LOGINElara’s POV
If Averelle Palace had a heartbeat, tonight it was racing. Maids hurried past my door, bearing fresh linens and gleaming silver trays. Guards stood watch along the corridors, their boots creating a rhythmic thud that reverberated through the hallways. Meanwhile, two stylists flitted around me like nervous undertakers, fussing over my appearance. “Hold still, Princess,” one muttered as she carefully pinned my hair. “Try not to breathe,” the other chimed in, tugging the corset tighter. “I’d prefer to breathe, thank you,” I replied through clenched teeth. They ignored me. Of course, they did. Celene had sent them, which meant my feelings didn’t really count. “There,” the head stylist finally said, stepping back to inspect her work. “You’re fit for royalty.” I turned to face the mirror. A stranger looked back at me. My tightly curled hair was pinned high atop my head, a jeweled comb glinting ominously. The dark wine-colored gown clung to my body, elegant but painfully constraining. My face had been made up to appear softer, delicate, and submissive. I loathed it. But I didn’t have a choice. Tonight was significant for Celene. Tonight, the future of her political ambitions hinged on one meal. And I had to avoid giving her yet another reason to issue threats against me. The corridors buzzed with energy as I approached the banquet hall. Soft chatter, the clinking of wine glasses, and the rustle of luxurious fabrics filled the air, everything felt almost too vivid, too sharp, too overwhelming. “Elara.” Celene’s voice sliced through the noise like a knife. I turned to see her. She was stunning.....draped in a silver gown, her jeweled crown perched gracefully atop her head, her posture flawless. Her beauty was cold and pristine, meant to be admired from a distance. “You’re late,” she said with a glare. “I’m five minutes early,” I countered. “Only inappropriately so. Guests are already seated. They’ll notice you walking in.” I blinked. “Oh no, how dare I enter… like a normal person.” Celene took a slow breath, clearly trying to rein in her frustration. “Just... act appropriately. Tonight is crucial. Prince Damon is assessing Averelle just as we are evaluating him.” “I thought this was an engagement dinner,” I retorted. “Not some military summit.” “With Velmere,” she replied coolly, “the two are indistinguishable.” She latched onto my arm, not with affection, but with a firm grip and pulled me toward the doors. “Smile,” she commanded as guards swung them open. I didn’t smile. The room fell silent for an instant as we entered. Before us stretched a long table adorned with gold-trimmed plates and crystal goblets filled with wine. At the head sat the empty throne of Alaric, soon to be occupied by Celene, with a chair adjacent to it intended for the future Prince Consort. Velmere officials lined the right side of the table, dressed in deep, obsidian blue. Their bodies were tense, their faces devoid of expression. Celene released my arm. “Take a seat there,” she said quietly, gesturing to a spot three places down from her, far enough to feel insignificant, close enough to be closely observed. I slid into the chair, eyes cast down, hands neatly folded in my lap. Don't draw attention. Don't embarrass her. Don’t even breathe wrong. I concentrated on my plate. The room buzzed once more, voices rising in volume. A guard announced loudly near the entrance: “Presenting His Royal Highness, Crown Prince Damon Valen of Velmere.” Silence enveloped the hall again. I kept my gaze fixed downward. Why would I lift my eyes? Just another stiff, over-polished royal. Just another person to judge me. Just another reminder of a life I never desired. I busied myself tracing the rim of my glass with my fingertip. A chair scraped against the table. Someone approached Celene. Diplomatic greetings were exchanged, formal and rehearsed, steeped in political overtones. Good. They didn’t need me. Celene’s voice rose with practiced elegance. “Prince Damon, we are honored to host you....." Then she hesitated. A strange pause. As if she had detected something unexpected in the prince’s expression. I kept my gaze on my plate. I had no intention of meeting him. I had no desire to be cataloged, scrutinized, or silently ranked among other royal women. Celene carried on with graceful confidence, saying, “Before we begin our meal, let me introduce my family properly.” Perfect. Here we go. Smile. Don’t trip over your words. “This is our council advisor, Minister Hale,” she started. There were polite murmurs in response. Chairs creaked as they adjusted. “And this,” Celene went on, “is my younger sister, Princess Elara Windsor.” Taking a breath, I rose and executed a shallow curtsy. Yet, I didn’t dare raise my eyes. Not until Celene cleared her throat sharply. “Elara,” she whispered urgently. I lifted my chin. Slowly. Reluctantly. Finally, my gaze met the man seated across the table. And in that moment, time.... ......came to a halt. His penetrating dark eyes. A strong jawline. A tattoo just barely visible beneath his collar. Broad shoulders clad in an imposing black-and-steel uniform. A sense of familiarity. A weight I recognized. A heat that felt intense. The stranger. The man from the club. The one whose kiss felt like the end of everything. The man I’d left behind on that cheap mattress. He looked at me as if he’d been struck in the chest. As if he couldn’t catch his breath. As if he had been searching for me. My mouth opened. No words came out. No thoughts formed. And then.... A subtle smile appeared on his lips. A barely-there smirk. Intimate. Understanding. Full of danger. He dipped his head in a greeting, yet his gaze remained locked on mine. In a low, playful whisper meant just for me— “Found you.” My heart raced in my chest. Meanwhile, Celene kept talking, completely unaware. But I... I lost track of my surroundings. Forgot how to breathe. Ignored the rules. Because the man who