VESPER GREY LYSAN POV
The door burst open just as my hands twitched in readiness to attack.
Ilvane stepped into the room, his eyes coming to land on me, his mouth set in a thin cruel line as he saw the dagger.
My blood ran cold. Every time he'd shown up like this, it just meant he was in a bad mood, and I was about to get beaten to an inch of my life. And now, I was even holding a knife. I bet he could also see my handprint on Zevran's cheek.
His shoulders bunched, his hands clenching into fists as he stepped in my direction. I braced myself, my eyes clenching shut as I tried to prepare myself for the first hit. They always hurt worse.
Zevran suddenly stepped in front of me, his little body shielding me from the full glare of his father's dark intentions.
My eyes slowly opened, my trembling hand still clinging to the dagger as my heart hammered in my chest.
He watched us for a few seconds, a cold smirk twisting his face.
"Master—" Zevran started and gasped, his eyes almost popping out of their socket as Ilvane drove a fist into his stomach.
He crumpled to the floor, writhing for a few seconds as he struggled to catch his breath, but Ilvane didn't give him a chance to.
The first kick landed with a sickening crack and I flinched—actually flinched—as if it had struck me instead. It was a reflex reaction from being the subject of his abuse for so long. I knew exactly how much it hurt, but I was sure it hurt worse for Zevran because Ilvane was not holding back.
Ana had been right. Ilvane had really been taking it easy on me.
Watching his brutality, knowing that in the blink of an eye, I could be in Zevrans place had cold sweat breaking out all over my body.
"Stop" I managed, the word barely moving past my trembling lips.
But there was no response or even acknowledgment that I'd spoken.
Ilvane's nose flared, sweat trailing down the side of his face as he stared down at a writhing and groaning Zevran.
"You shouldn't have done that, you little piece of shit" he roared, then stomped on him.
"Stop!" I yelled, my voice louder.
My words seemed to aggravate him. He met my gaze, then kicked him again–a brutal blow that sent Zevran skidding across the floor, his limbs jerking as he crashed against the wooden closet. But it didn't end, no, Ilvane walked toward him, his eyes a black void.
I watched, my heart hammering in my chest as he raised his leg while Zevran tried to lessen the impact and shield his internal organs by curling up and covering his face—almost like he was used to it.
It was devastating and for a few seconds, it felt like I wasn't even in the room at all. The sounds of boots connecting to flesh slowly faded, and my heart rate slowed.
Darkness crept up the edges of my vision, and for a second, I was sure I was going to pass out. I didn't; instead, my eyes came back into focus, my gaze fixing on those of Zevran and the relentless barrages of blows that didn't look like it was going to stop soon.
"I told you to stop!" I screamed at the top of my lungs, the sounds scraping past my throat and bouncing off the four corners of the wall. "Stop hitting him!" I yelled, stepping forward, my hands coming up with the dagger as I prepared myself to stab him if he didn't listen.
Ilvane gaze cut to mine, his brows arching as he regarded me, his expression cynical. There was a dark glint in his eyes and for a second, I wondered if I should have interfered at all.
But It was already too late. I gripped the dagger tighter, the fear that it could slip at any minute, and I'd be left defenseless, squeezing at my lungs. "If you hit him one more time, I'll really kill you. I mean it!"I choked out, my shaky voice betraying me.
He smirked, his lips curving into a wicked smile. "Is that so? Do you plan to use those puny arms of yours and that rusted blade to send me into the underworld?" He mocked, his brows arching into his headlines.
My gaze moved involuntarily to those of Zevrans and I froze, my blood running cold at the pure evil oozing out of his eyes as they held mine captive.
And was that a smile on his face.
My lungs stopped working, my chest constricting the longer I stared at him without breathing.
Just how crazy was he to be smiling in the face of death.
Ilvane followed my gaze, and then he leaned down, his hands grabbing hold of Zevrans shirt and dragging him up from the floor.
"Ana was off-limit. I told you not to touch her," he growled, his teeth clacking in barely suppressed rage. "And as if that wasn't enough, you let your guard down in front of someone like her. You let her hit you! You gave her your fucking dagger!" he roared, shoving him hard.
Zevran crashed against the wall, his head falling forward as he slumped to the floor.
Blood dripped to the tiles from his nose and mouth as he struggled to get air into his lungs, but I could tell from how much pain twisted his face that he'd probably broken a rib from all the stomping Ilvane did.
Letting out a rough breath of air, Ilvane dragged his hand through his hair and then turned to face me.
"What were you going to do with the dagger, huh? Did you think you could kill him? Or me?" He scoffed and, in a flash, caught hold of my arm and twisted it at an odd angle that had me screaming out and releasing my hold on the dagger.
He took the blade from me, letting go of my arm in the same instant. Then he stared at the dagger, flicking it from side to side, before meeting my gaze. "You can't kill me, little girl, and If this one dies, I can always make more."
"Can you?" Zevran asked, but his voice sounded different. It was cold, detached, almost as if he wasn't human. "God damn it, look at all of that blood" he groaned, then started laughing hysterically, but it didn't last long as pain twisted his face.
He clutched at his chest, his lips quivering.
"That little bitch. He always goes to hide like a coward when he can't take the pain, huh?" Zevran uttered, blood spilling out of his mouth with every word, but it was like he wasn't noticing it at all.
Ilvane watched him for a second, then his eyes flared, the angry lines on his head slowly fading. "Zevroth?" He asked, his brows dipping, a hopeful glint in his cruel dark eyes that got brighter as Zevran grinned.
"That's right Ilvane. Your favorite son is here to play," he said, then glanced down his body. "It's too bad, huh? You did a lot of damage this time," he mused, disappointed, then his eyes slowly moved around the room until they came to land on me, the creepy smile stretching even wider.
