LOGINMy younger sister and I shared a single body, though we each had our own souls. Ever since we were kids, our family decided who got to inhabit the body and who had to hibernate by drawing lots. I always drew the long stick, while Stella always drew the short one. Our family held a new draw every month. Whenever she was the one in the body, our parents and older brother would take her on vacations and road trips around the world. She got to see places I could only ever dream of. Whenever it was my turn to inhabit the body, they locked me inside the house and forced me to stay up all night, studying. I had to endure every hardship in life, from high school entrance exams to college entrance exams. Every challenge that mattered was my responsibility. However, whenever I succeeded, they made sure the next draw favored Stella. She effortlessly walked away with everything I had worked for. One day, she severely injured the daughter of a powerful local thug at school. My brother did not hesitate for a second to make the decision. “Tomorrow’s the first of the month, anyway. Since we’re the ones who decide the draw, switch Stella out. Let her wake up and take the fall for Stella.” Our parents did not object. Trapped deep within our shared body, I let out a bitter laugh. As I watched them protect my sister without a second thought and offer me up as the scapegoat, the last piece of my heart shattered. They did not know I had the choice to enter permanent slumber. I looked at them with a broken heart. From this moment on, I would never again live as Stella’s stepping stone or take the blame for her mistakes.
View MoreShe needs a man.
The best person is to have $150,000 left over to share.
Carina Scodelario stared at the small bonfire she burned herself in the middle of her living room floor and wondered if she had completely lost her mind. The piece of paper in her hand contained all the qualities she dreamed her soulmate would have. Loyalty. Intelligence. Sense of humor. A strong sense of family and love for animals. And a solid income.
Most of her ingredients are being boiled. A hair from a family member – her brother is still angry. A combination of aromatic herbs – will probably give him a gentle personality. And a small bar for... uhm, she hoped it wouldn't deliver what she feared.
Taking a deep breath, she threw the list into the silver bucket and watched it burn. She felt like an idiot casting a love spell, but she had no other choice and so little to lose. As the owner of a philosophy bookstore in trendy New York City, she allowed herself to accept the fact that it was ironic. It is like sending a prayer to Mother Earth for a perfect man.
Carina went to find the fire extinguisher and put out the burning fire. The smoke rose and reminded her of the black crust of a pizza burned on the underside of her toaster. She wrinkled her nose, sprayed it in the center of the carpet, and went to get a glass of red wine to celebrate.
Her mother would have to sell Tara.
Her family's home.
Carina took a bottle of red cabernet sauvignon and thought about her dilemma. Her bookstore was fully mortgaged. The expansion of the cafe was carefully planned in detail and not a single penny was left over. She glanced at the entire Victorian loft and easily calculated that there was nothing left to sell. No, not even on eBay.
She is 27 years old and maybe she should be living in a stylish apartment, with designer clothes and dating every weekend. Instead, she adopted a homeless dog from a local shelter and bought a simple scarf to update her wardrobe. She believes in living in sunlight, is open to all possibilities, and follows the logic of her heart. Unfortunately, none of those traits would save her mother's home.
She took a sip of red wine and admitted that there was nothing more she could do. No one has enough money, and when the tax collector arrives, it won't have a happy ending. She is not Scarlett O'Hara (the heroine in Margaret Mitchell's Gone With the Wind). And Carina didn't think the last attempt at casting a love spell to call the perfect man to her door would be helpful.
The doorbell rang.
Her mouth opened. My God, is it him? She looked at her sweaty dirty pants and oversized T-shirt and wished if she had time to change. She got up to rummage through the entire closet, but the bell rang again, so she went out, took a deep breath, and grabbed the doorknob.
"You took a long time to open the door."
Her hopes dropped. Carina stared at her best friend, Anna Swann, and frowned. "Because you're supposed to be a man."
Anna snorted and entered. She waved a hand in the air, flashing her cherry red fingernails, and landed on the sofa. "Ha, keep dreaming. You're scared of the guy you date that doesn't work out so I won't help you again. What's going on here?"
"What do you mean I'm afraid of him? I thought he was going to attack me."
Anna raised an eyebrow. "He leaned over to give you a goodnight kiss. You tripped and fell on your ass, and he felt like an idiot. People usually kiss after a date, Al. It's a common ritual."
Carina dumped the remains of the trash into the bag and lifted the bucket. "He ate a ton of garlic for dinner and I don't want him near me."
Anna grabbed the wine glass and took a sip. She straightened her long legs that were worn over black leather pants, and propped her high-heeled boots on the edge of the contorted table. "Remind me of why you haven't had sex in a decade?"
"A witch?"
"Singleism."
Carina gave up and laughed. "Okay, you win. Why are you giving me the honor of your presence this Saturday night? You look so beautiful."
"Thanks. I was going to meet someone for a few drinks. Want to come along?"
"To his date?"
Megan frowned and drained the rest of her wine glass. "You'd make a good chat. He's upset."
"Why am I going out with him?"
"He looks fine."
Carina fell beside her friend on the chair and sighed. "I wish I could be like you, Anna. Why do I always have so much trouble?"
"Why don't I have any?" Anna's lips pursed in humorous self-deprecation, then she pointed to the bucket. "So, what does that fire mean?"
