ログインZella died betrayed. Her love was stolen. Her wedding ripped from her hands. Her family watched her fall—and did nothing. When death came, it should have been the end. Instead, she met a god who ruled crossroads and cruel choices. Arakon offered her three paths. She rejected them all… or so she thought. By a single misunderstood gesture, Zella was reborn as Lacy Jules—into a poor, struggling life with no power, no status, and no memory of the woman she once was. But fate is never finished with the unjustly broken. As Lacy grows, she begins to dream of torn wedding dresses, familiar faces, and a woman’s grief that does not belong to her. Zella is awakening. When the truth finally surfaces, Lacy learns she is living the life of a woman who chose wrong—and a god who refuses to fix his mistake. This time, the choice must be spoken. This time, there will be no confusion. Given one final chance, Lacy chooses to return. Fifteen years into the past. Back into Zella’s body. Back to the day everything began to rot. But she does not return as the naïve girl who once begged to be loved. She returns with two lifetimes of pain, clarity, and resolve. This time, she will not fight with claws or magic—but with foresight, strategy, and consequences so devastating that even fate will hesitate. They broke her once. Now, they will kneel— or burn.
もっと見るLacy's POV
It's another night to hunt for a man- a very rich man.
The music vibrates through the club, a steady rhythm of deep sounds that thrum against my skin.
Multicoloured lights dance about, distorting my vision.
I wobble a little on my heels, shine some teeth at a bartender.
The white heels on my feet were a lucky find at a clearance sale and my golden anklet glints with each step I take- stumble, rather.
My hair falls in soft waves around my shoulders, framing my face just right.
I know I look good, and in a place like this, looking good is everything especially if you're looking to snag someone.
Except...I'm a little nervous. I'm never nervous and it's weird.
I mean I did this for a living: captivated men for a quick buck.
It's never hard.
I weave through the crowd, careful not to brush against anyone.
The last thing I need is some drunk thinking my presence is an invitation.
The bar is my first stop; a shiny, glossy counter with rows of expensive liquor lined up and the handsome, tattooed bartender I smiled at.
I slide onto a stool, and sigh, remembering my mother's harsh words earlier today.
"You're useless. Just like your father. No, worse. You spread your legs to survive, and you think that makes you better than me?"
I kept my back turned to her, focusing on my reflection in the tiny, cracked mirror as I applied my eyeliner. My hands were steady, even as my chest tightened.
She didn't stop. She never did. "You walk around like you're someone, but you're nothing. Nothing. Just like him."
I swallowed hard, blinking rapidly to keep the tears from smudging my mascara. Her words shouldn't hurt anymore, but they always found a way to burrow under my skin.
"You are a whore; you're the reason I'm stuck on this bed as a sickling; you're also the reason your father died. You are bad luck."
Mother had been left frail after my birth and eventually got bedridden. Father had overworked himself to pay her medical bills before dying off.
Now I'm playing the role of a gold digger with no high school certificate just to keep food on the table.
Her words always sting no matter how many times I try to ignore them.
I had turned to my mother, ignoring her curses and leaned down to kiss her forehead.
Her skin was cold, her body frail against the pillows. Her eyes, though, were still full of hatred as she turned away from me in disgust.
I walked out anyway, my eyes brimming with tears.
Now, sitting at the bar, I take a deep breath, shaking off the memories. This is my world now.
Not that house. Not the suffocating walls closing in on me.
I observe my surroundings, searching for a prince to root me out of my misery.
All I see are couples grinding against each other, men in faux-expensive suits whispering into the ears of women who pretend to be captivated- laughter that never quite reaches the eyes.
The usual.
My gaze lands on a man stepping inside. Broad shoulders, an average suit, and shoes that try to look expensive but aren't.
Middle-class, I decide.
Not worth my time.
Some would call me a gold digger. They wouldn't be wrong.
I prefer to call myself an opportunist, though.
I see an opportunity, and I take it. The opportunity is for rich and stupid men who just want a pretty woman in their hands.
That's survival.
A quick scan of the room tells me there's no one here worth my effort.
My stomach churns with frustration as I massage my temples, willing the coming headache away.
It has been a bad week. If I walk out of here empty-handed, rent is going to be another one of my problems.
Adding to the issues with the mother's new, expensive medical care.
I push myself off my stool, ready to try my luck elsewhere when my eyes land on him.
A gentleman in the farthest corner of the club.
He's away from the flashing lights and the wandering eyes.
The darkness clings to him like a second skin, but they do nothing to dull his presence.
He has a dark, brooding energy that makes him impossible to ignore.
I stop breathing for a second.
Everything about him screams money.
Not just rich...wealthy.
