Roman
“Remind me again, Sawyer, why I need to go to the southern packs for this Alpha meeting?” I ask my best friend.
“Because we need to make sure they remember that we are the stronger packs,” he says, chuckling.
“And how did you get out of this?” I ask him.
“My Luna’s belly is large with my pup and she’s due to deliver our child any day now. I can’t leave her in case she goes into labor.”
Sawyer had stepped in, taking over as the Alpha of our friend’s pack after he and most of his family were decimated in an attack nine years ago. As a second son of an Alpha, he was the natural choice. I couldn’t take over that pack, or what was left of it, because I am the first son of an Alpha, and I had my own pack that I was going to inherit less than a year later.
Together, Sawyer and I, along with his brother, Dylan, have led the northern packs to strength and prosperity. I’ll admit, I’ve had an easier time of it than Sawyer who had to build Theo’s pack from the ground up, but my pack is stronger than even his brother’s established pack.
Thoughts of Theo remind me of Samara. We never found her. I can only hope that she wasn’t captured and taken hostage by the attacking pack. After we won the battle, I had taken my own army to the pack lands of the Alpha who had sent his men to attack. He barely had time to beg for his life before I removed his head from his body. I had searched everywhere in his pack, the cells, his Alpha suite, every inch of his pack lands searching for her, but I never found her. Finally, I had to admit to myself that she was dead. I don’t know how I’ll face my friend when my time comes, and I go to the Moon Goddess’ realm. I don’t know how I will tell him that I failed him and couldn’t save his youngest sister.
Part of me wonders if it’s that failure that has kept me from finding my mate. At twenty-six years old, I’ve been searching for my mate for eight years, ever since I turned 18. But, I haven’t found her. It’s possible that this Alpha meeting will bring me in touch with her, finally, after all these years. But, in truth, I’ve begun to believe that I’m being punished for not saving Samara.
“Come on, Roman. You know there’s a very high possibility that you’ll find your mate there. Every unmated Alpha female will be there, hoping to find her mate. Now’s the best chance you have of finding her,” Sawyer says, echoing my thoughts.
“You’re right, I know you’re right, my friend. Alright, I guess I’ll see you when I get back. Let’s hope it’s with my Luna in tow,” he chuckles before I hear his mate in the background.
“I’ve got to go,” he says.
“Give your Luna my love,” I say before disconnecting.
I pack my bags, ready to be away for several days. I meet with my Beta, Austin, to go over everything he needs to cover for me while I’m away.
“Think you’ll find our Luna?” he asks. Austin is a few years older than I am and found his mate nearly eight years ago. They have two pups, one girl and one boy.
“Goddess, I hope so,” I say, but I don’t believe that it’s going to happen. In the hopes that I would find my mate someday, I’ve been careful not to sleep with too many she-wolves in my pack and never for any length of time. I wouldn’t want my mate to be uncomfortable and I wouldn’t want any of my she-wolves to think that they were going to be taken as my chosen mate. I may decide at some point to take a chosen mate, but I’m not there yet. I want to find my fated mate. Every Alpha I know who has found his fated mate has been happier and more content than the Alphas who take a chosen mate.
The next morning, I set out to the southern packs. It’s an eight-hour drive, one that is fairly boring, but I think through everyone that will be in attendance, everyone I want to make connections with, and everyone that I’m sure will want to make connections with me. I am, after all, the strongest of all of the Alphas. My pack is larger than any other. Physically, I’m stronger than any Alpha that has ever tested themselves against me, including Sawyer and Dylan. And I’ve continued to increase my pack’s wealth, wealth that has been in my family for generations.
By the time I arrive, I’m tired and I just want my bed. However, I know there is a meet and greet tonight.
When I step out of the car, I smell a delicious scent and my wolf, Pierce, stands up in my head.
‘Pierce, what’s going on?’ My wolf has incredible senses, and I learned at a very young age to always trust his instincts.
‘Find the source of that scent,’ he says.
I feel my heart skip a beat. ‘Is it our mate?” I ask, hopeful that I’ve finally found her.
‘I won’t know until I see her, but I think it’s her,’ he says. I take a deep breath, committing the scent to memory, green tea, white ginger, and vanilla. It’s a light, clean, pure scent and it makes my mouth water.
“Alpha Roman. Welcome to my pack,” Alpha William says, stepping up and distracting me from the intoxicating scent.
“Alpha William, thank you for hosting all of us for this meeting. Alpha Sawyer sends his regards, but his mate is about to have their third pup, and he didn’t want to leave her alone.”
“I understand,” he says. Alpha William is one of those older Alphas who found his mate late in life. It’s Alphas like him that give me hope that my mate is out there, maybe she just hasn’t come of age yet. He’s in his early 40’s and his Alpha heir is only twelve years old.
“I’ll have one of my omegas show you to your room. Our cocktail party won’t begin until 6pm. There will be food and drinks available then. If there’s anything at all that you need, please don’t hesitate to ask.”
“Thank you, Alpha,” I say, following the omega into the packhouse. When I walk in, the scent becomes even stronger and I know that whoever the scent is coming from, she’s part of Alpha William’s pack. Pierce begins purring in my mind, and I become even more sure that my mate is here.
Gone is the fatigue from a few moments ago and when I arrive at my room, I make a point to change into appropriate clothing for tonight. I look at my watch and realize I have an hour before the cocktail party begins. I decide to search for the scent of my mate, hoping to find her before the party begins.
