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The cab ride to team headquarters felt way too short. I kept fiddling with the strap of my bag, fingers working the leather on autopilot while the city blurred past the window. My notebook sat heavy in my lap, thirty-seven questions, scribbled at 2am while Jannis Laurence's photo stared back at me from my phone screen. By the time I stepped inside the sleek glass building, my heart was already doing that annoying flutter thing again. The lobby smelled like money and rubber, quiet in a way that made my footsteps echo louder than they should. Security let me through after scanning my ID. Then a man in his early fifties strode over, hand already outstretched. “Miss Renard,” he said, shaking my hand with a firm grip. “Antonio Hale, team principal. Glad you made it. Let’s do a quick walk-through before we sit down. You might as well see what you’re signing up for.” He didn't do small talk, which I respected immediately. We moved through wide hallways lined with race photos and trophies, while he pointed things out:strategy rooms glowing blue with screens, engineers cutting past us with tablets and that specific focused energy of people who didn't have time to exist at less than full speed. The whole place hummed with something I didn't have a word for. Purpose, maybe. Or pressure. The kind that didn't feel crushing so much as clarifying. My newsroom had that sometimes. On the good days. My pulse kicked up as we got closer to the garage area. Mechanics were bent over a car until suddenly everything went quiet. One of the younger guys straightened and whispered to his buddy, just loud enough for me to catch. "Ice King's in the simulator. Nobody goes in when he's running." Something tightened in my chest at that. Antonio caught my expression and gave a quiet chuckle. "He commands a certain atmosphere," he said, which was a very diplomatic way of putting it. "Listen, Laura Jean. He's private. Genuinely, seriously private, not just media-trained private. This access exists because the sponsors want it and the board approved it. That doesn't mean he'll make it easy. Don't push too hard on day one. Read the room. Respect the line and we'll all survive this." I nodded like that was reassuring. The conference room was all long table and big windows. Clean and corporate and somehow still intimidating. I set my bag down, pulled out my notebook, flipped to the fresh page I'd been saving. Thirty-seven questions. I looked at them and suddenly wasn't sure any of them were right. Antonio checked his watch. "We’ll handle the contract in here. He should join us shortly.” I uncapped my pen. Recapped it. Uncapped it again. The door handle turned. The room changed before I fully registered he was in it. He was taller than the photos. That was the first thing I noticed. He moved like someone who had never once been unsure of where he was going, jacket pushed up at the sleeves, hair slightly damp like he'd come straight from the simulator. He scanned the room in half a second and then his eyes landed on mine and stayed there. I had spent four hours studying this man's face. I thought I was prepared. I held his gaze because looking away first felt like losing something I hadn't agreed to compete for. He didn’t offer a hand. He just moved to the chair across from me and dropped into it like I was another item on his already tedious schedule. Antonio cleared his throat. “Jannis, this is Laura Jean Renard. She’ll be with us for the next six months. Laura Jean, Jannis Laurence.” Jannis leaned back, arms loosely crossed, expression unreadable. “I know who she is,” His voice was low, flat, like he was stating an unfortunate fact. “Another journalist. Another person convinced my life belongs in print.” I straightened my spine. "Nice to meet you too, Mr. Laurence," I said. "Officially." Antonio slid the contract papers between us. “The agreement grants Miss Renard six months of embedded access with the team. Full paddock, garages, travel. Positive exposure for the sponsors.” Jannis didn't look at the papers. He looked at me. "Non-negotiable, I assume." "Board approved," Antonio said. "I race cars, Antonio. I don't babysit reporters for half a season." The dismissal stung and then something fiercer came up behind it. The same thing that had kept me chasing stories other people said were too risky. "I'm not here to be babysat. I'm here to tell real stories. The pressure, the strategy, the man behind the helmet. What it actually takes to keep winning when everyone's waiting for you to slip." His eyes narrowed, just slightly. "Real stories." Like it was a naive thing to want. "You people say that right before you twist everything into something that sells." "Maybe if you spoke to the press once in a while there'd be fewer rumors filling the silence. Two years without a real interview makes people curious, Mr. Laurence. Nature abhors a vacuum and so does the internet." The room went dead quiet. Something shifted behind his eyes. Then he stopped being careful about it. "I expected a journalist. Not a vulture in designer heels circling for something to pick apart." His gaze flicked over me once, dismissive. "You think showing up in a nice blouse and throwing around the word like ‘real stories’ makes you different? You’re all the same. Sniffing around for anything that smells like weakness." I let it land. Then I looked straight back at him. "And I expected a champion. Not a man who dominates on the track and runs from everything real off it. If you're so untouchable, why does one journalist with a notebook make you this defensive?" His jaw ticked, there and gone. "You hunt stories like a fox on the scent." He said it slowly. "Digging. Probing. Never knowing when to stop." He almost smiled, but there was nothing warm in it. "Fine. I'll call you Vixen then. Fits perfectly.” I laughed, sharp and genuine. "If I'm a fox you've earned every word of Ice King. Cold, untouchable, freezing everyone out the second they get too close." Antonio slapped the table. "Sign the papers. The jet leaves in forty-eight hours and this is happening whether either of you likes it or not." Jannis signed like the paper had personally offended him. I signed after, hand steadier than it had any right to be. As I finished the last page, he leaned closer across the table. "Try not to get in my way, Vixen." His eyes held mine, dark and intense. "You won't like what happens if you do." I didn't breathe