LOGINBin took me to a place that was … insane. Super elite. When I realized where we were, it was already like the upper Dago area in Bandung.
The atmosphere here was completely different, cold air that brushed against my skin, a slow breeze that somehow pierced through, and the damp scent of highland trees was even stronger. It didn’t feel like the city anymore, more like a luxurious countryside, quiet and peaceful. In front of me stood a three-story elite boarding house, its building clean, white, and modern. Huge glass windows lined each room, and balconies were neatly arranged like they were ready to be the perfect place to relax every afternoon. I could only imagine how expensive the rent must be for a place like this. No doubt, only rich kids or children of officials could afford to stay here. I followed Bin inside, walking through a corridor that was wide enough. On both sides were small man-made gardens, probably just to make the place look even more “exclusive.” In the middle of the corridor was a low table surrounded by colorful bean bags, clearly meant for hanging out with friends. In this chilly weather, the bright colors actually made the place feel more cheerful, like they were inviting you to just sit and lounge around. “Hey, what are you even bringing me here for, Bin?” I complained, trying to catch up with his super casual pace ahead of me. I honestly had no idea what his purpose was. I kept grumbling, but he just kept walking like he didn’t hear a thing. “Don’t ask too many questions,” he replied curtly without looking back. Weird. No further explanation. And the longer I stayed here, the more uncomfortable I felt, this was clearly not my kind of place. Eventually, we stopped in front of a door that looked a bit more special than the other rooms we passed earlier. From the outside alone, it was obviously different. Above the door was an elegant nameplate that read Deluxe Room, making this place look like a luxury hotel, not just an elite boarding house. Seriously? A boarding house with room types? Was this even a boarding house or an actual hotel? “Bin, what are we really doing here?” I asked, genuinely curious now, with a bit of fear creeping in. Bin finally stopped in front of a door marked “01.” It didn’t have a regular key, there was a smart lock instead. He looked at me, his expression blank, but his eyes … sharp! It was like there was something he wanted to find out from me. “You’ll know once you get inside. Come on, hurry up,” he said, short and firm. I swallowed hard. I didn’t know if that was a request or an order. But coming from Bin, everything always sounded like an order. I had every right to refuse … but my curiosity was winning over my fear. So, I ended up going in. The moment I stepped inside, I could immediately feel something was different. The room was huge and ridiculously fancy for … well, a boarding house. I thought it was going to be a regular room, but inside it looked more like a lounge than a student’s living space. There was a big sofa, a table cluttered with electronic devices, and elegant hanging lights that made the place look even more luxurious. While I was still wondering what this place even was, my heart skipped a beat when Bin suddenly stopped, and before I realized it, he pushed me against the wall. His sharp eyes locked straight onto mine, startling me so much that I froze. “I don’t like beating around the bush, Ayu,” Bin started, his tone calm but firm, his eyes boring into me. “So answer honestly. What did you see that time behind the school?” My heart instantly began pounding like crazy. So, we were finally talking about this. I remembered it clearly, I saw him holding something behind the school, something that looked like… a transaction. Ever since then, I thought he was really involved in shady business. I swallowed again, feeling the closeness between us. He was so close I could feel his breath. I was nervous as hell, but I still tried to hide it. “I-I … I didn’t see anything …” I replied, trying to sound calm but failing miserably. “Then why … did you run if you didn’t see anything?” Bin asked in a low, pressing tone, his gaze moving even closer like he was hunting for the truth. He kept staring without blinking, like he could read my mind. I tried to dodge again, but that stare of his just made me more uneasy, cornering me further. “Don’t lie, Ayu.” His voice was soft but cold, enough to send shivers down my spine. “What did you actually see?” he pressed. I finally ran out of excuses. I had no choice but to give in. Taking a deep breath, I gathered enough courage to speak. “Fine … I thought … I thought I saw you holding something like … illegal stuff or whatever …” I lowered my head, hoping this would end quickly. “I’m not going to get involved in your business, Bin. Please!” I added quickly, feeling so small under his predator-like stare. But he didn’t answer right away. He just kept looking at me sharply, as if weighing my words. After what felt like an eternity, he finally spoke. “Listen, Ayu,” Bin’s voice was low and firm, each word carrying the weight of a real threat. “If what you saw ever spreads to the entire school, or even the whole world, I’ll know it was you. I’ll find you even if you’re hiding in Antarctica.” I stayed silent, holding my breath. He was dead serious. For the first time, I was actually scared. I could still feel Bin’s breath on my face. Damn, he was close. His eyes were so sharp I couldn’t even blink. I wanted to move away, but being pinned like this left me no escape. Suddenly, the sound of the door opening behind us broke the tension. The smart lock beeped, and Bin immediately turned his head, stepping away from me. Finally able to breathe again, I realized my heart was still racing like crazy. I only just noticed that I’d been holding my breath the whole time because of his threat earlier. The door swung wide open, and a group of GGS members walked in. I stayed frozen against the wall, watching them one by one. “Oh, we have a guest?” Nunu grinned casually, tossing his bag onto the sofa. MJ walked straight up to me with both hands raised, smiling wide like we were already close friends. “Yuhuu! Welcome to our basecamp, Ayu!” he cheered like this was some kind of mini celebration. I stayed quiet in the corner, stiff from the leftover tension. Slowly, I looked around. So… this was the GGS basecamp? No way. This luxury lounge-looking place… was a biker gang’s base? I just stood there in shock, realizing that I had just walked right into their den with all my innocence. My head felt like it was going to explode as Arum’s words suddenly echoed in my mind. “Don’t get involved with GGS, Ayu!” Those words rang like a loud warning. And yet, here I was, in direct contact with the most feared gang in school, right in their lair! And the scariest part? I was already … the wife of their leader! I swallowed again, occasionally glancing at Bin, who was now chatting with the others. In my head, there was only one word: run! But my legs were trembling so badly I couldn’t move. “So, Ayu? Impressed with this place?” Hasan’s voice suddenly broke my thoughts. He smiled mischievously, clearly amused at how nervous I looked. I forced a stiff smile, trying hard not to look panicked. “Hehe … yeah, it’s … nice,” I replied, swallowing again. “Nice? She looks pale,” Iky chimed in casually, leaning against the wall with a completely blank expression. Ouch! That one hit straight to the heart. See? Arum was right! Iky’s words could sting like crazy, and damn, they were spot on! I just wanted to disappear from here. “Uh … I’m just not feeling well, hehe,” I excused myself with a weak grin. The truth was my heart was still racing from Bin cornering me earlier. But instead of easing up, the situation felt even more awkward because now the GGS members were openly watching me. Seriously… could this day get any worse?Two Years LaterTwo years have passed since all that chaos happened.Now my life is so much calmer, more stable, and definitely happier.Mbin finally started college last year, while I’m already his senior.Yep, I’m Bin’s senior now.Wild, right? But on campus, everyone already knows we’re married. It’s no secret anymore, we’re always together wherever we go.And… when we get home, there’s someone tiny waiting for me.Yep, after more than a year of college, Bin and I decided not to delay having a baby.Now, I’m a mother to the cutest little boy ever.His name is Bintang.He’s only six months old, but oh my God, he’s so handsome!Looks exactly like Bin, just a mini version.That’s why we named him Bintang, so the “Bin” stays in his name.“He’s the one who lights up my life now.”Sometimes I imagine… when I graduate, he’ll already be able to run around calling “Mom!”, and congratulate me at my graduation ceremony.Ugh, I can’t wait for that day!Turns out, studying while raising a baby
