LOGINASYA
How I managed to drag my feet away from that scene, I didn't know. All I knew was that somehow, I was on the road, and then I was at home. My heart felt like it was being pulled out of my chest and being shoved back inside, over and over again. I locked my bedroom door, collapsed onto the floor, and let the first wave of tears tear through me. The house was dead quiet since my aunt and uncle were still at the post-game VIP dinner. I was entirely alone in the dark. My phone buzzed relentlessly in the pocket of my jeans. A rhythmic vibration against my thigh that seemed to be mocking my breaking heart. Maya: Asya, where are you? The coach is looking for you! Chloe: Hey, everyone’s at the lounge. You’re missing the champagne toast! Sara: Um, did you really do it? What's going on, Asya? Sara's message caught my attention the most, but as I stared at the screen, I noticed Clarissa typing in our group chat, then she stopped. I was tempted to ask Sara what she meant by the question, but a part of me didn't want to go through any more pain. A sudden harsh sob ripping from my throat. I shut my eyes. I didn't reply to anyone. Instead, I powered the phone down, tossing it across the room where it slid beneath the bed, burying its light. I cried until my throat was raw, until my chest felt entirely hollowed out, finally drifting into a heavy, dreamless sleep on the hardwood floor. Two days passed in a blur of gray shadows and stale air. I barely ate, the thought of food turning my stomach into knots, but by the third morning, the sheer walls of my bedroom felt like a coffin. I needed to face reality. I needed to drop my classes, get my gear from the rink, and figure out how to navigate a world that had completely shattered. The moment I stepped onto campus, the atmosphere shifted. It was too obvious to be ignored. The casual chatter of the courtyard died down as I walked past. Groups of students nudged each other, pointing and whispering behind open hands. A couple of guys from the lacrosse team smirked as I crossed the quad, one of them letting out a low, mocking whistle. I kept my chin up, drawing on every ounce of the "Ice Queen" armor I had spent years building, but inside, my skin was crawling. By lunch, the whisper had turned into a horrifying, definitive accusation. "Who would have thought that she'd be interested in a man like Professor Harrison!" I paused in my tracks and turned to face the girls. "Excuse me? What did you just say?" They shrugged. "Isn't that why you skipped the dinner? Because Julian and Clarissa caught you with Professor Harrison in an empty classroom?" I shut my eyes for a second, taking a deep breath before turning to answer. But I didn't get the words out of my mouth before a campus security officer intercepted me. "Anastasia Volkov? The Dean’s office requires your immediate presence." The administrative building was suffocatingly quiet. When the heavy oak doors of the inner office opened, I wasn't just met by Dean Vance. Julian and Clarissa weren't there, but sitting in the corner, looking sweaty and entirely panicked, was Professor Harrison, my advanced calculus lecturer. "Sit down, Miss Volkov," Dean Vance said, his voice flat, devoid of the warmth he usually offered the university’s star athlete. "What is this about?" I asked, my voice trembling despite my best efforts. "If this is about missing practices the last two days—" "This is significantly more severe than missed practices," the Dean interrupted, sliding a sleek silver laptop across the polished desk. He hit play. A grainy, muffled audio file filled the room. It was the chaotic, echoing acoustics of the locker room. “...I mean, come on, if I had to pick one faculty member, it's definitely Harrison,” my own voice echoed, clear and playful over the digital hiss. “Have you seen his arms? It's an absolutely smash.” The audio cut out. "It was a joke," I whispered, the blood completely rushing out of my face. "We were playing a stupid game in the locker room three weeks ago. Everyone was laughing, everyone was picking someone—" "Professor Harrison is entangled in this mess and everything is pointing to you," Dean Vance stated, his eyes locking onto mine with absolute severity. "Coupled with this recording, which suggests explicit intent, the university is facing a massive liability. There are formal allegations that you swapped sexual favors for your recent exam grades." "That is a lie!" I shouted, slamming my hands on the desk as I stood up. I looked at Professor Harrison. "Tell him! Tell him I’ve never