LOGIN~ANORA~
When I finally wake, the sun is dipping below the peaks of the horizon, casting long shadows across my bedchamber. Every muscle in my body aches from lying curled in the same awkward position for hours. My stomach gives a loud grumble, reminding me I have eaten nothing since the night before, when my world was set on fire by Rorik and Lindis. I sit there, debating whether to drag myself downstairs for food or simply stay on the floor and let the misery swallow me whole, when a gentle knock sounds on the heavy oak door, and it creaks open slowly. Two young omegas slip inside, each carrying a bright orange gown draped over their arms. “Luna,” they say in unison, bowing low. “The Alpha bids you choose from these designs.” I look at the dresses, my eyes narrowing. “For what purpose?” I ask, my voice raspy but firm. “It is for the anniversary feast tonight, my lady.” I blink, stunned. What anniversary? What is there left to celebrate when he has betrayed me in the worst way possible? Our marriage died the moment he took Lindis to our bed. “Why are there only two orange gowns?” I ask, keeping my temper in check. I know it isn’t the fault of these frightened girls and I don't want to take it out on them. Rorik knows full well how I loathe the colour orange. Why send me two different shades of orange dresses without any other options? Why choose the designs at all? It has always been my duty to select our clothing for every feast and gathering. The omegas exchange nervous glances, shifting from foot to foot. “Lady Lindis has already claimed the blue gown,” one murmurs. “She instructed us to bring you these.” I let out a loud, hysterical laugh and press both palms to my face as fresh tears spill hot down my cheeks. I can’t even fathom what is going on right now. Everything is moving too fast. I keep waiting to wake up and find it all a nightmare. Why in the goddess’s name is Lindis choosing my anniversary gown? “Take those gowns and leave,” I command, my voice flat. The omegas bow hastily and flee. A few minutes later, the door opens again and Rorik walks in. He’s already dressed in his ceremonial attire: a deep crimson doublet with the pack crest stitched in gold thread, a fur-trimmed cloak across his broad shoulders, and his dark hair brushed back from his face. He looks every inch the regal Alpha. Once upon a time, my heart would have skipped a beat at the sight of him looking so handsome and put together. Now my chest just twists with pain and betrayal. “You’re not dressed for the feast,” he says, very calmly. "What is there to celebrate?" I ask hoarsely, not bothering to look up at him. "It's our marriage anniversary, Anora. You're expected to appear." He is so audacious, and that confidence was one of the things I used to love about him. Now, it made me want to claw my own eyes out just so I wouldn't have to look at him. Rorik steps further into the room, and his expression softens. He crouches in front of me until his eyes are level with mine, then reaches out and rests his hands on my shoulders. They're warm and familiar. “Anora, I’m sorry.” He says it so simply, so easily, that my heart lurches. "I know how you feel about all this. But you have to understand me, love." I squeeze my eyes shut, forcing back the tears. I’ve cried enough already. A hard lump sits in my throat, so thick that I couldn’t speak even if I wanted to, so I swallow and say nothing. “The mate bond,” Rorik says again, his voice even softer now. “Don’t you dare start with that,” I choke out. “I need you to understand what it feels like.” His thumbs stroke my shoulders gently. “The pull is stronger than anything, Anora. I can’t fight it. And I need my true mate beside me to lead this pack. War is brewing on our borders, and the Lycan King is seeking alliances with the strongest werewolf packs. We can’t afford to look weak.” A tear slips free and rolls down my cheek. His scent drifts over me, cedar and woodsmoke and something that has always been just him, and my heart breaks a little further. Despite everything, he is still the boy I loved with my whole heart for years. He’s the boy I fought my own father for, and the one who stood beside me when the whole pack turned their noses up at me. A love like that doesn’t just die in a single night, no matter how badly I want it to. A weak, foolish part of me wants to fall into his arms. I want him to wrap me up in his warmth and promise me that everything will be all right. I want him to tell me that none of this is real and that it will all go away. Rorik brushes the tear from my cheek with his thumb, then cups my face in his palm and tilts my chin up until I’m forced to meet his eyes. “You’re still my Luna, Anora. Lindis is your best friend. You know how sweet she is. We can all be happy together…” Just like that, the spell breaks. I shove his hands away. “You’re talking like you only found out yesterday that she’s your mate. You and Lindis are a year older than me. You both got your wolves a whole year before I was meant to get mine, long before we ever started courting. You knew she was your mate, Rorik. You knew, and you came after me anyway.” Something like remorse flickers in his eyes, but he looks away. For a long moment, he says nothing. He just crouches there with his jaw tight, looking guilty. “You wouldn’t understand, Anora,” he finally says. “It’s complicated.” I want to open my mouth and beg him to make me understand. It’s mad, but I want all of this to be one big, terrible misunderstanding. I don’t want to see Rorik as the monster who preyed on my trust and stole my birthright. I don’t want him to be the villain of my story, because then every happy memory I have of him turns to ash. Before I can gather myself enough to speak, there’s a sharp knock at the door, and a gamma’s voice calls urgently from the other side. “Alpha! Word has just reached us. The Lycan King has entered our territory, and he’s on his way to the packhouse.” Rorik’s eyes go wide, and all the colour drains from his face. I’m just as stunned. The Lycan King never visits werewolf packs. He never has, not even when he’s invited. I sent him an invitation to the anniversary feast a few days ago, but only because it was proper to do so. Every pack sends one, and he ignores them all. Never in my wildest dreams did I imagine he would actually come.