Se connecterI flicked the gum from my mouth into the small bin beside my study desk and raised my fist weakly.
“He shoots. He scores.”Penny laughed without looking up from the tub of ice cream balanced on her knee. It was chocolate chip cookie dough, already half gone.
“This is what happens when you grow up surrounded by boys,” I added, preemptively defensive.
“No further explanation needed, Lisa,” she said, shoveling in another spoonful. “I see you.”
I leaned back against my pillows, staring at the ceiling. The dorm room smelled faintly of laundry detergent and sugar. Outside, the late afternoon sun slanted through the windows, warm and lazy, as if even the day had decided to take a break.
“This is the laziest Saturday I’ve ever had,” I said.
Penny hummed in agreement, licking chocolate from her thumb. “This is so good. Are you sure you don’t want some?”
“I’m sure,” I said, as my eyelids drooped. Exhaustion clung to me in layers. Newton Prep had a way of draining you without ever raising its voice.
In the past two weeks, I had learned how to do things I never imagined doing back home. I had gotten a part-time job at a small restaurant just outside campus, learned how to carry three plates at once without trembling, learned how to smile at strangers who spoke too quickly and too confidently. Penny had celebrated my job like I’d been crowned queen of Spain. Mostly because it meant free churros and ice cream. I always promised to bring some back before she let me leave for work, which made me feel less like a roommate and more like a tired parent bargaining with a sugar-obsessed child.
We sprawled in silence for a while. I missed home in quiet waves. Mum’s voice. Beck’s endless commentary and evil Mickey. I missed the certainty of belonging somewhere without trying. We had our fair share of phone calls, but it didn’t make up for the emptiness I felt without them.
A knock sounded at the door.
I startled, pushing myself upright and crossing the room. When I opened it, Sally stood there, already smiling like she’d won something.
“Sally?” I blinked, glancing at the clock. “It’s five.”
“Exactly,” she chimed, as if that explained everything.
“What’s the occasion?”
“You’re coming to the game with us.” She grabbed my hands and bounced on her toes.
“Us?” I asked, already wary.
“Shane and me.”
I gently pulled my hands back. “I can’t. I have assignments.”
“I’ll ditch Shane if he makes you uncomfortable.” she offered immediately.
The words landed harder than she meant them to. Guilt pricked at me, sharp and persistent, especially when her mouth turned down just slightly.
“No, it’s fine,” I said at last, dragging the word out. “I’ll get ready.”
She squealed and threw her arms around me in a hug that knocked the air out of my lungs. “Best girls’ night ever.”
She followed me inside like she belonged there.
Penny looked up from her calculus book. “Hi.”
“Sally,” I said quickly. “This is Penny, my roommate.”
Sally studied her for a beat, then plopped onto Penny’s bed without invitation. “So, what are you doing?”
I took that as my escape cue and dove into the closet, changing into black tights and an oversized Beatles shirt. I tied my hair back with a ribbon and stepped out just as Penny disappeared into the closet herself.
“Wait, what’s happening?” I asked.
Sally appeared beside me, innocent as a lamb. “I just explained to your roommate how emotionally devastating it would be if she didn’t join us.”
“You guilt-tripped her, didn’t you?”
Penny emerged wearing a lilac sweater and brown leather slacks. “She told me if the world ended tonight, I would be stuck with a calculus textbook under my nose.”
“I guess that was very effective,” I broke out into bouts of laughter.
“Come on, nerds,” Sally called from the doorway.
Sally reached for Penny's hand and mine as she walked us out, a light laugh coming out of her lips, "We are going to have so much fun," She promised as Shane's helpless face came into view.
"You guys ready to go?" Shane raised his brow at Sally.
"Yes. I'm placing my bet on the tigers. You are giving me your cyber truck after they win, okay?" she poked him.
“You wish, silly Sal.”
‘I told you to stop calling me that.”
“Then stop being silly.”
I was still trying to wrap my head around an eighteen-year-old owning a cyber truck that I failed to notice the tension that was building up in the atmosphere.
Penny cleared her throat, breaking their stare off, "Who are the tigers?"
Sally gasped, and Shane stifled a laugh, "You don't know who the tigers are?"
Penny scratched her forehead, "Am I supposed to?"
"Heck yeah! They are like the next big thing to happen after Starbucks." Sally said.
"Starbucks, really?" Shane chuckled.
She ignored him, "They are the best lacrosse team in Europe. They are up against Crest Falls High tonight."
We walked together toward the field as dusk settled in, the lawns perfectly trimmed, the lights already blazing ahead. The crowd thickened near the entrance. Noise pressed in from all sides.
“I'll get us some drinks?” Shane walked off toward the concession stand.
“Yeah make yourself useful.” Sally shouted.
I nudged her. “You should be nicer to him.”
Her face contorted in disgust. “Ew... Why should I be nice to that wicked human being?”
"He's your brother."
"I'm yet to confirm that through a DNA test. That boy is an idiot. I doubt we're related."
"He literally has your face."
"That doesn't change anything, Lisa."
This was ridiculous. No one needed to look at Shane twice to know that he was Sally's twin. I quietly berated myself for not minding my business.
The game began with an explosion of sound. Cheers. Whistles.
The announcer’s voice boomed across the field, distorted slightly by the speakers.
“And now, Newton Prep’s starting lineup—”
The crowd surged to its feet. The sound hit me like a physical force, rolling through the stands, vibrating in my bones.
“Oh my God,” Sally gasped, clutching my arm. “Oh, my God. Oh, my God.”
I winced. “You’re crushing me.”
“I don’t care,” she said breathlessly. “Lisa, it’s him.”
