“Derek,” I tried again, forcing myself steady. “What is this?”
We were in a different room. It didn’t smell like the castle. I had no idea how long I’d been sleeping.
“This…is an opportunity.” Derek exhaled like he’d been holding his breath all this time. “I’ve languished under Zavan’s rule for too long, waiting for a day that his Delta dogs would be too busy to notice the King’s prized pet being slipped out from under their noses.”
“His Deltas?” I said dumbly.
“He practically had you under lock and key,” Derek sneered. “I made every attempt to isolate you, get you alone so that I might finally get this chance, but there was always one of his loyals just around the corner.”
“But…why?” I pulled myself up to sit. The world rocked, and I slumped against the wall behind me.
Inside, somewhere sunken deep, Seren thrashed.
“Because I want the King dead,” Derek said bluntly. “And using a fated mate to lure him out will most certainly make things easy for me.”
“He won’t,” I muttered. “He’d never. He destroyed my world, my life, without second thought. I’m no one to him.”
Derek paused. “You don’t know, do you? You werewolves never figured it out.”
“Know…?”
“How the Curse affects us Lycans. Why there are so few of us now.”
I knew the curse weakened the Lycans somehow. That was what the old stories perpetuated. But how?
“It severed our connection to the Moon Goddess.” Derek looked both amused and bitter. “Very few of us have fated mates, much less are able to find them. As a result, we bear very few to no offspring.”
These pieces were making full the picture I had about Lycan society, filling in aspects I never thought to question.
The reason why so many female Lycans acted with hostility towards me in my relation to the King Alpha– it wasn’t just petty jealousy born from lusting after their liege. It was the fact that I had a bond at all.
And there were very few Lycan pups. I just never wondered about it because I was used to not being around others my age. It had been why Derek and I had gotten along.
Or so I’d been led to believe.
“You and I were supposed to run away,” I said, still in disbelief. “We were going to escape the palace– together.”
Derek scowled. “Escape is your fantasy, not mine. I'm exactly where I belong. And you... you handed yourself over, making this easier than I ever dreamed. All I had to do was wait. Whatever you thought ‘we’ were, I’ll disabuse you of it now.”
My gaze misted over. I stared, letting the tears run, finally letting it all hit me at once. I’d been had. Our private talks, the kind gestures, the soft words exchanged between us– none of our friendship was real.
Derek studied me. Then in a low, coaxing tone, he said, “But perhaps we can work together after all. You, too, want the Tyrant King dead, don’t you? Name your price. When this is done, you can have whatever you want—even your freedom.”
A folded paper envelope the size of a tea bag dropped in front of me.
“You can slip this into drink or food,” Derek, palace apothecary, said. “I’m sure you know what it does.”
The numbing void that had been left in the wake of Derek’s gutting confession was crumpling in now, burning over with utter rage.
“You would send me, a werewolf yet to fully shift, to assassinate the Lycan King?” I seethed, rigid with anger.
Seren inside me howled, teeth gnashing despite the silver handcuffs.
“You would offer me up on a platter to the murderer who felled my pack, knowing full well what he will do when he catches me?”
“Consider it, Iris,” Derek insisted quietly. His face stayed neutral as he kicked the envelope so that it slid close enough for me to touch. “If you prove successful…well, maybe we can reconsider the terms of our relationship after all.”
“Wow. What an honor! I'd love nothing more than to get more involved with the world's most accomplished liar. By the Goddess I never knew you to be a fucking idiot,” I snarled.
“I could have kept the truth hidden from you, mongrel bitch!” Derek snapped. “Without me, you'd have been cut down for fleeing the palace. You owe me for this pathetic life."
"I'd rather have died! Why should I suffer and be sacrificed for a fool like you?"
“Enough!” Derek roared, his wolf growling from within. He pounded the door– not out of anger, but in three rhythmic beats.
Several roguish Lycans entered, brawny and looming. They looked between Derek and I.
“All those years in servitude and you never learned submission,” Derek spat. “So these men will teach it to you.”
