lights and possibilities. But in the penthouse that had become both fortress and prison, I held the only person who mattered and tried not to think about what I'd do if she were taken from me too. Because if anyone hurt my daughter, they'd discover that Alessandro De Luca's reputation for ruthlessness was just the beginning of what I was capable of. And tomorrow, Vanessa Rodriguez was walking into the center of my world, carrying secrets that could either heal us or tear us apart. The game was about to begin.Five years later.The gallery was packed for the opening.My biggest exhibition yet.Twenty emerging artists from across Italy.The culmination of everything I’d built.But tonight wasn’t about work.Tonight was about family.“Mama, I’m bored.”Matteo tugged on my dress.Five years old and already master of dramatic sighs.“We’ll leave soon, baby.”“But I want to leave now.”“Five more minutes.”“You said that five minutes ago.”He wasn’t wrong.Giuliana appeared, dragging Aria behind her.“Mama, Aria says we can get gelato if you say yes.”“I said maybe,” Aria corrected. “If Mama agrees.”Nine years old and already negotiating like a lawyer.“Gelato sounds perfect.”“Really?” All three of them lit up.“Really. Let me just say goodbye to a few people.”They scattered immediately.Probably already planning their flavors.Alessandro found me near the back gallery.Still devastatingly handsome in a dark suit.Gray at his temples now, lines around his eyes.But more himself than ever.“Re
Three months had changed everything.The twins were sleeping in longer stretches now.Not through the night, but close enough that I felt almost human again.Matteo had discovered his hands.Spent hours staring at them like they were the most fascinating things in the world.Giuliana had found her voice.Cooing and babbling at anyone who would listen.And Aria had finally adjusted to being a big sister.Most days, anyway.“Mama, Matteo is looking at me!”“That’s because he loves you.”“But he’s staring.”“Babies stare. It’s what they do.”She made a face at him.He smiled.His first real smile, not just gas.“He smiled at me! Papa, did you see? He smiled!”Alessandro looked up from feeding Giuliana.“I saw. You’re his favorite person.”“I’m everyone’s favorite person.”“Modest too,” I murmured.“I heard that, Mama.”The house was finally starting to feel like ours.We’d been in the new place for two months.Unpacking boxes, still figuring out where everything went.But it was home.Li
The house was in chaos.Beautiful, exhausting chaos.Matteo was crying in the nursery.Giuliana had just finished eating and needed to be burped.And Aria was having a meltdown because her favorite shirt was in the wash.“I need that shirt, Mama!”“It’ll be clean tomorrow, sweetheart.”“But I need it today!”“You have ten other shirts that are just as nice.”“They’re not the same!”She stormed off to her room.Six weeks of being a big sister had worn thin on some days.Giuliana spit up down my shoulder.Again.I didn’t even flinch anymore.Spit-up was just part of my wardrobe now.“I’ve got Matteo,” Alessandro called from the nursery.“Can you change him too?”“Already done.”“You’re my favorite person.”“You say that now. Wait until I tell you we’re out of diapers.”“We can’t be out of diapers.”“We’re definitely out of diapers.”I closed my eyes.Six weeks postpartum and I was surviving on three hours of sleep and pure spite.“I’ll order more.”“Already did. They’ll be here in two h
The kitchen was quiet at four in the morning.Too quiet.I couldn’t sleep, so I’d given up trying.The babies had been restless all night.Moving constantly, pressing against my ribs, making it impossible to find a comfortable position.Now I stood at the counter, trying to decide if I wanted tea or toast or just to cry from exhaustion.Eight and a half months pregnant felt like an eternity and also not enough time.Not ready for this.Not ready for two babies.Not ready for any of it.I reached for the kettle.That’s when it happened.A sensation like something breaking inside me.Then warmth running down my legs.“No.”I looked down.Water pooled on the kitchen floor.“No, no, no. Not yet. It’s too early.”Another sensation.Different this time.Tightening across my belly.Sharp and insistent.A contraction.“Alessandro!”My voice came out strangled.The contraction intensified.I grabbed the counter, trying to breathe through it.“Alessandro!”Footsteps thundered down the hall.He
The paint samples were driving me insane.“What’s the difference between Cloud White and Swiss Coffee?” I asked for the third time.Alessandro held them up to the nursery wall.“One is more… white?”“That’s helpful.”“They look the same to me, amore.”“They’re not the same. One has warm undertones, the other is cool.”“Then pick the warm one.”“But what if the cool one looks better with the furniture?”He set down the samples and pulled me against him.Carefully, because my belly was now officially in the way of everything.“The babies won’t care what color the walls are.”“I care.”“I know you do. But you’re overthinking this.”“I’m not—”“Victoria. We’ve been staring at paint samples for an hour.”He wasn’t wrong.Five months pregnant with twins meant my brain simultaneously wanted everything perfect and couldn’t make a single decision.The hormones were making me crazy.“Mama, I like this one!”Aria held up a sample that was definitely more yellow than white.“That’s Butter Cream,
The waiting room was too cold.I pulled my cardigan tighter, watching Alessandro pace near the window.“You’re making me nervous.”“I’m not nervous.”“You’ve checked your watch three times in two minutes.”He sat down beside me, taking my hand.“I just want everything to be okay.”“It will be. This is routine.”“I know.”But his grip on my hand said otherwise.This was our first official appointment.The one where we’d hear the heartbeat.See our baby on the screen.Make it real in a way that the positive tests hadn’t quite managed.“Mrs. De Luca?”The nurse smiled from the doorway.“Dr. Romano is ready for you.”The examination room was warmer, at least.Soft lighting, comfortable chairs, pictures of babies on the walls.Dr. Romano was exactly what I’d hoped for.Kind eyes, gentle manner, and the confidence that came from decades of experience.“So, first baby together?” she asked, reviewing my chart.“Second,” Alessandro said. “We have a daughter.”“Wonderful. And how are you feelin