“Who?” Penny asked, shading her eyes.
Sally’s nails dug deeper into my sleeve. “Dean Richardson.”
The name slid through me like a forgotten melody.
The announcer continued. “Number one. Captain of the Tigers. Dean Richardson.”
Something inside my chest stalled.
The players jogged out onto the field. Their cleats bit into the grass, and their helmets were tucked under their arms. I followed Sally’s frantic pointing without thinking.
And then I saw him... The handsome stranger.
For a moment, the world narrowed to a single, terrible point.
I flicked the gum from my mouth into the small bin beside my study desk and raised my fist weakly.“He shoots. He scores.”Penny laughed without looking up from the tub of ice cream balanced on her knee. It was chocolate chip cookie dough, already half gone.“This is what happens when you grow up surrounded by boys,” I added, preemptively defensive.“No further explanation needed, Lisa,” she said, shoveling in another spoonful. “I see you.”I leaned back against my pillows, staring at the ceiling. The dorm room smelled faintly of laundry detergent and sugar. Outside, the late afternoon sun slanted through the windows, warm and lazy, as if even the day had decided to take a break.“This is the laziest Saturday I’ve ever had,” I said.Penny hummed in agreement, licking chocolate from her thumb. “This is so good. Are you sure you don’t want some?”“I’m sure,” I said, as my eyelids drooped. Exhaustion clung to me in layers. Newton Prep had a way of draining you without ever raising its vo
The bell rang like a dismissal and a warning all at once.Conversations resumed, louder than before, as if everyone had been holding their breath and finally remembered how to breathe again. Chairs scraped. Trays shifted. Laughter burst out in uneven pockets. Brianna Kendricks was already halfway across the dining hall, but her presence lingered behind her like a spicy fragrance.Penny leaned toward me. “I don’t like her.”“She might be a good person for all you know.” I murmured sweetly, ever the optimist.“I don’t like people who insult my clothes without making eye contact.”I almost smiled, but the knot in my chest refused to loosen.Shirley checked her watch. “Come on. You’ll miss first period if we don’t move.”As we stood, I felt it again. That strange awareness. As though something had been pressed into me and left a mark I couldn’t see. Brianna hadn
Brianna slid into a seat near the center table. The chair beside her remained empty. No one questioned it. She crossed her legs, lifted her chin slightly, and only then did she smile. It was beautiful. Polite. Empty.“She doesn’t look real,” I said before I could stop myself.Shirley dramatically grabbed my hand. “She isn't real.”“Why does everyone look like they’re holding their breath?”Shirley leaned closer to us, lowering her voice. “Because Brianna doesn’t compete. She eats people alive.”Penny raised her eyebrows."She has influence, attention, money, and connections. ”Brianna laughed at something someone said. It wasn’t loud, but it carried. I watched as two girls leaned in closer to her, nodding eagerly, their smiles tight at the edges.“She’s Oswald Kendricks’ daughter,” Shirley added.
Shirley led us out of the dorm into the open air.The breeze brushed my cheeks as we stepped onto a wide terracotta walkway. Tall elm trees stood on either side like silent guards, their leaves filtering sunlight into pale green shadows. Azaleas bloomed neatly at their roots, trimmed so precisely they felt less like flowers and more like decoration. Everything here looked arranged. Controlled. Even nature seemed to behave itself.Ahead of us rose another building, freshly painted, its pale walls glowing faintly under the morning sun. Students in crisp uniforms moved in and out of it with effortless confidence, laughing, chatting, living. None of them noticed Penny and I. Or maybe they did and decided we were not worth it.I had never felt so transparent.Shirley, on the other hand, was impossible to miss. Voices followed her everywhere. Hi, Shirley. Morning, Shirley. She answered each greeting with ease, like someone who had practiced belonging for years. I watched her, quietly amazed
I was somewhere green when the bed shifted beneath me.Not the soft green of school lawns or polished hedges, but the kind that only exists in dreams. Rolling hills. Endless sky. The handsome stranger lay beside me, warm and familiar. His fingers laced loosely through mine. The air smelled like rain and something sweet I could not name. He leaned closer, his mouth brushing my ear. He whispered something into my ear."Repeat what you said, oh my gorgeous prince.” I murmured, smiling.”“Get out of bed!”The hills dissolved.The handsome stranger vanished with the wind. So did the sky.I gasped and clawed my way back to consciousness just as my blanket was tugged off my shoulders. Light poured in through the slatted windows, sharp and unforgiving. I squeezed my eyes shut, heart racing, disappointment clinging to me like fog. “Annalise,” a voice said gently. “Wake up. We are already late.”I blinked.The room swam into focus slowly. Pale walls. Polished floor. Sunlight catching dust mote
Faint voices pulled me out of sleep before light did.Soft at first, muffled, like sound traveling through water. I floated somewhere between dreaming and waking, my body heavy, my limbs uncooperative. The gentle rocking of the ambulance had worked better than any lullaby. I forgot where I was. I forgot Salamanca. I forgot Penny. I forgot the terrifying emptiness of standing alone with only a backpack and a bruised heart.Then the voices sharpened.“Is she the scholarship student who got left behind?”The words slipped into my consciousness like cold fingers.“Yes. Miss Montclair is going to lose her mind when she finds out we diverted the school ambulance for a scraped heel. I can barely see the bruise.”A soft laugh followed.Scholarship kid? My eyes flew open, but I stayed perfectly still.Heat crawled up my neck and settled behind my ears. Their words landed with surgical precision, slicing through the fragile pride I had been clinging to since I landed in Spain. I swallowed hard







