Alpha HadesNo words could ever describe how damn proud I am of my Zeno. He didn't only accept me as his husband and treat me as one, but he finally found it in him to stand up against his father's tyrant ways. I'm not sure if he will act the same way as soon as his father gets out of the picture, but for the time being, I will take whatever I can get. It's not every day when he has a chance to heart and kisses me out of the blue. If our relationship progresses like this, soon enough, I could finally take him to bed and mark Zeno as mine forever. Besides, all of my men are supportive of our relationship, so if we go back home, the last thing my wife has to worry about is any sort of judgement. People in my pack don't care about anything for as long as we can be happy. There's no such thing as shaming same-sex partners or attempts to stay in one's way. I proud my pack for being free, understanding and accepting. On top of that, Damon has been calling our pack a queer paradise, an
ZenoThe first day in my old pack went by without any surprises. For a few hours, I actually felt at home. Only for a few hours, though, because after letting myself forget everything and interact with my people, I understood what my father was up to. He did everything in his power to keep me away from Nero. The reason why so many people had so much to talk about was only to get my mind off my husband and make him feel like he's an outcast, like he doesn't belong in my world. Little does my father know that my world has changed. Nero Hades, the Rogue Alpha and apparently the bastard prince, became my life in a matter of days. He has done everything in his power to make me feel at home in his pack, while my father does the opposite for him. Nero went out of his way to ensure I'm safe, protected, and healthy. He proved there is no other man I would want to spend the rest of my life with. Funny how I've had plenty of relationships, and I never thought about the future over the months
Alpha Hades Zeno's eyes widen at my statement and possibly at the way I chose to get rid of the ugly shirt he's wearing. Can't blame me; at least I won't see that awful baggy thing hide his beautiful body ever again. Rather amused, I get out of bed and stand right next to where Zeno lies to offer him my hand. Reluctantly, he places his hand in mine and slowly gets out of bed. Hand in hand, we walk to the bathroom, and once I lock the door, Zeno slowly undresses. I shouldn't feel as happy as I do, but fuck it. The fact that my beautiful wife doesn't shy away from undressing in front of me is a huge thing. Compared to how he was on the first day, this Zeno is a brand new person.I open the tap and let the water run. Just in case, I turn my back to him and focus on preparing the bath products. Honestly, I'm more than okay with using some 3in1 shower gel, but Zeno's a bit high maintenance, so I align his products in a row, easy to reach. "Nero?" His voice shakes a little, so I don't r
Zeno povBy the time Nero's done with his speech, he's panting for breath, and my heart is beating so violently that I fear it might leave my body. Tears well in my eyes as I look into the sincerity behind his. Nero's opening his heart to me, his whole world, yet I'm still too big of a coward to admit what I want and need. Every word he says- he means it. The mix of romantic, obsessed and brutal, in his words, is honest. I let out a shaky breath, unsure if he needs a verbal answer, but once he crashes his lips on mine again, I know he's just as scared of the words that might leave my lips as I am. We're both scared of rejection, the possibility that whatever we built up in our bubble might pop and reveal the ugly truth of reality.Yet, as scared as I am, I know my heart and body ache for this man. The monster I've feared for months became the very man who is the source of every smile and happiness I feel. Nero completes me in ways I never thought would be imaginable, let alone pos
Alpha HadesI let Zeno back to his feet and hold him until I'm sure he has enough balance not to fall. Sometimes, when I carry him around, even for a little, he manages to trip over his own feet, which is something I don't need to happen while we're in the shower. Showers are dangerous as they are; so many accidents happen when people slip, and if I'm here to prevent Zeno from getting hurt, that's precisely what I am going to do. He turns his back to me, so I quickly take off my wet clothes and toss them in the corner of the shower. I can pick them up from here later, but right now, some pieces of fabric are the last thing I should focus on. While Zeno stands under the stream of water, with his eyes closed, I can't help but admire the perfection before me. Never in my life had I thought I might fall in love with a man, but this particular man has turned my life upside down and made it better. These days, they go far too fast whenever he's around, yet I still wake up with a smile o
Zeno When Nero snatches the bottle of lube from me and shakes his head, my eyes nearly pop out. Does he have no idea I must get prepared if I don't want to be injured during such a simple act as sex?I want this man, I really do, but if he assumes he can go in raw and the only lubricant he needs is his saliva, he has another thing coming for him. I get it, Nero has mainly slept with women, and far too many straight or bisexual guys don't waste time doing research once they decide to sleep with another man, but even that isn't an excuse to hurt the other person. However, once Nero speaks up, I think I might have a stroke. "I'll do it. I want all in, baby." Did he just say what I think he did? I watch my husband pop open the lube bottle and squeeze a generous amount of it on his fingers, covering them completely. He places the bottle on the bed, close enough to stay within his reach and grins at me. "Baby, I need you to spread your legs and lift them," Nero instructs me. Now, I'm
Alpha HadesOnce Zeno falls asleep, I cover his frame with the sheets, lean over him to press my lips to his temple, get dressed and leave the room. I don't feel even a little bit human anymore. How could I go so far? How could I do that to the one person that managed to take my heart without trying? I can't look at myself anymore. I'm not a man, not a damn Alpha; I'm a fucking piece of shit for what I did. The first thing I should do would be to find his piece of shit father and show that fucker his place, but until I get back into the right headspace, it's better to avoid any kind of confrontation. So, instead of taking a turn towards the hall that leads to the main office of the packhouse, I take the right turn and walk towards the door I know leads out to the gardens. Zeno's pack members bow as I pass by them, and some even go as far as to try to hide the moment I come into their view. If only those unlucky fuckers knew the man they admire is more of a monster than I could eve
ZenoI try to stretch, but something heavy and quite massive holds my body so tightly that I can't move. My eyes shoot open in panic, but once they focus on Nero's beautiful face, my heart rate calms down. I watch him in awe, completely dumbstruck about his presence in my bed. Of all the things that could happen, all the outcomes and possibilities, waking up in his arms after we had sex was the last thing on my mind. Honestly, I feared it might happen, but at the same time, the possibility of waking up alone was the only possibility I saw. No way I'd say out loud that Nero would be the man to stay with me after he got what he wanted, but I'm happy I was wrong. "Good morning, beautiful," Nero's gruff voice startles me, yet I find myself admiring how damn hot he sounds when he's still half asleep. "How did you know I was awake?" I ask as the butterflies start a whole atomic war in the pit of my stomach. I never dared to dream that I might have this. A real relationship, a marriage