Carina sighed. "I'm doing a love spell. To, uh... get a man."
Her friend tilted her head back and smiled. "Okay. So what's that bucket for?"
Carina's cheeks turned red. She should never have done it. "I lit a fire in honor of Mother Earth," she whispered.
"Oh my god."
"Listen. I'm desperate. I still haven't met the Right Gentleman and the next little problem I need to deal with, so I combined both of my needs into one list."
"What kind of list?"
"One of my clients told me she bought this love spell book, and when she made a list of all the qualities she looks for in a man, and he showed up."
This time, Anna looked concerned. "A man comes into her life with everything she wants?"
"Yes. This list must be extremely specific. It must not be too general, or your superiors will be confused by your wishes and send nothing. She said if you recite the spell, man. correct will appear."
Anna's blue eyes lit up. "Show me the book."
Nothing makes you feel better than having another single woman also looking for a man. Carina threw down the cloth-bound pamphlet, feeling a little less silly than before.
"Hmmm. Show me your list."
She waved at the bucket. "Burn it."
"I know you have a copy under your bed. Forget it, I'll go get it myself." Her friend strutted over to the canary-yellow bed and reached under the mattress. Within seconds, she was holding the winning list between her bright red fingernails, and licking her lips as if she'd been plunged into a vibrant romance novel. Carina collapsed on the carpet. Let the humiliation begin.
"Number one," Anna read. "Being a fan of the Mets." (Name of an American baseball team)
Carina braced herself for the explosion.
"Baseball?" Anna hissed. She waved the paper and held it out into the air for a dramatic effect. "Damn it, how can you make baseball your number one priority? They didn't even get to play in the World Series this year! In fact in New York has a lot more Yankees fans than Mets fans, and that almost eliminates the male population."
Stella staggered backward from the force of the slap and fell to the floor. She stared at Ash, her pupils trembling in disbelief.“Ash?”As she pressed a hand against her burning cheek, she burst into tears.“You hit me?”Ash looked down at her. The affection that had always filled his eyes whenever he looked at Stella was gone. All that remained was disgust.“Shouldn’t I have?”He slowly shook his head. His eyes were filled with disappointment.“I want you to take a good look at yourself, Stella! All you ever do is go out and have fun. You’ve become completely useless!“Starting today, you’re not going anywhere.“I’ve hired private tutors. You’re going to study!”Stella was stunned for a moment.The thought of being locked in the study every day like I had filled her with despair.“No! I don’t want to!“Ash, you can’t do this to me! I don’t want to live like Claire! I don’t!”However, my parents and brother had already made up their minds.Ignoring her screams, they dra
“Stella!”Ash’s heart lurched. He did not even spare her a glance. Instead, he carefully picked up the oak stick, now broken cleanly in half, his fingers trembling.Stella was furious and hurt.She bit her lip.“I’m sorry, Ash. I didn’t mean to.”He looked at his younger sister, who was apologizing so meekly. For the first time, the sight of her only irritated him.He turned and hurried outside to find the wise man.His voice trembled with apprehension.“Sir, is there any way to bring Claire’s soul back?”My entire body shuddered. Fear surged through me almost instantly.‘No! I don’t want to go back!’The wise man’s gaze passed straight through Ash and landed on me. My heart skipped a beat. He could see me?“No.“I forgot to tell you something. Each of the two souls is given one chance to choose death of their own free will. Your sister, Claire, made that choice herself.”With those final words, the wise man vanished without another trace.Ash was left standing alone at
Ash froze for a split second before rushing downstairs to throw open the front door.Sure enough, an elderly man with the bearing of a sage stood outside, sighing as he slowly shook his head.The sight made Ash’s heart sink.The wise man stepped inside. “Give me the oak stick.”My mother hurriedly handed him the broken pieces.He glanced at them before saying calmly, “The soul that belonged to the long stick is no longer in that body. Whether she has died or fallen into an eternal slumber, I cannot say, but one thing is certain: she is gone.”A deafening silence swept through the living room. The three of them froze where they stood, shock washing over their faces.Ash nearly roared, “That’s impossible! Claire was perfectly fine! How could she just disappear?!”His composure crumbled.“She was fine yesterday! How could something happen overnight?”I stood quietly nearby, watching. The whole scene felt painfully ironic.I did not believe they were grieving because I was gone.
The entire room fell into a strange silence.The three of them stared at Stella in disbelief. After confirming that it was truly her, they all sucked in a sharp breath.My mother and my father exchanged a glance.“How is this possible? How could Stella be awake? We clearly drew the long stick.”My mother frowned and looked at my brother.“Ash, did you draw the long stick or the short one? Did you make a mistake?”At that moment, the shock in Ash’s trembling eyes slowly faded. His voice was hoarse.“It was the long stick. I drew it myself.”The three of them became even more unsettled.“Why did Stella wake up? What went wrong?”Ash shook his head. His mind was a complete mess. He could not think clearly at all.He felt as though something had slipped completely beyond his control.That realization made his heart beat faster and faster until it became almost unbearable.Stella still had no idea what had happened.When she realized she had been chosen again, she immediately


















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