After the awkward elevator ride with Isabella and David, I decided to ask her what exactly had happened between them. We stopped for lunch at a little deli on the corner of the street and sat by the window. Isabella was beside herself as she remembered what happened.
She inhaled deeply, “Long story short, he cheated on me.”
My eyebrows formed a frown, “I’m sorry to hear that.”
“Yeah… I was blinded by love at that point, he could do no wrong in my eye,” she smiled and shook her head, “he was just such a smooth talker.”
In my head, I’m agreeing with her, but on the outside, I am totally oblivious and as far as Isabella is concerned, I never went out with David and I don’t even know who he is.
No one knows how she would react if I told her that he took me out and that we had lunch in the cafeteria a couple of times this past week. I liked Isabella, and I hated seeing such a bright spirit being brought down like that.
“You just have to be
I went home and showered as Emma had said, feeling slightly sick with myself. I had no idea that she would have such a reaction to what she saw, and the thought of a ton of different women being all over me was definitely no help, the thought of the perfumes hadn’t occurred to me, and it made me wonder for a moment why Amy didn’t say anything about it?Maybe Emma is just a weird breed of human that can detect things that others can’t or something?I stood under the steady stream of water and let it pour down my face. I looked down at myself, am I really a creature to her? Something unworthy to be called man? I closed my eyes and exhaled as the water ran over the top of my head, spilling on either side of my face.Who knew that I would care so much about what one single person thinks of me? And a woman, too, who isn’t my mother! It was madness, what was happening to me!I put my hand out and adjusted the water until it was burning h
I couldn’t go to work, I was still so disturbed from yesterday that I didn’t know if I could even look him in the eyes at the moment, and while it wasn’t necessary for my job, it would be better if my boss didn’t make me feel like puking every time he was near me. Mindi understood and said that she would inform Matthew that I was out today and I thanked her before we hung up the phone. I laid back down in bed and let myself catch up on some much-needed sleep. Kay woke me up around lunchtime with a soft knock on my door, “Hey, are you feeling any better?” I sat up on my bed and rubbed my eyes, “Yeah, I am, thanks, Kay.” “Want some lunch?” “Sure, I’ll help you,” I needed something to distract myself with, and I recently found cooking to be a remarkably good way to kill some time. We walked together to the kitchen and I asked her, “Hey do you want me to make risotto for dinner tonight?” She looked at me quizzically, “You can make
I couldn’t help the words that escaped my lips, “Ah, fuck,”David, being himself, grins proudly at me and says, “Thanks for the offer, but I’m not interested.”He tried to slam the door in my face after that, but I used my foot to block it before it could latch, he opened it back up with a tired look on his face and I saw Emma then emerge from a room behind him in nothing but a silk robe.“You’re supposed to be sick!” I said to her over David’s shoulder with a hand motion towards her.She faked a dramatic cough and insisted, “I am,” with hunched shoulders.“It’s a vitamin D-ficiency,” David tried to joke but I punched him square in the jaw to shut him the hell up. I wasn’t going to take any bullshit from him tonight.Emma screamed once when it happened and covered her mouth, then hurried over to us. David stumbled back and into the wall, clearly n
I put my forehead on the front door after I slammed it shut and focused on my breathing. I will not cry because of him, he is not worth it, I will not waste tears on him, ‘no crying, Emma, no crying.’ Before my outburst, I had Isabella’s words echo in my ear, she said, “if you don’t raise your voice you won’t get heard,” of course she was talking about machinery at the time, but it was still fitting, and I think Matthew heard me loud and clear, it was evident on his face. The sound of the bag of frozen peas moving was what brought me back to the moment. Right, David got punched square in the jaw. I looked over at him, he was watching me with a caring look on his face. I was the one to break the silence, “Are you okay?” I motioned to his jaw that was now pinkened from the coldness. “I’ll be fine. I learned how to roll with the punches early on,” he assured me, “I told you I was teased for being the fashion guy instead of the sporty guy in school, right
It took me a long time of pacing and randomly putting my ear up to the door to decide finally to head back to the penthouse and drink myself asleep. I heard them talking on the other side of the door, and I don’t remember Emma being a talker during sex, so I figured I best get out of there before I heard anything I didn’t want to.I had bottles of bourbon, scotch, vodka, and tequila in the apartment. I grabbed them all and took them to the bedroom, knowing how I would pass out from the alcohol, I didn't want to collapse on the hard floor, so I set them down beside the bed.Sitting at the edge of the bed, I held the rim of the bottle of bourbon at my lips before taking a sip, wondering if this was the best way to cope with everything.Eventually, the image of David and Emma together came to mind and I closed my eyes tightly and said, "Fuck it," and tilted the bottle against my lips, downing the bottle of bourbon - the smooth, rich colored liquid makin
David picked me up early and we went to the office together. It felt wrong to me, being in his office, riding the elevator past the ninth floor, it all seemed so foreign for some reason. I wasn’t even happy working with Matthew, why should this feel so wrong to be here with David?I looked over at him and he had a small curl at the corner of his lips, his hand on the small of my back. He noticed me look over at him and he met my eyes and grinned at me, I grinned back politely.We got to the correct floor and got off, walking the opposite way that you would on the ninth floor. Amy was already there and it had me curious as to what exactly David wanted me to be doing today?I was already familiar with her since I would have lunch dates with David and meet him in his office sometimes, so there was no reason for introduction, but she seemed surprised to see me walk in with David’s hand on my back.“Good morning, Mr. Day, and good morning to
I sat there, minding my own business, watching Amy take calls and answer emails all day long while I sketched the same thing over and over again, the dress that Matthew had me try on.I wondered what the fabric he chose was and how it felt, if it were a solid color or if he had it done in a print, I also wondered who would wear it who had curves like mine. I’m not one of the models that’s typically in Matthew’s book, I’ve got some extra meat on my bones, I wanted to ask him but was trying to keep a distance.Later in the workday, an older man around his fifties came in, he wore a suit and dressed incredibly professionally, holding a briefcase and everything. He looked eerily similar to David, and I figured it must be his “uncle.”“Good afternoon, Mr. Day,” Amy greeted and stood up from her seat, acting like royalty was headed our way.“Hello, Amy,” the man smiled and I saw he had the same dimples
Isabella and I sat there at the table for some time in silence. I was letting her go through things in her head while staying there to reassure her that she wasn’t alone.“I still can’t believe that she would go to him after I told her what he did,” her voice was small and sad. “I mean what happened to the girl code? She’s all about women empowerment and then she goes and breaks the first rule of the girl code.”“Would it make you feel any better if I told you that I punched him?”She finally looked up at me, “Did you really punch him?”I pointed to a spot on my jaw, “Right here,” and she began to laugh.“That actually does make me feel a little better,” she laughed louder, “thank you.”We were silent for a few minutes longer before I finally admitted, in a timid voice, “I need to get her back, Iz.”She looked into my eyes