Mag-log inJAX POV
The Morning Bean Cafe is not my kind of place. I know that before I even push open the door. The windows are large and welcoming, there's a chalkboard sign out front with a cute drawing of a coffee cup wearing a scarf, and everything inside is painted in warm, cheerful colors. There's a shelf of books in the corner and plants hanging from the ceiling. It's the kind of place where people probably know each other's names and the barista asks about your day and actually means it. I hate it. But Mila picked it, and I'm trying to be... what? Cooperative? Civil? I don't know. But I'm here. I push open the door, and the bell jingles cheerfully above me. The sound is aggressively pleasant, the polar opposite of how I feel right now. I spot Mila immediately. She's sitting at a table by the window, but she stands when she sees me. She's smiling—of course she's smiling—her cheeks softly blushed from the cold. She must've come straight from the office; she's wearing a pink pencil skirt and a cream blouse, with a light blue jacket draped over her arm. Her dark curls are pulled back in that sleek ponytail, and her heels are a bright tangerine orange today. And her curves. God, her curves. The skirt hugs her hips in a way that makes my mouth dry. I was hoping I was remembering wrong. Magnifying the memory in my head. But no. Here she is, the first time I've seen her since that disaster night at the arena, and she's so beautiful it actually irritates me. "You're a difficult man to reach, Jax Kingston," Mila says as I walk over. I frown, trying not to make it obvious I was just cataloging every detail of her body. "That's by design. Let's just get this meeting over with. Let me guess, you want an iced coffee?" In line, the finance bro in front of us is giving the young barista grief about the ratio of his overly complicated drink being off. The barista is wearing a lumpy knit sweater in about seven too many colors and looks like she's about to cry. Before I can tell the finance bro where to shove his coffee, he storms off, and Mila steps up to the counter. "Oh my god," Mila says, "I adore your sweater." The barista blinks in surprise. It doesn't even seem like a pity compliment; Mila's eyes are wide like the ugly sweater actually is the best thing she's ever seen. "Thanks," the barista mumbles. "I knitted it myself." Mila's face lights up as if she's just won the lottery. "No way. That's amazing. I've always wanted to get into knitting." My jaw tightens as I watch Mila befriend the barista, who's gradually starting to smile again. How does she do that? Become best friends with someone instantly. She just turned this woman's whole shitty day around with a few kind words and the power of friendliness. Maybe it shouldn't irritate me. But it does. Somehow Mila's warmth just makes me feel my cold all the more. "Let's just order," I say abruptly, "so we can get this over with." They both fall silent, and Mila glances at me sideways. "Sure." She gives the barista an apologetic look and asks for something with a double shot of espresso. I raise my eyebrows. "Isn't it a little late for enough caffeine to kill a small horse?" "What can I say? I have a high tolerance. Plus, I don't know how much of the coffee I'll get through before it gets thrown at someone." "Okay," I mutter. "That was deserved." I order a mint tea and get out my wallet before Mila can object. The two drinks total about seven bucks, but I pull some twenties from my wallet and drop them in the tip jar. I'm not a total asshole, and I feel bad about interrupting earlier. Mila's face flickers—something confused, and then a tug of a smile. "My favorite seat in my favorite cafe," she explains, leading us to a table by the window. "It always puts me in a good mood." "It's fine," I shrug. The cafe is, admittedly, nice. The dappled, fading sunlight filters through the tree outside the large window. It feels peaceful. Like something I could enjoy if I wasn't here with my obnoxiously peppy babysitter. "So, let's talk." Mila drops a folder onto the table and spreads a few papers across the surface. "I've done a lot of thinking about what Rick said. I know this arrangement isn't what either of us wanted, but I think we can make it work." I sip my tea, observing her. "You think if you do a good job, you'll get that promotion Rick mentioned." "I want to get the promotion, yes. But I really do want to help you, too." She pushes a sheet of paper forward. "I've expanded Rick's original PR plan. This document outlines my responsibilities. I'll attend games, practices, media obligations, and social events." My jaw ticks. "You want to come to social events with me?" Great, this only gets worse. Having her watch me at games is one thing. But following me to team parties? I value my privacy. Hell, I haven't even told my teammates about what happened with Jess yet. She takes a sip of her coffee. "If the social event is public or team-related, yes. Being traded by your team and dropped by your agent would be a very bad season, agreed?" Well, yeah. I can't argue with that. "So what—your mere presence is supposed to keep me in line? What are you going to do if I get myself into trouble?" "Just imagine I'm Rick. You'd have to be insane to spiral right in front of your agent." "See you as Rick?" I hold back a laugh. "I don't know about that." "Well, just try it." She points to a dotted line. "You just need to sign here." I scan the text. Contract bullshit. "And this is?" "Just a formality. Rick asked me to get your signature." "That's a lot of words for just a formality." I lean back. "Maybe I don't want to sign." She leans forward, and I try to ignore how her scent hits me. Something sweet, like vanilla and honey. "If you don't sign off and follow this plan, you're going to get traded. That's just a fact." She holds my gaze. Damn. I can see where her negotiation skills come into play. She's right. Fine. "I'll think about it," I say, standing up and heading for the door. "Let's go somewhere where I can think more clearly."Chapter 24The intercom buzzed again before Rook could answer, and the delivery person said that the box was getting heavy and that someone needed to come down and sign. I told Rook that it was probably my mom because she was the only person who would send a box from Heart's Bakery to his building at eight thirty at night.Rook said that your mom does not sleep, does she, and I said that she never sleeps when she is baking, and he laughed and said that he would go down and get it because I was not supposed to be in the lobby alone after dark. I told him that I could go with him because the judge said we could be in public together as long as we were not holding hands in front of Lily, and he said that he would rather go alone and bring it up because it was marked fragile and he did not trust me not to drop it.I told him that I was a pastry chef and that I never dropped anything fragile, and he said that I dropped a bowl last week, and I said that was different because I was upset, an