“Derek,” I said, drawing back.
The Lycan rogues moved forward, eyes hungry.
“No, truthfully?”
“I do want a taste of the Alpha’s mate.”
“King must be impotent, to leave this pretty thing alone all this time.”
“Come then, prized pet.”
“Derek!” I exclaimed, more desperate as they moved in.
“Study well,” Derek’s voice carried through the room, from behind the wall of hulking bodies. “If you manage to learn a few things tonight, Zavan may end up thanking me.”
I tried curling up but one of the rogues grabbed my ankle, stretching my body out for them to gawk at. I shrieked and thrashed and kicked, but they only laughed. More hands were feeling up my calves, my thighs– touches roamed over my hips.
Frantically, I called upon Seren. It was my birthday– I could do it– I’d trained for it. But the silver handcuffs lit my skin with burning. Seren stayed trapped.
I tried twisting away but the rogues only found this entertaining. Then I saw it. A way out: The envelope of poison.
Because what had I left to lose? What had I ever had at all?
I grasped it in my hand, ready to end it all in one dry swallow.
Thunk. One of the rogues farthest from me dropped to the floor. Another followed. By then I could parse the heavy clunk of boots stepping unhurried through the room.
The remaining rogues were just as startled as I was, but they barely had time to cry out by the time they realized what was happening.
The last rogue had it the worst. He fell to his knees, pulling himself into a corner to beg for his life– the same position I had been in minutes before. But it didn’t matter.
King Alpha Zavan closed two huge hands around the rogue’s skull and twisted. With a snap, the rogue went still.
Then it was just me, the Tyrant King, and the lifeless bodies between us.
He walked towards me, and it was as if my old nightmare memory were replaying once again. A looming figure walking past the carnage, to crouch down in front of me. Instead of a locket, I clutched the poison in my hand.
With a flick of his wrist, King Zavan ripped the chain of the handcuffs as if it were merely ribbon to him. His gaze lingered on the torn hem of my clothes, ripped by the rogue Lycan. Without a word, he shrugged off his jacket and draped it over my shoulders. The heavy fabric fell around me like a cloak, and the scent clinging to it—strangely familiar, yet not my own—brought an unexpected comfort to my still-racing heart.
Then in one effortless motion, he hauled me over his shoulder and began carrying me out the room.
“Wait, let go of me!” I said, flushed with humiliation. I didn’t want to be seen like this. “I said, let go!”
I jolted as a huge hand smacked my rear-end.
“Keep struggling like that,” King Zavan’s voice rumbled, “and I'll be more than happy to prove those rogue Lycans wrong about me.”
I prepared the King’s tea.Behind me, King Zavan outlined a strict overhaul of authoritative procedures regarding the omegas. True to his word, it became the priority of the initial morning meetings.This was the Tyrant King? I knew firsthand that the upper ranks’ treatment of the omegas was unnecessarily harsh, but I had thought it was at least partially by design.However, with how adamant King Zavan sounded as he relayed his points to the Epsilon aide, it seemed as though he truly had no part in the oppression, nor did he want any.It didn’t fit. A man like him shouldn’t have cared about any of that. A man who’s done the things he has with no remorse.The aide was gone by the time I returned to the desk, leaving only a trace scent of perfume in the air that gave me pause. Nonetheless, I poured the tea.“Is….” I trailed off, my voice quiet enough that I could barely hear it.But the King did. His eyes flitted to me and stayed, waiting.“Is it true that Lycans have trouble finding ma
There was no pressure that followed.No roving hands, no lips on my skin, no crash of his weight on top of me. I peeked through my lashes to find his eyes still focused on me though.He moved my face slightly sideways, peering through the dim light.“What is this?” King Zavan asked, his thumb gliding under a sore spot on my cheek.It dawned on me only then the extent of his intention.“It’s a cut,” I said. So insignificant that I had forgotten about it until now.“How did it come about?” The King looked perplexed. “I know of no such hazards in your chorework.”Dusting.While balancing on a stool, with a bucket and a few dozen tomes upon the seat, because everything here was too damned high– I lost balance.I hadn’t fallen. But I had grabbed a curtain to catch myself halfway down, sliding against it so that an embroidered stitch had torn into the flesh of my cheek slightly.And then I had fallen.But that, I would not be telling him.Instead I pushed his hand away. “Stop touching me un
