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In the past, I'd waited so long to hear those words.If she'd said them sooner—when they left me behind for the first time, when I first watched the five of them pose for a group photo without me, when I first realized my birthday mattered less to her than Anders's tears—I probably would have gone back.But now, I simply said, "I don't need you to change anymore. Who you love, who you choose, who you stand beside from now on… None of it has anything to do with me."Brielle clenched the ring so tightly that the band dug into her palm, just as it had once dug into mine. "You really don't love me at all anymore?"I was silent for a moment. "I did."Her eyes brightened slightly.But then I added, "Those seven blank cards wore it away, little by little."Brielle didn't leave right away. She stayed in the small town for two weeks.Every day, she showed up at our filming locations. She brought water and checked the vehicles. She quietly took care of all the little things no one notice
Three months later, Brielle finally heard where I was.I'd moved to a small coastal town up north and joined a documentary crew, photographing artisans in remote communities.She traveled through the night and found me beside an old pier.I was wearing a windbreaker, my hair tousled by the ocean breeze, holding up my camera as I photographed an elderly man weaving a fishing net.Brielle stood in the distance and watched me for a long time. It was the first time she'd ever seen me behind a camera that wasn't pointed at the five of them.I was smiling. Not to humor anyone and not because someone had told me to stop ruining the mood. She hadn't seen me smile that freely in years.When the shoot ended, I turned around and saw her. The smile slowly faded from my face."What are you doing here?"Everything Brielle had rehearsed on the way there suddenly deserted her. It took her a long time to speak."Clark, come home."I shook my head. "This is my job.""You can quit." The answer
Over the next week, Brielle searched everywhere she thought I might have gone.No one knew where I was.Her messages gradually shifted from demands to explanations.[Clark, come back.][I can apologize for what happened with the game.][We can still have the wedding.][That ring wasn't meant for Anders.][I already made him give it back.][If you come back, you'll be included in everything from now on.]She stared at that last message for a long time before suddenly realizing how ridiculous it sounded.I'd always been there. They were the ones who had never truly let me in. Now that I'd left, she was finally willing to offer me a place.None of her messages received a response.On the eighth day, Anders came over and placed the ring on the table. "Brielle, aren't we the ones who were supposed to end up together? Before Clark came along, you liked me for years."Brielle looked at the ring. "So what? He's gone now."Anders's voice trembled. "We can start over. The five of u
After her flight landed, Brielle didn't go home. She went straight to my apartment.The door code no longer worked. She knocked for a long time before the landlord finally came upstairs."Looking for Mr. Ortega? He moved out yesterday."Brielle stiffened. "Where did he move to?""I don't know." The landlord handed her a cardboard box. "He said if you came by, I should give you this."Brielle immediately took it. The box was surprisingly light. Inside were all the things she'd given me over the years: a watch that had since been discontinued, a few books, an old sweater, and the camera she'd bought me. She'd given it to me during our second year together."You take great pictures. From now on, you can be in charge of taking all our photos."Back then, I hadn't noticed anything strange about what she'd said.There were six of us. But when she talked about "us," she had meant the five of them.Later, I'd asked her, "What about me?"She'd paused, then grabbed my arm with a laugh.
The next morning, I didn't come back.When Brielle saw that the digital wedding invitations had been deleted, she finally called the wedding planner. "Send the digital invitations to Clark again."There were a few seconds of silence on the other end."Miss Rice, Mr. Ortega officially canceled the wedding last night. All the guests have already been notified."Brielle's brows immediately drew together. "Who gave you permission to cancel it?""Mr. Ortega is the one who signed the contract, and he personally paid all the wedding expenses. He has the right to cancel."Only then did Brielle remember that I'd handled almost everything for the wedding, from the venue to the favors. She'd only glanced at the final budget and complained that I was making everything too complicated."It's just a wedding. We don't need to make such a big deal out of it."For that wedding she thought didn't need to be a big deal, I'd visited more than twenty hotels on my own. I'd sampled more than thirty d
When I wheeled my suitcase out of the hotel, laughter was still drifting from the terrace.Brielle probably thought I was doing what I'd done countless times before—waiting for her to come around and smooth things over.My phone buzzed with a message from her.[You're a grown man. Come back when you're done sulking.]A few minutes later, another message came through.[Anders is drunk. Where did you put the hangover medicine you bought?]I stared at those two messages for a long time before turning off my phone.So even after I'd left, her first thought wasn't to wonder where I'd gone. It was whether I'd remembered to prepare hangover medicine for Anders.By the time I reached the airport, there were forty minutes left before departure. I checked in and dropped off my last suitcase.For seven years, I'd imagined my wedding to Brielle more times than I could count.What her wedding dress would look like. What we'd write on the invitations. What color the centerpieces would be.







