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June
There’s something about cheap tequila and half a degree of confidence that makes me think I can get away with anything. "Okay, June, your turn." Leila waves her phone in my face. "Truth or dare?" I lean back against the velvet bar booth, head buzzing from the last round of drinks. We’re four girls deep into celebration, lipstick smudged, heels lost, and so drunk. So so drunk. "I pick dare," I say, because of course I do. Leila’s eyes light up. "See that guy at the bar? The one in the dark gray suit, second stool from the end?" I glance — and almost regret it. Second stool from the end. Jacket undone, tie missing, shirt collar open just enough to see a sliver of chest. He’s got one hand wrapped around a tumbler of something dark, the other twitching on his knee like he’s trying to hold still. But his stillness is loud. Charged. Like a switch waiting to flip. "Are you trying to get me killed?" I ask, my brows furrowing. Leila snorts. “He’s hot. And definitely older. You said you wanted to be bold tonight." "I also said I wanted to survive the night." "It’s just a number, June. Not a marriage proposal." Kayla laughs, reapplying her lipstick. I glance again. His face is unreadable. Sharp jaw, cold mouth, eyes that don’t seem to be focused on anything at all. There’s something coiled in him, something fierce. Or maybe something barely held back. Still, I can’t run away from a challenge. Especially not on a night like this, when I’ve just landed an internship at the biggest business enterprise in Las Vegas. When I feel electric and drunk and slightly untouchable. "Fine," I agree, standing. "But if he arrests me with his eyes, you better post bail." I walk up slowly, pretending my legs don’t feel like jelly and my stomach isn’t turning somersaults. I slide into the seat next to him like I belong there with my chin high, eyes sparkling from the dare. He doesn’t look at me right away. Just swirls the drink in his hand like he’s trying to hypnotize it. "Hi," I wave, displaying my signature flirty smile. There is silence, then, a “No.” Flat, deep and dismissive. My lips part, half a nervous laugh caught in my throat. "I haven’t even asked anything yet." He turns, slowly. His eyes are sharp, gray, like metal under ice. He looks at me like he’s already exhausted by my existence, which, frankly, only makes me more interested. He groans, "You were going to ask for my number." It’s not a question. It’s a psychic read. My pulse skips two beats, "So what if I was?" He leans in, voice low and hot with whiskey and intent. "Ask for a night instead." My eyes slightly widens. Not because I’m shocked. But because… I'm not. This man is raw restraint, the kind of person who probably keeps an iron grip on everything until one thread snaps and it all unravels. And I wonder, maybe, if tonight’s that thread. There’s no smirk. No flirtation. He means it. Every syllable feels like a dare. I am getting excited. I should laugh. Or walk away. But there’s something about the way he looks at me, like he’s trying not to. Like I’ve already made something in him snap. So I say, "One night." His brow twitches like he didn’t expect me to agree. I lean in. “What’s your name?” He downs the rest of his drink. "You don’t need it. Let's go." He stands up and I follow. I wave a goodbye laced with a victory smirk subtly at the girls, noting their surprised expression at my success. *** It's a hotel. Not far from the bar. Clean. Modern. Two blocks away, but a whole other world. The staff hands him the key without a word. I don’t ask why. I already guess this man doesn’t do things that haven’t been planned ten steps in advance. We don’t speak in the elevator. His jaw ticks, and I swear he’s grinding his teeth. Like he regrets this already. Like he’s angry with me, or himself, or the world. Maybe all three. Inside the room, the lights stay off. Just the faint city glow coming through the floor-to-ceiling windows. He tosses his jacket over the chair, rolls his sleeves up to his forearms. Still not looking at me. “Last chance to leave,” he says, his tone undetectable. "Are you always this dramatic?" He steps forward and I flinch, not in fear, just in anticipation. "You’re not much of a talker, are you?" I asked, trying to break the tension. I peeled off my coat, draped it over the arm of a sleek leather chair, and turned back to face him. “Or is this your thing? Brooding silence and expensive suits?" The corner of his mouth tugged revealing not quite a smile. "You always make jokes when you're nervous?" "Only when the guy looks like he could ruin my life." His eyes sweeps down, slowly. Like a touch. "Can I?" I swallow. "I guess I'm about to find out." His eyes locks on me like he’d already decided what he is going to do to me. And maybe worse, like he already had. So no warning. No buildup. One moment he was standing across from me, the next, he was in front of me — heat rolling off his body, one hand gripping the side of my throat, his cold thumb tilting my chin up. Not choking as I except, more like claiming. "Don't regret this," he murmurs on my mouth. "You have no idea who I am." "That’s the point,” I whisper, shutting my eyes, as I wait for a kiss, but he didn’t kiss me. Instead, he pushes me backward until I hit the wall. The impact is soft, but my breath catches anyway. His hands goes to my waist, firm and possessive, tugging me close until our hips are flush. I feel the hard line of him — already thick and straining beneath his trousers, pressed against my abdomen. I inhale sharply. "You're—" "Don't say it," he growls, and for the first time, I feel something cracked in him. Not his mask, something deeper. Restraint. He grabs the hem of my dress and yanks it up, bunching it around my hips. One hand slide between my thighs, cupping me over my panties — already fucking damp. Already unapologetically desperate. "You’re soaking wet" he