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Ava POVAs I walk away, I can feel General Kaelen's eyes on me, burning into my skin. I try to ignore the sensation, focusing on putting one foot in front of the other.But it's hard to shake off the feeling that I'm being pulled back, that General Kaelen's gaze is a physical force that's drawing me to him.I quicken my pace, my heart pounding in my chest. I don't know what's going on, or why General Kaelen would suddenly order me to always look on him. Is he trying to punish me for breaking the rule?I make my way back to my tent, my heart racing with every step. I can feel the weight of the camp's attention on me, and I know that I'm in for a rough ride. I had to get back to cleaning up the mess in my room as Mistress Elara had summoned me before I was done. I began to pick up the clothes and dirt's around, but stopped halfway. Something feels off.I spin around, my eyes scanning the space. That's when I see it. A small piece of paper on my bed, with a message scrawled on it."Be ca
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I hesitate, unsure of how much to reveal. But something about Elsie's kind face makes me trust her."He told me to meet his eyes," I say, my voice barely above a whisper. "He said I have to obey him."Elsie says nothing but keeps looking at me with keen eyes. I decide to take the risk and show her the note. Perhaps she might just be of help."Be careful, Ava. You're playing with fire," Elsie reads aloud, her eyes widening."Do you have any idea who must have left the note for me?" I ask."No," she answers.Elsie's expression turns grave. "Ava, you have to be careful. General Kaelen is not a man to be trifled with. He's powerful, and he's ruthless."I nod, feeling a chill run down my spine. I know that Elsie is right. I have to be careful, or I'll end up getting hurt.But as I look at Elsie, I realize that she's not just warning me about General Kaelen. She's warning me about something more.Something that could change everything."Ava, there's something you need to know," Elsie says,
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I hesitate, unsure of how much to reveal. But something about Elsie's kind face makes me trust her."He told me to meet his eyes," I say, my voice barely above a whisper. "He said I have to obey him."Elsie says nothing but keeps looking at me with keen eyes. I decide to take the risk and show her the note. Perhaps she might just be of help."Be careful, Ava. You're playing with fire," Elsie reads aloud, her eyes widening."Do you have any idea who must have left the note for me?" I ask."No," she answers.Elsie's expression turns grave. "Ava, you have to be careful. General Kaelen is not a man to be trifled with. He's powerful, and he's ruthless."I nod, feeling a chill run down my spine. I know that Elsie is right. I have to be careful, or I'll end up getting hurt.But as I look at Elsie, I realize that she's not just warning me about General Kaelen. She's warning me about something more.Something that could change everything."Ava, there's something you need to know," Elsie says,
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I hesitate, unsure of how much to reveal. But something about Elsie's kind face makes me trust her."He told me to meet his eyes," I say, my voice barely above a whisper. "He said I have to obey him."Elsie says nothing but keeps looking at me with keen eyes. I decide to take the risk and show her the note. Perhaps she might just be of help."Be careful, Ava. You're playing with fire," Elsie reads aloud, her eyes widening."Do you have any idea who must have left the note for me?" I ask."No," she answers.Elsie's expression turns grave. "Ava, you have to be careful. General Kaelen is not a man to be trifled with. He's powerful, and he's ruthless."I nod, feeling a chill run down my spine. I know that Elsie is right. I have to be careful, or I'll end up getting hurt.But as I look at Elsie, I realize that she's not just warning me about General Kaelen. She's warning me about something more.Something that could change everything."Ava, there's something you need to know," Elsie says,
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"Ava" He remembers my name. I didn't really think he heard me say my name.For a moment, I expected him to smile or say something kind, but instead, he gave me a cold shoulder, his expression unreadable.I felt a pang of disappointment, but I tried not to let it show. "Sorry about that," I said, trying to sound casual.Zayne nodded curtly and turned to walk away, leaving me feeling a bit bewildered.I shrugged and continued on my way, wondering why Zayne had been so brusque with me. Had I done something to offend him?As I walked, I couldn't shake the feeling that Zayne's behavior was more than just a coincidence. For a moment there, he almost did crack a joke with me, but then, like a blink of an eye, he was back to being the warrior and I the servant.I sighed and pushed the thought aside, focusing on my duties instead.But just as I was about to enter the kitchen tent, I heard Zayne's voice behind me."Ava."I turned to see him standing a few feet away, his eyes narrowed slightly.