was set to marry my sister… …was the stranger I had surrendered my last night of freedom to.Elara’s POV I didn’t step outside my chambers for the entire morning. Celene ensured that was the case. Two guards were positioned discreetly outside my door not too close to be noticeable, but just near enough that I felt their presence pressing against my skin. Although the windows were open and the air was filled with the fragrance of roses from the eastern gardens, my room felt stifling. I felt watched. Confined. A maid brought me some broth and dry bread, but I just stared at the meal until it grew cold. “Please eat,” she urged gently, lingering a little too long. “I will,” I replied, though I didn’t touch it. She didn’t leave. This time, my stomach twisted not from hunger, but from the weight of her expectations. I finally lifted the spoon, forcing myself to take a few careful bites while she observed me with far too much interest. When she finally left, I pushed the tray away and sank back against the pillows, my heart racing. This is where it begin
Elara's POV I woke up before the sun had fully risen, my stomach churning violently. For a moment, I stayed still, staring at the bed’s canopy, wishing for it to pass,hoping it was just another result of sleepless nights and constant tension. The palace had a knack for wearing you down while denying you any chance to recuperate. But then, the nausea hit me again, sharp and sudden. I barely made it to the washbasin before I was retching. At first, there was nothing but a dry heave that left my throat burning and my hands trembling against the cool porcelain. My reflection in the mirror was a ghost: pale skin, bright eyes, lips devoid of color. This is just stress, I reminded myself fiercely. It has to be. Lately, the court felt suffocating. Celene’s watchful gaze, Morgana’s penetrating stares, and Damon’s calculated distance, more painful than any closeness—made anyone feel unwell under such pressure. I rinsed my mouth, splashed some water on my face, and stood up a little
Elara’s POV Celene was keenly observing me as I ate. Not in a blatant manner, nor was it rude. But I could feel it, her unwavering focus on my hands as I lifted the spoon to my mouth and the way her gaze lingered on my face while I swallowed. The breakfast hall was filled with a quiet calm, sunlight streaming through the tall windows and enveloping everything in a golden glow that seemed almost to mock me. I forced myself to take my time with each mouthful. As I usually would. With care. Every bite felt like I was putting on a show. “You barely ate yesterday,” Celene finally remarked, meticulously folding her napkin like a surgeon. “And today, you look unwell.” “I didn’t sleep well,” I responded, keeping my tone steady. She tilted her head, studying me. “You’ve never been one to be frail.” That word again. I held her gaze firmly. “Stress impacts people differently.” “Yes,” she replied gently. “That’s true.” Across the room, Damon stood in conversation with
Elara’s POV The wave of nausea hit me out of nowhere. One second, I was in the western corridor, listening to two women argue quietly about fabric deliveries, and the next, my stomach clenched violently, as if something inside me had tightened into a fist. I froze. Not now. Not here. Heat surged in my throat. I pressed my hand against my mouth and pivoted sharply, trying to move quickly without attracting attention. The corridor felt interminable, the walls seemed too close, and the air was suffocating. Somehow, I just managed to reach the alcove before it overwhelmed me. Bending forward, I clutched the stone ledge as bile surged up. My body convulsed, painfully unyielding. I gagged, fighting to keep quiet as my eyes filled with tears. This had been happening more frequently. Mornings. Late afternoons. Sometimes, it was even triggered by the smell of food. I had told myself it was all the stress. The palace life. Celene. Damon. The unending feeling of being scrut
Elara’s POV The palace had recognized me. That was the first thing I sensed upon waking that morning. It was neither a shout nor an announcement—just an unspoken acknowledgment. Servants halted briefly as I walked by. Conversations dropped to hushed tones. Eyes lingered a half-second too long before darting away. Even the walls seemed to shift, as if the very hallways had started to lean in, eavesdropping on my presence. Once, not so long ago, I had called this place home before the lessons of freedom showed me that silence can be a choice rather than a burden. Back then, the palace had overlooked my existence entirely. Now, it was watching me. I dressed with care, opting for a pale blue gown with long sleeves and a high collar modest, unremarkable, and hard to fault. My reflection met me in the mirror, poised but weary. Dark circles under my eyes persisted, a testament to sleep that seemed forever elusive. As I tucked a loose strand of hair behind my ear, I murmured,
Elara’s POV I barely had a moment to gather my thoughts before Celene’s summons arrived. A maid appeared in my doorway, her face pale with apprehension, bowing so quickly that her braid swung forward. “Your Highness… the Princess Regent requests your presence right away.” Not “invites.” Not “asks.” Requests. A chill spread through my stomach. Of course, she wanted to see me after the embarrassment in the library, Morgana’s predatory stare, the hushed whispers from the nobles, Damon coming to my rescue like a knight in shining armor. Celene must have been fuming. I adjusted my dress, squared my shoulders, and followed the maid down the gleaming stone halls. Every footstep felt like a countdown. By the time we arrived at the small council chamber, Celene’s private space...my palms were clammy. The maid bowed once more and retreated as if the room were ablaze. I stepped inside slowly. Celene stood with her back to me, gazing out the tall windows that framed t







