Hi, wanted to wait to reveal the haircolor from either Leia's or Asher's pov. But you can probably geuss it already. will write more tonight. Thank you once again for reading and thank you Ariel for your nice comments.
Leia’s pov I have no fucking clue why I let Asher, Kate and Sierra to this whole make-over for me. It wasn’t like it would fucking work. Like Mark said, no amount of lipstick would stop me from being a pig. Not a real fucking pig of course, I was well aware that I was not thick enough. I didn’t have fucking boobs or an ass. I might as well be a fucking boy, I was the same size as a twelve year old anyway. Stop it, Leia! I told myself, trying to focus on Asher’s hand on my scalp. I had loved staying here. Asher made me eat, he would help me with everyday tasks that were too hard for me and he was so sweet. Like too fucking sweet, I didn’t deserve that. It was my fault Asher was even in this whole mess. He said I was here to help him, but I didn’t do jack shit. All I did was sleep in his bed and let him take care of me. Maybe taking care of me made him feel better? Like he would feel like a fucking hero, rescuing the poor abusive victim? Nah, that doesn’t sound like Asher. Every nig
Asher’s pov Goddess, Leia looked too good with her new hair. And then she stood in my room in just her underwear. I wanted to touch her, wanted to put my mouth on her little pink nipples and make her moan my name. But she wasn’t ready. “We will have her, one day.” Logan said reassuringly. He had more confidence than I did. But for now I just wanted Leia to be well. Too feel good about herself. After we ate dinner together, we crawled into bed and she placed her red hair on my chest. Sorry, burgundy. It’s all the same to me, but it looked really good. “Goodnight, princess.” I said as I kissed the top of her head. “I’ll miss you when you go home tomorrow.” Leia turned as red as her hair. She almost whispered, “me too.” “What did you say, Leia? I didn’t hear you,” I teased her. “You fucking heard me. Now go to sleep.” She growled. “That’s my girl.” I said laughing. She wasn’t mine. But I wanted her to be, so badly. She didn't contradict me though. We fell asleep and I had no ni
Leia’s pov My mom practically ran towards me when I arrived back at the farm. She must be really fucking excited to see me. It made me feel guilty for thinking about hurting myself. Mom, dad and I talked for a while until I left for my room. I told them about the week. How I had slept a lot. How Asher had forced me to eat and shower like some fucking prison guard, but a nice one. Which made dad laugh and how they gave me make-over. I didn’t tell them shit about sleeping in Asher’s bed every night though or the conversations we would have together. I don’t think dad and mom knew what Mark had done to me. They knew he had hurt me, but not the rest. Nothing really happened, but it was going too. And well, fucking hell. It felt silly that I was so fucking traumatized, by something that almost happened. But I was scared shitless that night. Goddess, don’t start thinking about that now. There were a lot of people that cared for me. I fucking realized that this week. Kate, my kitty Kat, m
Kate’s pov “So it seems Asher is dating Leia now?” I heard a girl say. “He must feel pity for her or something. It won’t last.” Her friend replied. “I know they say Asher’s didn’t kill her ex, but it does seem convenient that he’s dating Leia now that her ex is murdered.” The first girl said. “Yeah, the whole Bella being a psycho seems kind of out of character.” Ugh, I was stuck in this stupid toilet waiting for the girls to exit. I couldn’t go out. They were talking about my brother and my best friend. I could go out, but then I’d have to beat them up and I wasn’t in the mood for drama today. Things have actually gone pretty well the last three weeks. For one, Leia seems a lot better. She’s seeing Doctor Angela now and is taking anti-depressants. I asked what it felt like. And Leia had said, “it makes me feel fucking numb. Since I’m half werewolf, Angela has to figure out the right dose. But numb is better than being terrified or fucking exhausted all the time.” Asher and Lei
Sierra’s pov I’m happy for Asher and Leia. I really am. But I kind of miss talking to my best friend. Although I’m not sure, Asher is the person I could go to for boy problems. I have never dated anyone before Tyler, so Asher and I never had the chance to discuss anything like this. He didn’t talk about his love life, because it wasn’t so much as a love life, but more a sex life. And I didn’t need to know about his conquests. He has talked to me about Leia a bit, so maybe I could share about Tyler. It was worth a shot. Otherwise I would have to talk to my mom, brother or Kate about it and none of them seem to be the right choice. I didn’t want to discuss my love life with my family and I didn’t want to make Kate uncomfortable, we were finally getting along again. “Leia is doing her homework with Kate today, want to hang out?” Asher asked me after class. “Yes, loved to. Meet at my house or yours?” I replied. “Yours, I haven’t seen your brother and mom in ages.” Asher said. We drov
Leia’s pov So Asher and I are fucking dating. Me and Asher. He is dating me! Okay, I should be used to it by now right?! But I am fucking not. Maybe because I spend the first few weeks in therapy and under the influence of a high ass dose of anti-depressants. But Doctor Angela finally got the dose right and I feel like myself, just a bit calmer and numb. I sometimes still get fucking triggered though and I still have days I only want to stay in bed. But it’s only been a month, so maybe I should just take my fucking victories and be happy about that. It’s been a month since I started therapy and also a month that I asked fucking Asher Omari to kiss me. Since Asher loves to fucking tease me, I’m planning a little something to tease him back. Asher asked me to go to the packhouse after school, so I will finally get my revenge then. Asher drove us to the packhouse after school with his gorgeous fucking face. I can’t believe I get to kiss him every day. I’ve been thinking about doing mo
Kate’s pov “Honey, I know I’ve been focusing on Riker a lot. I’m sorry if I wasn’t really there for you,” Mom said. “It’s fine, mom. I’m okay.” Mom shook her head, “no, a lot has happened lately and I should have been there for you and Asher. I am so happy he has Leia and he feels like he can share with her. But that leaves you with half a best friend, that has to divide her time between you and Asher. And Sierra is dating Tyler too. I hope you still have some other people you can spend time with?” I shrugged, “I talk to Dani and Mic sometimes. I’m fine.” Mom didn’t seem to believe me, but she let it go. For now, at least. “How is Leia doing? She looks a lot better than she first did.” Mom said. “She’s okay, I think Asher is really helping and seeing doctor Angela has helped her too.” “Did you know I went through something like that? So did Meadow. If Leia ever wants to talk to someone who’s been there, we wouldn't mind talking to her.” Mom never said she went through anything
Asher’s pov Goddess, how I loved being Leia’s boyfriend. I had never wanted to be anyone’s boyfriend and thought I’d meet my mate eventually, like dad did, when he was older. But being with Leia was different. She felt right, she challenged me and she was so brave. How she was dealing with her depression and everything that happened, she was brave and cool and , - “Yeah, yeah. We know. Leia is the best.” Logan said. “You seem to like her too.” I replied. I had taken Leia on my back a few times. Wanting her and Logan to meet. Leia loved rubbing Logan’s fur and he was like a puppy dog around her. Letting Leia scratch between his eyes and behind his ears. “Yes, I do. I told you, if you wanted Leia you had to go all in. Not like with those other girls,” Logan growled, “But what about meeting my mate? Shouldn’t you be focused on that?” Logan surprised me, “who says Leia isn’t it.” It wasn’t like I hadn’t thought about Leia being my mate. Leia felt right. I felt sparks when I touched