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As Zayne walked to Mistress Elara's tent, he couldn't shake off the feeling that something was amiss. The general's behavior had been strange of late, and Zayne's instincts told him that there was more to the general's request than met the eye.Zayne’s curiosity was piqued, and he made a mental note to keep an ear out for any rumors or gossip. He had a feeling that something big was brewing, and he wanted to be prepared.As he walked through the camp, he nodded to the warriors and servants he passed. They all looked up to him, and he was well-respected in the Panja village. But Zayne knew that his loyalty lay with the general, and he would do whatever it took to protect him.When he arrived at Mistress Elara's tent, he found her busy with her daily chores. She looked up as Zayne entered, a look of curiosity on her face. Is he in need of an entertainer, or perhaps he wants a recommendation?"Mistress Elara," Zayne greeted, stepping into the tent with his usual composed demeanor. "The g
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The general's expression was unreadable, but Mistress Elara could sense his intensity. He was searching for something, but she wasn't sure what.He said finally, his voice low, "And what about her abilities? Has she shown any... unusual talents?"Mistress Elara's eyes widened slightly, and she felt a shiver run down her spine. What did the general know, and what was he looking for?"I'm not sure what you mean, General," she replied, trying to sound nonchalant. "Ava is a skilled servant, but I'm not aware of any unusual talents she may possess."The general's eyes seemed to bore into her soul, as if he could see right through her. Mistress Elara felt a surge of fear, wondering if she had said too much or too little."I see," he said finally, his voice dripping with skepticism. "Well, Mistress Elara, I think that's all for now. You may go."Mistress Elara nodded, relieved to be dismissed. As she turned to leave, she hesitated for the briefest moment, debating whether she should say anyt
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AVA'S POVI continued with my tasks, my hands moving quickly and efficiently as I scrubbed the pots and pans. Being a servant in the Panja community wasn't an easy one, but I would rather be a servant than an entertainer to the Panja warriors anytime. It helped me stay focused and invisible, and not completely broken.As I worked, my mind began to wander. I had noticed that I havent seen General Kaelen in a while, and I wondered if he was okay. Perhaps he had gone on a solo war, or maybe he was just busy with other matters. I also noticed that I haven't been assigned to him in the past few weeks, and my chores had doubled on a daily basis. I wondered the reason for this, but I wouldn't dare ask Mistress Elara for fear of being punished some more.Just as I was trying to take my mind off my thoughts and focus on my chores, I noticed Elsie standing behind the kitchen door, trying to get my attention. My heart skipped a beat as I felt a pang of guilt. Ever since General Kaelen had asked
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“The soldiers. Quiet. Restless. More fights breaking out. One even collapsed during a sparring match, said his limbs just gave out.”Kaelen sat up straighter despite the ache in his spine. “So it’s not just me.”“No. But it’s stronger in you. Which makes me think this isn’t just sickness. Something’s targeting you.”He didn’t flinch. “You think it’s Ava?”The name cut through the air like steel.I watched him closely. “I think… whatever tether you formed with her, it’s still active. Even at a distance.”“However, I think it’s the accusations laid on you that affect you the most. And you have to be strong and go after what you want. If you love Ava, fight for it—irrespective of the culture of our land.”He went still.I leaned forward, voice low. “Kaelen… when did this start?”His lips parted, but no words came. Then he closed his eyes. “A few days after she stopped showing up in the kitchens. After that last night. The one I thought was our—”He stopped himself. Looked away.“She’s co
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Ava POV When I finished, he nodded thoughtfully. "I see," he said. "It seems like the General is not the only one being persecuted around here."I felt a surge of gratitude toward him. Finally, someone who understood me. "What brings you here, Master?" I asked, trying to change the subject.Zylan smiled wryly. "I'm here to check on you and to ask you a favor, actually.""A favor?" I tilted my head. "What's the matter? Is the General okay?" My voice trembled slightly, the fear too quick to rise.Zylan's eyes softened as he shook his head, the corners of his mouth drawn down. "No, I must say. He's been... indisposed lately."My eyes widened in concern. "What do you mean by 'indisposed'? Has he been injured? Is he sick?""It's hard to explain," Zylan replied, running a hand through his hair. "At first, we thought it was fatigue. The General rarely rests, as you know. But now… his condition is more troubling than that."I took a hesitant step closer. "Troubling how? Has he spoken to anyo
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As we sat together, Zylan asked me questions about my symptoms, listening intently as I described my fatigue, lack of appetite, and general malaise. I felt a sense of relief wash over me as I talked, knowing that Zylan was listening and trying to help.“How long has this been going on?” Zylan asked softly, his brows furrowed in concern.I sighed, running a shaky hand through my hair. “A while. Weeks, maybe. It started small—skipping meals, sleepless nights. I thought it would pass. I thought I could handle it.”He reached out, gently placing a hand on my shoulder. “You’ve been carrying too much, Kaelen. You don’t have to do everything alone.”A bitter laugh escaped me. “I’m the General, Zylan. If I don’t hold it together, who will?”“You don’t have to break just to prove you’re strong,” he said quietly. “Strength isn’t about never falling—it’s about getting back up. And right now, getting help doesn’t make you weak.”I stared at him for a long moment before nodding. “You sound like on
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Zylan's eyes locked onto mine, filled with a deep concern."General, let me help you," he said, his voice soft. "Whatever is going on, we'll figure it out together."I felt a wave of relief wash over me. Maybe, just maybe, I wasn't alone in this after all. Maybe Zylan could help me find a way out of this darkness.With a newfound sense of hope, I nodded, my eyes meeting Zylan's."Thank you," I said, my voice barely above a whisper. "I don't know what's wrong with me."Zylan's expression was gentle."We'll find out," he said. "Together."Zylan's words were a balm to my frazzled nerves. I felt a sense of gratitude towards my friend, who had always been there for me in times of need. As Zylan approached me, I noticed that he was carrying a small satchel."I brought some food and medicine," Zylan said, his eyes scanning my gaunt face. "Let's get you fed and rested, and then we'll figure out what's going on."I nodded, feeling a wave of relief wash over me. I knew that I couldn't keep goin
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"What's the situation with the Council?" I asked, changing the subject.Zylan's expression turned grim. "It's not looking good, General. They're investigating your conduct, and there are rumors of... impropriety. If they're not careful, it could escalate into a full-blown scandal."I cursed under my breath, feeling a sense of frustration. I knew that the Council was looking for a way to bring me down, to strip me of my power and influence. And with Ava by my side, it seemed like they had the perfect ammunition.“They’ve been waiting for this,” I muttered, rubbing the bridge of my nose. “One misstep, and they pounce like vultures.”"You’ve always had enemies among them,” Zylan said carefully. “But this time… it’s different. They’re not just whispering behind closed doors. They’re gathering support.”"Because of Ava?" I asked, already knowing the answer.Zylan hesitated, then gave a slow nod. “Yes. They see her as a weakness, a liability. They think she’s distracting you. And worse… the
