MasukBefore I could ask, my phone vibrated.
Matteo.
I answered.
"Where are you?" he demanded instead of saying hello.
I glanced at Rafael.
"We're in the Boboli Gardens."
"Of course you are."
"What does of course mean?"
"It means I've been looking everywhere except the one place you were obviously going to be."
I looked at Rafael.
He simply shrugged, completely unapologetic.
"So you're upset we got up early?" I asked.
"Yes."
He didn't hesitate for a second.
"Normal people sleep."
"It's almost ten."
"Exactly."
I couldn't help smiling.
It was strange how different they were.
Around Rafael...
the world seemed to slow down.
Every conversation felt quieter.
Every silence somehow mattered.
Around Matteo...
everything sped up.
Life became louder.
Brighter.
Impossible to ignore.
And somehow...
neither feeling was wrong.
"Studio. Thirty minutes," Matteo continued.
"I've got an idea."
"That sounds dangerous."
"It is."
The line went dead.
Rafael sighed.
"That's never a good sign."
"You think?"
"The last time Matteo had an idea..."
He paused.
"...the workshop nearly caught fire."
I studied his face.
He looked completely serious.
"You're joking."
"No."
Another beat passed.
"It was only the door."
I burst into laughter so loudly that several people turned to look at us.
Rafael's lips curved into another small smile.
It wasn't much.
But somehow, it felt like more than anyone else's laughter.
And for the first time since arriving in Florence, I realized I was looking forward to tomorrow.
Not because of the city.
Not because of university.
But because of the people I'd found here.
When we arrived at the studio, Matteo was already there.
Of course he was.
He didn't look like someone who had been waiting.
He looked like someone who had just discovered the greatest idea in architectural history and couldn't wait to tell the first unfortunate soul who walked through the door.
In this case...
both of us.
Photographs of the coastline were spread across the table in front of him, alongside printed maps and an open laptop.
The moment he saw us, he threw his arms into the air dramatically.
"Finally!"
He sat up straighter.
"I've got an idea."
Rafael set his sketchbook down.
"We noticed."
"This one's actually good."
"You say that every time."
"Because every time it is."
I slipped into the chair between them.
"All right."
"Let's hear it."
Matteo's eyes lit up.
I was beginning to recognize that expression.
The look of someone whose mind had been racing several hours ahead of everyone else's.
He turned the laptop toward us.
A photograph of the natural stone arch filled the screen.
Beneath it were images of boutique hotels from around the world.
Luxury resorts.
Award-winning architecture.
Buildings that had become famous in their own right.
"Everyone is looking at the arch," Matteo began.
"But nobody's looking at the view."
I studied the photographs again.
"What do you mean?"
He zoomed in on one of the images.
"Guests will come because of the arch."
His finger traced across the screen toward the sea beyond it.
"But they'll stay because of what they see when they wake up."
Silence settled over the table.
I had to admit...
It wasn't just a good idea.
It was a very good one.
I had to admit...
It wasn't just a good idea.
It was an excellent one.
"So you want the hotel to face the sea," I said.
"Exactly."
Meanwhile, Rafael was studying the topographical map.
Silent.
By now, I was beginning to understand what that meant.
He was thinking.
Finally, he looked up.
"It won't work."
Matteo frowned immediately.
"Why not?"
"Because you'll be fighting the landscape."
"No, I won't."
"Yes, you will."
Matteo leaned back in his chair.
"Then explain it to me."
Without a word, Rafael picked up a pencil.
He drew a few quick lines across the map.
"Look."
He pointed to the contour lines.
"The power of this place is that the arch has stood there for centuries."
His finger traced the curve of the coastline.
"It looks like it belongs there."
I nodded.
I already knew where he was going.
"If you build something that demands more attention than the arch..."
He looked up.
"...you destroy the very reason people came."
Matteo let out an exaggerated sigh.
"You really can turn every project into a philosophy lecture."
"And you can turn every project into a business plan," Rafael replied calmly.
This time, I didn't laugh.
Because they were both right.
And that was the problem.
Matteo saw future guests.
Rafael saw history.
One wanted to create something unforgettable.
The other wanted to create something timeless.
Neither of them was wrong.
Neither of them was willing to give in.