“Unacceptable!” Paige exclaimed. “Not in my years of dedication to the King have I seen such blatant disregard for the systems in place.”“Beta Tyler, you cannot possibly be so accepting of this slovenly thing sleeping in the King’s quarters!”“Slovenly,” I echoed, irritation spiking.“Enough, Paige,” Beta Tyler said. “This is the King Alpha’s mate. It is for that reason alone her allowance here should be uncontested and well within precedence.”“That is not–”“Everything in the King’s quarters belong to the King, and you yourself are not allowed to move his belongings between floors,” Beta Tyler reminded her. “You were summoned here to become acquainted with…”Beta Tyler faltered as he glanced at me.I stepped up. “Iris.”“With Iris.” Beta Tyler’s lips quirked upward slightly as he repeated my name. Then he went back to addressing Paige. “Seeing as you have accomplished that, you may see to the many other tasks that require your attention.”“My Beta–” Paige protested.“We are all bus
I finished tying the gauze. My voice came out quiet when I forced myself to speak. “What...”King Zavan met my eyes silently, waiting.But before I could finish my question, a pounding knock resounded through the space, followed by an equally loud voice: “My Alpha!”The King turned away from me, swiftly pulling his shirt back on. He barked a single response, “Enter.”Beta Tyler strode in, and he noticed me hanging back behind King Zavan, and surprised me by acknowledging my presence with a small nod.I looked away reflexively. Growing up as an omega, being noticed had never been a good thing. Although, I sensed no ill will from the Beta.“Derek escaped,” Beta Tyler said, his full attention back on the King. “The slippery bastard has evaded all of our attempts to apprehend him.”He looked like he could have said more, jaw tense with irritation, but stopped himself. King Zavan for his part had no severe reaction. He let the information settle in the air, as if they were speaking of a pe
I was burning.“Cursed wolf,” I growled, fingernails raking the grain of the hardwood floor. “Goddess damned.”King Zavan sat somewhere not far enough, and yet too far, watching as I began to gather myself. Or, gather whatever was left of me.His blood tainted my mouth with a coppery taste. It was unfair how much I wanted more.“Tyrant,” I gritted out through bared teeth. “Murderer.”His bond to me clutched my wolf, tugging like a lead. Everywhere he had touched retained an echo of his warmth– it lit a fire in my body, the rising smoke of which clouded my mind.“Pup snatcher!” I said.“We both know exactly who I am,” King Zavan spoke low, entirely unaffected. “It’s your own place you need to learn.”I barely heard his words as much as I could feel them. As much as I could need them. The dark rumble of his voice called to my wolf like a siren luring me into the depths of madness.It was unbearable. He was unbearable.He was–He was right there, under my hands. I don’t remember closing
I flinched as King Zavan used his bare hands to break the handcuffs off me. As if they were mere toys to him.“I trust that you’re grown enough to bathe yourself,” he stated.I scowled, refusing to look at him. Even while kneeling, he was large enough to be at my eye-level. Monster.The King sighed, as if he were the one who’d had the worst of it tonight. But he hadn’t been the one thrown over a shoulder, paraded through the palace like a hunted quarry.He stood up. “Present yourself to me once you’re done here.”Then the door closed behind him. I waited for his heavy footsteps to fade out, before finally undressing. Though I hated to admit it, some of the rogue's blood had splattered on me, and I was desperate to wash it off.I stepped into the bath gingerly but with a sense of nostalgia. This was the first time I’d had a private bath since coming to the palace.The omega baths were the smallest of course. There were always at least a few others occupying the space if it wasn’t crowd