Hard decision

Messiah Jordy It was with that determination, that burning desire and growing rage in me, the feeling of my heart shattering in my chest and my entire world falling to crumbs before my feet, that I trampled on the ashes of my life and stepped out of the palace that evening. I held in my hands and hid in my pants the weapons I would use to force myself out of this world. Enough was enough. I had seen enough of the cruelty, the lies. I was tired of living my life like I had no control over it. I was tired of having fate toss me about like I was a ping pong ball, used only for it's pleasure. I had a say in what happened in my life, and tonight, I chose to end it. The dark cloud above me thickened as the seconds went by. Thunder claps filled the air. The heavy wind brew sand and dirt into my eyes, I was forced to shield my eyes with the back of my right hand. It could rain thunder and hail, but nothing could stop me from doing what I wanted to do. The world I was born in had been very