LOGINMILA'S POV
I've spent the last twenty-four hours trying to convince myself it's not really fucking hot that Jax called me "sunshine." It's a sarcastic nickname. Probably intended to irritate me. So why does it make my pulse skip every time I think about it? Tonight is the Bay Blades' first game since the iced coffee incident, another home game, this time against Winnipeg. Which means it's my first game attending as Jax's "supervisor." I arrive at the arena early, wearing my most professional blouse (powder blue, matching my heels) and carrying my notebook like a shield. The security guard recognizes me now, waves me through with a nod. The players' lounge is where the team hangs out before games. I've seen it before, during agency meetings, but never like this never as part of the inner circle. I take a breath and push open the door. Ten sets of eyes land on me. Hockey players. Big, sweaty, tattooed, gorgeous hockey players. All staring at the plus-size girl in the blue blouse. "Oh, shit," Knox says, bounding up to me. He's the blond one, the cocky forward. "You're the girl from the video." He mimes grabbing an invisible iced coffee and hurling it at an invisible fan. I nod, keeping my smile bright. "Yep. That's me." Sullivan, the captain, strolls over. He's got that Southern charm, the kind that makes you want to trust him immediately. "Hey there. Who's your friend, Jax?" Jax clears his throat. He's standing by the lockers, dark hair pulled back, arms crossed over his chest. The tattoos on his forearms are fully visible now, waves, a lighthouse, a whale tail. "This is... Mila." Sullivan and Knox stare at him expectantly. Jax's face goes blank. But I step forward. "So nice to meet you. I'm a junior agent at Prime Sports. I'm going to be sitting in on practices and games for the next few months." Knox cocks his head. "Why? Agents don't usually come to all the games." I feel Jax's jaw clench beside me, but I answer smoothly. "My boss wants me to take notes on the games and provide him with feedback." "Yeah," Jax agrees gruffly. "Notes and shit." Sullivan stares at him with an annoyingly knowing look. "That wouldn't have anything to do with your behavior lately, Glacier?" "None of your business." "I'm just doing the math here." Sullivan's eyes land on me. "The coffee video. Plus trade rumors. Plus a pissed-off front office. Plus a frustrated agent. Equals... a junior agent sent to keep you in line?" Knox glances between us, realization dawning. "Oh my god, dude... Did your agent give you a babysitter?" Jax grunts. Knox doubles over in fits of laughter. "Jax has a babysitter! This is incredible." Sullivan isn't laughing. "Yeah. I can believe it." "It's true," Jax says flatly. "The front office is going to trade me if I don't get my act together." Knox's laughter dies. "Shit, Jax. That's serious." I speak up, my voice gentle but firm. "It really doesn't matter why I'm here. That's between the front office, my boss, Jax, and nobody else. I promise I won't get in your way." My phone rings. I glance down, and it was Rick. "Sorry, it's Rick. I have to take this." I walk to the corner of the lounge, but I can still hear them. "So," Knox says, "what's the policy on me asking out your babysitter?" "No." Jax's voice is firm. "The policy is no." "Come on, dude, she's cute. Don't act like you haven't noticed." "I haven't." "Yeah right. I'm just letting you know I think she's hot, and I'm going to shoot my shot." "I said no, Knox." Jax's voice drops, dangerous. "There are a thousand girls in bars across New England who'd be easily charmed into bed with you. She's here to work, not to be hit on. This is the one woman you can't ask out. Deal with it." I hold my breath. "Fine, dude. I won't hit on her." Knox's grin turns wicked. "But only if you agree to come to Sullivan's New Year's Eve party this year. You always say you'll come, but you never show." "Fine. Whatever. I agree." Knox fist pumps. "Hell yeah." I walk back over, my heart pounding. "What did I miss?" Jax yells at the team. "Everyone, listen up. This is Mila Santiago. She works for my agent. He sent her to make sure I don't get kicked off the team." He pauses, voice hardening. "Don't bother her. She's a professional. So no jokes, no hitting on her, and absolutely no disrespect. Or I'll personally kick the shit out of you myself, trade be damned. Got it?" I give him a soft look of surprise before waving at the room. "Hi! Big fan of you guys." "Thanks for the introduction," I murmur. "Your teammates seem like good guys." "Yeah. Nice. Great guys." His teeth are slightly gritted. He absolutely does not mention Knox. Or the date he nearly asked me out on. Or the party he just got stuck going to. All just to keep me to himself.Chapter 14I stopped breathing when I saw Lily on Vanessa's phone. Five seconds of my life ending on a video.Rook read the text under it twice. His jaw locked."She coached her," he said. His voice was flat. "Lily doesn't even know what that means. Vanessa told her to say it.""Doesn't matter," Helen said. She was still standing on the sidewalk with the two cops behind her, watching us. "The judge will see a five year old saying the nanny sleeps in Dad's bed. Optics are everything in family court.""Mara doesn't sleep in my bed," Rook said."She slept on the couch last night," I said quietly. "With me. After the nightmares. We fell asleep holding Lily between us."Helen closed her eyes for one second. "Of course you did.""She was scared," I said. "What was I supposed to do.""Not be in his apartment at two am, for starters," Helen said. She didn't sound mean. Just tired. "But that's done. We deal with what's in front of us."Lily was asleep against Rook's shoulder, bunny dangling fr