For a while, I simply stared at the photographs scattered across the table.
Then I pulled a blank sheet of paper toward me.
Neither of them noticed.
They were still arguing.
Not fighting.
Arguing.
There was a difference.
Their ideas collided.
They didn't.
At least...
not yet.
I sketched the arch.
Then the coastline.
Then a few simple lines.
At first, only for myself.
Just to make sense of the idea taking shape in my head.
Several minutes later, I turned the page toward them.
They both fell silent.
That was usually a good sign.
Matteo leaned in first.
Rafael followed.
The drawing didn't show a hotel.
Not exactly.
It showed several low buildings spread naturally along the coastline.
Partly hidden within the landscape.
Every room facing the sea...
while the stone arch remained the heart of the view.
"The guests still get their view," I said quietly.
Then I pointed to the second part of the sketch.
"But the arch stays the main character."
Matteo studied the drawing for a long time.
For the first time since I'd met him...
he didn't say a single word.
Oddly enough, that was almost unsettling.
Then he smiled.
"You're dangerous."
I blinked.
"What?"
He pointed at Rafael.
Then at himself.
"Every single time..."
"...you take two completely different ideas..."
"...and somehow turn them into something even better."
I looked at Rafael.
He simply nodded.
"That's why it works."
His voice was quiet.
Matter-of-fact.
At the time, I thought he was talking about the project.
It wasn't until much later...
that I realized he wasn't.
He was talking about the three of us.
We stayed in the studio long after everyone else had left.
None of us noticed.
First we talked about the project.
Then the design.
Then materials.
Somehow, the conversation drifted to movies...
and from there, to almost everything else.
What surprised me most wasn't how easily we talked.
It was how naturally they talked to each other.
As if they'd known one another for years.
Maybe they had.
"So," I asked, "how long have you two known each other?"
Matteo leaned back in his chair.
"Two years."
"And you still haven't killed each other?"
"It was close," Rafael said.
"He's lying."
"I'm not."
"Once," Matteo admitted.
"Was that because of the door?" I asked.
Rafael laughed.
Really laughed.
For the first time.
And suddenly I realized how completely it changed his face.
He looked younger.
Lighter.
More approachable.
Almost...
carefree.
"It was still only a door," he said.
Matteo turned to me.
"Don't believe him."
"Who am I supposed to believe?"
"Me."
I smiled.
"That sounds like the worst possible option."
This time...
they both laughed.
The sun was already sinking beyond the studio windows.
One by one, the tables around us emptied until we were the only people left.
None of us seemed ready to leave.
"I'm hungry," Matteo announced.
For what had to be the tenth time that day.
"You're always hungry," Rafael replied.
"That's not an argument."
"It is."
"No."
"Yes."
I looked up at the ceiling with a sigh.
"I'm beginning to understand why Professor Ricci put the three of us in the same group."
They both looked at me.
"Why?"
They asked in perfect unison.
I laughed.
"Because if you'd been split up..."
"...you would have driven twice as many people insane."
For a heartbeat...
silence.
Then Matteo burst out laughing.
Rafael joined him.
And before I knew it...
I was laughing too.
I wasn't entirely sure why.
Maybe because, after only a few days in Florence...
I no longer felt like a stranger.
Maybe because, for the first time since I'd arrived...
I felt as though I belonged somewhere.
Or maybe because I had no idea how precious those ordinary moments would one day become.
Because some memories...
only reveal their true value after they're gone.
