LOGINTHE DEVIL POV
It doesn’t take five minutes before uccellina is found.
Her escape plan was doomed from the start. If one of my men guarding the house hadn’t caught her, my trained dogs would have her running back into the house for safety.
I stare across the backyard lake, vodka cooling in my tumbler. She’s been under my roof less than an hour and she’s already a headache I didn’t need.
It isn’t too late. I could throw her out on the street and be done with it. Better yet put a bullet in her skull like I meant to. The latter leaves a metallic tang in my mouth. No.
Anger knots in my chest at the very idea that I might feel anything for her. I don’t do soft. I don’t keep people alive for sentiment. Elara is the daughter of a traitor. Nothing more.
I take another sip and the vodka bites down, but it doesn’t warm me. It only sharpens the edge of my irritation.
Luca’s voice blooms behind me. “She’s been found.”
I glance over my shoulder to see him filling the doorway. I stand six feet four, but Luca is a giant who is about six feet eight.
“Take her to the room in the west wing.”
“Yes boss.” He disappears promptly, leaving the quiet to settle back in, heavy with the consequences of my choices.
I stay a beat longer than necessary because I can. Because I want to prove that I’m not eager to see her again. Then I stride down the corridor and stop at the door where Elara waits.
She stiffens the instant I step in, sliding back on the bed until her spine hits the headboard. Good. Fear is useful. I need her to fear what I can do.
Her dress has ridden up, revealing a smooth sweep of exposed legs that make my fingers itch for violence.
For a second, I almost reach for my gun and shoot anyone who saw her like this. The thought tastes of iron and madness. Thankfully, self-preservation drowns it out. No way I’d spill my men’s blood for a woman.
Elara watches my every move as I cross to the side window by the bed. I let the quiet sit in the room, heavy and suffocating, knowing how it unsettles her. When I turn back, I pin her with my gaze and let her feel the weight of it.
“Did you enjoy your little run, uccellina?” I murmur, tasting the tremor that slides down her spine at my voice. “Did the night air taste like freedom?”
She says nothing. Her fists clench the sheets like a venomous thing. It’s almost laughable. So much fury in such a small frame, as if she could tear me apart with her bare teeth.
A thrill spreads in my chest. I’d like to see her try. Then my forehead pinches with disgust at the thought.
“Your escape attempt was cute. Ill-informed, but cute,” I add.
“You’re sick,” she spits.
I tilt my head. “Strange. So far, women have only called me handsome.”
“They should get their eyes checked,” she bites out.
I smirk.
“You should get yours checked.”
She sighs, her shoulder slumping. Disappointment claws at me. Giving up already? How boring.
“Just let me go, okay?” she says after a beat, licking her lips. “If you do, I won’t report you to the cops. You don’t even have use for me.”
“I can think up a few.” And it starts with her beneath me, her face flushed in pleasure, and her lips parted in moans while I—
No. I have better control than that.
She presses on. “I have a sick sister who needs me.” I already have one of my men watching her sister, but I don’t tell her that. “She’ll worry if I don’t show up. Please just let me go.”
I tilt my head, letting the silence hang over my words so she can feel it.
“No.”
Her pleading face darkens with anger. “You can’t keep me here forever. I’ll keep trying.”
Before my brain catches up with my limbs, I’m on her.
Her eyes widen and for a second, I catch the softness of her skin as I lift her chin to meet my gaze. Fuck. Regret snaps through me the instant I pull my hand back. Now I know how she feels under a touch.
“Did you truly believe you could run away from me?” I ask, voice level, more amused than cruel. “You think there’s a corner of the earth you would go that I couldn’t find you?”
“Doesn’t mean I couldn’t try,” she whispers.
I shove a hand into my pocket and nod. “Of course you could. Free will.”
The words send something raw through her. Rage pours out of her in a hot, trembling rush. “Free will? You kidnapped me. Had me dragged here against my choice.”
“You’re here because of your father,” I say simply. “That was his choice.”
If Adrian hadn’t stolen from me, I’d know nothing about his children. And I wouldn’t know he has a daughter with the face of an angel who’s fast becoming my nightmare.
For a fraction of a heartbeat, despair crosses her face quickly, but I catch it before she masks it with cool resentment.
I smirk. “You know that already, don’t you?” I close the distance between us, voice calm, almost indulgent, as she shakes her head in denial. “You just don’t want to face the part your father played in all this.”
The look flashes back in her eyes hotter, fury and heartbreak tangled together.
My hand finds her chin again before I can stop myself. She gasps, the sound soft in my chest. Those green eyes pull me in like a riptide.
“You know why you’re at my mercy?” I murmur. “Because your father couldn’t care less. He stole from me, vanished, and left you and your sister behind, knowing exactly what I’m capable of.”
A single tear slips down her cheek, her lips trembling. I release her before I do something reckless like brushing it away.
Nausea coils in my throat with the tightness in my chest. For reasons I can't name, the idea of her crying makes my skin crawl.
My tongue clicks. Is this what they call love at first sight?
I scoff it down. I don’t possess a heart. Or perhaps I lost that the first time I tasted warm blood.
I was twelve when my stepmother handed me a gun and I shot the man who had been trailing me for a week, hoping to take advantage of a homeless, scrawny kid.
I knew something was wrong with me when instead of recoil, I felt a rush merely staring at blood draining out of him. And a grin split my face for the first time after my mother’s death.
Whatever this is, it’s nothing a good fuck won’t fix. Once I’ve had her, this spell she cast on me will die where it began.
“So tell me,” I say, holding her gaze, “am I the cruel one here or is your father?”
“Why?” she rasps. “Why go this far?”
I sigh. “Beats me.” Hell, I’ve been asking myself the same question since the moment I brought her here.
