*Samantha’s Point of View*
---It's been two freaking weeks that I am avoiding Red, and it is so freaking lonely for me. But I know that it's for the better. I just have done many unpleasant things to her since we were little. And she deserves to have friends here at school, and she deserves to live a peaceful school life.Sh*t, I'm feeling so out of the world. It's like I don't want to wake up every morning. I don't want to hang out with the girls. I just wanted to f*cking die. I am so f*cked up. What's with that nerd that I can't get her off my mind and my heart?When we're still in elementary school, I was really obsessed with her. Damn, I even begged my mom if I could bring her home. But Mom said no, for she will be mad at me and her parents will also be mad at me.So, what I did was... I got angry. And from that moment on, I make things that can make her cry. I’m just so stupid way back then. Well, until now, I guess. Definitely.She's just so irresistible and so freaking cute, and she got everything. She's just perfect for me, even though I'm the only one that can see it.I was playing with my phone when Becca came inside the room."Hey, Sam! Feeling ever so gloomy today, every day?" Becca greeted me and took her seat beside me with her usual wide smile."Hello, Becca! I'm totally fine," I stated sarcastically, and she giggled.They just keep telling me to talk to her and make friends with her. But I can't. I feel so guilty for treating her badly. And I just know that she will never talk to me. I'm a totally f*cked-up b*tch."Oh, sure you do. Because ever since you have talked to her. You have never talked to her again." She said in a whisper, but still so f*cking loud. This girl is really getting on my nerves."I'm totally fine with it, Becs. It's just that I promised that I wouldn't bother her again." I answered while putting my phone inside my purse."Oh, come on, Sam. Just say a simple 'Hi' to her. Promise, it will not kill you." She insisted, and she roamed her gaze around the room.Where are the other girls anyway? If Charlie, Morgan, and Cass are here, they will shoo her away."Becs, I'm fine-----" I replied, but she cut me off by calling the attention of Red. Sh*t, remind me later to kill this girl."Hey, Lawrence!" She called her out. Red turned her head in our direction, and she arched an eyebrow like saying, "what?""Sam here wants to say Hi!" She let out, and with that, my eyes widened in shock, and I'm shaking my head vigorously.I looked at her, and we locked our gaze. She smiled, and wow, she's just so effin' gorgeous.I was lost in words as well as lost in the world. And I think that I'm blushing like a tomato right now.Then she averted her gaze to the newcomers inside the classroom, which are my three idiotic friends since Becca the moron is here already."Hi, Sam!" The three of them greeted me and went in our direction since they sit behind us."Well, well, well, what do we have here? Wow, Rebecca Clarke, it's a good achievement that you are early today." Charlie let out and patted Becca's head like a dog."Haha, thanks, Charlotte's web." She replied, and they both laughed. And I don't know why they laughed. I told you, idiots and morons can get along well together."Hey, Sis! Did you get a good sleep last night with this rotten egg?" Becca greeted and asked Cassidy."Hi, Becca! Umm, yep, I did." Cass replied to her while grinning."Are you referring to me as a rotten egg, you, dung face?" Morgan said to her twin and taking their seats behind us."Well, hello too, my twin sister," Becca greeted jovially."So, what's new today? Any achievements with our little Samantha here?" Morgan asked my seatmate curiously."Hmmm, yeah." She answered and stood up to go to Charlie's seat.They are talking, well... whispering. They are having a freaking meeting like I'm not here. Like, what the actual F?And after their meeting, they high-five each other. What good friends I have, right? I thought I could lean on someone when I needed help."Rebecca Clarke, go back to your seat." Our teacher in English came in, and as fast as a wink, Becca is here beside me. Well, this teacher is so freaking strict."Alright, everything in place? Then good morning, class! Yesterday we discussed..." She greeted and started her discussion.