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ALTHEA

I don’t want to be out here. The forest is too quiet, the way it always is after a big storm. Branches still drip with old rain. Leaves shine slick and green. Every time a bird flits out of the brush, my heart jumps.

But we’re low on meat. Theo led a small group of us out to hunt. I tagged along mostly so no one would ask why I stayed behind. Now I trail near the back, bow strung across my chest, trying to look like my mind isn’t somewhere else entirely.

Leo walks a few paces ahead of me, joking with Aaron. Their laughter bounces through the trees. I try to smile, but it feels thin. My mother’s face keeps drifting up behind my eyes. Her voice. The last day we spent together, before everything fell apart. I wonder if she was still alive, if she’d be proud of me, or disappointed in me for the path I’ve chosen. Somehow, I think she’d be proud of me, I look down at myself, and almost laugh at the sight that meets me, I hardly even recognize myself now, mud on my boots, hair tangled
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