Chapter 23The phone was still ringing in Rook's hand, and the cold air made my nose sting while I waited to hear what Helen had to say. I told him to answer it quickly because Helen never called on Saturdays unless something important happened, and I was afraid that good news would get cold if we waited too long.Rook answered and put it on speaker so I could hear, and Helen said that she had news and that it was actually good for once. She said that Judge Morales reviewed the police reports about Mark and the blog and the bakery, and that she was satisfied that Rook and I were not responsible for the harassment and that we followed her order exactly. Helen said that the judge was willing to move the full custody review up from sixty days to thirty days because of our cooperation and because Lily's therapist wrote a letter saying that Lily was thriving with the current arrangement.I asked if that meant that I could come home sooner, and Helen said that it meant that the review would
Chapter 22The camera click behind us made my hand tighten around the key, and I turned quickly because I thought it was another blog trying to catch us breaking the judge's order. It was not a blog, and it was Mrs Kowalski standing ten feet away with her phone out and Lily peeking from behind her coat, and she was smiling like she had just caught us doing something wonderful instead of something wrong.Mrs Kowalski said that she forgot Lily's water bottle and came back to get it, and that she could not help taking a picture because we looked so nice in the snow. She showed us the photo, and it was not the hand holding or the key or anything the judge would care about, and it was just Rook looking at me and me looking at him with the burned cookie between us. I let out a breath I did not know I was holding, and Rook laughed and said that Mrs Kowalski was going to get us in trouble.Mrs Kowalski said that love was not trouble and that the judge should mind her own business, and then sh
Chapter 21The hotel phone was still buzzing in my hand when Helen called my cell, and her voice was calm in a way that told me she already knew what happened. She told me that the police traced the call to the lobby phone in my old hotel, and that the person who made it was the same security guard named Mark, and that they arrested him ten minutes ago in the parking garage with a burner phone and a stack of printed photos.I asked her what the photo of my mom's bakery meant, and she said that it was not what I thought it was, and that my mom had taken the plywood down herself this morning and had a painter put up a closed forever sign as a joke to scare Derek if he came back. She said that my mom sent her a picture an hour ago laughing about it, and that the person who threatened me just reused a photo my mom posted on Facebook because he was watching my social media.I felt my shoulders drop for the first time in three days, and I told Helen that I was tired of being scared, and s
Chapter 20The photograph in my hands felt heavier than paper should feel, and the message on the back made my blood run cold because it threatened Lily instead of me. I turned the photo over and looked at the image again, and I could tell that it was taken through my bedroom window from the building across the street, and that meant someone had been watching us even when we thought we were alone.Mrs Kowalski saw my face and asked me what was wrong, and I folded the photo in half and put it in my pocket before Lily could see it. I told Mrs Kowalski that it was nothing and that we should get Lily to the car, and she looked at me like she did not believe me but she did what I asked because she could see that I was trying to keep Lily calm. Rook was still standing across the street, and I caught his eye and shook my head once, and he frowned because he knew that something had happened but he could not come over.We walked Lily to the car that Helen arranged, and Mrs Kowalski buckled her
Chapter 19 The video of Rook with a red dot on his forehead kept replaying in my head, and I could not make my hands stop shaking long enough to hold my phone properly. I called Helen immediately because she told me to call her the second anything new happened, and I knew that a threat with a laser pointer was not something we could ignore until morning. Helen answered on the second ring, and she sounded awake even though it was almost midnight, which made me think that she had not gone to bed at all. I told her about the video, and I told her about the text that said accidents could happen and that I should keep Rook away from Lily and away from me. She told me to forward the video right now and to lock my hotel door and not to open it for anyone except the police or her. I forwarded the video with fingers that felt too cold, and Helen was quiet for ten seconds after she opened it, and then she said that she was calling her contact at the police department and that I needed to call
JAX'S POV The game against Winnipeg is a shutout. Three periods, zero goals allowed. The Bay Blades win 3-0, and the crowd is electric. I feel the buzz under my skin, the familiar rush of adrenaline that made me fall in love with this sport in the first place. After the final buzzer, I skate off
MILA'S POV I've spent the last twenty-four hours trying to convince myself it's not really fucking hot that Jax called me "sunshine."It's a sarcastic nickname. Probably intended to irritate me. So why does it make my pulse skip every time I think about it?Tonight is the Bay Blades' first game si
JAX POV I watch as Mila follows me to the pool table. At least this is preferable to chasing after her through the cold again.I pick up a cue, feeling its weight. I take aim, break, and sink three stripes easily. No surprise, I have an athlete's eye and total physical command.Mila picks up a cue
MILA'S POV Jax Kingston is difficult to keep up with. Literally. He's firmly ignoring my stream of questions as he walks ahead of me down the darkening city street, hands deep in the pockets of his black jacket. His dark hair is loose today, falling past his shoulders, and the wind catches it, ma