The kind of wealth that doesn't need to be flaunted because it's simply understood.
The way he sits relaxed yet powerful, tells me he's used to people coming to him, not the other way around.
And he's gorgeous- drop-dead angelic.
His features are sharp, almost too perfect; as if days were spent crafting him. His dark hair blends into the shadows, and he rests against the seat- muscles straining against his tailored suit.
My luck has finally turned.
I straighten, adjusting the tiny straps of my dress before running a hand through my golden hair.
A fresh coat of lip gloss, a push of my boobs up high.
I'n set.
I saunter over, swaying my hips to the side with each step I take. The club fades around me. He's the only thing in my focus now.
Time to play my favourite game, preying on men.
My nerves instantly leave me; I can't fail this time.
Finally reaching his table, I tap my long red nails against the polished surface, offering him my best flirtatious smile, the one that has never failed to garner attention.
His eyes lift to meet mine and as he notices me, a frown settles in on his handsome features before arching a perfectly shaped brow.
I point to the seat beside him, tilting my head slightly and pouting my lips. "Is this seat taken?"
The silence stretches between us.
Then, slowly, a smirk tugs at the corner of his lips.
"Depends," he says, his voice deep and smooth. It sends a shiver down my spine. "Are you looking for a place to sit, or something else?"
Those eyes of his twinkle; sending foreign fire down my spine.
I bite back a smile. Now this was going to be a very fun game to play.
Zella's POV My diary! The one that has all the information about my past life. I had misplaced it when I became rich and finally moved out of the Midnight mansion into mine. I didn't think I would need any of the things I possessed in their mansion again so I left everything in that shallow room and moved into the mansion I bought. "What do you want to do with this tiny old book? I should trash it ma'am Zee.""No!, I mean no, I need it." I comport. "I have some important things documented in there and I have had a fruitless search for it. Sorry, I shouted at you. I didn't mean to." I apologize."It's nothing, Zee," My fist rolled beside me when she said my name that way, but I quickly masked my feelings. Calm down Zee, she can't know you're reborn. I tell myself. "Do you have other chores in the kitchen or any other part of the house? I need to read, we'll continue the unpacking after I'm done reading." "Yes, I was going to tell you that I'm to escort the madam later today to shop
Zella's POV The distraction in my way has been successfully eradicated—the guy who called himself Lucian. Since he already has a name that begins with an L, he should address himself as Lucifer. Because all men should be called that for their devilish behaviours. Whoever reinvented those creatures called males has done something wrong in the process. I'm sure God didn't create them to be so wicked. My destination? Back home. To reclaim what should have rightfully been mine in my past life, but my ignorance has made me lose it. "I hope you have been refreshed?" Valour says the moment I walk into the living room. He's in his usual spot in the living room—on his king-size chair, reading the fake news in the paper."I guess I am now Dad. Thanks for your concern." I bow my head slightly as I move closer to him, trying not to be too audible to attract the attention of Carina and her pathetic daughter. This is a rare opportunity that might not come for months—dad being alone in the sitting
Zella's POV Stepping out of the eatery, I see a familiar man in his late seventies in a posture that seems like he's about to collapse. "I have seen this man before. But where? Was it in my past life?" I say to myself. Right before my eyes, he collapses, and I quickly rush to his side. "Sir? Can you hear me? What happened?" No response. The old man is out. "Help! Help!" I call, but instead of passersby coming to help out, all I get from them is a snub. Some are even doing a video of the poor man. How can human beings be so cruel? Someone is dying and all that comes to their head is making a video of the scene? Right now, I don't know who else is sane in this so-called world. "Old one, can you hear me? Are you really down or pretending?" I look into his eyes and discover he was actually out. The clothes he is putting on signify him as a well-to-do person and not some old man who pretends to be sick to extort money from people. "He needs help! Someone please call an ambulance!" A
Zella's POV It was a small shoulder push from Lizzie. But I had to make it feel like she had done something more than that. In my previous life, Lizzie had done the same thing to me. But right now that I have the pretentious attention of my so-called parents, I have to make her pay for that day. This is nothing compared to how I planned to take my revenge on the Midnight family, but I have to make each of them pay for the littlest wrongs they've done to me. "What the hell just happened? You pushed your sister because of a mere cloth? When did you become so wicked Liz?" Dad's angry voice. I can tell from his countenance that he's angry for real, and the reason is not far-fetched. The force at which I rolled down the stairs and landed as if I had been seriously pushed by Liz, if I had sustained any injury that could cause any deformity which could stop me from marrying Dave, it would disturb their plans. "I didn't push her Dad, she's lying. She wants to paint.." "Then how come Ze
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