OCTAVIUS POV (Age 15)
"I'm sorry, Dad. I'm so sorry," I whisper as I stroke back my father's brown hair.
I avoid looking at his neck. I already closed his lifeless eyes, so if I avoid looking at his neck, I can pretend he is still with me. I can pretend I am apologizing to the man who raised me by himself.
A single set of footsteps begin to fall in the hall outside of my father's room, and I stiffen. I am not ready to talk. I want to sulk and mourn my loss. I don't want to face anyone. I'm not prepared to say my final goodbye and face reality yet.
The footsteps stop just outside the still open door, and Kohn's scent mixes with my father's.
"I understand that this is hard for you, Octavius, but our species has just been plunged into chaos. I need to speak with you about what has happened. Not just
OCTAVIUS POV "Anniki just left. The realm of unclaimed souls is closer to you than us, Amber. So do not fret your mate will be returned to you soon. My sister just told me after you left that she has been staying up for portions of the day to watch the fairies. It's like watching fast-forward TV for us, but she did gain some fascinating information. It seems very few of the fairies are as powerful as the Queen. Primarily her siblings are the only ones capable of doing the things you described from the rainforest. But only the Queen can kill by touching. The other fairies do not have that ability. So whoever killed Lucian didn't use death touch. The Queen must have used her portal ability and let out a bunch of soldiers," the moon goddess says as she and my mom stare at each other through a bowl of water. "Whoever killed him ripped out his throat," I grumble angril
AMBER POV All thought leaves my mind, and the world grinds to a halt around me as Lucian's eyes lock with mine. Even my son disappears from my consciousness. My mate is just as I remember him. He hasn't aged a day. His dark brown hair and eyes are just as warm as I remember and his sharp jawline is just as chiseled as it always was. His muscles are still massive, and his shoulders are still broad. The only thing missing is the pull in my chest that snapped the day I died. "Lucian," I manage to breathe before launching myself across my small living room. His long arms caught me quickly, and I sink against him like melted wax. My entire being immediately feels at home. "I've missed you so much, Little Mouse," Lucian whispers, and a happy sob explodes from my mouth. Warm, blissf
OCTAVIUS POV As my alarm goes off and my eyes open, I smile. Instead of feeling groggy and drained from a night full of heavy emotions, I feel refreshed and happy. My parents have finally been reunited. Their love for one another wasn't lost when their bond was broken. It is alive and well in the afterlife. My mom made me realize that just because the Alphas are gone doesn't mean we are alone. All is not lost in our world, and my mother has a plan. Even if I don't think I am ready for it. I will not let my pack down. I will save this world. Hope is not lost. "Let's go fill Kohn and Uncle in on everything," I say out loud to my quiet wolf as I get up.Beerus- Then I want to hunt. We need more meat. I can feel your mother's new magic. It uses more of our energy.Octavius- You got it. We should bring Garrett and Jannah along.
OCTAVIUS POV "We might as well pledge ourselves as well," Kohn says as the surprise from the rejection clause fades away. Lucifer nods, and both of them move from behind the desk. "Jannah," Kohn says, and his daughter moves to his side. Beerus once again moves forward on our mind, and I brace myself for the uncomfortable feeling of merging with them. "Do you three pledge yourselves to me. Will you serve me and obey me, Octavius Bishop, your King," I ask, and Jannah shivers from the power laced through my words. "I swear," Kohn says quickly before Lucifer and Jannah copy him. Once again, Beerus seems to expand within my mind, and I actually lose my eyesight for a second. "Ah, good. You are already pledging yourselve
OCTAVIUS POV (pg 13) "You okay, man," Garrett asks as we exit the back door of the packhouse. "Not really, no," I answer as I pull off my t-shirt. Garrett copies my movement while watching me, but Jannah folds her arms. "Where are we going? Why did you make us follow you outside," she asks, and my frustration spills over. "We are going hunting! So take your damn clothes off and shift," I snarl loudly, and her eyes fill with fear. Her head drops, and I sigh. I turn around to give her privacy, but I don't apologize. She needs to see me as her leader. Not as her equal. I push down my grey sweats smoothly while avoiding eye contact with Garrett. I know he hates it when I snap at her, but her constant questions annoy me. "Let's go," I snap b
AMBER POV. (Pg 13) I stretch my arms across my body as we walk through the grassy field in front of our cabin. I feel completely drained. I argued with so many wolves today that my throat is sore. You would think they would accept my decisions as their Goddess, but mistrust was definitely evident today. No one wanted to accept my decision regarding Octavius being the King, and only one pack seemed happy to move. All in all, I successfully passed along my changes and my orders, but I didn't create harmony. I didn't bring peace of mind to my wolves, and that kills me. "Tired," Lucian asks as he watches me shake out my limbs. "Yes. Very tired. The past few days have been nonstop. I am drained," I reply, and Lucian nods before linking his fingers with mine. "That's another reason to limit how much Oct
OCTAVIUS POV I pace in the back room of the auditorium as Garrett, and his father argue back and forth lowly just outside. I can hear every word being said between them and the disloyalty coming from Garrett makes me furious. If he weren't my blood relative, I would kill him. Before I began eavesdropping ten minutes ago, I would have bet my title that Garrett had my back. But now I know I was wrong. He doesn't have my back. He barely tolerates my front. "I think he is making the wrong choice, but I'm not going to say anything to him. He is the chosen one," Garret whispers with sarcastic disdain dripping from every word. "I don't think his decision is wrong. I don't trust the older wolves. There is too much disloyalty. He is asking for a rebellion amongst the old Alphas. He shouldn't even be offering it to them," Lucifer replies, soundin
OCTAVIUS POV"Fucking wait," Garrett shouts as I punch a tree. I am half a football field away from him, but he is closing in on me fast. I just want to be alone. I don't want to hear his reasons for betraying me. I already know the reasons. I want to break his arm again, but I can't do that. I have to be responsible. I can't go around harming my pack members because they secretly can't stand me. Or because they secretly believe I don't deserve my title. I work hard for them. My life is devoted to them, but does that mean anything? No. "Why should I," I growl, and I hear him sigh. We just finished giving out long life to all that would take it, and I am exhausted. Lucifer and Kohn both ended up receiving the bite along with their mates, which pissed me off. Now I want to rest. I need to eat so I can go to bed and put this day behind me, but I can't seem to escape mister guilty. "Look, I was venting. Everything you heard was just me being jealous, Tav. I think you are an am