I turn on my heel and walk for the door, leaving the question, and her trembling silence behind me.
“I hate you,” Elara sneers, and the sound makes me smirk.
“Get in line.”
“I hate you so much,” she shouts after me. “Every day I’ll pray for your downfall—”
I stop mid-step. I’m not religious, but I’m superstitious enough to not welcome anyone praying for my end.
“Appreciate the sentiment, but no.”
Her eyebrows knit, and I just clear my throat, already moving for the handle.
“Diana,” I call.
I’ve decided I need to fuck her; might as well get it over with.
Diana appears a heartbeat later, eyes flicking to Elara behind me and then landing on me.
“Clean her up and bring her to my room.”
ELARA POV“What?” The word comes out an octave too high, echoing off the polished hallway walls. I press the phone tighter to my ear. “What do you mean you can’t make it?”“Exactly what I said, darling. A friend needed a plus for an important gala,” my mother’s voice drifts through the line, sounding far too breezy for someone who is currently bailing on me.“Mom.” I bite my lower lip, the sting of disappointment sharp in my chest. “You could have told me sooner. I wouldn’t have driven all the way down here if—”“Don’t be dramatic, Elara. You don't have to leave. Someone else is taking my place for the session.”My brows furrow as I scan the sleek, minimalist lobby of the center. “Who? I haven’t seen anyone you know.”“He should be there any second.”“He?” I freeze. My heart does a slow, heavy thud against my ribs. “Mom, please tell me you didn’t call—”Just then I spot Nero at the top of the stairs catches my eye. He looks entirely out of place in a center for expecting parents. Clad
ELARA POVI open my mouth, then shut it back, shocked and confused by this. This woman standing in front of me doesn’t look like my mother anymore. She looks to be panicked and in distress as if she’s scared for my life. “No. She is your adopted daughter, mom. You didn’t lose me because of her. Adrian took me away on my grandfather’s orders to protect me from my father. This has nothing to do with Anna.”She stares at me, her gaze hollow and unseeing. Her grip around my wrist tightens until it is painful before her hand jerks away like I burned her.“You are right,” she whispers. Her shoulders slump and she turns her back to me, already retreating into herself. “Go home, Elara. I’ll call you tomorrow.”I watch her walk away, stunned by whatever just happened before jolting into action and following after her. As I round the corner, she slips into her room, but when I walk to the door, a woman whose name I don’t know, but I have seen quite a few times stops me.“I want to see my moth
ELARA POV“What about this one?” my mother asks me, pushing her phone to my face.I tilt my head, already over this. Besides it’s been enough. After Nero dropped me off at her place like two hours ago, my mother and I have been going through an online shopping website, and adding several clothes for babies to her cart. “Isn’t this a little too…” I let my voice trail off. The pink sparkly dress on the screen definitely looks like a three-year old dress which an unborn child doesn’t need.“It’s so beautiful. We should probably buy it.” My mom adds it to the cart before I can voice out my opinion. I don’t even understand why she wants me here in the first place when she doesn’t even listen to me.“Of course,” I whisper, slowly leaning my back against the back of the couch. Crap, I can already feel the ache throbbing the back of my head.I stare at my mother as she continues to stroll through her phone with animated look on her face. Sometimes it still feels uncanny staring at her becau
ELARA POVRealizing what I just said, heat flares up my neck. I scramble backward, fumbling for my purse on the coffee table to put distance between us."We should… we should leave," I stammer, pointing vaguely toward the door. "I’ll eat in the car."I practically flee the house before Nero can respond, beating myself up with every step. How could I say that? Stupid, stupid.Twenty minutes later we are on our way to the hospital for the ultrasound. This will be our third attempt to determine the gender as the baby has been stubbornly shy the last two times.Usually, I would be anxious about the appointment, but right now, the silence in the car is suffocating me. I chew on a rose petal macaron, staring out the passenger window as the luxury SUV glides over the asphalt. God, I hope I haven’t ruined the fragile truce we’ve built. I didn’t mean to make him uncomfortable.I open my mouth to apologize when Nero’s deep voice cuts through the quiet.“Do you want to kiss me?”The crumbs in my
ELARA POVTWO MONTHS LATERChloe’s scream rings deep inside my skull, vibrating against the headache that has been brewing all day. Spending all day in classes have been had enough, I have to come home to this."No! I want Uncle Nero!""He isn’t available, Chloe," I say, my voice teetering on the edge of losing its cool. "I have said that a hundred times." But she wouldn’t listen to me"No!" She starts sobbing again, burying her face in the pillow. "Just Uncle Nero. Only him."I scrub my hands over my face, frustrated. It’s been two months. Two months of awkward reunions with my mother and step-siblings who barely tolerate me. Two months of staying clear of my father too. But harder than that, it’s been two months of Nero.I thought he would leave after I rejected him. instead, he has become... indispensable. He brings my cravings before I even ask. He sits through every doctor's appointment. He sat by Chloe’s bedside for her entire surgery and recovery.And now, he has read to her ev
It’s been three weeks and the ache in my chest hasn’t gotten better. I still feel hollow and raw like my inside has been carved out. I haven’t seen Nero since that time, but he still brings me foods and necessities, and sometimes I catch a glimpse of Luca through the door of the hospital and he’s always gone before I can call him. I still think about him from time to time like an itch that I can’t scratch. I wonder how he’s doing. I wonder if life doesn’t make sense to him like it doesn’t make sense for me anymore. I wonder if he misses me like I do. And I also wonder if I made the right decision by letting him go, but then I think about what I have been through with him and the circumstances surrounding us and I realize I couldn’t have made a better decision. After one long week in the hospital with the doctor probing every part of me, I was finally discharged. I’m back at home as my father has miraculously paid all the debt tied to it, but home doesn’t feel like home anyway. N







