will try to write another chapter later. skipping ahead slowly. hope you like the chapter. I'm going out later to buy my mom some new glasses. she used to have minus 14, but she is nearing her 60's now, so her eyes are actually getting better. the minus and plus are compensation for each other. but glasses are still really expensive and she can't work. her fybriomialga is really bad. using some of the book money, so thanks for helping pay for the glasses. ;)
Leia’s pov I fucking hated that Kate was gone and Asher. I didn’t realize how much I relied on them both. Okay, that’s a lie. I totally know how much I fucking rely on them. They’re my whole support system together with my parents. Especially dad, me and him are tight as fuck. But there are some things I can’t tell him. I don’t want him to fucking know about all the things Mark did to me. Part of me feels like I’m protecting Mark by not saying it to, but I am also protecting my parents. I mean, would you like to fucking know your daughter was verbally abused daily and made to feel like shit on top of every fucking thing that happened the night he broke my wrist and ribs, and fingers. Fucking asshole. Asher is the type of guy that doesn’t really post pictures online or I’d be fucking stalking him for life. I know there are girls around him that want a piece of that ass. I have him and I get it. Asher is the best looking guy around and he’s so fucking charming. And they don’t even kno
Kate’s pov It’s been a nice trip, but it was different than I thought. Being away from home hasn’t been that easy for me. I am homesick some days and I think I might have brushed passed everything that happened to me and my friends and family too quickly. Being so focused on physical recovery, I didn't think about the toll on my mental health. One of the Gamma’s daughters saw my scar and asked me about it and when I started to explain, I suddenly realized it was a big thing that happened. “So, you’re saying a hunter came into your pack and pretended to be one of you?!” Uma said, surprised. “Yeah, her dad was a werewolf and they killed her.” “So then she just kidnapped you?” How could I tell this without sounding dramatic. Or make her pity me. We’ve been hanging out a bit and she even wants to go with us to the pride events, but I could ruin this by saying too much. I could ruin anything by talking too much, I still remember what happened when I opened myself up, in the letters t
Sierra’s pov I had been trying to meet up with Kate, I was hoping once I’d see her, I would be able to explain everything. But she was too busy. Every weekend she had some plans. Maybe I didn’t try hard enough. Because my explanation wasn’t a good one. Try telling the girl you’re falling for, “hey I missed your birthday party, because I was scared. Scared of my feelings for you, but also scared what everyone else will think. Because I am freaking shallow and don’t deserve you at all.” “Yeah, don’t say that.” Grace said. “It’s not true anyway. You’re not shallow. It’s actually funny when you think about it. In this regard, you’re just as much overthinking things as Kate does.” “But everything will change, once I admit I have feelings for Kate.” I replied. “Yeah, things will change. But who says it won’t be for the better? Change doesn’t have to be bad. Just think of all the good things that could come from this. You won’t have to worry about this, you’d have Kate as your partner, y
Kate’s pov “I wish we could stay in this room forever, but I think we needed to get some breakfast.” Siera said, after we kissed for what felt like hours. I wanted to tell her, I wasn’t hungry, but my stomach betrayed me by rumbling. Sierra kissed my stomach, “see, your cute stomach agrees with me.” Having her kiss me there was a whole other sensation. Goddess she was so close to me, could she smell how turned on I was? I didn’t want to move too fast. I hadn’t really done much with anyone and women were completely new to Sierra. Sierra extended her hand to me and I placed mine in hers. We walked to the door and I was sure, once we left this room, she would let go off my hand. Did she say she wanted to stay here, because she didn’t want anyone to see us together? Sierra said she told everyone, but what did that really mean? Sierra opened the door and continued holding my hand until we reached the dining hall. It was lunch time by now and I was really hungry. Uma sat at the table,
Leia’s pov “So maybe this weekend Sierra can finally pop your fucking cherry?” I said, wiggling my eyebrows at Kate. I loved teasing her, especially after she always gagged every fucking time I mentioned something sexual. “I hate that I told you about that weekend and what she smells like.” Kate said, rolling her eyes. “But….? Do you think you’re fucking ready or is something still holding you back?” I asked her seriously. I was really fucking excited Sierra and Kate got together, but up until now it wasn't like she wanted it to be. It wasn’t Sierra’s fault though. Last fucking week there was an attack on the Eclipse pack, so Sierra and Asher couldn’t fucking leave. So they had that one weekend and since then two fucking weeks of long distance relationship. Which would be hard for anyone. Asher had been so worried, but my KitKat was here and I was back on my meds. Not for fucking long though, doctor Angela and I had a plan to slowly stop. I needed to know if I could do this on my
Sierra’s pov “You want to go upstairs? I want to show you how much I’ve missed you,” I said to Kate. Goddess, it had been two long weeks and in that time I had thought about what I was going to do to Kate’s body every night. “And during the day, you perv.” Grace joked. She wasn’t wrong though. Kate was distracting, in the best way ever. All I wanted, was to be with her, to touch her. Talking to her was amazing, especially now that she wasn’t thinking before talking. Kate was even smarter than I thought and she was funny and sometimes she was even a little weird. But in the best way ever. But seeing her now. All I wanted was to be alone with her and finally repay Kate for that amazing orgasm. And maybe I’d get another. “Yeah, you’re not that selfless.” Grace said. “We shouldn’t discuss my sex life. Just promise you’ll shup up when we’re actually doing something?” Grace teased me, “I’ll try.” Kate looked unsure, “could we go outside first?” Why did she want to go outside? It to
Asher’s pov The last two and half months have flown by. Mostly because I’ve been either working hard or, - “Screwing hard?” Logan joked. I wanted to say, traveling to see Leia. At least now I had Sierra with me, which was a lot nicer than traveling alone. Even if all she talked about now, was my freaking sister. I liked them together. They worked really well, but I had to get used to seeing my little sister be so affectionate with someone. Especially with my best friend. And Kate and Sierra were all over each other. Especially Sierra, she loved showing Kate off as her own. Kate had changed too, being less anxious and talking more. I could already imagine our futures. Me and Leia as the Alpha and Luna, with Sierra as my Beta and my sister there to advise us. I just needed to find someone for the Gamma position, or I could keep Talia. She had only been Beta for five years. “Are you in a rush to be Alpha? You're thinking ahead already? You don’t even know when your father will stop
Leia’s pov Everything had been fucking perfect the last few months. Well, it would fucking be. Because tomorrow my Asher would be here. And I’d finally get some fucking action. I missed his body, I missed his gorgeous face and his fucking voice. Fuck, there wasn’t anything I didn’t miss. Kate and I had been planning a double date and we were so fucking exciting. It was going to be great. Hopefully. We wanted to take them out of town and go camping. I wasn’t sure if Asher would like camping and I really wasn’t fucking sure if tents were soundproof. Probably fucking not, but it would be nice being in nature. Logan and Grace would be able to shift and run, and protect us in case something went wrong. I just needed to do one thing today, that I had been putting off. I went to see the pack doctor, because I really hated the fucking pill. I already thought it was making me feel numb and was considering a IUD. But lately I had been fucking bloated and dizzy. I wasn’t taking my antidepressa