I was discharged from the hospital and I was still not yet fully recovered . I didn't even know I'd I ever recover. Not only I've lost my child but my chance of being a mother one day.
This made me feel like killing him. And not just killing but be the one that holds the fork burning him in hell. After all the hell he's put me through, this was the worst.And it was time I decided it was the last. I couldn't leave like this anymore, I need help. I'd rather sleep on the streets than sit for this.I arrived home it was quite. I got the preview from the neighbors of what had happened. Marc is under lock and key. Lucky enough one of the neighbors heard me when I was crying and called for help.Not that I'm excited that he's in jail. He's going to get a bed, clothes and food to eat. That's like an early retirement for him. He's worth of a lot more than bars. Even hell is not good enough for him.That week I spent oscillate with Marc's case. I was still not feeling well but I had to get rid of the bad mould once and for all. Finally he was not ever going to be a part of my life again. I filed for divorce even the same week. I've never wanted anything that could cause unnecessary interactions with him. I was done with him for good.More weeks passed and I still haven't recovered from my loss. My body was fully recovered but internally I was bleeding terribly. A punch to the gut, or a knife in the heart. A broken heart, a shattered dream, and a terrible loss is all I can see. My wounds create a desire to reach for miracles. It isn't the same anymore. I felt like I was just a moving dead body.On a Saturday sitting in bed, I couldn't stop crying about everything. My eyes burned. And then there they trickle. Like salty little paratroopers, tears descended in great masses.I couldn't stop thinking about all the terrible things have befallen me. Mixed with all the good memories.I just find myself crying alone in the darkness. Wondering how I was so stupid to put myself through all this.Until I decided it was enough crying for one day, it's not even helping. I clean myself up and got ready to get a few drinks. I really needed a breather.When I got in the club it was packed like a Piccadilly circus . The music was booming loudly, so much people had to yell to communicate.Just what I need. Maybe run through the series of broken emotions and just take a walk of shame. Probably going to regret the next morning but who cares? I've got bigger regrets in life as it is.I walk to the bar pushing my way through the crowd. I arrived and ordered myself a drink."Avianna?" I hear a very familiar voice calling for me.I look around to find, "Kellie?" She sits right next to me. We sit in silence as she orders her drink." You know- sometimes I wonder if I'm not good enough for anyone. Like what it is that I don't give them? What is the trick I'm missing? I've worked with people my entire life, studied them. Yet they never seize to amaze me, " she sighs gulping her drink." Sometimes we are not the problem. We just have to realize they will always want more than you can give. Nothing is ever good enough for them. And it's not our fault, but I guess it still hurts either way, " I reply sipping of my own." I'm sorry you had to go through all that. We may have not been best friends but you didn't deserve what Marc did to you. I can't believe I never saw him for the monster he is."" It's not always easy to spot a wolf dressed in sheep skin. They are usually the best sheeps in the herd. And thank you for helping me with the case."" It was nothing. Man like him don't deserve to live. It was the least I could do to help, " she says." Still it means a lot. I don't really have anyone in this place. Marc was the only thing I had and he turned on me like beer in the stomach."" Sticking together is more important now. You have no idea how cruel this world can get. Believe me, I've seen." She downs the whole glass in one gulp. " Sooo? When are you traveling back home? " she asked." I don't know. Things are really terrible. I want to go home, but I can't just leave my job. I really need the money, " I reply anxiously circling my finger around the glass mouth." You know I'm going there in a few days. And my cousin works at this restaurant. We were talking on the phone the other day and she told me they needed new staff. I could put out a word on your behalf. I'm sure I can convince them to give you a chance."" Is that a lawyer thing? " I chuckle." Well I'm pretty sure her boss is sitting on some sh*tty business. If you're interested, I can make a call. Then we'll travel home together."" That would be amazing. I really don't know how I can thank you, Kellie. You've helped me so much for real, " I cried with a jaded smile." Well you can start by refilling our drinks and hitting the dance floor with me, " she says sliding her glass to me. I couldn't help but laugh.Now I'm learning Kellie is actually a great person. Just a few more drinks and I forget about my shitty life. Dancing like our lives depend on it.~~" What? Why?" I laugh."Well I deserve to avenge myself. Have you already forgotten what Leroy did to me? " She c*cks her brow." It sounds scary though. " I say."Well it's not that scary if you can't see the person you're doing it with. And way less regrets. I mean you can't even notice them the next time you meet," she says." They might notice me though.""Well they have their pride. They wouldn't want to seem like simps. It's like chess, only the loser demands replay."" Well I guess you're right, " I reply. We both laugh as we dance some more to the music.Soon I find myself in an empty room with a bed only by the wall. A place without much light with paring of the neon lights. The music from the club is faded though you could still feel it's vibration. I'm accompanied by two strippers aside."You don't have to be nervous. It's usually the best actually. And no strings attached," says a girl wearing a pink and black lingerie with hair the same color of her lingerie set."Have you done this before?" I ask her." I'm the one who came up with the idea, " she says proudly." I see, " I mummer considering my options."After you're done, we'll come and check up on you. And then more and more drinks after