Chapter 4:rejected

"Did he just reject us?!" Joy asked angrily but I gave her no reply, I couldn't say anything, I was stunned by what he had just said.

"he just rejected us, didn't he?!" she questioned more eagerly this time, I went silent for a while trying to process what my Mate had just said "No not yet, and even if he does there's no way I am going to accept his rejection, " I said more to myself than to joy, I tried my best to swallow the lump that was forming in my throat.

"I'm sorry what?" I said as I snapped out of my daze. "What do you mean by you don't want me as your mate?" me being his mate had made me forget that he is the ruthless alpha king who doesn't like repeating his words.

"I said I don't want a pathetic excuse for a wolf as my mate" his voice was cold and ruthless as he looked at me his mate with disdain and indifference. "I do not need an omega who cannot shift as my mate," he said as he looked at me with disdain.

I scoffed at his unbelievable decision. "you don't want me because I can't shift and I am an omega?" I asked angrily, my emotions were getting out of hand, and I couldn't control them, some moments ago I was happy that I have finally found my mate but now, I feel like exploding my mate is about to reject me. Joy on the other hand was not helping, she kept begging me to tell him about her and that I should shift but I didn't, I wasn't going to beg him, and I would make him regret it if he rejects me, he is going to pay for treating omegas like they are nothing.

"then reject me," I said looking him straight in the eyes "Reject me and regret ever doing so"My words almost came out as a whisper that I could barely hear myself but his werewolf hearing caught what I said. I knew that my words were not always anywhere near being a threat but I wanted him to know that he was going to regret his own decisions his next word drained me of my breath and I felt like crying.

"ok let's get on with it," he said as he raised his right hand, and crossed his left hand across his chest.

My heart started to beat at an uncontrollable rate, his actions had hit the darkest spot in my gut the spot that I had already forgotten that I had in my mind.

"you will always be abandoned by those you love, no one will love you, they will all leave you in the end, and you will spend the rest of your miserable life alone."

I quickly grabbed my shaky right hand with my left hand, and I shifted my gaze to the floor, I had to prepare myself for what was about to happen to me I knew he could sense my fear.

And I was right, he looked down at my shaking hand, and I saw anger in his eyes.

"you can't even handle a little rejection and you want to be my mate," he said as he mocked.

This made me lift my gaze back to his mesmerizing red eyes that were now staring down at me and then he continued with his unfinished rejection.

"I Allan Xavier Eugene reject you Rica Walker as my Mate and Luna!"Allan growled.

"It's Erica, not Rica," I said before I could stop myself.

For a second I thought I saw amusement on his face before it turned to anger, he looked less angry and more hot at the same time.

"Erica, seriously, you could have just let him say the wrong words, "Joy said in frustration tired of the mess we are in.

"See, you can't even say your name without saying the wrong one," he said angry and frustrated.

"Well just make sure you have told me the right name this time because if this mistake repeats itself I will punish you do you understand what I just said? " he said with a cold glare and it took everything in me not to run out of the door and hide away from him.

"do you understand?" he asked impatiently

I gulped hard at his words and nodded.

"Words Erica, use your words"

"yes Allan" I replied sharply before I realized what I just said, I just called him by his name oh no.

"oh no," I said in my head.

"What did you just call me?" he asked angrily.

"I.said.what.did.you.just.call. me?" he asked again as he emphasized every word and I flinched at his loud voice."Allan" I replied shakingly.

"don't you ever call me that again, I am Alpha king to you, understood," he asked.

"yes " I replied but my answer wasn't enough for him." yes what ?"

" yes Alpha King" I replied which in turn satisfied him." good," he said with a nod and did the same thing he did a while ago lifting his right hand and crossing his left hand across his chest.

"I Allan Xavier Eugene reject you Erica Walker as my Mate and future Luna!" he growled again.

"I do not accept!" I replied calmly making sure to hide my shaking voice.

"you do not accept what?" he asked raising an eyebrow which Inturn reveals his glowy red eyes.

"I do not accept your rejection" I replied calmly making sure to look at him this time.

"you think you have a choice in this hunh?" he shouted as he grabbed my neck and hit my back against the wall" If you do not accept this rejection, you will regret it" he beamed.

" I still won't accept it"I replied with tears rolling down my cheeks.

" fine then, I will make you regret this moment over and over again until you beg me to reject you! " he growled and with that, he left the room.

Silence fell into the room, I still couldn't believe what had just happened to me, I stood there rooted in the same spot, and all I could do was cry. l cried without caring if anyone would hear me or not, I cried not only because he rejected me but because I was surprised at my own words, why did I go against this horrible man, I knew I was in for it.

It felt like the whole world was crushing and I was the only one underneath It.maybe the voice is right, I am meant to be abandoned in the end, the first people to leave me was me were my mom who died while giving birth to me and my dad who left way before I was born, then John my first mate, David my second mate and now Allan has also rejected me, I couldn't find myself so I decided to stay back in the room until I was able to find myself.

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the next morning, I woke up with my head throbbing in pain, I looked around the dark room I was sitting in.

"how did I get here?" I said more to myself than anyone else then I remembered everything, how Mica and I tried to escape and how she found her Mate and I found mine but he was an asshole, the rejection, how I felt Last night after he left, how I wondered how my life became like this and how I couldn't stop crying till darkness took over.

I sat down for a while, trying to wrap my head at what had happened in less than a day, thinking of how I will keep on living from now on.

I stood up abruptly and almost fell down because of the sharp pain which had left in a moment. I have always loved my ability to heal more quickly than anyone else but today, I wish I had no such ability, with a sigh I stood up more upright and I was ready to leave when I noticed the room I was in, every thing that happened yesterday had been terrible, I had no time to check the beautiful room out.

the room was painted in beautiful red and black color, I was surprised with the aesthetic of the room. I had no idea when a small smile crept on my face and I was standing there all happy and enjoying the privilege to see such a beautiful room.

without thinking, I went to check out the bathroom of the room an I was thrown aback with what I saw, oh. my. God.

there was a bathtub in the middle of the bathroom and the shower was in another little bathroom covered with glasses, I forget to mention that the bathroom and the whole room is a big as my bathroom and my room.

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