mutters, his voice dark with something between approval and disbelief. "Maybe I like the suspense," I breath, biting my lips. He doesn't laugh. But he smiles, sharp and amused, before dragging my panties down and off in one rough pull. He dropped to his knees. No teasing or romancing. His tongue found me like he’d been craving it for days. Long, deep strokes that had me gasping and grabbing at his hair, my thighs shaking from the sheer force of it. He effortlessly wrapped one arm around my hip to keep me from falling and used the other to press two fingers inside me, slow at first, then hard, curling until my back hit the wall. I came embarrassingly fast. Too fast. His name wasn’t even in my mouth. I had nothing to moan but a broken, breathless "God." He stood as I came down from it, still fully dressed, towering over me like I was something he meant to devour. "Take your dress off," he says, and I read it as a sexy order. I quickly did. My pink dress slid off my shoulders, pooling at my feet. I stood in just my bra, breathing hard, bare from the waist down, and suddenly shy. That wasn’t like me. I wasn’t a shy girl. I didn’t do shy. Maybe it was because it was my first official time. Don't get me wrong, I'm no virgin, at least biologically. That, I took care of a long time. Myself. But this was going to be my first with someone and, God, I am in the 7th heaven. He undid his belt slowly. Intentionally. Pulls his cock free and stroked it once, it is thick, hard, flushed dark with need. My mouth go dry. My pussy. More damp. Sticky wet. "Still want to find out if I’ll ruin your life?" he asks. "Only if you do it properly," I say, already reaching for him. He doesn't let me. He spin me around, bending me over the bed. No words. He gripped my hips, lined himself up, and pushed in with one, brutal thrust. I cry out, in pain, in shock, in full pleasure. The fullness. The pressure. The way he held nothing back. He curses under his breath, barely audible. "You're tight." I couldn’t help it. I grinned, panting. "Maybe you’re just huge." That got a real laugh from him. Low. Surprised. Almost boyish, then he growled — actually growled — and bottomed out inside me. "Say it again," he rasped against my neck. "You’re huge." "Say my name." Came another full slam. "I...don’t know...it." I moan loudly and unintentional. He stilled, breathing harsh, forehead against the back of my shoulder. "Exactly." He thrusts again. It wasn’t sweet. It wasn’t slow. It was filthy and perfect and everything I hadn’t known I needed. The way he fucking fucked me, hard, deep, possessive, like I was the only thing in the world keeping him alive. His hands gripped my hips tight enough to bruise, his body slamming into mine with primitive, desperate force. And still — he never kissed me. He didn’t even try. Even when I turned my head to look at him, to maybe see him, he dragged my face back down and pressed it to the mattress. "Don’t," he murmured. "Just feel." So I did. I came again with a sharp gasp, my fingers fisting the sheets, my whole body going taut and then liquid. He followed seconds later, pulsing inside me with a deep, low groan that sounded like it was ripped from his soul. He collapsed beside me, one arm flung over his eyes. I laid there in silence. My chest heaving. My heart racing. My mind going blank. And still… no kiss. When I woke, he was gone. The sheets were cool. The bathroom door was open. His scent still lingered on the pillow beside mine, clean, masculine, expensive. My panties were folded on the nightstand. Beside them was a note, written in sharp, elegant handwriting. Thank you for tonight. Don’t look for me. — H. No number. No name. Just an initial. I held the note between my fingers for a long time, feeling my heart doing something weird and fluttery in my chest. I didn’t know who he was. Didn’t know what he did. Didn’t know why he refused to kiss me. But I knew one thing for sure. I was going to have a hard time trying to forget him.♡ Leila ♡My blood went cold.“What do you mean he broke into my house?” My voice came out thin and sharp. “Jesus— is he dead?”I edged closer despite myself, my heart pounding. “I—I don’t—”Cain rolled his eyes, folding his arms like this was all an inconvenience. “I told you he’s not dead, girl. Why do you even care about him?”I didn’t answer. I crouched just enough to look at the man sprawled on my floor, his chest rising and falling. Then I straightened slowly and faced Cain, my hands curling into fists.“How did you get in here?” I asked. My fear was real, but I refused to let him see it.He shrugged. “Pretty zombie, I already told you—” He jerked his thumb at the unconscious man. “He broke in. I caught him. You should be thanking me—”He stepped toward me.I flinched back immediately. “Don’t touch me,” I snapped, my fingers tightening around my phone.I was already thinking about Lia. About calling her. About getting him out of my apartment before everything fell completely apa
♡ Leila ♡Every hair on my body stood on end.This had to be a game. A sick one.Because no one could know those details unless they were guessing.Except… he hadn’t guessed.Every word he said had been painfully, terrifyingly accurate.Still, it made no sense.If I had been with him, I would have known.He is covered in tattoos—from his left arm up to his neck. Tobias had never had a single one.That difference was impossible to miss.But then a memory slipped through the cracks of my certainty.We hadn’t been fully undressed.It had all blurred together—laughing, fumbling, hands pulling at clothes, heat and closeness and too much alcohol. I hadn’t stopped to look. I hadn’t been paying attention to anything except the man I thought I was with.The door opened.Lia walked in carrying a plate of sliced fruit.“Get away from her, Tobit,” she snapped, stepping between us without hesitation.He lifted his hands in mock surrender, a crooked smile playing on his lips. “Easy, little sister.