~ANORA~ When I finally wake, the sun is dipping below the peaks of the horizon, casting long shadows across my bedchamber. Every muscle in my body aches from lying curled in the same awkward position for hours. My stomach gives a loud grumble, reminding me I have eaten nothing since the night before, when my world was set on fire by Rorik and Lindis. I sit there, debating whether to drag myself downstairs for food or simply stay on the floor and let the misery swallow me whole, when a gentle knock sounds on the heavy oak door, and it creaks open slowly. Two young omegas slip inside, each carrying a bright orange gown draped over their arms. “Luna,” they say in unison, bowing low. “The Alpha bids you choose from these designs.” I look at the dresses, my eyes narrowing. “For what purpose?” I ask, my voice raspy but firm. “It is for the anniversary feast tonight, my lady.” I blink, stunned. What anniversary? What is there left to celebrate when he has betrayed me in the worst way
~LYSANDER~ “Fuck…!” the woman moans, arching her back. Her fingers claw at the furs as she pushes herself toward me. I bite down hard on my lower lip as I thrust again, my hands clamping her shoulders to yank her back against me. I lean forward, my chest pressing flush to her tense spine, and suck her earlobe between my teeth. “Tell me what you want,” I growl, my voice low and gravel-rough. My hips roll in torturously slow strokes, dragging the ridged head of my cock along her inner walls, teasing that swollen spot inside her until her thighs tremble uncontrollably. “Ha-harder!” she cries, her voice thick with impatience and raw desperation. I press my lips to the soft skin of her neck, trailing gentle, open-mouthed kisses along her shoulder. “I need you to fuck me harder,” she whispers, breathless. I smirk against her skin and pull out slowly until just the thick head remains inside her, stretching her open. I stroke myself once, twice, coating my length in her slick, then trace
~ANORA~ I wake the next morning feeling completely disoriented. My head pounds like someone is hammering nails into my skull, and nausea rolls through my stomach in sickening waves. For a few blissful seconds, I float in that hazy grace period where I don’t know where I am or even who I am. Then reality crashes back. The chamber is unfamiliar, with dark oak furniture, heavy velvet hangings, the faint scent of clean linen and something faintly masculine I can’t place. I am in an inn. My heart slams against my ribs. Slowly, I push myself up in the bed and wince at the aching soreness between my thighs. I lift the heavy coverlet and see I am stark naked underneath. “Goddess,” I mutter, pressing my palm to my forehead. “What the hell have I done? Tell me this isn’t real. No, no, no. Ror—” I cut myself off as the memories slam into me like cold water. Rorik has cheated on me with Lindis. No, it is actually worse; they have both been playing me for years, and I am going to face th
~ANORA~The mysterious man’s lips are sinfully soft, and the lingering taste of spiced mead on them sends a rush of liquid heat straight between my thighs. I moan into his lips, pressing my body harder into him. I’m not thinking straight at the moment. My entire mind is clouded from goblet upon goblet of mulled wine I have been gulping down since the beginning of the grand masked feast.The pain in my heart refuses to subside, and each time I shut my eyes, I see Lindis sucking my husband’s cock. And each time that mental image flashes in my mind, my arousal surges despite myself, making me a sobbing, lusty mess. Perhaps I am mad, or perhaps it's because sex has been all on my mind for tonight. It has been over three months since Rorik touched me. I planned to revive what used to be our sex life tonight, and one of the things I brought is delicate silk undergarments. I planned to give him the best name-day gift. In gift and in kind.The thought of being with a mysterious man promises
~ANORA~ I ride aimlessly through the woods, putting as much distance as I can between myself and the Crimson Moon Pack. My heart feels as if it has been ripped into tiny pieces, with each beat repeating the image I cannot escape: Rorik and Lindis tangled together, his hands on her, his mouth claiming who was once my good friend. Their words loop endlessly in my mind. Don’t you dare hurt my mate! I sob louder, the sound lost to the roar of the wind. Eventually, I find myself back in front of the Moon Shadow packhouse, where the Grand Masked Feast is in full swing; music and laughter spill out into the night. I can’t explain why my furious ride leads me back here, but I crave the noise. I need the chaos of the ball to drown out the pain clawing inside my chest. I sit upon my horse for a long time, hands gripping the reins until my palms ache, unable to decide whether to go in or ride straight into the nearest river. It feels as if a blunt knife is being driven into my chest over
One Month Ago… ~ANORA~ “Stop right here,” I instruct the gamma controlling the carriage. The carriage rolls to a halt, wheels crunching over loose gravel, and another older gamma opens the door from outside, offering me a hand to help me come down. Evening is settling in, painting the sky in deep oranges and pinks. “Luna, are you sure you want to stop in the outer bailey?” the older gamma asks, his brows pulling together with worry. I nod with a smile, gathering the gifts I have bought for Rorik’s name-day and our first anniversary against my chest. “Do not worry, Henri. I want to surprise Rorik,” I say. “Ah, young love,” he says, with a knowing smile. “Reminds me of my early days with Isolde.” We both laugh, and he starts leading me towards the pack house castle. Henri is my father’s trusted gamma. After my parents’ death, he retired from active duty and chose to guard me instead. He is one of the men who watched me grow, who taught me to sit a horse before I could pro







