'Hello,
You must be Jessica. I’ve heard so much about you from Christine. And I understand that you are worried about your best friend. But if I could visit my little sister, don’t you think I would? There’s something holding me back, and the conflict that Christine and I have is between her and me. I don't need people like you to interfere.
Please know that Jessica'
Those words above are not what I expected. At all. The smile I had on my face is now morphing into a sinister scowl.
Calvin said no. That piece of crap said no to me. He said no to coming to visit her only sister. Really?
And you read that too right? The way he wrote it was so condescending. He acts like a pompous prick. How can he think that what he is doing is something to overlook? Christine is upset because of him, and he isn't doing anything about it.
Whatever conflict they have that's preventing him from coming can wait. Right now, he needs to be here.
He should be lucky that I am trying to help him. Nothing has ever made me angrier than the message on my phone. Such simple words coming from that one direct message have made me lose most of my respect for him.
'Ok, first off all you suck. How can you be so entitled that you will ignore your sister's feelings? Second, I am here to help you. The fact that you have no idea how to make it up to her is pathetic. I am the only person who can assist you. Get over your petty feelings and come visit her.
So, what do you say'
I don't care if Calvin was a king for all I care. My best friend's brother is being an ass. And someone needs to put him into his place. I open the front seat and begin my drive home.
I glance down at my phone as a message pop up. I’ll read it later. I’m not going to risk my life on the road for a fucking text. Drive safely, y'all.
The drive home has me fuming. He better respond to my message. I tried being nice to him. But he says he can’t come because of some conflict?
Give me a fucking break.
Once I park my beauty, I get out of my car and enter my house. I walk down the hallway and place a chaste kiss on the man in the picture frame. I finally open my phone and read the message, and I smile when I read the words.
'I have never had anyone send such a message to me like that in my life. And quite frankly, I’m quite shocked. Christine seems to be very important to you. I am a very busy man, unfortunately, so I will allow you to plan my visit. However, if this plan of yours falls short, then I'll never trust you again.'
I can't help but smile. Sure, he sent me a minor threat, but at least he's on board.
Calvin's arrival is going to be fantastic. My only problem is Christine; she isn't the type to go out and party. But I'll cross that bridge when I get there.
I enter my place, gather all my things for work, and take a hot shower.
I'm teaching a new class at the studio, and I don't want to be late. Today, the kids will be learning the Port de Bras basics. Once I get out, I check the time. It's two thirty-seven, twenty-three minutes to spare.
I could have taken a shower at the studio, but I care about my privacy. And honestly, I don’t trust the place. I put on my pink unitard and jacket. Then I look around, making sure that I have gotten everything.
I get into my Toyota Yaris Hybrid and drive back to work. Unlike before, the drive to work was nice, and I’m in a cheery mood.
I can't wait to see the look on Christine's face she sees Calvin after so long.
I return to work and get everything ready. I go towards my personalized locker and take out my ballet shoes, then swap them out for my sneakers. I find a nearby bench and begin the long task of tying the shoes around my ankles and lower calves.
"Is that that the sound of my Jessipoo?" I cringe as I hear my boss's voice. He is the worst part of my job. I internally sigh as I wait for the guy to say his piece then leave.
Jake is a bit of an oddball. The way he smiles at me makes me feel gross. He isn't a bad guy, but something about him isn't right. I look up and put on my best fake smile.
As always.
"Good afternoon, Jake. I hate to tell you again, but please don't use that nickname," John's smile begins to twitch.
"But we’ve known each other for so long. Speaking of which, since we know each other so well, I got us two tickets to see Avatar 4. And I was wondering if you wanted to go with me" I roll my eyes at him. Jake always tries to ask me out. However, I am not the type of person who goes on dates.
And even if I was the type to go on dates, I wouldn’t go out with him. There’s something about him that doesn’t sit right with me.
"Look, Jake. Watching a movie sounds fun, but I'm quite busy now. Sorry," As soon as my words leave my mouth, Jake's smile disappears.
"Why not? These are the premium tickets," He asks with a hint of annoyance. I push my hair back in frustration. I don’t owe this man anything. If he bought expensive movie tickets, then that’s his problem. I’m just going to be blunt with him.
"Because I have other things to do. And quite frankly, I don't think that you and I going to the movies together is a good idea." Jake storms off and I roll my eyes. I have been working under Jake for two years, and you'd think that he'll get the hint.
