Chapter 2
Xena Remington
“Umm none of that is true.” I murmur but somehow he could still hear me.
I know Jerold asked me to keep it short and just agree with him but I can’t. I have never been a person who could just agree with someone to keep them happy. Which is why I hate how Jerold will speak up against me but won’t dare to ever challenge his boss.
“Sure, sweetheart. Now, are we done?” He says sarcastically before asking, almost like he is making a statement and ending this meeting. He gets up from his seat, ready to lead me out of the cabin.
“No no, I am not done.” I say quickly, making him lean against the desk right in front of me.
Oh no. he so close to me.
He smells soo good.
“Why not?” He says tiredly and stares right in my eyes making me conscious.
How’s my hair looking?
“I need to brief you, like your answers to the questions-“
“You think I require a briefing?” He asks as I gulp a little, “You think I am not smart enough to answer a few easy questions?”
“No, it’s not like that. I just think you need to be prepared to answer any kind of questions that might be thrown at you.” I say as I stand up and I see that he still taller to me even though he is leaning against the desk.
“Sweetheart listen, people who lie need to be prepared. Lies need to be memorized, right?” He asks me making me nod my head.
“Ms. Potts-“
“Ms. Scott.” I correct him.
“Yes, Ms. Scott might need to make up a whole story and memorize it by heart so it comes across as the truth. I don’t think I am going to face any problems when it comes to answering questions best to my recollection.” He says as he stands up and I look up to meet his eye level.
Why is this so attractive? Honesty is attractive, he is also very intelligent.
“Okay, I’ll be there right next to you tomorrow. If you need any help, please let me know.” I say as I extend my hand.
I feel his warm hand completely envelope mine making me feel giddy inside my stomach. I haven’t felt this in a long time. Even with Jerold, I have always loved him but I always thought sparks and butterflies don’t exist.
Maybe I was wrong.
Xena, concentrate.
“Thank you Ms. Remington.” He says as I realize how close our bodies are, I look down to see his huge hand around mine.
Fuck.
“Umm you are w-welcome.” I rasp, my chest kept rising and falling as I tried to catch my breath.
Jeez, what’s wrong with me?
“Okay I am going to go now.” I say as I quickly snatch my hand away and head towards the door. I turn around as I reach the door to see him standing there with an amused small smile on his face.
“It was nice meeting you, Ms. Remington.”
“Likewise, Mr. Lancaster.” I say as I awkwardly wave my hand before storming out in embarrassment.
What the hell was that?
In Her Office
“What the hell happened in there? I hope you didn’t anger him, I don’t want to face any heat for your actions. I will not throw myself under the bus for you.” Jerold starts rambling as soon as I enter my office.
I knew he was angry about being asked to leave and that his fragile ego was injured. Now he is trying to come up with a reason to be upset with me because he wants to let out his frustration.
It’s nothing new.
He does this all the time.
Somehow no one in this office has any respect for him even though he is at such an upper management position.
He hates how he has no control.
So he tries to make my and people who are under him feel as bad as he does.
“Nothing happened-“
“Oh please, I know you and your smart mouth. You must have said something to him. Do you know who he is? You could be dead tomorrow and no one will ever find out what happened.”
What’s with him today? He is worse than usual.
“I did exactly what you asked me to do and then walked out.” I lied through my teeth not wanting to get into a fight like always.
“Sure. Let’s see. Remember I got you this job. Otherwise you would still be working minimum wage.”
“Jerold that was 8 years ago. I started out as an intern, yes you got me that job. But after that, everything that I’ve achieved here is on my own merit.” I said as I remembered how Jerold used to be when he was my friend.
“Please, it’s all because of me and my references they gave you the job.”
LIES LIES LIES.
I thought in my mind as I remembered how he refused to write a letter of recommendation for me but thankfully Zara wrote it.
Zara is my best friend, we are working in the same office for years now. She has always been there for me. When I am overloaded with work, she has stayed back multiple times to help me out. Zara has a huge crush on Axel Lancaster’s younger brother Asher because of which she thinks very highly of the Lancasters and refuses to hear anything bad about them.
I guess it’s true, love makes you blind, deaf and dumb.
“I have to get back to work now. Can you leave?” I say irritated, instantly regretting it.
I hear my office door slam loudly as Jerold storms out of my office.
I rub my face as I realize how difficult the next few days are going to be for me. Jerold is going to go out of his way to my life a living hell.
I hear a knock on my door and before I could answer, Zara walks in with an excited look on her face, “OH MY GOD. Tell me everything. Also what’s up with Pouty Potato?”
She calls Jerold pouty potato and I am sure as anyone can tell. She hates him.
“He is upset because Axel asked him to leave because he kept interrupting me. So he felt disrespected and he is taking it out on me.”
