ログイン-Isabella-
I glance away from Damian to look at the Hurricanes as Melody speaks up. I nod. I look back at Damian.
"It was nice meeting you. I'll see you around." I say and start to leave.
He takes a long step toward me and grabs my wrist, stopping me.
"Give me your phone number at least..." he says, and his brown eyes hold a hint of vulnerability.
I shake my head, "I'm sorry..." I pull my wrist out of his hold and start to walk away.
"Bella..." he calls out to me, but I don't turn back toward him.
I don't need this. Romance and hooking up would only complicate things further.
One of the hurricanes grabs my wrist and tugs me toward the exit with them.
Halfway through the club, I glance over my shoulder and see Damian rubbing a hand down his face. A pang of regret hits me, but I quickly shake it off and walk out of the club.
The hurricanes are still giving me looks, the questions practically hanging above their heads, unable to miss... I know what they're thinking.
Damian is handsome, and the connection was immediate. Plus, there is no doubt in the fact that Vanessa has told them everything that had transpired before I started dancing with him.
However, I don't say anything to them, and they don't push back. They are giving me my necessary space, but I know that in a day or two, the curiosity will win over and they'll start pricking and prodding.
My ride pulls up, and I bid my friends farewell. I just get into my cab and give him my sister's address. My body still burns with the memory of Damian's touch and kisses.
Twenty-five minutes later, I'm in front of my sister's apartment building. I scan the card, and the door to the building opens.
I walk into the lobby, my thoughts in shambles, thinking of Damian. Unaware of my surroundings.
"Evening, Isabella..." the doorman named Peter says, pulling me out of my thoughts. He is a young man in his mid to late twenties. Since the first day I moved in here, he has been nothing short of kind and gentle.
I smile at him, "Evening, Peter... long night?" I glance at him and notice his eyes lingering on my legs. I exhale an exasperated breath, doing my best to remain polite, unaffected and not blow up in his face.
He shrugs, "It's not too bad." I nod and start walking to the elevators. He scrambles to his feet and takes two steps after me.
"Mark told me it's your birthday today..." he starts, but I interrupt him.
"Was. It's past midnight, Peter." I get on the elevator and look at him from inside. The door to the elevator is still open.
"Have an easy shift."
For a moment, he looks dumbfounded by my words, before he nods and takes a step back from the elevator, and in a sense, a step back from me.
The doors close, and I lean against the back of the elevator and exhale. The interaction with Damian is still stuck in my mind. The way his eyes lingered on me, the hesitation, the banter.
It felt so natural and real.
It made me forget about everything that's been happening in my life for the past few months.
The elevator doors open, and I purposely make noise as I unlock the door to let Mark and Emma know I'm back home and give them time to prepare for my entrance.
However, I walk in and see that the lights are off. I just head upstairs toward my room. As I'm about to step into my bedroom, the bathroom door opens, and my sister walks out.
"Hey, you're back." She says quietly. I hum and nod.
"How was the party?" The light from my room spills into the hallway, and she takes a step closer to me.
I force a smile on my face. "It was good. How was your night alone with Mark?"
She smiles softly, "Wonderful... he went out a little while ago. He's meeting up with some friends."
I nod, "It's late, you should rest. I'll talk to you in the morning. Have a good night."
"Happy birthday, Isa." She says quietly, I smile softly and walk deeper into my room, closing the door behind me.
I change into my pajamas and lie in the dark, looking over Manhattan through my floor-to-ceiling windows.
The events of the night swim in my eyes before I feel them flutter shut from exhaustion. I let sleep pull me under, making me forget all about tonight. At least for a little while.
In the morning, I woke up slowly. I opened my eyes to a beautiful sunny day. I lay in bed scrolling on my phone for a while before I get up and head to the kitchen. I'm looking through job applications as I walk downstairs
I would want my job to be like the one I had applied for at Berkeley Publishing. I want to use my degree and facilitate my love for reading. I want to work in publishing.
Is that too much to ask?
I scoff and swipe left on every single ad. Until one of them grabs my attention and I bury my nose into my phone as I quietly walk into the kitchen.
A sound of soft humming pulls me out of my haze, and I look up from my phone. However, I'm unprepared for a sight that welcomes me.
I'm face to... well... back... Muscly back of a tall, dark-haired man.
