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KARA
"Ma, do something," I pleaded with incredulity, hoping she would see the inexplicable amount of betrayal lighting up my eyes like fireworks on the 4th of July. She narrowed her dark eyes into slits, the brown passing off as onyx as a shadow flickered over her cold gaze, "Kara, I know this is a lot for you but it has to be done. It's time for your father and I to retire—" "Then retire and let me take over the pack," came my hoarse interjection. Fear and anger twisted into sharp icicles that skewered and ripped away chunks of my reality. What they were asking me to do was insane, "I can handle the pack, Ma. You and Dad just need to trust me." "It's not that we don't trust you," my father answered in exasperation. He cut his thick fingers through his pepper and salt hair, "it's unheard of. We cannot have a she-wolf as an Alpha and you know it." "That's the most misogynistic bullshit I've heard from you and I thought you better than that. You always told me that I can achieve anything, and I must achieve everything when I'm told I cannot achieve it," I seethed. My fists clenched at my sides, nails digging crescent moon shapes into the palms of my hands—they matched the moon hanging in the inky sky that shone from the window in my father's office. "There are pack laws for a reason, Kara," my father expelled a sigh. "And we can rewrite those laws," I challenged. "Either way, a pack is stronger when a mated pair takes over. Your duty has always been to become Luna of the Blood Wolves. We are a strong pack, it only makes sense to pair you with the strongest Alpha," came my mother's gentle explanation—I loathed when she spoke to me like some wounded animal, "there are two Alphas that are equal in strength. They are both eligible to be wed. Your father's idea of the games will ensure you wed the better of the two. This will align two packs, making the Blood Wolves the biggest pack on this continent." "At what cost?" My teeth grated like nails against a blackboard, "At the cost of my life? At the cost of my home? Will we even be known at the Blood Wolves after the integration of some other Alpha's pack?" I felt my wolf bristle at the thought. She paced in my mind restlessly. The thought of mating with someone when neither she nor I were ready had her hackles rising. "Maybe we could run away?" Lex, my wolf, suggested on a whim. Her guttural voice scratched at the walls of my mind. "And leave our pack? Never," I thought back with pure determination. "That's a bridge we will cross when we get there," my father responded to my earlier question. He wore his age. The wrinkles lining his face and the circles ringing his eyes were earned from countless sleepless nights spent leading this pack. Alpha Killian Sommers had made a name for himself. Everyone expected him to pass on the pack to a worthy heir. However, after an attack, my mother, Vivian Sommers, couldn't bear any more pups from severe injuries sustained along her abdomen. I was left as his only heir. "Please Dad," I was on the verge of falling to my knees and pleading, "let me at least wait to find my mate." A dry laugh spilled from my mother's red-painted lips, "Finding a mate is rare, almost unheard of these days." Dad had chosen my mother as his mate, a lot like how most werewolves choose their mates. "Then, I refuse to marry whoever wins," tears pricked the back of my eyes but I willed the torrent not to spill. I wasn't weak, and crying may not have been a sign of weakness, but it was something I refused to do in the presence of both my parents. Betrayal may have stung with venous fury but I would display my hurt no longer. Not when my feelings were brushed aside with flippant ease. My mother tucked her thick, platinum waves behind an ear, "I'm afraid you have no choice, darling. This is what has to be done. It's for the betterment of the pack. You've always wanted what's best for this pack." "That doesn't mean I'm willing to promise my life to a complete stranger." "You'll have time to get to know each Alpha during their stay here," my father uttered those words as if they were going to be a cooling balm slathered over my blistering heart. "Each of them will be the picture of perfect because they want to win. It's not like I'll be getting to know their true selves." "I designed the games to ensure that their characteristics can't be hidden. Trust me, Kara. I love you. You're my pup. I'll never do something that would harm you. I could have picked the most ruthless of the two because I know he could lead this pack, but he wouldn't be what's best for you, not unless he has a balance in his life," my father sat back in his chair and massaged his temples as if this conversation gave him a migraine. It wasn't his life being chipped away and molded into something tragic. I couldn't hold the quiver that shook my words or the whimper that crawled up the back of my throat due to Lex's mind-rattling whines. "You want me to trust you even though you can't even trust me when I tell you I'm fully capable of running this pack. I know how this pack works better than any Alpha you could find for me." "I'm sorry, Kara," hanging his head, he reiterated, "I'm sorry." With a huff and this decision set in stone, I stormed out of my Father's office. Lex itched to be set free and I needed to find another way out of this mess because asking my parents to end this bullshit clearly got me nowhere. One way or another, I wasn't going to get married by the end of this and I'd do just about anything to guarantee that.KARA We were already on the road at the crack of dawn. Rays of burnt orange and hues of blush pink spilled across the horizon, shifting with the clouds as baby blue slowly began to take over the sky. My feet were propped on the dash, the window rolled down as the harsh claws of the wind carded through my long tendrils. Miles drove. Orion followed us. Denver remained with the Blood Wolves. Elizabeth had left last night to gather her own army of vampires that would stand with us. Saylor had been pulled back from Percy’s borders. And, finally, Jess was on edge knowing that the pack was in danger thanks to a deranged mass murderer. Every second crawled by. Time itself seemed to have held its breath—waiting, pausing, dragging with anticipation that charged the air. Whatever came next, I knew nothing would remain the same. I wasn’t pessimistic but, only a fool would ignore the smell of fire just because he couldn’t see the flame. My gut twisted—uncomfortable, cold, and heavy
