LOGINAfter the college entrance exam, my mom gave my twin sister an LV bag as a coming-of-age gift. What she handed me was the exam pass I had lost on test day. "Paige, sweetie, I found your exam pass last night. It was under the couch. I know you couldn't take the college entrance exam this year, but don't let it get to you. Keep this as a little reminder to be more careful when you retake them next year." The exam pass gave off a faint scent. It was the kind that only came from the sachets hanging in my mom's closet. When I did not reach for it, she said, "Why won't you take it? Don't worry. Once you retake the exams next year and get into a good school, I'll buy you a bag too." I let out a dry laugh. Retake the exams? What my mom did not know was that I had already received a guaranteed spot at Glenmore University. I had only planned to sit for the exam because I was afraid my sister would fall apart if she found out, and I wanted to go through the motions with her. If she had hidden my exam pass to destroy my future, then this so-called family bond was not something I wanted to hold on to anymore.
View MoreI wanted to tell her that little girl was brilliant, that she deserved to be treated well, that she had finally broken free from the people and circumstances that had made her miserable, and that she could finally live for herself.The days passed one by one. I was settling into life at Glenmore University. My grades were climbing steadily, and my part-time work was going smoothly. My savings were growing too, so I no longer had to live at the mercy of anyone else's mood.Then, half a year later, I logged into a social media account I had not touched in months and found a private message from Sofia. With every other line of contact blocked, it was the only way she could reach me. She had written several long paragraphs.She told me that after I left, Mom fell seriously ill. She spent her days in tears, barely present as she constantly murmured my name. Her health had deteriorated badly.Dad had been furious at first, saying I had let my head grow too big and refused to be kept in l
Dad scowled and snapped, "Enough! Stop fighting! What good does arguing do?"He turned to me, trying to assume the air of the head of the household, his tone dismissive."Paige, what's done is done. Your mother was wrong to do what she did. But it's not like you lost anything. You still got into Glenmore University, so let's put this behind us. It's over. Nobody will bring it up again."Put it behind us? I almost laughed at the absurdity. I shook my head slowly. "That's not going to happen."My voice was quiet, but there was nothing uncertain about it. "If I hadn't gotten into Glenmore University, that hidden exam pass would have cost me the exam, and my entire future would've been destroyed."You think saying 'let's move on' is enough to erase 18 years of being treated like I didn't matter? You think that cancels out everything you've done to me? You made me work part-time jobs so I could save up for Sofia's spending and vacation money."All you ever cared about was how she felt
"All because you're afraid I'll outshine Sofia. Because you're afraid she'll lose her nerve. Because you're afraid she'll be unhappy!"That ripped away the last shred of pretense.Mom's face went white. Her eyes darted in a panic, and she lashed out. "What are you talking about? Hiding your exam pass? You lost that thing yourself! We found it under the couch! Don't you dare throw around accusations like that!""Exactly!" Sofia lifted her head immediately. Her eyes were rimmed with red, and she looked to be the picture of wounded innocence. "You lost your exam pass on your own. Mom was kind enough to find it for you. How could you blame her for something like this?"Watching the two of them play off each other like a rehearsed act made my stomach turn."Blame her?"I let out a quiet laugh and held up my open palm, as though the exam pass with its telltale sachet scent were still resting there."That exam pass reeked of the sachets from Mom's closet. The edges had been rubbed smoo
"You're different. You're our pride and joy. How could you drop this far?"Mom chimed in right after, "Exactly! Your sister has no interest in studying. She never says a word. How could she possibly compare to you? Don't put yourself in the same category as her. Worry about your own grades!"As I hid in my tiny bedroom, it felt like an ice-cold hand had closed around my heart and was squeezing until I could not breathe. They did not know that the grades they had dismissed as worthless belonged to the 12th-ranked student in the entire class.They did not know that I woke up at five every morning to study and was still doing practice problems at midnight.They did not know that to keep my grades at the top, I had given up every form of entertainment and poured everything I had into schoolwork.Just because I did not talk about it did not mean I was not working hard. Just because I was quiet did not mean my grades were bad.That night, I cried under my blanket for a long time, until












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