“Yeah but it’s okay when he disrespects you by interrupting you in front of people again and again.”
“Can we pleas-“
“Sorry sorry. Please tell me what happened with Axel Lancaster.” She says as she makes puppy eyes which makes me laugh.
“Okay I have to admit something and you can never tell anyone about it ever.” I say as her eye widens and she nods her head, “you know how I told you how I don’t understand the hype, like why people find him so attractive?”
“Yessss?”
“Well he is ridiculously attractive. So attractive that my mouth dried up and I couldn’t speak, hear and everything around me became blurry. My hands and my face was twitching. He was that attractive.” I breathed out as I got everything off my chest.
“OH MY GOD.” She shrieked loudly making me flinch and then laugh.
“And he is very intimidating but in a more genuine sense, I think he is a good man.”
“I was right. I told you they were good people and you kept telling but Zara they are in the mafia, they have probably murdered people. Ha I win.” she jumps around the office as I stare at her.
“Well he is still bad like that. He was nice to me. I am intimidated by him but I don’t fear for my life like I don’t think he will cause any harm to me.” I said but I see that she has trailed off in her own dream world, “Hey!” I snap my fingers in front of her face making her eyes widen, “just because the older brother is nice, doesn’t mean that the younger brother is nice too.”
“Xena, my Asher is a good man.”
“Your Asher?”
“Yes, my Asher.” She says as she holds her hand to her chest, “Anyway, are you prepared for tomorrow? I can’t Natalie actually has the balls to go against the Lancasters. It’s crazy. Like it would have been commendable if she was actually wronged.”
“I agree but all the evidence is against her. I feel like Axel is too calm for someone who is being deposed tomorrow. I think he has some proof that will guarantee his win.”
“Or maybe he is just overconfident?” she says but I shake my head.
“No, I don’t think he is someone who can be overconfident. He very grounded and intelligent. He thinks everything through. What surprised me is that a man of his stature has less ego then Jerold.”
“Well empty vessels make more noise.” Zara says making me laugh, “Also don’t you think you should dump him now. I refuse to believe that you love that sorry excuse of a human being.”
“He has changed, Zara. He wasn’t like this always. He was loving, sweet and-“
“Xena, HE WAS. Past tense. He isn’t anymore and he is not going to return. Whatever he might be going through is not an excuse to treat you like shit, okay?” Zara says but I can’t seem to agree with her.
After Jerold lost his father, his attitude completely changed. I can’t leave him at his worst right?
I don’t know. I feel so much pressure when it comes to him. He has done so much for me and he keeps reminding me which wrecks me with guilt.
I just can’t walk away.
But I don’t think Zara will understand that.
Chapter 3 Xena Remington I quickly popped two advils as I gathered my files to head towards the conference room. Jerold argued so much with me about nonsensical stuff when we went home. I yawned while he was making a point which led to him getting angrier. Needless to say, I didn’t get any sleep last night. I don’t know why he is more riled up than usual and of course he won’t confide in me about his problems because it makes him feel like ‘lesser man’. I head to the conference room to see Jerold standing next to Axel Lancaster. Everyone looked so small and meek next to him. I make my way towards them as I take a deep breath in. I don’t know why I get so nervous at the thought of Axel Lancaster. “Mr. Lancaster, here is the complaint Ms. Scott filed against you. In case you want to refer to it.” I say as I stand beside Jerold in front of Mr. Lancaster. “Ms. Remington, he doesn’t need anything, just get him some coffee and stand-“ Jerold was about to dismiss me when Axel interrup
Xena RemingtonAs I follow him to his office, I feel my nerves building up. I am going crazy right now. I felt like how a child would feel when the summer vacation gets over and they have to go back to school.I hate being put in stressful situations but thanks to Jerold, I am used to it.We enter his office, and memories of the last time I was in there fill my mind. I remember how nervous I was to see him.I gulp when he turns around to face me. Oh god! Why are we not sitting at his desk face to face? Isn’t that how people get fired?Oh god. Is he going to shoot me? Don’t be crazy, Xena. He wouldn’t want all the blood to get over his beautiful Italian carpet.“Xena Remington.” I feel the hair at the back of my neck stand as I bring myself to look into his beautiful yet intimidating eyes.He said my name.I felt a rush go down my spine as I try to calm myself down, “This might be a cliché thing, the thing that I am about to do-““Oh no, he going to shoot me.” I slap a hand across my
Xena Remington When I walked out of Axel Lancaster’s office yesterday, I realized how safe and respected I feel around him. But at the same time, a terrible realisation is hitting me that I have been putting on the back burner for the longest time. I don't think I am capable of anything. I don’t think I am very intelligent either. I used to be very different before I met Jerold.Years of brushing my opinion off, laughing every time I make a mistake, and calling me stupid every time I didn’t understand something. It was never this obvious before. I don’t even remember when it all began. He has slowly but surely broken my self-esteem and left me feeling like an incompetent piece of shit. Last night was the first time, I directly went to sleep before Jerold could start an argument with me about how I made him feel disrespected during the meeting.I hear footsteps approaching the small dining table where I was eating my breakfast and drinking
