LOGINMILA'S POV
Three days. Three days since the iced coffee incident. Three days since Rick assigned me as Jax Kingston's personal babysitter. Three days since I watched that stupid gorgeous man walk away after calling me "007" like it was some kind of joke. And three days since he started ignoring my texts. I stare at my phone screen, rereading the thread of messages I've sent him. The first one was professional and polite: Hi Jax, this is Mila Santiago from Prime Sports. Rick asked me to coordinate our schedule for the week. Let me know when you're free to discuss. Professional. Normal. The kind of text any junior agent would send. He left me on read. The second one, sent four hours later, was slightly less professional: Just following up! Would love to get something on the calendar before the next game. Let me know what works for you. Read. No response. The third one, sent the next morning, was aggressively friendly: *Good morning! Hope you had a great night. I know a great coffee place near the arena, maybe we could meet there? No pressure! Just want to make sure we're on the same page for the season. :) With a smiley face. Because I know that probably irritates him. Also read. No response. That was yesterday. Now it's a new day, and I'm sitting at my desk at Prime Sports, staring at my phone like it might spontaneously combust. "He's not going to answer," Spencer says from his desk, not even looking up from his computer. "Kingston's been ignoring Rick for months. What makes you think he'll respond to you?" "Maybe because I'm charming," I mutter. Spencer snorts. "Right. Charming." I ignore him and pick up my phone again. My thumbs hover over the keyboard. What's the right move here? Another text? A phone call? Showing up at his house? That last one feels like a fast track to a restraining order. But I didn't get this far by being patient. I type out a new message: *You have to reply to me at some point. I'm not going away. :) Send. There. That's assertive but still friendly. The smiley face softens it. Probably. I set my phone down and try to focus on the contract paperwork Rick dumped on my desk this morning. Something about a rookie's performance bonuses. The numbers blur together. My mind keeps drifting back to Jax Kingston's green eyes, the way his tattoos moved when he crossed his arms, the sound of his voice when he said "007" like it was a secret between us. This is fine. This is completely fine. My phone buzzes. I grab it so fast I nearly knock over my iced coffee. It's not Jax. It's Kira. Hot Chef is being cryptic again. Send wine. I sigh and type back: On my way home. We'll order pizza. Then I text Jax one more time, just because I can: I'll take that as a "maybe." Let me know when you're ready to talk. I'll be here. :) I shove my phone in my bag and try very hard to think about anything else for the rest of the day. --- Jax My phone has been buzzing for three days. I know because I haven't silenced it. I keep telling myself I will, but then another message pops up, and I find myself reading it before I can stop. Mila Santiago. She texts like she talks. Bright and persistent and full of smiley faces. The first one was professional. The second one was friendly. The third one was aggressively cheerful. And now she's sent a fourth: You have to reply to me at some point. I'm not going away. :) I actually laugh. A real laugh, not the sardonic grunt I usually give. "Who's that?" Jess asks from across my kitchen table. She's sitting in my house, eating cereal out of the box like an animal, her feet propped up on the chair across from her. She drove down from Maine this morning, unannounced, which is basically her brand. "No one," I say, shoving my phone in my pocket. Jess raises one eyebrow. She's got the same green eyes as me, the same dark hair—though hers is chopped into a messy bob. "No one is making you smile like a dork? Spill." "Work stuff. My agent's junior agent. She's persistent." "Uh huh." Jess crunches on a handful of cereal. "Is she hot?" "Jess." "I'm just asking!" I rub my hand over my jaw, feeling the stubble. The tattoos on my fingers catch the light. "She's... not the point. What are you doing here?" Jess's expression shifts. Just a flicker, but I catch it. She sets down the cereal box and wipes her hands on her jeans. "I have news." She pauses, and I feel my chest tighten. Bad news always starts with a pause. "I'm moving to Boston." The words land like a punch. "You're... what?" "I applied for an internship focusing on social work at a non-profit, and I got it." Her voice is careful, measured. "It's perfect for me, Jax. I want to