As soon as I got to campus, I headed straight to the bench by the garden to sit for a bit. The sun wasn’t too harsh this morning, but I still felt hot, especially wearing a turtleneck. But yeah, no choice.I had barely landed my butt on the bench when Siska and Arum immediately shot me suspicious looks.“Why are you walking weird?”“I’m fine,” I answered quickly, trying to act casual as I sat down. But yeah, I knew they noticed.Then Nunu, who was way more experienced in that department, plopped down beside me with a knowing smirk. He even shifted away from the GGS kids, like he wanted to kidnap me for interrogation.“Tch, Mbin definitely cracked you open last night!” he said, accusing me outright.I glared at him so hard.“Yaaah! Shibal sekiya, damn it!” I instinctively cursed in Korean like the dramas I always watch.Nunu only burst out laughing, worse than before!Oh, I knew his weakness. I quickly opened Webtoon on my phone, searched for Kemala, the horror comic famous for its cre
This morning I woke up with my whole body still sore. I blinked slowly, letting my eyes adjust to the sunlight slipping through the window blinds.Mbin was right next to me, still completely knocked out, breathing steady, and… shirtless!Oh my god. And me too!Instinctively, I pulled the blanket up to cover myself, though it was basically pointless. Last night he’d already seen everything, touched everything, and... felt everything.I scrambled to grab my clothes scattered all over the floor, thrown everywhere by him last night. Damn, what a predator. But to be fair, he was gentle… because he knew it was my first time.He’d looked so worried when I winced in pain. But in the end, even he couldn’t hold back.I got off the bed with legs that felt weak and sore, and hobbled into the bathroom. When I stood in front of the mirror, I froze.Oh crap.The reflection staring back at me showed red marks in several places—the traces he’d left on my skin. The marks of a predator claiming his prey
“Forgive me, Yu.”His breath brushed softly against the back of my neck, warm, trembling, carrying the weight of everything he’d kept inside for so long.Then slowly, he pulled away from our embrace, his eyes locking on mine. There was so much there, weariness, sorrow, and sincerity that felt almost painful to see.“So… you didn’t enroll in college because you were taking care of Mama, right?” I asked gently.He didn’t answer right away. A faint smile appeared instead, as he guided me to sit beside him on the edge of the bed. His hand never left mine, it was firm, as if he was afraid to let go again.“Yeah, that’s how it was,” he said quietly. “It’s okay, right? I can go to college next year. For now, I’ll take care of the workshop, help Mama. She’s doing better now, she can walk, even go to the bathroom on her own.”His voice trembled. His eyes looked distant, filled with memories of the hard days he must’ve gone through.I gently touched his cheek, turning his face toward me. “It’s
Mbin held my hand tightly, as if he didn’t want me to hesitate or pull away. He led me into the house, the same house I used to think of as my own. The air inside was just as I remembered: warm, but somehow quieter, like time had been standing still.He kept walking toward the master bedroom. Every step felt heavier, because I had no idea what I was about to find inside. Something in me didn’t feel right, but I kept following him anyway.When Mbin opened the door, my eyes immediately caught sight of two familiar figures.I froze.My heart skipped a beat.Sitting in that room was a woman in a wheelchair. She turned her head toward me, wearing the same gentle smile I’d missed so much.“Ma…” I whispered, barely audible.It was Mbin’s mom, the woman I had always called Mama. She looked at me with warmth and affection. But… why was she in a wheelchair? Why hadn’t anyone told me?Next to her sat my mother. She looked up too, her expression mixed with emotion, a little guilt, a little relief
Finally, the moment I’d been waiting for all this time had come. My friends and I got accepted into our dream universities. Even though our majors were different, we still stayed close and hung out together whenever we could.The GGS kids, known for being brave and full of mechanical spirit, mostly took Mechanical Engineering. Some chose Management so they could handle our garage business later. As for me, I picked Literature, just like I’d always planned.Even though our faculty buildings were far apart, every afternoon we’d gather at the same spot in the campus park, the place that had become a witness to our laughter, stories, and shared longing.But there was one thing that still weighed heavy on my heart, Bin.He always said he’d enroll in college soon, kept saying, “Wait for me, Yu, I’ll register later.” But now, six months had passed, and I still hadn’t seen him, at any campus.During those six months, we only talked over the phone. Every time, he asked me to be patient, saying