for a second. The air felt pulled too tight, like the moment before a wire snaps. Then he pulled back, stood, and left without another word. Antonio gathered the contracts with the energy of someone who deserved a long holiday. "Forty-eight hours, Miss Renard. Pack for all weather. Try not to kill each other before the first race." I looked down at my notebook. Thirty-seven questions, none of them adequate anymore. Six months, I thought. When Jannis Laurence looked at me like that, I hadn't felt stagnant at all. It made me feel uncomfortably alive. That was the problem.Laura Jean POV I had left my notebook in the hotel room. I didn't realize it until I'd already been sitting on the bench for a minute, reaching for it out of habit and coming up empty. "Oh, brilliant," I muttered to myself. The park was tucked between two quiet streets, the sort of place most tourists probably walked past without noticing. A few benches sat beneath scattered trees, and if you looked through the narrow gap between the buildings across the path, you could catch a strip of the harbour glittering in the afternoon sun. I wasn't really looking at it. My mind kept circling the same thing. Zurich. It had been three days since Stephen had said the word, and I still couldn't decide whether he'd given me a clue or a warning. It had to be a place. Or maybe an event. A company. Someone's name. Whatever it was, it lived somewhere inside the two years Jannis Laurence never talked about. I was so wrapped up in it that I almost jumped when a voice beside me spoke. "You've
Jannis POV The simulation was wrong. Not in any obvious way. It was the kind of mistake that hid beneath the surface, in the space between what the model predicted and what I already knew the car would do through the final sector. Around the strategy table, the engineers nodded as Jonathan walked everyone through the data. I let him finish before speaking. "Run sector three again." Jonathan looked up from his monitor. "Again?" "Again." He replayed the simulation without another word. I watched the telemetry instead of the replay. Three seconds later, I saw it. "Pause." The room fell silent as the replay froze on the screen. "The rear stability assumption is wrong," I said, pointing at the graph. "We're underestimating load transfer under braking by four percent. That carries through turns eleven to thirteen." My gaze shifted to Jonathan. "Correct the input, rerun the simulation, and have the updated model ready before the afternoon briefing." He frowned at the figures f
Laura Jean POV Stephen's message came through on Wednesday morning. It was short and casual, written with the confidence of someone who assumed I'd say yes. Interview? Lunch. My treat. There's a place near the harbor you'll like. I read it once, then let my thumb hover over the screen for a second. Professionally, I had no reason to say no. Stephen Cole was second in the championship, Jannis's closest rival, and somehow I'd spent weeks embedded with one side of the title fight without sitting down with the other. Turning him down would've been harder to explain than accepting. I typed back. Tomorrow works. Where? His reply came almost immediately. Just an address and a time. That was that. I didn't mention it to anyone. The café sat right on the waterfront, the sort of place that looked modest from the street until you stepped inside and realized every table had a view worth paying for. Boats drifted lazily across the harbor beyond the windows, sunlight catching
Laura Jean POV Josie sent the link at 7:43 that morning with no message, just the article. I was still in bed, my coffee cooling on the nightstand, when I opened it. I read it once, then immediately started over, hoping I'd misunderstood something the first time. I hadn't. The headline read When Access Becomes Intimacy. The byline was Evangeline Dame's, and it had gone live at six that morning on the biggest motorsport platform in the industry. She never accused me of anything. She opened with the history of embedded journalism, writing about the ethics of access and the thin line between proximity and bias. It was thoughtful, balanced, and impossible to argue with. By the time she finally mentioned me, she'd already convinced readers the question was worth asking. Laura Jean Renard, currently six months embedded with Jannis Laurence's team under an exclusive access agreement, has produced work that raises these questions in interesting ways. After that came the facts. The exc
Laura Jean POV Antonio had a talent for delivering bad news as though he were announcing the weather. "Sponsor documentary," he said, setting a folder on the conference table. "Today. You'll shadow Jannis for the entire session. Camera crew gets here at nine." His gaze moved from Jannis to me, making it clear this wasn't a discussion. Jannis looked at him without saying anything for a moment. "You could've mentioned that yesterday," he said at last. His voice was level, but I'd spent enough time around him by now to recognize when that particular calm wasn't entirely genuine. "I could have," Antonio agreed with a shrug. "I'd still recommend breakfast before they arrive." Then he walked out. Silence settled over the room. Jannis picked up the folder, skimmed the first page for barely two seconds, then dropped it back onto the table. Whatever was inside apparently wasn't worth a reaction. He reached for his coffee instead. "Don't get in the way of the work," he said without l
Laura Jean POV He caught me outside the team offices the next morning. I heard him before I saw him, which was becoming a habit I didn't care to examine. I was balancing a coffee in one hand and my notebook in the other, trying to decipher my own handwriting, when his voice stopped me. "We need to talk." I looked up. "About yesterday." Something in his expression made my stomach tighten. "Okay." He turned without another word and headed toward the nearest office. I followed, and he waited until I stepped inside before closing the door behind us. Neither of us sat. For a moment, he stood with one hand still resting on the doorknob, his back to me as though deciding where to begin. Then he turned. Whatever I'd expected, it wasn't this. He was angry. Not the cold, controlled distance I'd seen before, not the clipped answers or carefully measured silence. This had been building since yesterday, and sometime during the night it had run out of patience. "You followed me," he sa