KARA“One more time,” I breathlessly thought back to Lex with my sweaty body hunched over. “You’re tired,” Lex argued, her own distress had my muscles balking in pain. “No, I can do it.”I wasn’t sure how many hours we were out here. All I knew was that when I began this exercise, the sun was still high in the sky. Now, the shadows had taken over the forest and stars winked in the sky. I called upon another shift, allowing my bones to break and remould themselves into my wolf form. It was quicker than before and I felt more stable and in control than I had felt when I initially began. I was now acclimated to the weight of my wolf. The more circuits I ran around the pack, the more surety I had in my pounding steps. I could now distribute the weight to be more nimble on my paws. It helped with tracking and hunting—giving me the silence I needed each time my paws braced the soil. The first half of the morning I spent in the gym and the second half I spent with Denver sparring. I coul
ORION I couldn’t shake the disappointment anchoring the beating organ behind my ribcage to my stomach. It made me queasy, as if my insides were being violently wrung out. And it was all because I hated knowing that Kara couldn’t confide in me sooner. I was happy that she could trust Miles but, jealousy was a large, green-headed monster that reared its head when you least expected it. That was why I sat in a Zoom meeting with Miles and our Betas, barely listening with wandering thoughts. I wasn’t going to share how I felt with Miles—or Kara for that matter—considering Diesel practically called me a little bitch earlier. “Because you’re behaving like one,” Diesel’s grumble was followed by a growl that shook the floor of my mind, “you can’t be jealous when the relationship you share with her is different from the one Miles shares with her. And, need I remind you, it was easier to confide in Miles when he was with her.”“Mentally, I agree and understand that. It doesn’t make it easy to
KARA“I think that is a horrible idea,” Lex growled, her essence filling the space of my mind until it brimmed over the edges.I felt her, larger than ever—almost as if she wanted to break free from the walls of my skull. Sucking in a breath through clenched teeth, I focused on stabilising myself so I wouldn’t trip over. Miles tightened his hold on me and I felt his concern radiate off the bond tethering our souls. It seeped into the bond, staining it a dull, murky colour rather than the neon I was used to. My fingers white-knuckled around the wooden banister, using the structure to lean my weight against it as I untangled myself from Miles’s hold, “Yeah, I just need a moment. My head feels like it’s about to explode.” “I know,” Miles retreated a step back, willingly giving me the space I needed while not realising how much I treasured the simple action, “I’ve felt that way before.”I couldn’t argue with him—he'd gone through all of this and overcome it. If he could do it, so could
KARAI rolled my shoulders against the pulsing ache in my muscles. Last night was far more interesting than I had anticipated. Yet, when my eyelids had peeled open this morning, I found myself alone in bed. My fingers brushed over the sheets, disappointment stealing the joy that had blossomed the night before when I found them cold to the touch. I wasn’t sure where my mates were or what they were doing. Their ironclad shields had been erected so high, I couldn’t scale them no matter how hard I tried. After our confessions, after everything, I expected to wake up in a tangle of body parts. Not shivering alone under a thin sheet.I swept the thought away, discarding it before I could dwell any further. After a quick shower and grabbing a bite to eat, I hunted down my father. There weren’t many places to hide and—since I had taken over as Alpha of the pack—he had a lot more time on his plate than he needed. I saw my mother hauled up in the library, nose deep in the pages of a book. Sh
KARAMy feet dangled off the edge of the cliff as I drank in the picture painted below. Thick, white clouds of fog blanketed the sprawling forest even as the stars winked brightly above. My fingers itched to touch the waxing crescent moon pinned into the navy sky, wanting to feel if the points were as sharp as they looked even if my brain knew it was all a trick of the shadows. Each time I breathed out, white condensation created wispy clouds. The temperature had dropped over the course of the night and yet, I felt nothing. My body ran hotter than usual, sweat gathering at the base of my temples and behind my neck as if I had a fever. A thin black T-shirt clung to the curves of my body, leaving me otherwise bare to the elements. “Just finished a run?” Miles stalked out of the tree line in nothing but a pair of low-hung black sweatpants. Under usual circumstances, I would have totally ogled even if I’d seen him naked too many times to count. Tonight was different. I couldn’t bring m