Xena RemingtonHilton HotelThe entire room goes quiet as Axel Lancaster walks in. For the first time in 7 years, without a date.Why didn’t he bring a date? He always brings a model. Zara and I always used to get a kick out of getting a picture with them. I suddenly see all the women adjusting their dresses and reapplying their lipsticks discreetly. Axel looked uninterested as a lot of people tried to talk to him. He was into such events, he hated talking to people and shaking their hands. From what Jerold has told me about him, he hated having long conversations and people beating around the bush before telling him exactly what they wanted from him.I held my breath and allowed myself to get a good look of him. He looked so good in his pitch-black suit. At such a huge party, with so many people it was still so easy to spot Axel.I am a little ashamed of myself as I constantly keep finding myself fantasizing about this man. Nothing too dirty, just our hands brushing, his delicious
Xena Remington:“WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED YESTERDAY?” Zara’s voice boomed as she barged into my office, stunning everyone in the hallway for a second.“I swear to god. You know as much as I do. I told him about what Jerold said and the next thing I know, he is coming close to me and he’s talking to me about something.” I tell her, rubbing my forehead as I try to remember what exactly happened yesterday.“What did he talk about?”“I don’t remember,” I yell helplessly making her look at me with wide eyes.“What do you mean?” “I don’t know I was drunk, he was so close to me… he smelled like heaven. It was all just blurry and intoxicating. Also, I owe him, that’s how I got him to come to the party.”“Oh no.” Zara says before taking a seat in front of me, “I don’t know Xena. Owing something to a mob boss-““My life was fine before I met him. Now it’s-““NO! Absolutely not. Your life was never fine. It was fine maybe before you met Jerold.” She lectures me.“Okay, I have to tell you a lot of
Xena Remington:“Oh, so you are home.” I say as soon as I enter my house when I see Jerold’s shoes on the porch, “the least I expect from you is for you to at least answer my texts. You’ve been MIA for almost a day now.”I hear some shuffling in the kitchen which indicates that he is there but he doesn’t answer. Of course, he won’t. His fragile ego is probably wounded. I don’t even know where he was yesterday.“Jerold!” I say as I enter the kitchen and see him eating takeout on the dining table, not bothering to look up at me, “Where were you?”“Oh Xena, I thought you were still busy dry-humping Axel fucking Lancaster.” He said making me roll my eyes.“You literally forced me into doing it. Also, what did you want me to do? Push him away and say what? I have a boyfriend? Oh, wait sorry. You don’t want anyone to know that we are together.” I yell, filled with fury.I can’t believe he has the nerve to talk to me like that after all the things that he has done to me, after all the things
Xena RemingtonI head towards Axel Lancaster’s house which is approximately 20 minutes away from my office. Thankfully, he had a driver drive me around to his house because I couldn’t afford to take my car out anymore so I take the bus and right now as I look at the kind of rich and posh area we are in, I doubt they run buses here.Mrs. Peters came to my office at 4 pm sharp to tell me that Axel had some very urgent work to take care of so he had to leave but he still wants my answer today itself. So he asked his driver to bring me to his house around 6 pm and that I would also be dropped off at my house after we are done with our meeting.My hands were clammy and I could feel a rush of nervousness in my veins as the car entered through the giant gates and I see the most beautiful house ever.The kind of house you put in your vision board as a child because you think you are going to end up being a millionaire by the time you are thirty.I thank the driver for the lift as he helps me
Xena RemingtonI don’t think I’ve spoken more than ten words since yesterday. I was too lost. I absolutely despise Axel Lancaster for doing this to me. I am a good person. Such ungodly thoughts are wrong, especially about your boss, a man who is a part of the fucking mafia.Ugh.I’ve never been a highly sexual person like Zara. I’ve never talked about men in an overtly sexual way, the way Zara talks about her crush, Asher.What is it about these Lancaster brothers?Do they do this to every woman they come across?Having innocent women like me wrapped around their pinky finger.Consuming every thought by barely even doing anything.Thoughts keep rushing through my mind as I knock on Axel’s door.“Come in.” I groan internally as I hear his deep sexy voice.Why is this happening to me?I haven't even entered his office and he is already affecting me.“So I wanted to ask you, what my responsibilities would be.” I say in a curt tone. Wanting to end this conversation as soon as possible. I