Chapter 13Vanessa's pen clicked against the marble counter. My name was already typed on the resignation line."Sign," she said again.Lily stood between us with her bunny clutched to her chest. Her eyes were big. Scared."I want Mara," she whispered to Vanessa. "You said she could stay if I was good."Vanessa didn't look at her. "Lily, honey, go to your room.""No," Lily said. She stepped closer to me. "Mara.""Stop," Vanessa said. Her voice was sharp. "Go to your room now.""Don't talk to her like that," I said. My voice shook. "She's five.""She's mine," Vanessa said. "And you're nothing. Sign the paper and get out of my apartment before I call building security.""I'm not signing," I said.Vanessa smiled. "Then I hit send. Right now. All of them. To your mom. To every mom at Lily's school. To TMZ. To Nike. You choose."My phone was in her hand. My naked body was on her screen. My stomach turned."Mommy, don't," Lily said. She grabbed Vanessa's robe. "Please don't hurt Mara.""I'm
Chapter 12Vanessa texted me a photo of Lily asleep in a bed that wasn't hers. Then she asked me to come alone.I showed Rook right away. My hands shook so bad I almost dropped the phone.Rook read it once. Then again. His face went hard."No," he said."Elian," Helen said, not looking up from her laptop where the TMZ photo was still open on her screen and getting uglier by the minute. "If she goes over there alone, Vanessa gets exactly what she wants. A photo of the nanny sneaking around outside custody time. Proof of harassment. Something to show a judge.""I'm not letting her go alone again," I said.Helen finally looked at me. "Mara. You're sweet. And you're in way over your head. Vanessa is not your friend. She's a woman with a lawyer who buys her groceries.""She has Lily," I said. "She texted me Lily. She said Lily misses me. What if she means it.""She doesn't," Rook said. His voice was low. "Mara, she hasn't texted Lily's teacher back in three months. She doesn't miss anyone.
Chapter 11My hands went numb before my brain caught up. The photo glowed on my phone, ugly and grainy and real. Me on my knees in Rook's kitchen. His hand on my face. No context. All wrong.Rook was still outside my bedroom door. I heard him shift his weight."Mara," he said through the wood. "You okay in there.""No," I said. I opened the door fast. "No, I'm not."He took one look at my face and stepped inside, closing the door behind him. "What happened. Is it Lily.""Worse," I said. My voice shook. I held out my phone.He read the text from Derek. Read it again. His whole body went still in that scary way he had."When was this taken," he asked. His voice was flat."Last night," I said. "After the cookies. Before Lily called. He must have been outside. Long lens. He was watching us."Rook closed his eyes. "I'm going to kill him.""Don't say that," I said. "God, don't say that out loud.""He has photos of you in my house," he said, opening his eyes. "In my kitchen. On your knees. W
Chapter 10Rook was in the truck before I finished reading the second text. He didn't grab shoes. Didn't grab his wallet. He just ran."Give me the address," he said, backing out of the garage so fast the tires squealed. "Now, Mara.""I don't have it," I said, my hands shaking so bad I almost dropped my phone. "Vanessa moved last year. She never told me. You didn't tell me.""I don't know it either," he said. His voice was flat, terrifying. "She changed buildings. New doorman. New everything. Helen has it in the file. Call Helen."It was two eighteen in the morning. I called anyway.Helen answered on the second ring, pissed and awake. "This better be life or death, Elian.""It's Lily," Rook said, putting her on speaker. "She texted Mara. She's at Vanessa's. She's scared. I need the address."Helen swore. "Texting you. Do not go there. You show up at Vanessa's door at two am and she'll call the cops. You'll violate the temporary order. You'll lose more than seventy two hours.""She's m
Chapter 9"If I go over there right now I'll kill someone," Rook said. "So tell me not to."We were sitting in his truck in the school parking lot twenty minutes after Mrs Kowalski called. The pickup lane was empty. The front doors were locked. A secretary inside mouthed sorry through the glass and pointed at a piece of paper taped to the door. COURT ORDER ON FILE. NO PICKUP WITHOUT MOTHER'S CONSENT."Don't," I said. My voice sounded thin. "Please don't."He gripped the steering wheel so hard his knuckles went white. "She took her from class, Mara. Pulled her out of circle time with a cop.""I know," I said."She hasn't spent a night with Vanessa in eight months," he said. "Lily's going to be scared.""I know," I said again, because I didn't know what else to say.He hit the wheel with the heel of his hand. Once. Hard. Then dropped his head forward and breathed."Sorry," he muttered."Don't be sorry," I said. "Be smart. What do we do."We. I said we like I had any right to. He didn't
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