LOGIN“My feet don’t have eyes, Rum. Come on, stop sulking already! Besides, they didn’t even do anything to us,” I said with a grin, trying to cheer Arum up. Her face looked like it was about to explode from a mix of embarrassment and irritation.
Arum just sighed, clearly still upset. “Yeah, yeah, but still, I’m not sure we can escape everyone’s stares after what happened in the cafeteria.” Without another word, she grabbed my hand and hurriedly pulled me toward our class. I could only follow, glancing back briefly to see Jinu, Hasan, and the rest of the GGS guys still sitting at their table, chatting. I felt a bit awkward around Bin, but at the same time, I couldn’t help remembering Jinu’s friendly smile when he helped me earlier. “Come on, Yu, focus!” Arum scolded again, noticing I was zoning out. “Stop overthinking weird stuff, or you’ll end up slipping in front of them again.” I just gave a small grin and straightened my steps. “Yeah, yeah, Rum. I’m serious.” But deep down, I knew this was something I wouldn’t be forgetting anytime soon. And Arum was right—once we stepped out of the cafeteria, we were met with stares from the entire school until we made it into the classroom. Well, the gossip about me getting caught in the school storage room some time ago, plus my marriage to Bin, had already made a huge scene in school. Suddenly, other students started approaching me, except Jeni, who was clearly fuming since the situation had turned in my favor. After we got to class, things went on as usual with the next lesson. Nothing unusual happened until class was finally over. I was packing my bag to go home when I heard the girls in my class squealing while looking out the window, grinning. “What now?” I turned to look outside, and there was Nunu! Seriously, he was full-on showing off, even winking at some of the girls in my class. Then he stopped at our classroom door, leaning casually against the frame. With his cool expression, he swept his gaze around the room as if inspecting the place. “What’s he doing here?” I whispered to Arum. “No idea. I think something’s about to happen,” Arum said, holding me back from leaving. “Just wait. Let him go first, then we can leave,” she added. “Oh, come on, why make it complicated? What if they’re in the same class as us?” I muttered quietly. But suddenly, Arum and I seemed to realize something at the same time, locking eyes. “Don’t tell me …” ** After school, I took the angkot home like usual. It wasn’t too crowded, but a few students from other schools were hitching a ride too. I sat at the far end near the door, enjoying the cool Bandung afternoon breeze on my face. As I was enjoying the ride, I suddenly heard the girls behind me squealing like they’d just seen a celebrity pass by. “Oh my gosh, that’s Bin! I swear he’s been following this city minibus!” one of them said a little too loudly. I instinctively turned around, curiosity getting the better of me. Through the back window, I saw him,Bin, on his motorcycle. His helmet was still on, but I could tell it was definitely him. Not long after, he lifted his visor, and his gaze immediately locked onto me. Even from behind, it was obvious he’d been tailing this city minibus. My mind was full of questions, but I’d be lying if I said my heart wasn’t pounding a little. Slowly, he steered his bike to the side of the minibus, right next to where I was sitting. Now I could see his face clearly. I still wondered what he was doing, but then he gave me a slight grin from behind his helmet. His gaze was sharp, but… there was something about it that made me unable to look away, like he knew exactly how to hold my attention. Inside the angkot, the girls were getting even louder, making comments about me and Bin. “Oooh, Ayu! This is so cute! Just like in dramas!” “Ayu, you two are total couple goals!” I felt more and more awkward, my eyes still fixed on Bin, who was matching his speed with the angkot. I took a deep breath. Part of me wanted to laugh, but another part felt like I was in the spotlight in front of Bin’s unofficial fan club. Eventually, Bin sped up and overtook the minibus. I could finally breathe a little easier, and the chatter inside the minibus calmed down. Still, I couldn’t help but smile to myself, wondering why girls were so into the bad-boy type like him. They didn’t know what it was like at home, how annoying he could be, lounging around like he had nothing to do, bossing me around like he was the king of the place. The earlier excitement faded, and soon the angkot stopped right in front of the gates to a fancy housing complex. There was a security post, a barrier gate, and guards checking every vehicle that went in or out. I got off and started the short walk into the complex. The guards greeted me, by now they knew my face well, considering I was the “new resident” here. Not far in, I spotted a motorcycle parked by the side of the road. And sure enough, it was Bin again. He was leaning casually against his bike. I pretended not to notice and kept walking, but suddenly he called out, “Come on, get on.” I froze, turned toward him, and gave him a strange look. “No need. I’m almost there,” I replied, continuing to walk, hoping he wouldn’t push it. But then he slowly rolled his bike forward and stopped right in front of me, blocking my path. “I said, get on,” he repeated, his voice a little firm but his face still neutral. I stayed silent, taking a deep breath to calm myself. This guy really had a knack for being pushy. In the end, I had no choice but to get on the back of his bike. The moment I sat down, he revved the engine, but wait, instead of heading into the complex, he turned around and drove out. “Hey, where are we going?” I asked, tapping his shoulder. I meant to get his attention, but instead I realized how solid his muscles were. Wow, this guy was really built, like a fighter. But of course, Bin didn’t answer. He just glanced at me through the rearview mirror. Figures, he had a mouth but rarely used it. He could’ve at least