I understood all too well what would happen now. The House of Arden and the House of Condor were on poor terms as it was. The House of Arden must know about the prince's betrayal by now, or soon would. It would be all about reaction and politics and the dormant feud flaring back up between the two houses. And they were both, King Henry and Duke Arden, merciless men.
It seemed Terres Somnia's darkest hour had come after all and there might be war. How could Aaron be this reckless? Couldn't he at least have been discreet if he had to revert to a past hubris at such a crucial time? With one more sip of whiskey to wash down the heartache, I called for my car. I had to leave before Henry found me and tried to manipulate me. I had to buy some time to think. I knew about the scandal that had resulted in Aaron's fiancée being born the bastard child of Duke Arden. Having myself been labelled a bastard on occasion, I found myself thinking of the girl from small town Rosa. She would not be treated kindly. I'd spent my childhood being hidden away by my parents, only to have to go on the run five years ago when The King's Guard came after me and my mother. I had only recently again emerged into noble society and that too, not as my father's son, but rather as the infamous Duke of Copia. I risked my now peaceful life to do so, all for Emily. She who had long held my heart. She claimed to always love me, but things were always somewhat up in the air with her and Aaron. Still, I had let go of my reservations, only to be betrayed. I spent time catching up with Aaron. It was evident that he did, in fact, intend to marry Zoey. And though it was hardly usual for Aaron to take orders, he seemed so much taken with her that I was certain he had let go of his attachment to Emily. How could I have made plans for my whole life based on Aaron's word, which had all our lives been unreliable? Zoey's big, round, sparkling hazel eyes lit up by her smile, would not leave me. Then suddenly, they were before me again. Her hazel eyes were staring out the window of a car in the lane next to mine. They were filled with tears, shock, and devastation. They looked as I felt. I had to save myself somehow, but an overwhelming urge overtook me as I looked upon her. It was like looking in a mirror. In a moment, I went mad. It was instinct; it was primal. It made absolutely no sense. Being in the public eye would wreck my mother. I didn't need to be part of this war. I could simply disappear again. Yes, it made absolutely no sense, and it absolutely had to be done. I had to help her. I told myself I was out of my mind as I cut the other car off on the quiet streets of Caines. Zoey was startled. Bart glared and even bared his teeth in a low, threatening growl. And if I hadn't had the night I'd had, seen the things I'd seen, I might've turned back and gone home to pack. But I had seen. I had been betrayed, and I had laid eyes on her again. Those innocent eyes that would haunt me forever if I didn't get out of the car right then and there. Flashes of uncertainty accompanied images of Emily's face in my mind, but the pangs of betrayal won out. Cautious not to make any sudden moves, I got out of the car and raised my hands in surrender. "Move, Beaumont," Bart yelled, sticking his head out of the window. The words may as well not have been said, because I was looking only at her. This time she looked back, too, seemingly as transfixed as I was. At last, I found I could speak after all. Bartholomew, being privy to the details of my upbringing, was undoubtedly justified in being suspicious of me. My mouth moved on its own. I had said it before I even formed the thought. "I wish to speak to the lady, if she will allow it," I said. "This is neither the time nor the place, Beaumont. The lady—" "Will speak with you," she spoke, almost too softly to be heard. But I heard every sound that she made, so focused was I on her. What could have possessed her to agree to my request, I did not know. She seemed petrified at the very idea, and yet determined to go through with it all the same. Bart drew his fingers through his hair as he contemplated what to do. He gave her a look before he got out of the car and went over to her side to open her door. "Five minutes," Bart said to me as he watched her walk over to my car. Bart turned his head to his sister. "I will be right here," he promised, folding his arms and leaning against the hood of his car. She gave Bart a smile and nodded, then her eyes landed on me. Uncertainty and curiosity flooded them as she took unsteady steps towards me. "What is it you wish to discuss?" she asked in a shaky voice. What was I doing? I didn't know. This was new for me. I knew which companies I wanted to do business with. I knew instinctively what clothes I would buy when I walked into a store. I knew how to solve a problem before it had even been reported to me. What I didn't know was what I was doing in a car with Aaron's fiancée, especially on a night like tonight, when we were both sure to be looked for. I watched her fidget, playing with her fingers and looking for all the world like she would burst back into tears at any moment. For the second time in my life and that night, my mouth worked faster than my brain. "Marry me." The words came out, and I wished them unsaid the next moment. Her large, vulnerable hazel eyes grew even bigger. "I'm sorry. What did you just say?" Still the words came, as though without permission. "Marry me tonight," I said, "and I will protect you."(Sartis Est: Some time ago)It was over, at least in real time. In her head, it was still ongoing. She was still imagining the agony, the fear her brother and parents and thousands of her people had experienced when they were blown to bits. Even as she watched her country still alight, still burning while what was left of her people worked tirelessly to put it out, she was kneeling in the dirt and the ashes to receive the crown, her father’s crown. A crown that was never supposed to touch her red-haired head. She remembered her father’s strict words to her brother every time he showed that he was hurt or wanted to cry. “Tears are not for monarchs,” he’d say and Ethan, her brother, would immediately stop crying, like it was a switch he’d just flipped.She kept saying the words to herself like a mantra, softly so that only she could hear them. When the other side’s surrender came, she gave the order to annihilate them. What good was their surrender now? Her entire family was dead and s
