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BELLA
“Maybe the river will finally do us all a favour." Their voices blend together with the roar of water in my ears as they shove my face further into the river. Every inch of my body aches. It has been like this for weeks now. It feels like my bones are slowly being hollowed out from the inside. Sometimes, in moments like this, I wonder if dying would really be so terrible. Maybe it would be peaceful. Maybe it would finally be quiet. My wolf whimpers faintly inside me, weak and distant. I stop struggling. The hands holding me still suddenly tighten. “She’s not moving!” The laughter dies. “What?” “Is she dead?” “This isn’t funny!” I can’t breathe. Darkness presses at me, heavy and soft. Then another voice cuts through everything. “You animals! What the hell are you doing?!” Betsy. I’m released so suddenly I collapse onto the muddy ground, coughing hard, river water burning my throat. Chaos erupts around me. Shouting and screaming. The sickening crack of bone. Wet punches. More screaming. Despite everything, a weak smile pulls at my lips. That would be Betsy. My twin sister is everything I’m not. She is sunlight where I am shadow. Beautiful. Graceful. Strong. She has the blessed wolf, the rare one our father had prayed for his entire life. The moment he discovered it, all of his attention shifted to her. I never blamed her for that. How could I? Betsy has always loved me enough for both of us. “Bella?” Her hands are suddenly on my face, trembling. “Oh goddess, Bella, say something. Please.” Her fingers brush my soaked hair away from my skin. I cough again, wincing. “You always did know how to ruin a dramatic exit,” I rasp. She lets out a weak laugh that turns into a sob and pulls me into her arms. “I’m so sorry,” she whispers against my shoulder. “I only left for a little while. I didn’t think—” “I know,” I croak, patting her weakly. “I’m okay.” She holds me tighter anyway. Her jasmine scent wraps around me, soft and familiar, and beneath it, something warm and sweet. Apple pie. I smile faintly. “Did you get Madam Rue’s pie?” Betsy sniffles loudly. “Seriously? You almost died and that’s your first question?” “It’s an important question.” She laughs through her tears. “Yes. I got it. I even fought an old woman for the last one.” I grin. That sounds like her. She helps me to my feet carefully and presses my walking staff into my hand. “Come on,” she says. “Let’s get you home before it rains.” As we begin walking, I brush mud from my dress. “We can’t afford to let Father notice that his blessed daughter is late,” I add. “Your suitor is supposed to visit tonight, remember?” Betsy groans dramatically. “Please don’t remind me. I would rather throw myself into that river. I don’t want to get married, Bella. I really don’t.” “You say that now.” “No, I mean it. I’d rather grow old alone than marry some arrogant Alpha.” “You love men.” “There’s a difference,” she says seriously. “I enjoy messing with them. Those creatures are exhausting.” I snort. “Certainly not my Steven. He’s sweet.” She huffs. “Only because you nearly died saving him during the rogue attack. He better spend the rest of his life worshipping the ground you walk on.” My smile softens. I still remember that night too clearly. The rogue attack and the poisoned blade meant for Steven. The moment I stepped in front of him without thinking. The pain. The darkness after. And Steven crying as he held me, swearing before the pack that he would love me for the rest of our lives. That he would never let me regret it. Thunder rumbles in the distance. The pain in my body returns, sudden enough to steal my breath. I hide it quickly. I don’t want my sister worrying again. “Tomorrow is Candy’s birthday,” Betsy says after a moment. “She’s throwing a party at the packhouse. You have to go.” I wrinkle my nose. “I don’t even have a dress. Besides, I’d rather not be humiliated by her family again.” Betsy’s arm tightens around mine. Through our twin bond, I feel her heavy sadness. “Sometimes,” she says softly, “I wish I could give you my eyes.” Tears well up unexpectedly. “Betsy…” “You don’t deserve any of this. None of it.” I reach for her hand and squeeze gently. “I have you. That’s enough.” Silence settles between us for a moment. And when she speaks again, her voice is colder. “Bella, wait.” I stop immediately. Something in her voice makes my stomach drop. It isn’t fear. It’s unadulterated fury. Through our mind link, I reach for her. ‘Betsy? What is it?’ She doesn’t answer right away. Then a strangled voice speaks. “B-Betsy… please. It’s not—” Candy. My chest tightens. And then I smell it. Pine and fresh lemons. Steven. My heart skips a beat. Why is he here? Why is Candy, my best friend, crying? Why is Betsy furious? “Steven?” I call, my voice suddenly unsteady. He doesn’t answer right away. “Bella. Hey.” He sounds breathless. Everything about this feels wrong. He should have spoken the moment he heard my voice. Why was he silent? Why was Candy with him? Why does my chest feel like it’s being split open? “Betsy—” A low growl from Steven cuts me off. My sister goes still. “I’ll walk Bella home,” he says smoothly. “Betsy, why don’t you head back first? I have a surprise for my lovely mate.” Lovely mate. My pulse is racing now. I can smell Candy’s honey scent clinging to him. And beneath that… fresh blood. Cold terror crawls down my spine. Oh goddess. No. No. Tears burn behind my useless eyes as Betsy slowly lets go of my arm. Steven takes it instead. His touch feels unfamiliar. It feels like I’m touching a stranger. We begin walking. My wolf stirs weakly inside me, restless and distressed. “Where are we going?” I whisper. “You’ll see.” His voice is soft. I feel sick. I want to ask. I need to ask. Surely he wouldn’t. Cheating is forbidden in our pack. A disgrace. A betrayal of bond and blood. Everyone knows I am supposed to be Steven’s Luna. He wouldn’t— “Steven?” He hums. The question sticks in my throat like broken glass. But I force it out anyway. “What were you doing with Candy?” His hand slips from mine for just a second. “Nothing,” he says. “We ran into each other. She asked for you. I was coming to find you anyway, so we walked together.” He’s lying. I feel it in my bones. “Steven—” He comes closer, his fingers brushing my cheek gently. It hurts more than cruelty would. “Everything I do,” he says, “is because I have no choice.” Fear grips me. What does that mean? “You trust me, don’t you?” I can’t answer. He just kisses my forehead. “Trust me one last time, Bella.” My blood runs cold. Something heavy drops into my hand. It’s wet, warm and slippery. I freeze. The scent of blood floods my senses so brutally, I gag. My fingers slide over the carved handle. Then the blade. A knife! It’s sharp enough to slice my skin open. Warm blood runs over my hand. A scream rips out of my lungs. Before I can process what’s happening, thunderous footsteps surround us. Then I hear voices and gasps. Steven steps away and I reach for him in confusion. “Murderer!” Someone yells and my world instantly stops spinning. And suddenly, I understand. Steven didn’t come to take me home. He brought me here to destroy me.BELLA "Come on, sweetheart." I sit on the carpet with my arms stretched towards my daughter. She stands several feet away, swaying dangerously on her tiny legs. Her round cheeks are flushed with determination, and her little fists are clenched at her sides as though she is preparing to march into battle rather than take her first steps. Half the palace has gathered to watch. Which is making everything worse. "You're frightening her," Betsy whispers from beside me. "I'm encouraging her." "You look like you're trying to summon her." I shoot my twin a glare. She smiles sweetly. Behind us, Mother sits in a cushioned chair near the fireplace, both hands clasped beneath her chin. Her eyes are already wet, even though my daughter has not moved yet. "Oh, look at her," she murmurs. "She's trying so hard." Gael is lying flat on his stomach near the edge of the carpet, his bright red hair tied messily behind his head. "You can do it, little cherry," he coos. "Come to Uncle Gael
RHAIN My body is still weak. Each step pulls at muscles that haven't fully recovered. The pain is gone. Its absence feels almost as disorienting as the pain itself. I reach the old council chamber. Two guards stand outside and bow."Your Majesty."I stare at the doors. My mother waits behind them.For one humiliating second, I want to turn around. But the women my mother killed never got to turn away."Open it."The doors swing inward. My mother sits alone at the far end, wearing a simple grey dress.She looks so pitiful. That angers me. She has no right to look like that after what she's done. She raises her head."Rhain."My chest tightens. No one says my name like she does.Gael and Cain stop near the doors. I walk forward alone.She tries to stand."Sit,” I say.She freezes, then lowers herself back down. I stop several paces away. For a long moment, neither of us speaks.Her eyes search my face. "You look better," she whispers."How many?" I ask.She closes her eyes. "Rhai