As I enter the main dance hall. The new students come flooding in, my excitement comes in. I introduce myself, and we have some fun name activities so we can all get to know each other. We then do some light exercises before the parents come inside to pick them up.
As I go to the breakroom to get a snack, I see one of the girls sitting on the bench. I assume that she is waiting for her parents. I decide that I am going to keep her company. Her sitting there reminds me of the times I'd wait for my mother who'd never come to pick me up.
"Hi, Marie. Do you mind if I wait with you?" I ask in my polite teacher voice. The young girl nods her head and I smile. She is a quiet girl, but I can tell that she has a lot of talent.
"Ms. Williams. Do you know when my mommy is coming to pick me up?" I cringe when she asks me the question. Kids look up to adults as though they are superheroes. So, it will break her heart if I say that I don't know.
I'll tell her a white lie.
"I know for a fact that she will come soon. Did you call her yet?" Marie responds to my questions by shaking her head no. I nod while internally begging that'll she come soon.
As though fate is on my side, a woman rushes in and searches for Maria. The little girl gets up, she then thanks me, and walks up to her mom.
From the Burkin bag, Gucci heels, and Versace jacket, I can tell that the woman is obnoxiously rich. I don't care how rich she is. If you going to be late picking up your child, then at least send them a text or something.
I watch the pair leave then I march into the break room as intended. As I walk inside, I see Jake asking another dancing instructor to go to the same movie as before. He quickly looks in my direction before focusing on the other girl. She seems excited as she says yes.
So long as he's leaving me alone, then I don't care what Jake does. I go to the fridge and get out my bowl of berries I picked earlier this morning. As I sit at the table and individually eat my fruit, I see that Jake is now gazing down at me with a (disturbing) look in his eyes. I cover my mouth as I continue eating.
I then look at my phone to avoid making eye contact with him. I then see that Calvin has messaged me about an hour ago.
"Jessica, I have some fantastic news. I managed to schedule a meeting with a potential business partner in Toronto. This means that I will arrive around the end of June."
Crap. Now I have to plan something quick.
FUUUUUUUUUUUUCCKK!!!!!!!!!! That’s the only word I can describe my mental state after my shift today. I am a mess, and I cannot even ask Christine for help: even though I tell her everything. So, I am pulling out all my straws. I can’t tell my co-workers because I know that they can’t keep a secret. So, there’s only one other person that I can trust. The drive was fast. But it feels too slow for me. Every traffic light I stopped at, every streetlight I went by, and every road I crossed feels like forever. However, none of that matters to me at that moment. Calvin was coming in a few months, and I don’t know how to properly surprise Christine. You may think that a few months is plenty of time, but I hadn't planned anything. And every idea that comes up gets worse and worse. I am going to Johnathan for a second opinion, and hopefully, I can get him to help me organize this surprise. Johnathan Rabinovich is Christine's closest friend. They’ve known each other for over two decades. A
"You will never understand others until you understand yourself" These dumb words were told to me by an old friend. I mean, she wasn't really a friend. Her name was Lila, she was a shy girl, and I felt bad for her. Then she cheated on her boyfriend with his best friend, and I lost all my respect for her. It's been nine years since she told me that piece of crap. But, I am still intrigued about the part about understanding myself. What defines me? How would people describe my personality? I don't really know, but it doesn't hurt to explore that today. Calvin's arrival is coming up soon. And I'm really excited because he has ensured me that he and his friend will arrive. I have decided that all of us will meet at the Blazing Lights. It's an awesome club, and Christine won't suspect a thing. Perfect. It's my day off because I have no classes. So maybe I can start this adventure in my home. Or should I say my inherited home? I walk to my front door and pick up the framed photo o
One hour. I had been waiting for A FUCKING HOUR. I told Christine that she had to pick me up, and she said yes. I roll my eyes at how she failed with her end of the deal. Do you remember when I said that I have been on this earth for twenty-seven years, and I still find new ways to be disappointed? Well, this is one of these things. I'm not even sure why I'm surprised. Christine always does this. Yet I can't help but see red. Today was supposed to be different. My disappointment is immeasurable, and my day is ruined. I have spent months trying to make a perfect plan for Calvin's arrival. He and his friend have been in Toronto for about two days now. I remember being happy that everything was finally going to plan this morning. John even got to swap his shift with another coworker. Everything was perfect. However, the only thing that I didn't account for is Christine. You see, Christine tends to be extremely late to different events; this was no exception. I guess Christine to