---For the whole morning class, I just kept stealing glances at Red. And sometimes, Becca nudges me because some of our teachers are about to call my attention. Damn, I have called a lot of times already. It's like four or five times. They want me to focus my attention on their boring lectures.Well, I'm just wondering. Why did Red color her hair red? She looks great with a blonde. But she still looks good in red. Well, she looks beautiful in whatever clothes she wears, and damn, maybe she looks so amazing without those clothes.Sh*t, what am I thinking already? I have such a perv mind here. These idiots and morons have infected me with this."Hey, Sam! Wanna hang out later this afternoon?" Cassidy asked, and it made me escape from my wild thoughts.We are here at the cafeteria while having our lunch at our usual table."Um... let me check," I replied as I looked at my phone's schedule."Well, bad news. I can't. I will have dinner with dad later." I replied and put back my phone in my purse."Wow, you suck," Morgan let out, and I just nodded my head at her apologetically."No, dude, she licks." Becca butted in, and I don't know what she meant by that."Hahaha, right! At last, Becca, you got that one right." Charlie agreed to Becca, and they all laughed. And I just stared at them without any clue.And when they saw my innocent expression, they stopped laughing and looked at me. Then Morgan leaned near my ear and whispered,"Lesbians like us don't suck, Sam, we lick," and with that, I got choked on my food, and I think that my face is as red as Red's red hair. Wow, that's a lot of red right there.And thinking of Red, I love Red, no, just red. Alright, it's still red or Red. Fine, Red.And again, they laughed their asses out."Whew!... That was good entertainment. Yeah!" Charlie muttered while catching her breath."Alright, so, what about tomorrow, Sam? Since it's Saturday. Don't tell me that you can't because you have to get your clothes at the laundry shop again?" Becca stated, and she's a little serious by now."Well, yes. You're right, Becs. I will get my clothes at the laundry shop tomorrow." I told them, and they all groaned."Come on, Sam, it's been a while since we hang out altogether. Like, our supposed to be 'Girls' night out', you can't possibly be that sad right now. She did smile at you this morning, right? So, maybe that gave you a little energy to have fun. Even just a little." Becca blurted out, and we all just listened to her."Yeah, that's right, Sam. It's been a while." Cass uttered with a puppy face."Hmmm. It's just last weekend that we didn't hang out, girls. And before that, we all did." I uttered and sipped on my strawberry juice. Well, I love strawberries because they're red. Alright, Red again."But, Sam, tomorrow's the first Saturday of the month, and we never failed to hang out on those dates. It's gonna be December." Morgan reasoned while playing with her French fries."Yeah, and we even failed to hang out altogether last weekend, and it's the last Saturday of the month," Charlie said while twirling her spaghetti."Well, who said that I wouldn't go hangin' out with you girls, tomorrow?" I began,"Because as far as I remembered, I just need to get my clothes at the laundry shop, and after that, I'm free to go wherever," I added, and I saw their faces light up."You do? You do? You do?" Becca asked to confirm."Yep," I answered and chuckled."WELL, YEEE HAAAA!!! GIRLS' NIGHT OUT TOMORROW!!!" Charlie yelled happily."Alright! Then we should plan on where we will go." Morgan suggested."Hmmm, what about something unforgettable?" Cass let out and gave Becca a high five."Yeah, right," Becca cheered.Maybe Becca's right that Red's smile gave me a little energy to have some fun. Because I've been lonely these past few days, perhaps I should take a break from this loneliness.****---*Claire’s Point of View*---I'm here at Shay's house and sitting in front of her mirror while she braids my hair."Shay, I don't know what to do anymore," I wailed, and she went to find a seat and sat beside me. This is really bugging my mind lately."You know what, Babe. That's not a big problem. You're just gonna talk to her and try making friends with her. And by that, your worries will be gone." She suggested wittily."But, Shay, you are also aware that I have no guts to approach her, and I really don't know why. And I'm afraid." I replied and sighed.I am bothered these past days. It's been two weeks since that day when Samantha apologized to me, and now, I can't get her off my mind, and even in my dreams, she appears almost every night. I don't know, but maybe she's haunting me. Geeez, that's creepy. But there's this part of me that something is missing and incomplete.Sh*t, I really don't know what to do anymore."Oh, come on, Babe. That would be so easy. Just approach her." She advised me."Hahahaha, easy, eh? You, yourself, can't even talk to a girl and approach someone you like, and you are saying that it's easy?" I laughed at her, and she was out of words.And suddenly, she made that knowing face, and I'm not feeling well about it."Oh, look what I've discovered. So, you mean that you don't have the guts to approach and talk to her because YOU LIKE HER?" She let out, and here we are again with this issue."No, no, no, it's not the same with your case. Mine is different, we...I uh----" I reasoned, but she cut