“I thought I was building a future for us.”“But little by little, I was losing you.”His voice caught for just a moment.Only slightly.“And the worst part is that I didn’t realize it until you were gone.”I stayed silent.Because some apologies come too late.And yet they still matter.Not because they can bring anything back.But because they finally close what has been left open.Matteo took a breath.Then he said the one thing I never expected to hear.“I still love you.”The wind swept against the railing.The sea whispered below us.For a moment, the world around us disappeared.“But this time, I’m not here to ask you to come back.”I looked up at him in surprise.Matteo smiled.Tired.Sad.And somehow... free.“I just wanted you to know that I finally understand what I lost.”And for the first time since we broke up, I felt something I hadn’t expected.Not anger.Not pain.Gratitude.Because the man standing before me finally saw the woman I had always been.He had simply seen
Eight months later, the sea was as calm as it had been the day I first saw the property.Everything else had changed.The land was no longer an empty stretch of ground.A building now stood on the hillside above the coast.Exactly as I had imagined it.Stone.Wood.Glass.Terraces descending toward the sea.Light.Space.Peace.It wasn’t the largest project of my career.It wasn’t the most expensive either.But it was the first.The first that was truly mine.On the sign at the entrance stood a single name.VIOLET DESIGNThe first time I saw it formed in metal letters, I cried.Not in front of the guests.Not in front of Rafael.Alone.Because only then did I understand how much I had missed seeing my own name.How many years I had hidden it behind a brand.Behind a company.Behind someone else.The hotel was opening that day.Journalists.Investors.Local officials.Guests.They were all slowly beginning to arrive.I stood on the terrace in a simple pale blue dress.The sea breeze pl
Tomorrow, I still didn’t know what I was going to do.But for the first time in many years, that didn’t feel like a problem.“There you are.”I startled.I hadn’t even heard Rafael return.He stood in the doorway leading to the terrace, a paper bag from the bakery in one hand and the car keys in the other.But he wasn’t looking at me.He was looking at the open sketchbook in my lap.And smiling.Slowly.Almost in disbelief.“It took me three tries to find you.”I lowered my eyes to the pages.“I was only looking through some things.”Rafael placed the bag on the table and sat down beside me.“This isn’t just some thing.”He pointed to one of the drawings.A hotel built into a cliff.The old design.My favorite.“I remember this one.”I looked at him in surprise.“Still?”He laughed.“Violet, you talked about that project for three weeks straight.”I had to smile.“That isn’t true.”“It is.”“Not for three weeks.”“All right.”He pretended to think.“A month.”This time, I laughed alou
He laughed.And I laughed with him.The sea breeze tangled our hair. Somewhere in the distance, a seagull cried out.And I realized that for several minutes, I hadn’t thought about Matteo.Or Bianca.Or the company.I was simply sitting there.Looking at the sea.Such an ordinary thing.And yet I hadn’t known how to do it for years.For the first time in a very long while, I felt something I had almost forgotten.Lightness.Not happiness.It was still too soon for that.The wounds were fresh.The pain was still there.Some nights, I still woke with the feeling that my entire life had fallen apart.But beside the pain, something else was beginning to appear.Space.A place where there had once been nothing but obligations.A place where I could finally hear myself.I looked out across the endless water, and suddenly a thought came to me that frightened and comforted me at the same time.Maybe the end of my life had never really been an ending.Maybe it was a beginning.That afternoon,
I heard Rafael behind me.“I found you.”I turned around. He was smiling.“I thought you might get lost.”I looked around.“I’d probably have to try very hard.”He walked over to me and pointed toward an old olive tree standing a few metres from the house.“My grandfather planted that when my father was born.”I looked at its twisted trunk. It must have stood there for decades. Perhaps an entire lifetime.“It’s beautiful.”“Stubborn too.”I laughed.“I wonder who it takes after.”“No idea.”This time, we both laughed.And as I looked back toward the sea, I realized something strange.In Florence, I was always looking at my watch.Here, for the first time in a very long while, I was simply looking ahead.Inside, everything was simple.Wood.Stone.Large windows facing the sea.No luxury.And yet it felt more perfect than our enormous apartment in Florence.Because this place had something our home had been missing.That evening, we sat on the terrace with the sunset before us.It was s
For a long time, we sat in silence.Then I looked at the city again.At Florence.At the life I had built.And for the first time in years, it occurred to me that perhaps I didn’t need to save everything around me.Perhaps I should begin by saving myself.Suddenly, I realized that for the first time in many years, I was standing at a real crossroads.Not a professional one.A personal one.I could stay.Keep going.Return to the office.Solve projects.Convince myself that time would fix everything.That the pain would pass.That life would eventually return to the way it had been.Or I could do something I hadn’t done in years.Choose myself.The thought terrified me.Because I could barely remember how.For a long time, I sat there looking down at the city.At the rooftops.The lights.The lives of strangers.And I wondered when I had last made a decision simply because it was what I wanted.Not the company.Not Matteo.Not anyone else.Me.I remembered the old sketchbook.The girl