Getting inside 'The Blazing Lights' took forever. The line to get inside usually doubles in size. during peak hours. It takes hours to even get halfway through. I think we got in within an hour, though. Every minute that went by, my dissipated anger begins bubbling again. Let me tell you something. When you’re standing in line to get inside the biggest club in the world, you will have people shoving and cutting in. The amount of people who I’d punch in this line is immeasurable. I am starting to get pissed off again. Calvin and his friend are both waiting for us. And all my weeks of planning are going to waste. He'll leave and return to the States without seeing Christine, and I will never be trusted by him. I look down at my phone and text Calvin, letting him know that we are in the line. He then replies with an irritated text about how he’ll leave soon. A scowl begins forming on my face. If Christine isn't always so late, she'd me and Johnathan up and see the surprise. None of
I grab his hand and leave the club with the Adonis of a man behind me. We are not sober, but I remember that night. Unlike other nights, this is something that I will never forget. I wave for a taxi and I pull the man with me. We decide to go to his hotel. As the driver takes us, I sit on his lap and start heavily making out with him. His velvety tongue in my mouth makes me feel so hot. The driver goes over a speed bump and my head hits the roof. The man breaks the kiss and asks if I’m okay while caressing his head. The genuine concern in his voice is something I have never experienced and I pass it off. The pain is momentary, and he places big hands on my head with gentle care. I bring his face closer to mine and smile. He smiles back and his breath against my face lights something inside of me. “God, you are so fucking hot,” I groan into his mouth. He doesn’t have time to react as I caress his neck and make out with him again. Things get steamy in the car, and I can tell that th
The natural illumination looming into the room wakes me up. I open my eyes and notice that someone is underneath me. I momentarily freak out, but then memories come flooding into my head. I bite my lip and close my eyes. This man has made me feel things I haven’t felt before. He made a mess out of me and used every inch of me to find my completion. Just thinking about it makes me want to do it again. Which is a first for me. I have never felt this way about a one-night stand. The spicy mint aroma wafting from him makes me groan. I turn my lips to his chest and make a hot trail down to his prize. I place the soft white sheets over me. I then place primal kisses down his shaft to his head. Once I make it to my destination, I swallow all of him and wallow in the taste of him. I never got to thank him for the amazing night. I want to give him a piece of how much he made me feel. I’m not doing this out of obligation at all (which is a first) but because I want him to cave underneath me.
Whoops. I did it again. Despite my best efforts, Calvin and I had sex again. This time, it was way better than I hoped. That man was holding back. Calvin and I kept going until the sun started setting. Every single surface that anyone could lie on was not safe from our ravenous dance. Now, we are lying in his bed. My head is on his chest, as I stare into space. Fuck. Christine is definitely going to kill me. “Do we tell Christine?" Calvin asks in a soft whisper. I look up from his chest and shake my head. It’s one thing to have a one-night stand with your best friend’s brother. However, we are sober. Both of us made the decision during the second (third, fourth, fifth, and sixth) time. That is unacceptable. I cannot believe that I did with him again. To make things worse, I don’t regret a thing. Don't judge me. I am simply telling the truth. This is not good, I need to put a stop to this charade. "We shouldn’t have done this, Calvin. Christine is my best friend. This is the wor
—bitch! That fucking creep is lying to Christine. She doesn't even know it. "WHAT?!" I demand in shock. Calvin explains everything in full detail. I have too many questions that he can't answer running in my head right now. "Look, I don't know what else to tell you. That man's real name is Vittorio Stanzolio, and he's the CEO of the Dolce company. His advanced technologies will be beneficial to the Danials' Corporation. His net worth is-" I interrupt Calvin before he continues. "Look, I don't care about the business side of this man. What I want to know is: what does he want with Christine?" Calvin's response to my question is a mere shrug. I groan in defeat and sink into my seat. My best friend is mad at me, and she's dating a guy that's lying about his identity. He must be a criminal. There is no good reason for him to lie about something as important as his name. And before you say anything to me, I have a good reason. All of my one-night stands are random men I met from