me off."Yes, we have the same case here, Babe. We are cousins, so that makes us almost the same with our characteristics. And don't ever disown me as your cousin. We have the same eye color and the same smile. I just got light brown hair while you got blon--- I mean red. So, we're the same." She explained as she emphasized our features."But I have known this one for a long time, and you? You can't even talk straight, I mean, gay, with a stranger." I gave her my point that we don't have the same case here."Alright, alright. Then just talk to her, okay? I guess she's just avoiding you because she knows that you hate her." She finally surrendered."I don't know, Shay, I don't know," I uttered and sighed deeply.Maybe she's right. Maybe I like Samantha. But I think not. Sh*t, I really don't know. She's undeniably gorgeous, hot, talented, but she's so annoyingly annoying."Maybe you'll know it when you see her." She stated and stood up to continue doing my hair, and I just sighed again."Umm, what are you gonna sing for your final minute, since it's the first Saturday of the month?" She asked, and well, every first Saturday of the month, I will sing together with my mixed music on stage before I exit. And the club people are waiting for it, and they love it so much."Uh... Sorry Not Sorry by Demi, why?" I answered."Alright, cool. That's great. And I'm done. It's just simply fabulous." She uttered, and she's finally done braiding my hair."Thanks a lot, Shay," I stated and checked myself in the mirror.---After arranging myself with the help of my cousin, I decided to go first to the club because I will still set up the sound system and my computer.Shay will just follow since she will still go to her diner down the next block from here to check the deliveries that have arrived this morning. She has just opened that new establishment near her house so that she'll just walk to get there. By the way, it is named 'Shane's Diner'. You can take a snack there, take out, or make an order online and they will deliver it to you."Alright, Babe, take care on the road. I'll just follow right after I'm done there." She said and kissed me on the cheek.Then I wore my helmet and hopped on Nikki, and I waved at her goodbye as I revved my bike. Finally, she walked down the street and headed to her establishment.---And I have arrived at the club exactly ten minutes after six, and my shift starts at seven, and maybe Shay will be here by six-thirty or seven.*Samantha’s Point of View*---"Are you sure, Becca, that it's her?" I asked Becca for the third time now.We have been waiting here for 30 minutes. She said that Red got inside that house, and she owned that black motorbike. And we parked on the opposite side of the road.We are supposed to be heading to the mall to hang out, but we are here stalking my Red. Yep, mine."For the thousandth time, Sam, yes, I'm very ultimately sure. The same face, red hair, posture, it's just that she doesn't wear glasses, and she drove that motorbike." She explained."But it's impossible that she won't be wearing her glasses. She wears that all her life, Becs," Morgan argued to her twin."Yeah, and driving a motorbike? Nah." Charlie agreed with Morgan."Well, there will be a possibility that Claire can drive a motorbike, and she could also wear contact lenses." Cass has her point. Thankfully, someone in this group is intelligent."That's right, Sis. That's what I'm thinking
*Claire’s Point of View*---As I am spinning here on stage, I saw familiar faces of people who are dancing on the dance floor.These are the girls. I can't possibly be wrong. It's really them. But I can only see Charlie, Becca, and Morgan. I wonder if Samantha is here too. And how the heck did they get inside the club?While the music is blasting inside, I just hope for one thing... That the girls won't recognize me.Sh*t! I really don't know what will happen if they find out. But I will still sing for the final time. Geez, they shouldn't be in here. How the f*ck did they get in this place anyway? It's freaking far, and they are still minors. And for the nerd's sake, how am I gonna hide myself? Will I just let them know? Damn it!I roamed my eyes around, looking for the blonde, and fortunately, she is with Cassidy at the back.---It's finally for my final performance. And I'm so freaking nervous, and it's because she is here.Damn, stay calm, Claire. Jus