explained something instead of leaving me confused. I was starting to get annoyed.This morning I woke up with my whole body still sore. I blinked slowly, letting my eyes adjust to the sunlight slipping through the window blinds.Mbin was right next to me, still completely knocked out, breathing steady, and… shirtless!Oh my god. And me too!Instinctively, I pulled the blanket up to cover myself, though it was basically pointless. Last night he’d already seen everything, touched everything, and... felt everything.I scrambled to grab my clothes scattered all over the floor, thrown everywhere by him last night. Damn, what a predator. But to be fair, he was gentle… because he knew it was my first time.He’d looked so worried when I winced in pain. But in the end, even he couldn’t hold back.I got off the bed with legs that felt weak and sore, and hobbled into the bathroom. When I stood in front of the mirror, I froze.Oh crap.The reflection staring back at me showed red marks in several places—the traces he’d left on my skin. The marks of a predator claiming his prey
“Forgive me, Yu.”His breath brushed softly against the back of my neck, warm, trembling, carrying the weight of everything he’d kept inside for so long.Then slowly, he pulled away from our embrace, his eyes locking on mine. There was so much there, weariness, sorrow, and sincerity that felt almost painful to see.“So… you didn’t enroll in college because you were taking care of Mama, right?” I asked gently.He didn’t answer right away. A faint smile appeared instead, as he guided me to sit beside him on the edge of the bed. His hand never left mine, it was firm, as if he was afraid to let go again.“Yeah, that’s how it was,” he said quietly. “It’s okay, right? I can go to college next year. For now, I’ll take care of the workshop, help Mama. She’s doing better now, she can walk, even go to the bathroom on her own.”His voice trembled. His eyes looked distant, filled with memories of the hard days he must’ve gone through.I gently touched his cheek, turning his face toward me. “It’s
Mbin held my hand tightly, as if he didn’t want me to hesitate or pull away. He led me into the house, the same house I used to think of as my own. The air inside was just as I remembered: warm, but somehow quieter, like time had been standing still.He kept walking toward the master bedroom. Every step felt heavier, because I had no idea what I was about to find inside. Something in me didn’t feel right, but I kept following him anyway.When Mbin opened the door, my eyes immediately caught sight of two familiar figures.I froze.My heart skipped a beat.Sitting in that room was a woman in a wheelchair. She turned her head toward me, wearing the same gentle smile I’d missed so much.“Ma…” I whispered, barely audible.It was Mbin’s mom, the woman I had always called Mama. She looked at me with warmth and affection. But… why was she in a wheelchair? Why hadn’t anyone told me?Next to her sat my mother. She looked up too, her expression mixed with emotion, a little guilt, a little relief
Finally, the moment I’d been waiting for all this time had come. My friends and I got accepted into our dream universities. Even though our majors were different, we still stayed close and hung out together whenever we could.The GGS kids, known for being brave and full of mechanical spirit, mostly took Mechanical Engineering. Some chose Management so they could handle our garage business later. As for me, I picked Literature, just like I’d always planned.Even though our faculty buildings were far apart, every afternoon we’d gather at the same spot in the campus park, the place that had become a witness to our laughter, stories, and shared longing.But there was one thing that still weighed heavy on my heart, Bin.He always said he’d enroll in college soon, kept saying, “Wait for me, Yu, I’ll register later.” But now, six months had passed, and I still hadn’t seen him, at any campus.During those six months, we only talked over the phone. Every time, he asked me to be patient, saying
Finally, after we’d had enough spying on Rocky aka Iky, and Jeni, we all split up and left the food court. Stomachs full, hearts a little lighter, but my mind was still spinning, replaying the conversation I’d overheard.As usual, Arum immediately clung to Bro M. Who knows where they were heading. Siska had already gone off with Bro Jinu too, being all lovey-dovey like the world only belonged to them. That left just me, Hasan, and Nunu standing in the basement parking lot like lost kids with nowhere to go.“I’ll go home with Hasan,” I suddenly said, folding my arms and shooting Hasan a sharp glare as he rolled out his bike. “I’m gonna lecture him!”Hasan, who was just putting on his helmet, widened his eyes. “Huh? Lecture me about what?”Nunu chuckled as he slipped his key into the ignition. “Alright, I’m out. You two have fun, okay? Don’t let that demon girl bite you, San!” he teased before starting his engine.Hasan laughed, glancing at me. “Demon girl? Not a bad nickname, actually.
Nunu finally came back from the restroom and joined us in keeping an eye on Iky and Jeni.Jeni had already changed into the outfit Iky picked earlier, and from across the store, Nunu, Hasan, and I watched as the two of them walked out together.We followed slowly, keeping our distance. Behind us, the pairs Jinu–Siska and Bro M–Arum also started tailing them from farther away.Iky headed toward the food court, and we quickly found an empty table not too far from theirs, far enough not to be obvious, but close enough to still watch.From where I sat, I could see Iky sitting across from Jeni. They looked like they were talking, but Iky’s expression was still the same old blank one.Jeni giggled softly, pointing at the menu in her hands, like she was trying to convince him to order something. I could already tell, she was insisting they eat together.“Looks like Jeni’s gonna order for both of them,” Nunu whispered, nudging my arm.I nodded, eyes fixed on them. Sure enough, a few minutes l