"Now, what do we have here? You look like you'll bleed prettily..." He struggled to his feet, staggering as he managed to stand. "Did you get her as a present, Ilvane, or is she a prisoner?" He asked, his grin stretching. "It doesn't really matter though. I'm going to cut you up either way. I think I'll feel less shitty if I do" he said, coughing up more blood, but his dark gaze never once slipped from mine. It was chilling.
The pressure in my chest built, suffocatingly.
What the hell was going on? Did Zevran have multiple personality disorder?
And Was he really going to hurt me?
ZEVRAN ILVANE POVThe floor was cold, but my heart felt colder.I sucked in a breath, the darkness creeping up the edge of my vision blurring out Vesper's face. Maybe if I closed my eyes, the throbbing ache in my chest would stop. Maybe if I give in to the darkness, I'll finally find my peace.The sound of the car had long faded, so what was I waiting for?Vesper was not coming back.Tears trailed down the side of my face, the fire in my lungs burning fiercer.Why. Why did you break your promise to me, Vesper?I glanced up at the sky, the twinkling stars reminding me of her eyes. Those beautiful eyes. Eyes, I used to think, could save me. Eyes I would've burned the world for if I so much as glanced that she wanted it.But now, all I saw was how they'd looked when she pulled the trigger. How they didn't blink. Didn't shake. Didn't care. My heart slowed, stuttering as my lungs started to close up. The air got chillier, slicing into my flesh like darts of ice, yet, all I could think of
VESPER GREY LYSAN POV Everything felt bleak, the numb feeling spreading through my system like smoke, thick and suffocating.The sun had come up at a point, the bright lights streaking through the windshield, hitting my eyes and making me wince.I turned my head, my gaze locking on the gun on the passenger seat.Zevran's face flashed in my head, the look that had been on his face when he realized that I'd betrayed him making my heart clench.My fingers curled around the steering wheel, my knuckles aching from the pressure. But it wasn't enough. Nothing was enough.I shouldn't have killed Zevran. But it was too late for regret.I sucked in a breath, fast and shallow, then grabbed the gun with a hand that wouldn't stop shaking.The Mansion loomed ahead of me, dead and cold just like I remembered. How many months has it been since I was taken? How many days did I spend locked up? How many beatings did I endure without a single word from the woman I called my mother?My jaw clenched, my
VESPER GREY LYSAN POV Tonight was the night.I glanced down at the parcel on my bed, then with trembling hands, I gripped the edge of the wrap and peeled it open. It was a gun. Zevran had sneaked me a gun.At this moment I was sure he was working on destroying the security system.He'd given me a watch and told me when to move.I picked up the gun, the weight of it assuring me of how much damage it could do.Zevran had said I'll have to take care of the guards at my door myself. He'd also given me directions on where to wait for him so that we could escape together.I glanced down at all the marks on my body, the one he'd inflicted over the course of five days while laughing at my screams of pain and terror. He'd left my face because he thought it was too pretty to mar, but every other part of me had been fair game and Ilvane had watched it all happen. "It all ends tonight Ilvane. I'm going to make sure you never hurt anyone ever again." I said picking up the gun.The timer rang out
ZEVRAN ILVANE POVI blinked my eyes open but the throbbing in my head soon had me shutting them back.Goodness, everything hurt. The glare of the lights hitting my eyes made it uncomfortable to go back to sleep, though, so I had no choice but to force myself out of bed.I moved to get up, my teeth gritting together as a flood of pain wracked up my side.I puffed out air, sweat dotting my brows and hairline as I struggled through the pain to sit up.Sucking in a sharp breath, I tried to calm down and wait for the ache to lessen, but my head was thumping hard. It also felt like I was missing something.Glancing down my body, my brows pinched together as I noticed all of the bruises on my bare chest and the bandage on my arms. "What the hell..." I broke off, my heart kicking in my chest like a sledgehammer as the memories of what had happened the night before crashed through my head.Goosebumps rippled down my arm, the taste of metal filling my mouth as my heart drummed so frantically
VESPER GREY LYSAN POV The door burst open just as my hands twitched in readiness to attack.Ilvane stepped into the room, his eyes coming to land on me, his mouth set in a thin cruel line as he saw the dagger.My blood ran cold. Every time he'd shown up like this, it just meant he was in a bad mood, and I was about to get beaten to an inch of my life. And now, I was even holding a knife. I bet he could also see my handprint on Zevran's cheek.His shoulders bunched, his hands clenching into fists as he stepped in my direction. I braced myself, my eyes clenching shut as I tried to prepare myself for the first hit. They always hurt worse.Zevran suddenly stepped in front of me, his little body shielding me from the full glare of his father's dark intentions.My eyes slowly opened, my trembling hand still clinging to the dagger as my heart hammered in my chest.He watched us for a few seconds, a cold smirk twisting his face."Master—" Zevran started and gasped, his eyes almost popping ou
VESPER GREY LYSAN POV It's been three days since Ana's death.I turned on my side, sleep elusive as my head kept replaying that moment over and over again.Goosebumps traced my skin, my body shivering from the intensity of it.God, I was going to lose my mind.I clutched at my hair, my fingers tangling in the strands as I pulled down on it.I tried to force my eyes shut, but each time I did, the darkness took over; all I saw was Ana's face and the way she'd looked at me as Zevran slit her throat.I curled in on myself, the ache in my heart drowning me. It was all my fault. I should have believed it when Ana told me that even though Zevran was a child and had an angelic and innocent look to him, he was a cold-blooded killer... If I'd taken her words seriously, then I wouldn't have stubbornly chosen to ignore him. I would have seen his obsession for what it was. But I didn't and Ana was dead.Tears slipped past my eyes, the pain in my heart making my whole body ache.Ana was dead, bu