*Samantha’s Point of View*---"Um, ah... Hey," a familiar voice uttered nervously as I am facing the mirror and wiping my stupid tears away.Come on, who will not cry out of anger or grief if the love of your life doesn't like you and she already has someone that she really loves?They look so happy together. I know. I'm totally a big loser for crying myself out. Damn, it turned out that that girl at the fast-food earlier is MY Red's girlf--- no... Red is just mine and mine alone.I finally looked at the one who spoke, and it's just Red.Hold on a second, IT'S RED? She's freaking here! Gosh, what should I do?Then I stared at her, and she was avoiding my gaze.She's wearing a white fitted t-shirt that has DJ XCeed printed inside her black leather jacket, skin-tight tattered jeans, and matched with a sneaker. So, she's a DJ? Well, of course, I saw her earlier and heard her sing for me. Geez, I can't help but blush at the memory. She gave me a flying kiss. But
*Claire’s Point of View* --- My right cheek still stings from her slap. Damn, being a cheerleader really helped her to be so strong. And thank goodness that she is not a volleyball player. As I was about to put on my helmet, I heard someone scream for help. And there's no doubt that it's Sammy's voice. Well, I just loved to call her that. Then I hurried to where the voice came from, and it was near a tree at the club's parking space where a blue old pick-up truck was parked. What is she doing out here? I just knew that it's her voice, and I can also hear some men talking to her. I went near them, and when I saw them, my heart started beating fast. There are three ba
*Samantha’s Point of View*---I really love her scent. It's so addicting.I just can't help but smile so wide while hugging Red from behind. It feels just like heaven.She's driving, and I think she's going a little bit slow because maybe she doesn't want to get home fast so we can spend a lot of time together while I hug her. Or perhaps just my crazy imagination. Yeah, probably the latter.She even let me wear her leather jacket. I wonder if she's cold since she just got a sweater and she's driving, and it's almost ten-thirty now.I just can't believe that I let her win in our fight earlier about who will wear this helmet on my head. She's one hella stubborner than I am.But I am more than grateful that she saved me from those a**holes earlier. I really thought that it's my end already. I just can't imagine dying and not even saying that I love Red so much.---After an hour or less drive, I didn't notice that she parked her 'Nikki' in front of my house.
*Rebecca’s Point of View*---Damn it! The first girl that I ever laid my eyes on turned out to be Lawrence's girlfriend. She is such a lucky girl because a lot of girls are chasing her. First is Sam, and second, she got a hot and gorgeous girlfriend.I can't even believe that she's a freaking DJ. Who would have thought that a shy nerdy student at the academy is a damn DJ? No one and not even a single soul.But that girl back at the fast-food store earlier really made my world stop for a moment when I first saw her.And here's another sip of Vodka Cranberry for expecting that I'll finally have a great love life. I'm not even drunk yet, and it's my second drink of cocktail."Rough night?" The girl bartender asked, and I just nodded. Though she's cute, she's just cute. That girl is more beautiful. F*ck it! We should've gone to the mall.Why am I all alone here at the counter? Because Sam already went home, Morgan and Cassidy's busy dancing, or should I say grindin
*Samantha’s Point of View* --- Today's the day that I am going to return Red's phone and her leather jacket to her house. No, I am not excited. I am super excited. Well, anyway, I'm heading to her house. Of course, I know where she lives. Not that I stalk her, but I could actually see her entering that house. Their house is pretty nice, two-story with a lovely flower garden in front. It has a small pool on the left side, and I just knew that her room is the one that has a balcony facing the road. I am not stalking her, okay? I parked my car right in front of their house. This is it. I got to see Red again. Sh*t, the butterflies are swirling around my stomach every time I could think of the kiss last night and ho
*Rebecca’s Point of View*---I am awake now, but I decided to keep my eyes closed. I'm just trying to remember what had happened last night. Plus, my head hurts. How much did I freaking drink?I can smell a fragrance that's lingering in my nose. And it's something so addicting, and my left hand got a touch of something soft.I tried to feel what it was by slightly squishing it. But then I heard a moan. A girl's moan. Sh*t, what have I gotten myself into?I have felt something went hard under my touch, and that got me thinking of... that could be a--- no, probably not. Right?So, I squished it again, and there, I think I know what it is. But the thing is... it can't be mine since I can't feel anything. It could be somebody else's; you know what.Boob. A girl's boob. Dammit! Don't tell me that I just lost my virginity over some girl in a club? Well, I guess this would be better than losing it to a guy.Wait a minute. Club? Was I in a club? The girl at the fast