make a difference and help people who need it. People like me." Dread ticks through me. I'm torn. Proud, yes. So damn proud. But terrified too. She needs stability, right? I can't shake the image of her in that hospital bed a year ago, skin gray, machines beeping. "That's amazing, Jess," I say slowly. "But it could be too much for you." "I'm healthy. I'm happy. I've been sober for a year." She holds my gaze. "I'd be much happier if I could move past my lowest point and actually go chase my dreams. Like you did." My chest twinges. Like I did? I left and barely looked back. "Plus, I'll be closer to you," she adds. "I can come over and annoy you all the time." That gets a smile out of me, but the concern lingers. "I just don't know if this is a good idea." "It's a bad idea staying in the middle of nowhere Maine." She trails off, clears her throat. "I've made my decision. Can you just support me on this?" My jaw tightens. "Okay, Jess. I trust you. I'm proud as hell of you. I just..." "Worry. I know." She reaches across the table and punches my arm lightly. "It's basically your thing. But you don't need to worry so much. Things are good now." I wish I could fully believe her. My phone buzzes again. I don't check it, but I know it's Mila. "You're going to reply to her eventually," Jess says, smirking. "I can tell." "Ignoring her is a strategy." "It's a stupid strategy. You like her." "I don't even know her." Jess shrugs. "Then maybe you should find out." She's not wrong. And that's the most annoying part. Later that night, after Jess has gone to bed in the spare room, I lie awake and stare at my phone. Three new messages from Mila. I'll take that as a "maybe." Let me know when you're ready to talk. I'll be here. :) Seriously, Jax. I'm not going to bite. Okay, fine. I will bite. But only if you deserve it. ;) I laugh again. Goddamn it. I type back: Fine. You win. Time and place? Three dots appear immediately. She was waiting. Morning Bean Cafe. Tomorrow. 10 AM. Don't be late, All Star. All Star. She's giving me a nickname now. I set my phone down and stare at the ceiling. I'm in trouble.Chapter 32 The woman in the hall was holding a little boy's hand.He had Rook's dark hair. Rook's serious, too-old-for-his-face eyes. And Rook was just standing there in the doorway like someone had cut his strings.Lily pressed into my leg. The little boy saw her sneakers and lit up."Hi," he whispered.Lily peeked out. "Hi.""Mara," Rook said finally, voice scraped raw. "This is my sister."The woman gave me a tired, apologetic smile. "Sarah. Sorry. I should have called.""You did call," Rook said. "I didn't answer."He said it flat, not mean. Just true. Sarah winced."I saw Tara's post from the gala," she said quickly. "I recognized Lily. And Michael wouldn't stop asking about the girl with the heart shoes."Michael — the little boy — was now solemnly comparing his dinosaur sneakers to Lily's."Sneaker twins," Lily declared, and just like that, they were best friends.I touched Rook's back. "It's freezing out here. Come inside. We have pancakes. Burned ones, courtesy of Lily."Sar
Chapter 31The block party invitation was still on our coffee table the next morning, and Lily was using it as a coaster for her hot chocolate even though I told her that it was important paper. She said that important paper could be a coaster if you were careful, and Rook said that she learned that from him, and I told him that he was a bad influence.Rook laughed and said that he was a good influence now because he was almost a husband, and Lily said that almost husbands still left their socks on the floor. I told her that almost husbands did leave their socks on the floor and that husbands did too, and Rook said that he would work on the socks if I would work on leaving flour on the counter, and I told him that flour on the counter was art.We spent the whole week painting the little shop on Maple Street, and my mom came every day with babka and advice, and Mrs Kowalski came every day with chicken soup and opinions, and Tara came every day with coffee and gossip. Rook painted one w
Chapter 30The shop door bell jingled again, and Lily stood in the doorway wearing her pink backpack and her new white sneakers with hearts, and Mrs Kowalski stood behind her holding her hand. I was still holding Rook's letter, and Rook was still down on one knee with the little box open, and Lily looked at us and said that she knew what Daddy was doing.Rook looked at Lily, and he said that you were supposed to be at school, and Lily said that Mrs Kowalski said that some things were more important than school and that this was one of them. Mrs Kowalski smiled and said that she told the school that Lily had a family emergency, and that this was a family emergency of the best kind.Lily walked into the shop, and she looked at the dusty floors and the big windows, and she said that this shop was pretty and that it would be prettier with cookies. She looked at Rook down on one knee, and she looked at me standing with the letter in my hand, and she said Daddy, are you asking Mara to marry