BELLA The ache in my head is the first thing I register when I come back to my senses. I try to move, and a hand immediately closes around mine."Bella?" It's Rhain.My eyes fly open.For several seconds, everything is blurred. Then I see Rhain. He is lying on the floor beside me. His skin is grey. Blood stains his mouth and the front of his shirt. His long black hair is spread messily beneath his head, damp with sweat.But his violet eyes are open. And fixed on me."Rhain." The word breaks out of me.I roll towards him and throw my arm across his chest. He winces. I immediately pull back."I'm sorry. Did I hurt you?"A faint smile touches his lips. "You stabbed me."Fresh tears fill my eyes. "I had to."But then, the presence of the bond settles over me.Rhain's eyes widen. He feels it too. The silence. He draws in a shaking breath."It's gone."Talia's shoulders sag with relief. "Yes."Rhain closes his eyes. One tear slips from the corner. His fingers tighten around mine."It
BELLA I fall through darkness and Rhain's scream chases me. I can feel it even in my bones."RHAIN!" My voice vanishes under the roar of rushing wind. So, I reach for the bond.But there's not even the slightest trace of him. Panic sinks into my chest. Then the darkness spits me out.I slam into wet ground, the impact knocking the air from my lungs. Rain lashes my face, icy. Mud soaks through my dress, causing it to cling to my skin. For several seconds I can only lie there, gasping as thunder rolls overhead.The old watchtower rises in front of me. Exactly as it was in the memory. Torchlight flickers over cracked stone. Trees bend hard in the howling wind.Somewhere beyond the tower, a man screams. Rhain.I force myself up. My body feels stronger. My hands tremble as I look down at them.Longer fingers. Pale skin. A thin scar across the left palm. Vespera's hands."No", the word comes out in her voice.I touch my face. Her face. Her dark hair whips around my shoulders in the s
RHAIN The dagger whispers my name again. My knees buckle. Bella catches me before I hit the floor, but my weight drags her down with me. Pain tears through my spine so horribly that the room whites out behind a blinding flash.I hear shouting—Gael, perhaps, or Bella. I can't tell. Blood rises into my throat. I turn my head just before I cough it onto the cold stone, warm liquid splatters."Rhain!"Bella drops beside me, one hand pressed to my chest, the other cradling the back of my neck. Her fingers feel warm against my clammy skin.I try to tell her I'm fine. More blood spills from my mouth instead, hot and sticky.Her face crumples. "No. No, no—look at me."I look at her. I always will. Even as my vision dims and her face slips in and out of focus.The curse burns through every vein. The fifth petal pulses under my skin, spreading from the sigil on my back towards my ribs. I feel it wrapping tighter around my heart, thorns digging in.Saint growls deep inside me. 'It's openin
BELLA Inside the box lies the dagger. The blade is no longer a silver metal. It is pitch black. Runes pulse along its surface like veins.A thin lock of hair—my hair, Vespera's hair—still winds around the hilt. It should have rotted away centuries ago. Instead, it gleams as if it was freshly cut.Whispers fill the air. Hundreds of voices—crying, begging, and screaming.Rhain drops to one knee.I rush towards him, but Talia slams the box shut. The voices die. Candles flare back to life.Rhain stays on the floor, breathing hard. I kneel beside him, wrapping my arms around his shoulders. "What was that?"Talia's face has gone pale. "The dagger recognized him."Rhain laughs weakly. "I feel wonderfully acknowledged."I glare at Talia. "How do we destroy it?""You cannot.""Then how do we break the curse?"Talia says nothing."Talia."Her silver eyes meet mine, soft with sorrow. "The curse was never contained only in the blade. The dagger is the anchor... but Vespera was the source."
BELLA The wedding dress is heavy. Layers of silk and lace cling to my curves like a cage, and every time I move, it whispers against my skin. I'm fully dressed for a funeral I never agreed to.My head spins in the sweetest way.Alcohol was a brilliant idea. After I demanded a knife to "cut
RHAIN I've been called madman, lunatic, tyrant, monster, devil. None of them come close. The truth is far simpler: I am a dead man walking who has finally found the only woman capable of killing me... and I can't stop craving her. Bella lies beneath me on black silk sheets, her blind greyish b
BELLA “If he’s not here for Betsy, who’s he here for then?” Steven demands through gritted teeth. My heart starts pounding so hard, it feels like I’m about to slip into cardiac arrest. “He keeps saying the other one,” the messenger blurts out, and Steven growls in f
BELLA How could he do this to me? The question loops endlessly as I curl into a ball on the cold, damp floor of the cell. They dragged me here without letting me speak a single word. The dagger they found in my hand was all the proof the epsilons needed. It feels like a nightmare I can