♡ Leila ♡This had to be a joke.A sick, twisted joke.“Hey, Leila.”Tobit’s deep voice yanked me out of my spiraling thoughts.The door opens widely.I sucked in a sharp breath, only then realizing I’d been holding it. My heart slammed against my ribs as I stared at him — at Tobias’s face staring back at me from a stranger’s body.“I—I—” My throat closed. I forced the words out. “You’re joking, right? This is a prank. It has to be.”“Leila, honey,” Mrs. Miller started, her voice trembling, “we don’t—”“This isn’t a joke,” Tobit cut in.His gaze locked onto mine, unblinking.“You’re carrying my baby.”The room tilted.I stared at his eyes, and that was when it truly hit me.They weren’t Tobias’s.Tobias’s had been ocean blue — soft, familiar, safe.Tobit’s were a sharp, unsettling emerald green, bright with something cold and possessive… like envy.And suddenly, the face I loved didn’t feel like home anymore.“No.” I stepped forward before I could stop myself. “I don’t even know you.
♡Leila♡Oh. Damn."Leila, this is Tobit, my other brother...Tobias’s twin."“Hi, Leila.”The words landed next to Lia and the world stopped spinning for a second.What the hell? What the actual hell is going on?Tobias had a twin?Why didn’t anyone ever say anything? Not Lia. Not their parents. Not Tobias himself. Not a word. And now—now he’s here, right here, standing in front of me like… like some cruel echo.I froze, I couldn’t move or even blink. I looked at June. She’s shocked too, but she doesn’t get it. She doesn’t understand or know the story I carry inside me.Mr. Grande is there, holding her with the same expression, and I just… can’t breathe.Because my life, my whole damn life, has been this stupid mess:I got introduced to Tobias by June. I started liking him. We slept together, one night, at his place.The next day, he asked me out, I said no because I’m scared he only wants me because of that night.Then I found out he’s dating June. But it turned out was all some plan
Author POVThe wind moves softly through the buckwheat field, turning the pale stalks into waves of gold. White silk ribbons are tied to the wooden chairs, fluttering gently. Somewhere far away, music fades into quiet as June and Hermes stand facing each other beneath a simple arch of wildflowers.There is no palace or cathedral. Only sky, earth, and a love that survived fire.June’s dress glows against the field — soft, flowing, intimate, resting over the small curve of her stomach like a promise. Hermes stands opposite her in a dark tailored suit, his hands trembling just enough to betray how much this means to him.For a man who once believed love was a weakness, he has never been more exposed.The officiant’s voice fades into the background as Hermes lifts his eyes to June.He has stared down boardrooms, scandals, enemies, and his own father — but nothing has ever frightened him the way loving her does.“June,” he begins, voice low and steady, “I spent most of my life believing co
Song Recommendation: Young and Beautiful by Lana del Ray [Violin version] JuneI’m sitting in front of the mirror when Kayla asks it, her fingers gently pinning a loose curl into place.“Are you nervous?”I let out a slow breath and look at my own reflection.The woman staring back at me almost doesn’t feel real.The gown is simple, soft, and perfect, hugging my body in a way that makes my little bump look like a promise instead of a flaw. My hair is a bit longer now, styled in loose waves that fall over my shoulders. I look… happy. Fragile. Real.“I am,” I admit with a small laugh. “I’m getting married, Kayla. Of course I’m nervous. But I’m happy too.”The word happy tastes strange in my mouth—sweet, but edged with something deeper. Heavier. This is the moment. The one I never really allowed myself to dream of.I think of Natalya’s wedding dress, how I stood there pretending to be fine while my heart was breaking. I think of how Hermes had looked at me that day when he finally said







