Chapter 17

Calan's P.O.V

Never in my life did I think that love would ever find me. My life has been nothing but a facade, a shallow party. I always worked hard to be good enough, to earn love and respect. My father was tough as nails, I do not think I have ever seen him smile, except at other ladies. 

He never smiled at my mother, barely gave her recognition, she was the Luna of our pack and I always felt like he was never satisfied. A part of me hates my father, he flirts with other women, and sometimes, I can tell he has slept with them. 

I hear my mother grab her chest and wail some nights when he is supposed to be doing patrol.

I used to ask her what is the matter, and she would just say it was a cramp. I know now that she was lying, covering it up to hide her shame, so I would not realize it and create a fight. That is how I first shifted, I became so angry that I shifted and almost tore my father apart. After I calmed down, I met with my Grandfather. We spe