even been alone in your office!" Harrison couldn't look me in the eye. He stared at his own knees, his voice shaking. "I... I told the Dean there was nothing, Asya. But with the rumors circulating... the board is panicking." "We summoned the other members of the team to verify the context," Dean Vance said. "And they said the same thing, all of them. That you were sober and serious when you said this. But they didn't think you really meant that." The betrayal hit me like a physical blow to the stomach. I stumbled back against the wall. "There is no way Maya could say that! Was she coerced? I want her to say it before me! Bring her here!!" "That's enough, Miss Volkov," Dean Vance barked, slamming a folder shut. "Pending a full, formal investigation by the board, you are officially suspended from all academic activities. Effective immediately, you are also stripped of your position and status on the women’s hockey team." ─── I walked home in a trance, the world moving in slow motion around me. When I pushed open the front door, the heavy scent of my aunt’s expensive perfume hit me instantly. They were both sitting in the living room, sipping tea, looking up as the door clicked shut. "Anastasia?" my aunt asked, her brow furrowing as she checked her gold watch. "Why are you home so early? Don't you have training?" "I've been suspended," I said, my voice dead, entirely empty of emotion. "I caught Julian and Clarissa having sex in school and they spun the event and said I slept with a teacher instead." They exchanged a quick, silent look. There was no shock on their faces. Instead, a wave of relief washed over their features. "Oh," my aunt smoothed down her skirt, her voice turning sharp. "So you finally found out about them." I blinked, the words failing to process. "What?" "Don't play the victim, Anastasia," my uncle sneered, leaning forward, his eyes cold and predatory. "We know how you operate. Clarissa wanted Julian first. She’s liked him since freshman year, and the moment you saw her interest, you swooped in with your 'global star' routine and seduced him away from her." "I seduced him?" A harsh, hysterical laugh tore from my throat. "I never even liked him, he came after me!" "As if! You’ve always been a selfish, wayward little brat. You come into our home, consume our resources, and then try to destroy our daughter’s happiness because you can’t stand not being the center of attention. You’re nothing but a cheap, manipulative slut." “A sl— how fucking dare you?!” My vision swam with absolute rage. "I have done nothing but protect her! I have done nothing but try to make you proud!" “Who have you made proud? Us?” my uncle mocked, a cruel, ugly chuckle escaping his lips. “How come you never mentioned us at all your awards then? With your tragic little backstory...Your father was a failure who couldn't even keep a car on the road, and you're turning out exactly like him. Broken, addicted to drama. And a stain on this family." My aunt nodded in support. "And you know what? We can't have you here tarnishing what's left of our family's image. So go in there, pack every shit that you own and get the fuck out of our house!"Clarissa's POVThe ambient noise inside The Guild & Roast was a soft, expensive hum of clinking porcelain, low jazz, and rich suburban gossip. It was the exact kind of high-end, discreet coffee lounge where people paid eight dollars for an oat milk latte just to ensure they wouldn't run into the general public.I sat at a secluded corner booth tucked behind a velvet curtain, my long legs crossed, tapping my freshly manicured acrylic nails against the marble tabletop in a steady, impatient beat."More water, miss?" the young waiter asked, hovering timidly near the edge of the booth."No," I snapped without looking at him, my dark eyes fixed on the glass front doors. "I’m waiting for someone."He scurried off just as the heavy brass door handles turned.A tall brunette stepped into the cafe, wearing a tailored cream wool coat with a real fox-fur collar and leather riding boots that screamed generational money. She paused in the entryway, pulling off her gloves and scanning the room with