SamaraThere’s no way I can sleep with the ideas that Roman has put in my head. Who makes a woman feel so good that she screams? That doesn’t even make sense. But he said it with absolute confidence, and I’d felt my body respond. I need to get away from this man and I need to do it quickly.I wait until his breathing evens out and then I carefully pull myself out from under his arm. I’m sure it was meant to keep me captive overnight, but that’s not happening. I have no idea where I’ll go once I’m away from him. What I do know is that I can’t return to Alpha William’s pack. I won’t risk Roman going after him and killing his pack to find me.I’ve just reached the edge of the bed when I hear a warning growl behind me. I turn quickly and see Roman watching me in the darkness. No, not Roman. Pierce.“I have to pee. You’re not going to keep me in this bed while I pee are you?” I whisper yell at Roman’s wolf. I can’t believe he stayed awake to watch over me.‘Really, you can’t believe that?
RomanI shouldn’t have let her get under my skin, but I did. She had laughed. She had laughed hard enough that tears were streaming down her face at the idea of me killing the people responsible for her family’s death. Even if she wasn’t an Alpha, which she is, she would feel my strength and should know that the north has the most powerful Alphas in the region. And yet, she’d laughed as if I were an impotent male, unable of defending her honor or getting revenge on her behalf.No one, not one person in my life, has ever made me feel that way. Until today. And because of that, I lost my temper.Now, I’m lying here in bed, staring at the ceiling, listening to her tossing and turning on the floor. I’d gone to take a shower and when I stepped out of the bathroom, she had a pillow and the bedspread on the floor close to the door – the farthest she could get from me.I’d gotten into bed without a word, but now, I can’t sleep; for multiple reasons. First, I’m pissed at myself for losing cont
SamaraAs I watch my family of the last nine years fade in the distance, I fight the tears that threaten to spill over. I think about what Alpha William has done for me, what he did to honor my dead parents. I have no idea how I can repay the kindness he’s shown me, but once I get my revenge and kill my mate and my brother’s murderer, I’ll find a way.“Are you okay, Samantha?” Roman asks me. His voice is soft, as if he really cares about me. I’m sure it’s a farce. He acted like he cared about my brother too and look how that ended. If he really cared about me, he’d have accepted my rejection, even if it wasn’t a true rejection.I ignore him and continue to stare out the window at the scenery going by.He sighs. “We’re going to stop a few hours away from here. My territory is too far for us to drive all night. And since my pack members drove hours already today, it’s not safe to have them tired and driving at night.”I’m not sure who he’s talking to. I don’t give a crap about his pack m
RomanWhile Samantha, or whatever my mate’s real name is, goes to get packed to leave, I send a mind link to my Gamma.‘We’re leaving.’‘What? Already?’ he asks. I left my Beta to watch the pack while I was gone. As the strongest Alpha with the largest pack, there’s always a risk that someone will take advantage of the times when I’m away. So, I brought my Gamma with me and left my Beta to keep the pack safe.“Yes. Already. As soon as my mate is done packing her things.’‘She agreed to come with you?’ he asks, shocked. I’m not surprised. Every Alpha on the continent was in the room when my mate told me she rejected me. I’d had a terrible moment, thinking that she was really going to reject me in front of everyone in that room. I smile thinking of her pathetic effort. But it makes me very curious about her true identity. What Alpha female needs to hide her identity?‘One who ran away from her home?’ Pierce asks.‘Why run away though?’‘Maybe she was mistreated?’ he says, making me growl
SamaraWhy am I not surprised that Roman would bully me into becoming his mate. Well, he has no idea what’s in store for him. Since he doesn’t know who I am, he won’t know what hit him when I kill him in his sleep, or maybe stab him in the back.I’ll have to rethink my revenge. In my revenge fantasies, I’ve stormed my family’s home, claiming it as mine and slain Sawyer and Roman, proclaiming myself as my father’s daughter, the last remaining true heir and then I’d taken over, living happily ever after.Okay, maybe I was missing some important parts, but…I’m an Alpha female. I’m strong, and I’m still so angry at what Sawyer did to my brother, what both of his ‘friends’ did to my family, that I intend to let that adrenaline flow through me, giving me the upper hand when I kill them.“So, what will it be Samantha?” he asks. He stresses my name in a way that lets me know that he knows it’s not my real name.I look at Alpha William. The man who has given me a home and taken care of me for n
RomanI have no idea who this girl is, but the moment she looked me in the eye, I knew she was no omega. And if she’s not, then she knows how to properly reject a mate. So, she’s hiding who she is, and I’m intrigued. Why would an Alpha wolf, for that is what Pierce says she is, be hiding as an omega?“I have no idea what you’re talking about,” she says, her chin jutting up. I want to smile, but I fight it. It’s very possible that this Alpha pretending to be an omega will smack me if I do. Although, it might be worth it to see just how strong she is. I’m not sure how William didn’t notice that she was an Alpha.“How old were you when you arrived in this pack?” I ask her.“I was young. I don’t remember,” she says. Another lie.“Where is your family?”“Dead.”I narrow my eyes and walk around her, looking her over. By the way she tenses and stands up straighter, I’m sure she thinks I’m assessing her value as my mate. I’m not. I wouldn’t care if she really was an omega. I’d be surprised, bu