That is not my brother-in-law
-Isabella- The plastic chair under me was made with woven design, just like the old chairs that used to be made with wicker. My arms were leaned on the plastic table that had a rose-covered tablecloth over it. The same tablecloth had always been present at outside gatherings and picnics. It had been through thick and thin but it was still usable even though it had a few dirty spots over it. The smell of coffee wafted through the air, from the opened kitchen window behind me. It was accompanied with the undertones of damp soil and the sweet scent of flowers that were currently in bloom. The blooming season in the garden started with the first sun rays in spring. The first flowers that would bloom would be tulips, lilac trees and several rose bushes. The roses were the most resilient keeping up their blooms until the autumn when the weather would get cold and depressing. I was always a fan of summer more than any other season. I liked the warmth and sun. Everything was in bloom and
-Isabella- This day was going to be hell. I was so tired, barely able to keep my head up in the office. My mind was constantly drifting toward Damian and Ezra. What had happened after I had left?As I said, I couldn’t focus so besides reading the manuscript I had received that morning. I was also stuck in a loop of constantly checking my phone for new messages. Hoping that at least one of them would be from Damian to assure me that everything had been alright and that he woke up alive and well. Unfortunately, none of them were from Damian and the only ones I’ve been getting were from my sister. I did not look forward to those. Especially due to the fact that they kept coming every fifteen minutes on the dot. They kept making my focus drift from my work to yesterday's argument. Besides, her messages kept varying from calm and collected:‘Isabella, we are sisters. I am sorry for pushing my wishes onto you.’ …To mildly gossipy:‘If you have a boyfriend I think I deserve to know.’…To
-Damian- “Answer me.” Ezra said, suddenly feeling very overprotective of his, by far, the greatest enemy number one. “It’s just a nickname.” I shrugged, willing my voice to stay steady and not reveal anything. For both Bella’s sake and mine. “Bullshit.” He snaps at me. I’m trying so hard to stay calm and collected. For a moment there is only silence broken by his heavy breathing. Before he finally lifts an accusatory finger in my direction. “You called her baby.” His shoulders were squared as if bracing for a fight. “I can’t call someone ‘baby’?” At this point I was truly poking a lion in the eye. But I couldn’t stop. “I thought you didn’t like her anyways. Why does it matter?” I asked, taking a sip of my coffee trying to seem steady even though my heart was hammering inside of my chest against my ribs, hard. “I don’t like her. ” He said through his teeth.“So, why do you care?” I asked nonchalantly“Because, while I might’ve been drunk enough to hallucinate… I didn’t hallucina
-Damian-“You hit me!” Ezra snapped at me, wounded and in pain, clutching the side of his head. My eyes were wide in shock. I looked him over noticing that he was wearing the jeans from yesterday and a white tank-top, probably what was under his button down. “What the fuck are you doing in my apartment?” I barked right back, just as incredulous. “What are you t–” He started to say, rubbing his temple, but as he looked around he was met with floor-to-ceiling windows, bright colors. My taste. Inside of my apartment. He blinked. And then he frowned. “This is your apartment.”“I know this is my apartment.” I deadpanned. “Why are you in it?” I asked, crossing my arms over my chest. Ezra looked me over and I remembered that I was standing in only my boxers. But I decided to own it. I am in my own apartment. He should be ashamed that he’s here and sneaking up to me like a damned thief. “Why did you hit me then?!” He snapped.“I thought you were a burglar.” I deadpanned, shrugging my shou
-Damian- I stirred in the bed. Waking up from my sleep with ease, for once. The sun was high in the sky, and bathing my room in bright yellow glow through my windows. There was no loud, annoying alarm signaling that I needed to get to work.This time, however, there was another issue at hand. I tried to blink the sleepiness away as I lay down, but it was futile. On top of that, every blink made me feel like I needed to throw up. My head felt like at least a dozen knives had punctured it and made it throb. I rubbed my temples with my hand trying to ease the pain down. I had no recollection of what the hell had happened last night or how I ended up back in my bed. I rolled over and attempted to get the fuck up. Bad idea. I was parched, mouth dry like I was in the middle of the Sahara, my head was pounding. My bed was too soft, and the sun was too bright. Everything felt so wrong, and on top of that, when I finally decided to move the whole room tilted around me. Making that nausea e
-Isabella- My words may have been harsh but they had to have been said. We had started threading through dangerous ground with this whole relationship. There is a slight possibility that we haven’t done anything wrong and that maybe I was simply on the edge from my argument with my sister and Mark. Regardless, having Ezra with us in the same car, Damian calling me from his number was already a dangerous situation. There were way too many lies woven through our whole relationship and it is just a matter of time before they get uncovered. At one point, we are adults. We decide our own fates and lives. We are responsible for it all. There is no need to be worried. But I wouldn’t want Damian to lose his best friend and that the people around us start feeling like they can’t trust us because we hid a secret from them. I glanced at Damian who had now fallen asleep and I smiled softly. I made sure to focus on the drive, shifting my eyes away from Damian to the road. Soon enough, I pulle
-Damian-I wipe my hand down my chest, straightening my white button-down shirt, and exhale a long breath. It's a desperate attempt to collect myself. I'm walking in the direction where I saw her
-Damian-I tip my tumbler up and drain the Scotch from it in one long gulp, letting the liquid burn its way down my chest.Despite having spent the last four years frequenting
-Isabella-The night carries on, and my inhibitions get lowered by the alcohol I've ingested in the mere hours we've been at the club.
-Isabella-Another shot down. Another smile. Another chuckle. Two of my friends, Melody Judd and Alexandra Brewer, dragged each other to the dance floor and were now dancing together in the middle