Asya's POVI stood at the blue line, my hands rested lightly on the top of my stick, my breath blooming in soft mist clouds. "You're positioning your defense too wide on the power play, Coach. If I take the lane inside your left skate, you can't close the angle in time."Vance was standing ten feet away at the center circle, stripped down to a heavy dark thermal shirt and his track pants, holding his own stick with a casual, broad-shouldered power. A slow, dangerous smirk tugged at the corner of his jaw."Is that a challenge, love?" his deep, gravelly voice echoed off the quiet glass walls. "Because I seem to recall intercepting three of your inside drives during yesterday's drill.""Yesterday I wasn't feeling my toes," I shot back, a bright, electric spark of playful competition rising in my chest. I tapped the blade of my stick twice against the ice, a crisp, sharp clack-clack. "Put a puck on the red line. One-on-one. Breakaway drive to the net."He let out a low, rich chuckle, the
Saraya's POV"Saraya, sweetie!" my mother’s polished voice echoed up the grand staircase, accompanied by the muffled clatter of silver platters. "The caterers for the New Year's gala are here with the wine pairings! Your father wants you downstairs to review the guest list!""In a minute, Mom!" I shouted back, my voice laced with a sweet, practiced composure that vanished the second I turned back to the screen. "I'm finalizing my training schedules for the athletic director!"I smoothed down the sleeves of my cashmere sweater, taking a slow, deep breath to steady the rapid thud of my heart. I couldn't afford to sound desperate. Clarissa Volkov wasn't some soft-spoken freshman walk-on you could corner in a hallway; she was the captain of a top-tier division-one team, a girl raised with the same ruthless, high-society polish as myself. If I approached her looking like an anxious gossip-monger, she would lock her legal doors, deny everything, and alert her cousin.I needed to frame this
Vance's POVThe storm outside had subsided into a low, steady drone, but inside the office, the air remained thick with a fierce, suffocating intimacy. Anastasia was still sitting in my lap, her small hands resting flat against my chest, her heavy wool blanket draped over both of our shoulders like a dark, private tent.Her breathing was uneven, her heart fluttering against my palm where my hand rested over her side. She had just given me back a piece of my soul, looking into my eyes and declaring herself mine with a fierce, terrifying conviction.But as the silence stretched between us in the freezing dark, I felt a tremor run through her body—but I wasn't sure if it was from the cold or if it was something else."You gave me your truth, Vance," she murmured, her voice dropping into a quiet, trembling register that made my instinct to protect her flare up instantly. She stared down at the dark fabric of my hoodie, her fingers twisting slightly into the cotton. "It’s time I gave you
Vance's POVOutside, the wind howled like a wounded beast, driving sheets of ice against the glass with a sharp, rhythmic *clink-clink-clink*. Inside, the temperature immediately began its slow, merciless drop into the single digits.Against my chest, Anastasia didn't move. Her small, fragile breath was soft and steady, warm against the exposed collar of my hoodie. Her long hair was scattered over my arm, smelling faintly of crisp winter air and sweet vanilla — a scent that had spent the last two months slowly eroding every single professional boundary I possessed.I sat with my back jammed against the hard steel frame of my oak desk, my massive arms locked tightly around her waist, anchoring her against my torso under three thick layers of dark wool.''Look at you, Sterling,'' I thought, my jaw clenching so hard a sharp pain radiated up into my temple. ''Thirty-five years old, head coach of a division-one collegiate program, shivering on the carpet like a delinquent high schooler.''
Asya's POVThe storm slammed into the valley like a runaway freight train.By three in the afternoon, the pale, clinical sunlight had been swallowed whole by a dense, swirling wall of blinding white. The northern wind howled against the high clerestory windows of the Ice Den with a violent, rhythmic force, rattling the heavy iron support beams until the entire structure seemed to vibrate. Through the frosted glass near the zamboni entrance, I could see the snow piling up in massive, five-foot drifts, completely burying the side walkways and choking out the asphalt access roads.I stood by the home bench, my skate guards clicked onto my blades, unspooling a fresh roll of black friction tape over the toe of my stick. The air inside the arena was rapidly dropping in temperature, every breath I exhaled blooming into a thick, swirling cloud of mist that lingered in the still air."Visibility on the state highway just hit zero," Vance said, his gravelly voice cutting through the hollow roar