that. Just enough to forget about it the next morning," the one on a lime and black lingerie chuckles. " I'm Brooke and this is Susan by the way," the girls finally introduced theirselves.Though I feel like a cat on hot bricks, I wanted to do it. I mean what do I have to lose? I've lost it all already.Right now I'm in Mecury's still shocked by the news. She's Mecury's niece? And it's him who has been hiding her from me all this time. That's why it took so long to find her. “ So all this time you've been hiding her from me. You thought I'd never find out? “ " I know you Tyrian. I know you better than anyone, “ he tells me. Yes it's true we've been friends since we were young. And it was always really weird because not only is he not part of my kingdom, but he's not a wolf either. Neither is he human, he's a vampire. Or rather a vampire king full of mischief. We met in one of many meetings where my father took me. He might look young, but he's a older than me. When I took the the title, he had already been reigning for years now. And he's the only one who seemed to understand me better than the rest. Even though he's a vampire, he doesn't make want to tear his head off everytime I look at him. Well not until today.“ So you haven't tried your chances with her already?" I question
Yes today was supposed to be my wedding day. And that's what the whole kingdom anticipated , and were very unquiet about it. They have been awaiting this day for many years. The day they finally find their queen. What's a great kingdom without the essence of her; they say. Impatient for this very day. And I know they will be disappointed knowing there will be no marriage between me and Valerie. As they all believed that this bring even exaltion to the Kingdom. But I can't bring myself to do this to my own mate. At least she be the one that refuses to take the throne. I didn't take anyone with me , as I left the pack. I guess I'm still not ready yet for everyone to know about my human mate. It's a jarring surprise that an old troublesome friend of my resides in the same. Causing mishaps as he goes. It's not really surprising of him; trouble is his middle name. “ It's been a little while since I last saw Mecury. What kind of trouble is he into this time," Draco wonders as we stop
Tyrian's POV: A few years back at the club: I'm angry as usual. Because someone decided to waste my whole day over nonsense that I don't care. I can't believe I flew all the from home for this. “ It's full of humans," Draco sneers. “ I don't like humans," he adds. Something he has told me a million times already. He says they smell funky, and their weakness makes him feel sick. Which I almost believe with how he gags around humans. Draco, is my wolf. Though not just any wolf. He's the Lycan King. Both of us in reign of the kingdom of Leaden. I came here with business, but as always I was just disappointed. But as the king I'm required to do all these things, even when they sometimes just want me to bite my own head off. “ It was recommended to us by a human. What did you expect?" I question him, already stepping out of the car. Headed to the direction where music is blasting. Already drunk humans, waltzing around some even puking on the trash cans. Worse are those that do it in
I zoned in the car whilst being driven away. I didn't understand what they were so excited about, but I didn't get any answers either. Rain pattering in the windshield as the skies darken further. Being trapped inside the restaurant I didn't see the much change of the weather outside. But now I can smell the storm coming. Lighting softly flickering in the sky, as the mamba black clouds gather. Maybe I'm actually glad they are taking me home. I'd rather be chilling in my room, listening to the rain than working. Or maybe a hot shower, better yet a long hot bath. Soon the car stops in the gate of my house. The rain outside already starting to fall harder. Like rocks hitting against the roof of the car. I step outside rushing to the house, but a strong firm hand stops me. I turn around to meet, Mr. Venandi who's stopping me from moving. “Come with me. There's something I must show you first," his tone commands and yet pleading at the same time. What did he mean? My clothes already
When night came we got ready for dinner. I help my mother in the kitchen prepare dinner for everyone. Everyone else sat in the dining room chatting, silently. With Mr Venandi still around, and seems to be getting along fine with Edward. Even though I'm not a fan of his appearance, I can deny that my son is happy that his father is here. “ You know maybe he's not bad as you think. He really wants to be a part of his son's life," my mother notices my absent mindedness, as I silently work around the kitchen. “ Maybe. But I'm not even sure he's the father. He appeared out of nowhere," I tell her. My mother gives me a prolonged judgemental look after hearing my statement. “ Don't look at me like that. I was desperate," I respond. “ Look I understand. But I doubt a rich man like him would appear out of nowhere and claim to be your son's father," she claims. But who am I to know what rich people are up to these days. I'm not rich anymore. “How do you even know he's rich?" I question her.
My son and I sat in his room gazing out the window. Through the window you can see the thick forest only miles away from our house. Though no one paid much attention to it as no one was allowed to go into the woods. Though at rare times they might go hunting in the forest. But that never stopped my little adventure boy from wondering. So we were duly familiar with the forest. “Well since I’m not allowed to play video games, can you at least let me play in the real trees,” he pleads abiding by the window. I exhale as I thought I might as well get some fresh air since I’m also grounded. “Only if I get to come with you,” I tell him. He beams at me enraptured with joy. “Race you to the river!” he yells carelessly leaping out of the window. “Edward!” I screech my heart caught on my throat. I rush to the window to see him perfectly landed on the ground. “Don’t do that. You going to hurt yourself,” I panic still looking at the distance from the window to the floor. “C’mon mom. Jump!”