LOGINEvelyn's POV Pip hasn't really spoken to me since Wren snuck her in. We seem to have come to some sort of quiet agreement of giving each other space but I've stayed more than three months without seeing her… I don't want to give her space. I miss my best friend. I agree that she was right and I should have probably listened to her about Arkan and my entire homewrecking escapade.Whoooshhhhh! What to do, what to do?She is perched on the high beam near the ceiling, pretending to groom her wings while very obviously watching me pace the length of the room. I let her. I’ve learned that pushing Pip never works; she comes around on her own terms or not at all.I let out a sigh as I pause to stand underneath her. I take back my words, I'm not waiting for her to come to me. The silence is stabbing. I can’t take it anymore. “Say something….” I plead. “I'm sorry, okay. Gosh… sorry is too small of a word. I messed up. I should have listened to you, but I was stupid and you have every reason
Evelyn’s POV I feel him before I see him.The house knows first.The air tightens, the way it does when the ward is disturbed by something. It confirms the thought that has been churning in my mind, Arkan is ancient… Something not normal. The baby shifts uneasily inside me. I sit upright in the chair by the window, my hands resting on my stomach.“Easy,” I murmur. “I know.”Pip appears on the windowsill, wings stiff. “He’s here.”“I know,” I repeat.Pip goes to hide in the closet and I plead with the goddess not to let him detect her presence. I smooth my hands over my dress, though there is no one to impress. I stay where I am, seated near the window, spine straight. I will not rise for him. I will not rush to meet him halfway… even though my entire being longs to be in his arms.I guess rejection doesn't obliterate the mate bond. The door opens without ceremony.Arkan steps inside.He looks almost gentle.No crown. No armor. His hair is tied back simply, his sleeves unrolled, h
Evelyn's POVNoon is the worst time of day.The sun hangs high and cruel, burning through the thin clouds and pressing down on everything beneath it. It's hot, sweltering and so not for me. I swear Urelle has the ability to change the temperature and weather within the wards. I'm starting to think my suffering gets her high because the weather always seems to be on the extreme. EVERY. DAMN. TIME.I pace the narrow path that circles the garden.Back and forth.Back and forth.I thought being out here would calm the storm brewing within me, but it seems that I was wrong. I barely make it another step when the pain hits.It isn't the soft ones that fumble your insides a little bit. No…. It spears through me, sharp and sudden, stealing the breath from my lungs. Gasping, I brace myself against the low stone wall that borders the path, knees threatening to buckle.“Not now,” I whisper through clenched teeth. “Please.”The pain answers by tightening.It feels like something inside me is tw
Evelyn's POV Something is going on.The air is tinged with it. People were careful around me. I noticed it in small ways.Servants paused whenever I entered the room. Guards avoided my eye, The women who brought my meals spoke softly, like I was ill. It is starting to get annoying, really…. But, it spoke of something… something brewing on the horizon. I rest a hand on my stomach out of habit.The baby shifts, impatient. Too aware.“I know,” I murmur. “I feel it too.”The woman who comes to check on me the next morning, Mireya, keeps her eyes fixed on my belly. She smells of herbs and smoke and something older. Witch-scent.That's weird…Urelle is the only witch that comes around to actually check on the baby's progress. The rest of her bitchy friends just laze around and sneer at me all day. The fact that the servant bringing me food is a witch… something is definitely up.“Everything progresses,” she notes, withdrawing her hands. Her voice is steady, but her pulse flutters. “As
Evelyn's POV Present day I let out a groan as I dry heave into the nearby bushes. Whelp! There goes my breakfast.Sighing, I straighten up, covering my eyes from the unnaturally bright sun that almost blinds me. Fucking Urella.This is what you get from pissing off the said witch that has the ability to control the weather in your prison. I only exchanged her sugar with salt…I know you're probably wondering what's going on.Let me bring you up to speed.It's been three months.Three months since my supposed erasthai marked my cousin. Three months since he rejected me. Three months since I've been imprisoned in this crazy house that I can swear is alive. The house is hidden by magic… layers of it, thick and humming, like a cage made of air. I can feel it when I wake and when I sleep, pressing against my skin. I know I cannot cross the boundary. I feel it every time I step too close, like invisible hands pressing me back.Lycan pregnancies are short. Five months. That is all our bo
Evelyn's POV My chest hurts from holding back sobs. My throat burns. I don’t know how long I stay, curled on the floor before the door creaks.Is it my imagination?Hope always plays cruel tricks on me. I lift my head anyway, breath catching halfway in my chest.“Evelyn?”Wren’s voice.Breathless. Urgent.I scramble to my feet just as the door bursts open. Wren stands there, eyes wild, hair half undone, one hand gripping the doorframe like sprinted the entire way. And hovering just behind her shoulder…Pip.Her wings tremble, eyes bright and frantic.Relief hit me so hard my knees buckle.“Evelyn,” Wren breathes again, rushing forward and pulling me into her arms. “Gods, I’ve been looking everywhere.”My voice comes out broken. “I thought… I didn’t know…”“You absolute menace,” Pip snaps from her worried daze, hovering inches from my nose. “Do you know what you just did to me?”My throat tightens. “Pip…”She freezes. Her wings faltering.“You disappeared,” she says, quieter now. “W







