The night felt agonizingly prolonged, with each passing minute stretching their apprehension. It was only when the first light of dawn graced the sky, followed by the long-awaited sound, that a sigh of relief finally escaped the lips of everyone outside the room. With the rising sun, Rohan passes through the big door with a bouquet and baby Roschal in his arms.He arranged the flowers in a large vase quite skillfully, like someone who was used to doing it. It was unimaginable coming from an Alpha. After that, he sat on a chair next to the bed."How are you feeling, my princess?" Rohan stretched out his hand to caress Sashal's head.“It never gets better than this, dear,” Sashal answered with a chuckle despite her pale face.Watching Sashal's expression, Rohan couldn't stop himself from kissing her pale face. Not only he but baby Roschal also doesn't want to lose to his father. He hugged and kissed the face of his mother, whom he had not seen for four days. He did it well enough that S
“Ruri will come here?” Sashal sounded excited. “Yeah, she is. But I need to scold Menitto first for giving news about you to the other party.” “Come on, you know Menitto moved because of my orders. He did it because I wanted Ruri to also hear this good news on time.” Sashal pout. It melted Rohan's heart so much that he couldn't help but smile. “Alright, alright, you can have fun with your friends. But, are you sure you're okay?" “Yeah. Thanks to the herbal medicine I made, my body felt lighter after giving birth. And I recovered quite quickly." “You're still pale.” “But I'm fine, really. I know very well how unbearable the pain was after giving birth to Roschal, so I know that my current condition is the best.” Rohan frowned. "I still regret I couldn't keep you company during those hard times." “You don't have to. We just played our respective roles at that time.” Sashal kissed the back of Rohan's palm. “By the way, how long will Ruri visit?” “Ah, about that, I also want to di
Sashal watched her figure from the reflection in the window. Something was missing from her, she thought. "Ah..." She put a crown on her head. Now, It's just like her. The crown suits her. Her gaze dropped. She caress her protruding belly while muttering something through her clenched jaws. Sashal's green eyes were filled with remorse. The sun shone through the window and unto her beautiful face, which looked like a doll. But Sashal could not feel the warmth of the light. So were the fancy dress and the crown of a noble queen, which seemed to be all meaningless. 'Shan, the full moon is almost here.' She spoke to her wolf, who decided not to respond. Sashal grinned wryly. “Are you sulking now? Sorry because you can't taste the full moon all this time.” From within her, a surging emotion suffocated her. -“FIGHT! What are you doing just by standing still like this?! F#ck them porky!”- Sashal's wolf, Shan, had her refreshing curse. Sashal often wonders if maybe Shan is a dark man
She felt like she was falling into a bottomless abyss. The feeling of being swallowed up in an endless darkness felt more comfortable than she initially thought. Whatever it was, it was better than when she existed as a hindrance between her husband and Luelle's sickening love affair. She hopes she will not wake up from this sleep if possible because hell is the only place to wake up. But, 'F#ck!' -“Sashal, are you up? You slept long enough this time.”- "Shan?" She returned to the sickeningly damp prison that had held her captive, again, for the 9th time. Instead of dying, she always returned to Sashal's five-month-earlier self. -“Hey girl, are you okay? Your internal condition is kinda…”- Shan, her wolf, never remembers their time loop experience, even for the 9th time. This is her 10th life after nine-time loops. It's so sickening. She returned five months earlier before being executed in the capital's plaza. When she spent four months in this prison because of the rogue gro
What am I doing at this moment in my second life? I cursed at her after getting off the carriage like a madwoman possessed. I grabbed Luelle's hair and ordered the guards to lock her in prison. I screamed at everyone, telling them that I knew Luelle was carrying Jermaine's child. I'm so hysterical. That is my first loop. Thinking it was my second chance to get rid of Luelle, who had snatched my husband away, I was branded as crazy by everyone instead. My end is the same as my first life: death. In this life, how should I react? "I'm tired." A complaint escaped from my parted lips. "Oh yes, you must be tired, Sashal." "Let's get you inside first, Your Majesty." Ruri, my other lady-in-waiting, responded. “Our queen, you have experienced a terrible incident. Please rest assured now. We will protect you.” I'm happy to see Bella again but too numb to express it. "My queen, let's check your health first." That was the first sentence Jermaine said to me. It never changes. "Ng,"
"I see, so you don't know him either?" Bella looked guilty. “I will put all of mine into finding out about that silver werewolf! Seeing that he has an unusual fur color, I think I will quickly find him for you, Your Majesty!” I chuckled. "No need, Bels. Now I want to sleep alone." "That... Please don't take those people's whispers to heart, Your Majesty." I smiled at Bella. But my smile doesn't seem to relieve her. I looked up at the familiar ceiling of my room. People assume I've been out of my room for four months, but that's wrong. Until four days ago, I was still staring at it before being interrogated in the dungeon, then sentenced to death. I'm tired. I don't want to fight this time. Days passed. Jermaine hasn't visited me at all since that day. The maids and my lady-in-waiting comforted me by saying that Jermaine was too busy. “The Kingdom is currently undergoing military aggression with the Northern Kingdom over neutral territory. That is why His Majesty has not had the
“Frankly speaking, you came back in too fine a state for a rogue’s kidnapping victim.” A dry laugh escaped from my mouth. “Fine, huh?” Do I look fine in his eyes? Is this why those officials slandered me that I had changed sides? They consider it impossible for a person, especially a woman, to return in one piece after being kidnapped by a group of rogues. What was running wild through their heads right now must be the thought that I had been brainwashed or threatened by my captors to destroy the government from within. Given that the kingdom’s security situation is currently in flux, my return must be pretty suspicious. I understand how they could think that. If I were in their position, I would also suspect myself. “On top of that, the officials are questioning your competencies as their wolf queen. They alluded to how weak you are despite your high status because those rogues managed to kidnap you for four months.” “I see.” They want a strong wolf queen, and I understand t
“I’m going back to my parent’s house.”“Wait, what? Divorce? Return to your parent, who mistreated you like that?”“…Yeah.”Now, after all that looping, my parent’s poor treatment is nothing compared to what I’ll be going through for the next five months, Jermaine.“Do you understand what you’re talking about? Divorce of the royal family means you may never set foot in the Capital again, and your original status as the daughter of the Beta Duke will be revoked.”“I know.”He gasps. “Yet, you asked for a divorce?”“Mhm. Wouldn’t that benefit you too?” I blinked slowly, not taking my eyes off his heavenly-cold face.So far, I have always insisted on keeping my position as his ONLY wife and Queen. But now I realize that my stubbornness will only lead me to my and my unborn baby’s death in a cruel way