Chapter 29The text from the real estate agent was still glowing on Rook's phone, and Lily was still asleep in her room with her new sneakers by her bed and our family photo on her desk. I read the name Vanessa Cole twice because I thought I misread it, and then I handed the phone back to Rook and said that we should talk about it in the morning.Rook said that we should talk about it now because Vanessa did not get to ruin another good day, and I told him that she was not ruining anything and that a cash offer was just business. He said that it was not just business and that it was personal because Vanessa knew exactly what that little shop meant to me, and that she made the offer because she heard about it from Tara.I asked how Tara knew about the shop, and he said that Tara told everyone that he bought a bakery for his girlfriend because she was excited, and that Vanessa must have heard it at the arena. He said that he was sorry and that he should have kept it quiet, and I told hi
Chapter 28The email about the dress being ready was still glowing on my phone screen, and Rook was already half asleep with his hand in mine and Lily snoring softly between us. I told him that the boutique said my dress was ready and that there was a surprise from a secret admirer, and he opened one eye and said that he had no idea what I was talking about, but his smile said that he was lying.He said that secret admirers were mysterious and that I should go find out who it was, and I told him that I knew exactly who it was and that he was terrible at keeping secrets. He laughed and said that he was good at keeping secrets when they mattered, and that this secret was worth keeping until morning. I told him to go to sleep because we had to be at the courthouse at eight, and he said that he would sleep if I would sleep, and we both closed our eyes.Lily woke us up at six thirty by sitting up and saying that she was hungry and that she wanted pancakes, and Rook said that we were havi
Chapter 27The knock on my hotel room door was soft and careful, and Lily's small voice on the other side said it is me and that she could not sleep without the bear story. I opened the door fast because I thought she was alone, and she was not alone, and Rook was standing behind her in the hallway holding her pink backpack and looking tired and apologetic and hopeful all at once.Rook said that he was sorry for coming so late and that he tried everything to get her to stay in bed, but she had a bad dream and she asked for me and she cried until Mrs Kowalski told him to bring her over. He said that Mrs Kowalski said that it was better to bend a rule than to let a child cry all night, and I told him that Mrs Kowalski was always right and that he should listen to her. He smiled and said that he was learning to listen to the women in his life.Lily ran to me and hugged my legs, and she was wearing her pajamas with the little bunnies on them and her hair was messy from sleep. I knelt d
JAX POV The Morning Bean Cafe is not my kind of place. I know that before I even push open the door. The windows are large and welcoming, there's a chalkboard sign out front with a cute drawing of a coffee cup wearing a scarf, and everything inside is painted in warm, cheerful colors. There's a sh
JAX POV I'm more fired than anyone in the history of fired people.That's all I can think as my arm drops back to my side, the empty cup still in my hand, and I watch the iced coffee splatter across the Florida fan's stupid face.My next thought: it's going to be hard to wash coffee out of that ex
MILA'S POV I stick out my hand. "I'm Mila Santiago. I'm a junior agent on Rick Hernandez's team at Prime Sports. Rick had something come up, but I'm here to speak to you on his behalf." His grip is surprisingly firm. My fingers feel small and soft wrapped in his, and I try very hard not to notice
JAX POV "It's been... four games without Jax causing trouble. Congrats, buddy, that's a season record!" Knox flips the number on the locker room wall from three to four, looking irritatingly pleased with himself. He steps back to admire his creation. It has been 4 days since our last incident, the







