Chapter 1

The first thing I noticed was the smell.

Gardenias.

My mother's perfume. She stopped wearing it three years ago when she got sick. But it was here, thick in the air, wrapping around me like something I'd forgotten I was allowed to have.

I opened my eyes.

White ceiling. Gold trim. The chandelier my grandmother imported from Vienna in 1987.

My childhood bedroom.

I sat up so fast the room tilted. My hands shot out and grabbed the edge of the mattress. I stared at them. Young. No scar on my left palm where Damon's letter opener had cut me during our last fight. No calluses from the months I spent working in that convenience store after he froze my accounts.

Soft hands. Rich girl hands.

What.

I got up and walked to the mirror above my vanity.

Twenty-two years old stared back at me.

I touched my face. Pressed my fingers into my cheek hard enough to hurt. The girl in the mirror flinched.

Not a dream.

My throat started closing. I recognized the feeling — the beginning of panic, the same thing I felt when the car went over the bridge railing and the water started coming in and Damon just stood on the bank watching. I had thought, in those last seconds, that maybe I was wrong about him. That maybe it was really an accident.

Then I saw him put his arm around Vivienne.

I breathed in through my nose. Out through my mouth. Four counts. Four counts. My therapist taught me that in my second year of marriage when I finally admitted the crying wasn't normal. That therapist, I later found out, reported everything I said directly to Damon.

I looked at the clock on my nightstand.

6:47 AM.

I looked at the date on my phone.

April 13th.

My wedding was tomorrow at two in the afternoon.

I sat back down on the bed and I didn't move for a long time. I just let it land. All of it. Five years of memories sitting inside a twenty-two year old body that hadn't lived them yet.

Damon Kessler. My future husband. Tall, beautiful, the kind of man who makes rooms go quiet. I had been so in love with him that I physically ached when he wasn't near me. I thought that was what love felt like. I thought the ache was the point.

What it actually was: manipulation so precise it deserved a patent.

He had been after my family's company from the beginning. Rousseau Textiles. One hundred and forty years old. My great-great-grandmother started it with a single loom in Lyon. By the time I was born it was international. By the time I married Damon it was the only thing my dying father had left to leave me.

By the time I was thirty, Damon had it.

He did it slowly. The way you boil a frog. First he got me to sign a prenuptial agreement I didn't read carefully enough — I was twenty-two and in love and my father was already sick and I wasn't thinking. Then he got me onto the board. Then he introduced me to advisors who were actually his people. Then one by one the decisions I thought I was making were the decisions he needed me to make.

My father died in year two.

By year three the company was bleeding.

By year four I was signing documents I barely understood because Damon told me it was fine, because Damon handled things, because that was what I had learned to believe.

Year five. Our anniversary. A drive along the coast.

The railing broke so cleanly.

Insurance policy. Company transfer already notarized. Vivienne Marchetti — his assistant, his real partner, the woman he'd been with since before he ever looked at me — already moved into our house before my body was cold.

I sat on my childhood bed and I felt something happen inside my chest.

It wasn't grief. I was done with grief. I had drowned in it.

It was something harder. Something that sat in your sternum and didn't ask permission.

I stood up. Went to my desk. Opened my laptop.

One name.

Nikolai Voss.

In my previous life I had heard his name exactly twice. Once when Damon mentioned him over dinner with a smile that didn't reach his eyes — Voss is finished, his firm won't survive the quarter. Once in a headline: VOSS CAPITAL COLLAPSES AMID FRAUD ALLEGATIONS — allegations that I now understood Damon had manufactured.

Nikolai Voss had been Damon's only real competition. The one person whose business instincts matched his. The one person Damon was actually afraid of.

So Damon destroyed him.

Fake paper trail. Bribed regulators. Three witnesses who lied under oath. By the time it was over Nikolai had lost his firm, his reputation, and most of his personal assets. Last I heard he was somewhere in Eastern Europe trying to rebuild from nothing.

I pulled up everything I could find.

The legitimate articles from before the collapse painted a picture: self-made, brutally efficient, no family connections, no safety net. He had built Voss Capital from a single seed investment at twenty-four. He had a reputation for being cold. Transactional. The kind of man who shook your hand and smiled and you walked away feeling like you'd agreed to something you didn't fully understand.

In other words, he was Damon's equal.

Which meant he was exactly what I needed.

The fraud case hadn't happened yet. In my timeline it broke six months after my wedding. Which meant right now Nikolai Voss was still standing. Still whole. Still dangerous.

I closed the laptop.

I needed one thing from him: his name. A legal marriage. Long enough to give me cover, give me credibility, keep Damon at a distance while I quietly, carefully, surgically dismantled everything he had planned.

In return I could give Nikolai something worth more than money.

I knew exactly what Damon was going to do. Every move. Every timeline. Every fake document and bribed official and manufactured crisis. I had lived through the slow-motion disaster from the inside.

This time I had the blueprint.

My phone lit up on the desk.

A text from Damon.

Good morning, mon amour. Tomorrow can't come fast enough. I love you.

I read it twice.

I knew that handwriting. I knew that voice. I knew the way he said I love you the same way he said the quarterly projections look solid — correctly, convincingly, meaning absolutely nothing.

I set the phone face-down.

Then I opened my contacts and found the number for my father's old attorney, Sebastien Fournier. He was the one man in my father's circle Damon had never managed to turn. I hadn't understood why Damon kept trying to get me to switch firms until year three, when I finally understood that Sebastien was the only one who would have told me the truth.

It was too late then.

It wasn't too late now.

I called him.

He picked up on the second ring. "Mademoiselle Rousseau. This is a surprise. Your wedding is tomorrow — shouldn't you be—"

"I need to meet with you today," I said. "This morning if possible. And Sebastien." I paused. "Don't tell anyone. Not my mother. Not the wedding coordinator. No one."

Silence on the line.

"Is everything alright?"

I looked at my reflection across the room. Twenty-two years old. Soft hands. Whole company still intact. Father still alive for six more months if I couldn't save him, but at least six more months.

Damon Kessler smiling on a riverbank while the water filled my lungs.

"No," I said. "But it's going to be."

Chapter Two coming soon…