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Aftermath
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2026-04-12 23:54:53
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Loaned to the Mafia Doom day
The wedding day came quickly. After the incident with Lorcan, Cillian claimed he had business to attend to and disappeared for a week. He still wasn’t back while I was in my wedding dress, and I began to wonder if the wedding would even take place.It felt like he was avoiding me days before we tied the knot, and I didn’t understand why. I had done nothing but try to open up to him. I was nervous as hell, and it wasn’t because the groom still hadn’t arrived.It was because my life was about to change. I thought Daniela would come back before I tied the knot with Cillian, but she didn’t.I wondered how long I would be asked to keep up the charade of pretending to be someone I wasn’t. Someone my fiancé didn’t even want or he wouldn’t be MIA.If he didn’t show up for the wedding, my fate was sealed. I would die and so would my mother. I tried to have hope and not think about any of that or else I would go insane. The wedding was taking place at one of Cillian’s many properties. This one
Loaned to the Mafia He's back
Cillian was surprisingly gentle with me as he taught me how to ride horses for the first time. I tried to ignore the way his touch made my body heat in desire, but it was easier said than done.We ended up making out after every session, and I could always feel his erection poking into me, but he chose not to take things further. He cupped me through my panties and whispered all the things he fantasized about doing to me, but he never followed through with any of it.I wanted more. The desire was building like a volcano waiting to erupt, and I couldn’t stop it. I couldn’t explain that feeling, but it was driving me insane. I couldn’t take it anymore. I wanted Cillian, and I wanted him badly.I knew deep down I wanted him to be my first. I didn’t care that he wasn’t supposed to be mine. All I wanted was him. I wanted to enjoy his presence and his body before I lost him.He knew exactly how to touch me to make my body light up with a fire that felt as fast and scorching as a forest fire
Loaned to the Mafia You're mine
“You came,” Christian said when he saw me. I nodded and tucked a strand of my hair behind my ear nervously. The way he was looking at me made me blush. “You look amazing, Uma.”My smile almost fell at the use of a name that didn’t belong to me, but I had learned to pretend. So the smile stayed on my face. I had chosen black pants that showed off my curves, a white shirt, and a black jacket on top. On my feet were black knee-high boots, and my red hair was in a high ponytail.I had even attempted to put some makeup on my face. I was slowly learning from the videos I saw on the internet.“Thank you, Christian.”This time, he was wearing a black shirt that was rolled up to his elbows, black pants, and black guy boots. His blonde hair fanned his face, and his hands were dirty.The first few buttons of his shirt were undone, showing the hard muscles underneath. He was toned, probably from the work he did in the stable, or maybe he worked out.But he still wasn’t as huge as Cillian was,
Loaned to the Mafia First fight
Like an idiot, I waited for Cillian at the library. I thought he would come home early and join me in the library as he had done for the past three days. I pictured having a conversation with him and being reassured.But he didn’t come. I stayed there until dinner and ate alone. It became clear he wasn’t going to come home to talk. However, I was ready to talk. He was right. For as long as I was pretending to be Uma, I was his fiancée and the queen of the English mafia.If I wanted people to respect me, I had to stand my ground. So I stayed at that dinner table until I heard the front door open later that night. I had struggled to stay awake so much that I took three cups of coffee. Anyone who saw me would think it was sad. All the staff did. The way they looked at me made me want to cry, but I forced myself to be strong. It was ten minutes past one in the morning when he finally. It wasn’t even at night. It was early morning. The disrespect towards me gnawed at me so much that I co
Loaned to the Mafia Stupid phone call
After crying myself to sleep like an idiot, I woke up the next morning to find the milk on my bedside table gone. Cillian was nowhere in sight, and my head was pounding. I closed my eyes and groaned.“Here,” Cillian said as he handed me a glass of water and some Tylenol. I was shocked to see him there.It was like he could come in quietly without making a sound. I could have sworn the room was empty when I first woke up.He was in a suit, which indicated he was going to work. I grabbed the glass of water and Tylenol and took them. He was right about my head aching because of all the crying I had done.I felt even worse knowing he probably knew I cried myself to sleep. We hadn’t even known each other for a month, and I was already getting emotional at the thought of him abandoning me to speak to another woman.He wasn’t mine to begin with. If I felt like that when he spoke to other women, how would I feel when Daniela came back, and he picked her instead of me?“Why were you crying?” H
Loaned to the Mafia Unspoken dynamic
Cillian and I had an unspoken dynamic. He joined me in the library in the evening, and he worked in silence while I taught myself English. I liked having him around, and I hoped our dynamic was permanent.It had been like that for three days. I couldn’t explain it, but he made me happy. Whenever I saw him, I felt at peace and, most of all, protected. I hadn’t seen Lorcan since he was shot in the hand.Cillian was keeping him from me. I guess he wasn’t that mad about what Victoria told him about me. I was kind of glad she lied because the punishment that came after was something I wanted to relive. I couldn’t get the feeling of Cillian touching me intimately out of my head.I wanted him to touch me even more with fewer clothes between us next time.This time, I was peaking at him while pretending to read a book. I partially hid my creepy behavior with the book I was holding. He looked so hot, focusing on his computer. He was in sweatpants and a tight t-shirt.He look
Loaned to the Mafia A new hell
Cillian asked me to wear presentable clothes to meet his associates, but all of Daniela’s clothes were revealing and provocative. To make matters worse, they were a size or two smaller than my body.They looked even more provocative on me than they actually were. But none of that mattered. I didn’t
Loaned to the Mafia Fucking speak
“You don’t own a phone,” Cillian said at dinner. After he basically told me we would be having sex before the wedding ever took place, he left me alone in my—our room and disappeared.I tried to read the book he had given me, but I didn’t understand most of the words in it. Cathal never took me to s
Loaned to the Mafia In London
Cillian didn’t look at me the entire flight. He pretended I wasn’t there and worked on his computer. I could practically feel his hate for me oozing off him.My palms were sweating, and my hands wouldn’t stop shaking as I wondered if I would survive being his fiancée, let alone marriage. He was cold
Loaned to the Mafia The debt you owe
Lorcan shoved me hard into my small room at the house to the point that I fell on the ground. He was angry, and it was taking all his restraint to keep it together.“I should have killed you when I had the chance,” he said. “Or sold you to the brothel so you can at least be useful. You are nothing b
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