(8 Months Later)Their loved ones had, at last, convinced James that it was time to take Zoey on their honeymoon. King Henry had managed to detain the newlyweds for far too long, both he and James recognizing that he had a lot to learn about the ins and outs of what exactly being a prince entailed. Since James wanted to be with his wife and involve her as much as possible in his life, his world, even if that meant that they spent a lot of their time together working, Zoey was always with him, picking up the tricks of the trade along the way. They even managed to make it look romantic somehow, stealing little moments wherever they could, disappearing when they could. So their marriage wasn’t exactly on the rocks, but they had earned some time to just be with each other, like they’d always wanted. They had been gone for two weeks when the news that the palace would be having a new guest reached them. “Your worry lines are showing, Jamie,” said Zoey, wrapping her arms around his neck
2019, March 31st & April 1stShe was like a woman on a mission, running her fingers all over his body, touching his face with her eyes closed, like she was mapping him out for future use. He just watched her, letting her words settle into his heart. Her touch comforted him, made him feel loved, like he had all her attention. Maybe he was just letting it all go to his head, but he didn't care. As far as he was concerned, they were forever now. They really were a bunch of besotted fools. She was absolutely out of her mind for him and he for her and nothing and no one was going to change that."I love you too, James Beaumont, Condor, whomever," she whispered, as she watched him fall asleep. She had seen the questions in his eyes, the concern. Maybe she had taken on more than she could handle. There was peace in his eyes too when he picked her up afterwards, though. That moment that he looked at her and seemed to believe, seemed to realize that she was never going anywhere again, she wou
2019, March 31st & April 1st(Eleganter Ludo) When Zoey and James got to the penthouse around 3 AM, they were exhausted. But the goodbyes had been so emotional that they ended up just staring at the wall. “Having second thoughts?” he asked.“Nope. Are you?” she asked back.“Nope.”“Are you lying?”“Yes.”“Me too.” In a bid to make him and herself feel better, Zoey got up, put some music on, went into the bedroom and put the emerald dress he’d so lovingly saved on. “Dance with me?” she said, holding onto the skirt of the dress. He smiled at her. She had no idea what this gesture meant to him. “I never thought I’d see that dress again,” he said, pulling her into his arms, just holding on tight for a moment. “Do you know why I took it off of you that night?” he asked, as he began to gently sway to the music, moving with her. “You don't have to tell me,” she answered gently, looking down.There was hurt in his eyes, just like the moment he had taken it off of her that night. He
2019, March 31st & April 1st(Caines - palace)By the time James and Zoey showed up in Caines, it was already midnight. Feeling like they were about to betray everyone, James and Zoey were squeezing each other’s hands tightly as they sat in front of King Henry and Cassandra. “So, you’ve decided then,” said King Henry. “We’re leaving tomorrow morning. I’m taking Zoey on our honeymoon,” James said, kissing her hand. “Where to?” Cassandra asked, her face a mixture of happiness and concern. “We don’t know yet. We’re just going to go,” Zoey answered. King Henry was furious, but he said nothing. Cassandra sighed. “Well, make sure to take lots of pictures and enjoy every moment and check in-”“Damn it, he’s only 19, James!” Henry exploded. “And your sister, she can’t take a crown, not after what happened with her mother. You know how she is; she’s absolutely set on that boy.” “Henry, they’ve made up their minds,” Cassandra said gently. Zoey and James exchanged looks. She did know,
2019, March 31st & April 1stJames had been driving Zoey around all day on his brand-new motorbike. He thought he would have to get her one too and then thought better of it. He liked the feel of her against his back as he drove it, her arms around his waist. They’d been all over Copia. He took her to markets and what he considered to be a better painting class than what she'd been taking. He took her to beautiful clearings and showed her breath-taking flower fields and secret coves he’d found while walking on the beach for hours. The bathing suit she had shown up in last time she wanted a beach day was of course forbidden, but then the wetsuit she had ended up in didn’t make men stop and stare any less. It drove him crazy. He showed her absolutely everything he could think of.Finally, as the sun was setting, he took her up to his favourite tower of Beaumont house and showed her his favourite spot in his city. The sunset, the view, the warmth and safety of his arms, all of it, made